sunshine

you're my sunshine, you're the moonlight, you're the starry skies above me wont you please come and hug me..?

i'm not even sure if those are the lyrics, if they aren't don't fuck em up for me. its mega sweet. so , i have no cell phone as of now. my mother got in a car accident (my brother also recently-november totaled his car) both are fine though. &i took a nap today and put my phone on silent and when they were calling and when they got home my brother was hella yelling and threw my phone.

i hate him.
& things will never be the same.
i don't care.

you know whats funny? you knowhwo people constantly say 'you're joking right' this whole situation was a you're joking right moment. i was waiting for them to say justjoking, and it never came. but they dropped my mothers totalled car in front of my house since all shops are closed as of now & i realized they aren't gnna say just joking.

i'm never gunna get my permit because of my brother & mothers dumbass mistakes.

life is getting worse with time.
anthony l is the nicest guy ever.
tell me more stories please.

oh did i mention - no i didn't but i can't go to winterball because i didn't turn in service hours.
&i'm failing algebraii (the easiest class ever) with a 54. not to mention the D i have in chem and the F i'll have in history. UGH fuck my life. i constantly wonder if its worth it.

as of now, its been worth it.
who knows about next week.

FUCK DUDE WTF why can't i jsut be happy. the guy that crashed into my mom is 90something years old coming from kaiser because his wife who is in a wheelchair needs her medicine. WHAT THE FUCK . and i'm fucking complaining about my grades?! i deserve to die. eye yah.

i hate crying, bitchassmove kristina, bitchassmove.