nguyen + nguyen

shes full vietnamese , s0 lucky & she has tits! bestlowerclassmanfriend/sister. (:

i want to be more vietnamese ): buy me a bebeshirt&supz high heels oh&a new lv bag. &then find me a sugar daddy. the end. oh wait, somewhere in there add lots of pho, fake tits , lots of highlights , doing nails, getting nails done , high cheekbones and children with the last names of nguyen , mai , or tran. yep!

ashleyy

ashleeeybash: DUDE
ashleeeybash: YOU LIKE HIM
ashleeeybash: JUST FACE IT
Kristina Nguyen: FUCKYOU
Kristina Nguyen: no
ashleeeybash: YOU STILL LIKE HIM
ashleeeybash: YOU GUYS MAKE A CUTE COUPLE
Kristina Nguyen: EVERYONE SAYS THAT!
ashleeeybash: YOU REALLY DO
Kristina Nguyen: i think that scares me so i try not to like him
Kristina Nguyen: &dude we'd be the kind of couple that will never break up
Kristina Nguyen: cause i'll be slobbering ova his ballsack
Kristina Nguyen: &hes too nice to break up with me
ashleeeybash: lmfao
ashleeeybash: hahahah
ashleeeybash: LMFAO
Kristina Nguyen: that scares me, i don't wanna be commited forever
Kristina Nguyen: YOU KNOW?!
Kristina Nguyen: shit
Kristina Nguyen: i just need a boy like right now
Kristina Nguyen: not for right now and later
Kristina Nguyen: maybe right now and a tad of later
Kristina Nguyen: I'M NOT MAKING SENSE I BET
ashleeeybash: YOU ARE
ashleeeybash: YOU ARE
ashleeeybash: I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN

.. i had a epiphany as ashley calls it about liking / not liking / really liking / hating this boy. HAHAHA. DUNZO with boys until next week okay? hahah, i'm gunna read this next year & be like, gahd wtf was i thinking rethinking liking him again. but i don't like him ! maybe? augh! fuckyou.

FUCK MY LIFE

hahahahhahafucking ashleyb i fucking hate you
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!111
i'm hella thinking about the past boyy bullshit i had to go through
&how i'm so horrible to everyone
shit, i only start liking people when they're over me
then i get bored & realize that they have everything i want
then they surprise me by being a jerk
then i'm off their nutz
and now i'm jealous
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
i hate talking to people about my problems
now i'm over thinking things!

EYEYAH!

sparklyyy

dear frederick,
nice seeing you today (: its been 10 months since i've seen your fat self. thanks for showing me last years school photo, i was speechless. i'm holding you up to your promise, don't be more of a pussy & not fulfill it.
love, kristina.

s000, i'm getting ready for winter! time for sweaters! (: i'll put a wishlist up soon cause fuckig rissa! she sent me stuff she wanted and now i'm constantly looking . EYE YAAHHH!

sick of me yet?
dudee, so i'm supz tired. i love it.

half

day (: those boys make a g00d cheese/veggie burger. i'm happy or i was happy today. /; how come i can't have fun like that with girls more often. i'm always around boys, n0t even starh0e status though, my cawks bigger than alla there's. i bet i'll end up lesbian- those filipino short hair ones.. gahd. fuck me. hahahha my mind is soo .. i can't think. my blogspot sucks, you can stop reading now.


"___i_ is such a gossip girl' HAHAHA mark.

THSI SI LIE THE THIRD TIME

hahahha , i am such a uber nerd for doing that shit last year, i wore that black&gray var jacket today. cut off my arm ciculation for a while.

i need to go shopping. really bad. okay, soooooo. i've explained this 39847298 times. but ! soo , i have been wearing the same colors everyday, i wash my clothes i swear. i have themes for my weeks! last week was wearing blue&gree and this week is redshoes with black&gray
monday- dark gray floral buttonup
tuesday- gray cardigan , gray polo
today- gray&black var jacket
tomorrow-blackRLpolo
friday- ?!

hahahhaha, next next week will be yellow&orange, all week with orange flats. i'm a freak. get away from me.

hailourdes&ramon

p.s. i lava when people tell me the stories of how their parents caught them watching porn. HAHAHHAA. not pointing any fingers right now (: haha.

inoy

*(: freshman year? what is this layering cardigan shit i'm doing. RANDOMMM. hair looks AMAZING when the picture isn't stretched out. i swearrrr. one of the few times i liked my hair.

katatatatatatat: nigga stomped all over that shit
kristinacooties: hahahaha
kristinacooties: s0 sexy
katatatatatatat: shit we were so mesmorized when he was sayin hi to us
katatatatatatat: we didnt even notice
kristinacooties: HAHAHAHA
kristinacooties: too busy drooling
katatatatatatat: i really was
katatatatatatat: i was srsly jsut staring at his lil smirk
kristinacooties: SO CR33PY

<3 sweetride. bada$$. lavaaa. if only you know what/who we were talking about. katt, i lava ju too much. i say it all the time because the little moment we have together i remember forever & obbess about em. crazy bananas goosebumps , anytime!

i'm happy & it's amazing.
oh&i'm reading nick&norah'sinfinite playlist <3 michael cera

"the girl is dressed in a flannel shirt, i cant tell whether thts because shes trying to bring back the only fahsion style of th past fifty years that hasn't been brought back or whethr its because the shirt is so damn comfortable." my mind works the same wayy. hahha.

fin.

x4

7th grade (: i'm adorable!

i watched FourBrothers today. i lava it.
marky mark <3 & tyrese & the other white brother <3
marky mark is a supz dreamboat hella buff mmz.

nighttt!
sweetdreams.

starvingggg

i can't find that jacket ): &can we take a normal picture?!
&there is nothing to eat at my house. i'm gunna dieeeeeeeeeee.
i feel lonely, why isn't anyone awake at this time? i'm such a fucking drama queen.

soooo, basically i miss sarah malik ): a lotz, who can i talk to about my dreamboatboy to?
we havent talked in so long i forgot our list! smart, license, personality, $$$, height.. i felt like there was more /;
SARAAAAAAAHHHHH, now that we don't talk about boys i want one! what's my problem? haha

i want a boy that will make me feel like its been nine weeks & five days. a boy that will tell me when my bangs are fucked up or when my makeups hella fucked up or when i'm wearing too much because he knows i'll fuss about it if he doesn't. a boy that cares about how my hair looks because i do. a boy that doesn't mind my clammy hands ahha because he'll have to put up with it cause they're ALWAYS clammy. a boy that will drive me to the park when i have a headache just so we can lie in the grass because its my favorite. a boy that will make me grilled cheese sandwiches when i'm starving (likerightnow!!!) because i love cheese & needa carb up . a boy that thinks the same cuntcakes are overrated (pamela&jessicaalba) because they are. a boy that can watch seasons all day with me because we both love em. a boy that will call me in the middle of the morning because he knows i can't sleep. a boy that will buy me scarves when i want to put my hair up because he knows my necks always cold. a boy that will help me with my homework because hes a genius. a boy that will buy me my green aveeno chapstick because he doesn't want my lips to bleed (even though its cute when it does).

i'm gunna stop because i highly doubt i'll find a boy that fits five of these things. where would i find a freak show like that? hahha, no seriously. where can i find one?

die.

wtf am i doing?! I DONT LOOK LIKE THEM , I'M ADOPTEDDD!!1


joshmryos:i want to be buried on top of you
joshmryos:so youll be extra dead
joshmryos:with a joshy on top
joshmryos:kekekekek

I'm now thinking of ways I'd HATE to die.
1. Being buried alive is at the top of my list- First off I'm claustrophobic, second I hate hot, stuffy air, third i wouldn't be able to see shit, fourth i'd have HELLA time to think about what a asshole I was to deserve such a punishment, fifth i'd think about how i got in that shit of a situation, sixth i bet while i'm alive down there my small bladder would act up and i'd piss myself oh oh&i'd prolly get hella hungry so i'd starve to death, piss myself AND be in a small small coffin with bad stuffy air. I'd hold my breath quicken the process of my death.
2. Being locked in a trunk then having the car submerge into water - First off i can't swim, second how would i get out if its locked?, third i'm claustrophobic , fourth i bet someone pushed the car off a cliff so even if i got out and swam up I'd be stuck in a hole with no way out so i'd have to climb too? , fifth omg in the water i'd think about the other assholes that died there too.. likeee how many dead bodies are in that body of water- sometimes when i drive and see swamps and lakes and shit i think about how many people died there , i always assume a lot. I'd swallow as much water as possible to quicken the process.
3. Burning to death - Slow & painful right? i purposely stay away from matches and lighters and fire as much as possible because when i was in like 7th grade i'd put my hand in the toaster oven to get my toast and one time my toast was extra h0t and my hand jumped up and hit the top of it and it burned. i cried. i h8 extreme heat. plus dude, if i was ever burning someone probably put hella gas and shit on me, gahddd that reminds me of .. what movie is that? ughm.. lock&stock? i forgot its the one where the guy cuts off the other guys ear , pours gas all over him & sets him on fiahhh , actually i wouldn't know i turned it off at that point cause i was so scared. I'd lay down to dye comfortably.
4. Rape - ahah , so zorro made me EXTREMELY scared of getting a train run on me. one of the mom's in the book was raped & she diedddd. &her kid watched it all happen. SUPZ scary. I'd hold my breath or stick something in their butthole (: maybe aaron's cawk.
5. Stabbing - I'm scared of knives, i barely own knives at my house - i own like butter knives. Not only because its more stuff for my mom to wash but because my parents are no good at making steak <3. but but but but but knives scare me , in da mooobs when people get stabbed they are in hellza pain. well, dying in general must hurt but eeeks. + what if they don't push it in far enough or hit a major organ and i dye SUPPPPZ slow. I think i'd take the knife out and stick it through my brain and twist
6. Car accident - that shit is soo depressing , especially because everyone that dies in a car accident has to be young
7. My husband killing me .. while i'm pregnant ( popular trend nowadays!)
8. My husband's other lover murdering me .. while i'm pregnant
9. My parents killing me when they figure out to use powerschool..while i'm pregnant
10. Being hung - more of a way of suicide but still makes me queeezy
11. Lou Gehrig's Disease - supz sad, forgetting how to breathe!? ): &everyone can watch me die by the day
12. Having my kid / grandkid shoot me (popular trend!)
13. Getting crushed by my house in a earth quake - think about it for a second. lay down and look up at your ceiling , then think about it crushing you , then think about how hopeless you are, then think about trying to get out from all the debris. something thats suppose to protect you from shit JUST killed you. or think about tables. something made in a day or two can help save your life. a house takes like a year to make and BAM dunzo.
14. Getting hit by a train- does you body go under the train on does it stay in front of it?
15. Torture of any sort - scooping my eyeballs out, cutting off my fingers / toes , AH now i'm queezy.

Ways I want to die
1. Old age / Dying in my sleep - supz peaceful & painless. I'd love to die of both- people would expect it. I'm 114 years old its about time i dye & at 114 i'll be at home all day or in a carehome so theres no way i'd die any other way because i'll probably be glued to my bed (: good way to die. if ever i get to the point of being in a nursing home / carehome can you come and visit me? please. (:
... yeah , thats it? maybe getting shot since its fayyst . OH maybe death row, they just inject you with something right? painlesssssss.

*obviously i'm not gunna kill myself if i wanna die by getting shot / death row / old age.
*obviously i would never cut myself since i'm scared of knives
sooo don't take it seriously when i say i wanna kill myself / cut my wrists (off) hahaha.
good morning , saigon.

anyways, its early. happy saturday!

drawinggg

errr. doodling. i've doing doing a lot of it lately, very badly though. i wish i knew how to draw ):

anyways. dude, so have you ever forgot about someone & then all of a sudden it becomes weird to think about that you used to be friends with them? that happened to me today ): i was thinking of the OG SC niggahs. If we ever have a reunion I will NOT go if NickLegan, JustinVargas, or ErikKnutson do not go. Those are the only three that I wanna see, well, more so than everyone else- considering that we are all in the same area still.

I promised a non-depressing blog, but today. TODAY. TODAY! TODAYYYY! my brother pointed out how much weight i gained. him & my mother were talking to me about how i got thick & i was being defensive saying i only gained 3 pounds (wiifit) &they were saying how three pounds now, five pounds later , seven later. THEN they started talking ABOUT me. bastards these days. hahah but no really, i did get thicker. gr0ssssssss.

time to go on a diet. fuckyou if you disagree , i'm not doing it for you i'm doing it for me.. &to have my family stop making fun of me. HAHAHAH.

cawk

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLOR CHEEEEE! lavaforever & ever. you are one of the few girls that i'd trust with my LIFE. (: call me if you need anything. ANYTHING! i'm gunna miss you in two years when you live in seattle ): fack.

i'm gunna rant (no one reads this anyways, minus the people that think my life is hilarious) FUCK YOU!FUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU! i just wanted to be friends! okay? don't fucking guilt trip me, okay? i don't need that type of bullshit! i fucking told you my fucking life story, down to my favorite pencil brand. i fucking vent to you alllllz day about the assholes that treat me like shit & walk out of my fuckin life (if i don't do it first) even in that case i'd vent to you about why i'm such a bitch to specific people . even if it was my fault you'd always tell me it would be okay&that they'd come back&if they didn't t was alright because i had you. well,w0w, that seemed to work out fucking perfectly. gr0w a ball sack before you talk to me again, if you aren't gunna be straight up with me , fuck you again. if you don't wanna acknowledge the things i say / IMs well fuck you x3. grow the fuck up! i can't even vent to anyone because i'm so embarrassed about the situation. SHIT HOW DID THIS FUCKING HAPPEN?!

fuck you
fuck my life
fuck effort
fuck trying

Promise: Next blog will not be about me being upset.

waitingg

): I h8 waiting, ihye hate waiting , 1 huhate waiting , eye haight waiting!
I hate when I see someone on my buddylist & I wanna talk to them, but I don't wanna be the bitch that caves in & instant messages them first (AshleyR knows ): )haha, but normally (like yesterday) I got my way (: (: (: ugh! but hardly. Whatever, I give up starting conversations, fuck half assed things. qualitly > quantity. I needa keep that in mind. FACK , I'm still in a bad mood, who am I trying to fool? The people I'd think I'm trying to fool, are the ones I talked to already.

My parents are in a bad mood & I needa ask permission to go out this weekend, but they will shit themselves if they see my deficiencies. AH MAH GAHD i got a 1.8/10 on a spanish test. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU GET A FUCKING POINT FUCKING EIGHT!? Fucking mejican cunt. HOW CAN YOU GET AN EIGHTH OF A FUCKING VOCAB WORD RIGHT?! THERE WERE NO ACCENTS! SHITTTT Shes the only person in the WHOLE world that can get me this mad. It's fact. Hello F! Fuck chemistry too , I'm passing by like .5% fack me.

"They have to have nice cawks"
"Send me p0rn so we can blog about it"
HAHAHHA. highlight of my day.
You can be the sender since spankwire iz jur bitch.
superior cawk 2008.

Time to read about Zorro , AGAIN!

wowza

"don't even worry about it. i just hope that you'll feel better ok? goodnight and sweet dreams to you Kristina"
"i stayed up for you"

i lava people that know what i want to hear, thats what i need sometimes. i h8 when people say they hate when people only say things they wanna hear. I LAVA when people say what i wanna hear, fucking proof that you know me too well. and no one can be fucking honest with me anymore. if i'm fucking crying just tell me the fucking truth, it can't get any worse, IM ALREADY CRYING. shit. if i needa fucking grow the fuck up, let me know ,shit. but know whens the right time, people have the worst timing. telling me its okay, to cheer up and to fucking talk to someone else doesn't fucking help me. i have such fucking high expectations for everyone, i'm always upset! you've had so much practice with me being upset you should know exactly what to do or say.

the people i told that i was upset to, wrong people. seriously.
everyone: stop reading this / stop talking to me, i'm self destructive.

" hey, remember when we used to be friends and always talk? "

): i h8 truth boxes.
WHO SAID THAT?!
i'm gunna be thinking about it all night.
YOU FUCKED UP MY NIGHT YOU ASSHOLE! ):

fuck me
fuck my poor intentions
fuck that i can't be normal&keep relationships
fuck me for letting it happen
fucking we used to ALWAYS talk?
fuck me for not making time for you
fuck me for letting us drift
fucking USED to be friends?
fuck me for constantly getting bored
fuck me for showing lack of interest in people
fuckkkk meeeeee
fuck, we aren't even just friends?
fuck, why not?
fuck you for letting it happen
fuck you for not telling me
fuck you for not calling me right now

can you call me right now? please?

rainbows

Three things I love in one word : rain , bows and rainbows (: . Speaking of three things I love /; Taylor, Ashley & Chanelle. Guess what guess what guess what! (; My birthday is coming up so you three can come over&tell me how much you guys love me, while eating cake (: I spoil you guys. This picture is proof that I have the flattest ass evvaaaaa. OMGG my hair was supz short. FBI x3 (: haii, wear your shirt when ju come ova okay? <3 I needa look for mine.

So, I bet Lourdes noticed I didn't post last night, guess why! Cause I was watching The Wackness , with Christopher .. kinda. AHMAHGAHDD , izz me favorite movie. It makes me wanna paint my nails black, wear bamboo heart earrings & do lots of drugs. Anyways, it got me thinking about how fucked up everyone really is and how everyone has a different way of coping with it. Then it got me thinking of Valium, Prozac, Zoloft and shit, how fucked up mentally do you have to be to take anti-depressants? I mean, isn't everyone sad at some point/phase in their life? I mean, how do you measure fucked-up-ness? Personally, I myself think I'm pretty fucked up. I find pleasure in laying on my AIRmattress (not even a bed!) in my yellow hellokittyed (i'm turning sixteen!)out room full of pictures of yours truely (s0 conceited) & that smells like piss (dirty worn five time clothes) & listening to Rainbow Veins by Owl City(i think its the only song i like by them..him?her? though), just so I can sing along while staring at that air vent thing on my ceiling...motionless. Who the fuck likes shit like that?! If you don't think that's fucked up, i'm sawwy you are fuckked upppp. Then me&chris were thinking about how much better drugs&sex > l0tttz of things. I know for sure one, but not the other. But , i'm just gunna keep that to me. &how much better everyones life would be if they just got laid and high regularly. I mean, its not really hurting anyone. Personally, I'd prefer a short extra happy life if that means i have to have a shortness of breath. Wait, now I'm just talking because I wouldn't risk STDs to be happy. ANYWAYS that got me thinking about why people (including me) just can't be happy. What in my life is so bad that I just can't wake up smiling? I'll get back to you on that one, as much as i think and over think things I'm not exactly sure.

I hate myself. You win.

kuya,

happy birthday. hahaha, first time in my life i've ever used that word towards my brother.

curiousaust1n: try going out without make up
curiousaust1n: and a different hairstyle
Kristina Nguyen: i did the other day
curiousaust1n: maybe you'll look more asian
Kristina Nguyen:@ school
Kristina Nguyen:zz
curiousaust1n: i like it when you dont wear makeup
Kristina Nguyen: you dont even notice i bet
curiousaust1n: ya i do
curiousaust1n: today
curiousaust1n: you had helza makeup
curiousaust1n: i hate it

Austin is trippin, the only reason he probably thought I wore a lot of makeup was because i lined the bottom of my eye with black eyeliner + mascara. BUT, i swear it wasn't a lot. BUT, next week I refuse to put any eye make up on. The redness of my face is not attractive so I'm just going to wear powder. oh&greenaveeno <3 If I scare you in the hallways, my apologies. I didn't even know boys notice this type of shit. I think I want a boy /; (Please, don't assume that I want Austin).

lava.

wad up ma

This picture is dedicated to a character named Josh.

So basically I have been thinking a lot lately (omg, she thinks?). Okay so, since I've had major reality checks I wanted to just list out my goals for my life. I'm so indecisive and I have no idea what i want in life, so here are things I want to do. First off, today I was talking to Erik <3 and he we were discussing how I should be talking with good grammar since I go to a good high school, and i should show off my english 11 skillzzz. So, my goal is to talk pretty proper. I mean seriously, when am i going to get out of my 'JU' phase? It's kind of my thing but its so mundane now. Second, I've been watching a shit load of Project Runway and Tim Gun is the ultimate teacher of unique / big words. I'm not even sure if I used mundane correctly but, you know what? WHAT ABOUT FUCK YOU. (: Someone teach me how to use big words, p l e a s e ? (: Third, I had a presentation on the Spanish Inquisition today; basically i want to be comfortable speaking in front of people. I have no idea what my problem is anymore, at Saint Clement I used to LAVA public speaking. Now, it's a drag AND my voice gets hella shaky. It's ridiculous I feel stupid THEN i feel like Ricky Bobby and have no idea where to put my hands so I start fidgeting and then I play with my hair. GAY SHIT NIGGAH. Fourth, I need to stop saying nigga / niggah / nig / nigz / nigerian. I need to clean up my language ): Rissa, stop cussing okay? I feel like its my fault for your potty mouth. Actually, Rissa is worse, she says niggER. "Nigger Guy" (: I love SouthPark if you know what I'm talking about I hope you are literally laughing out loud, I am. What number am I on? Well, numbering them was a stupid idea so let me continue. I want to start loving myself. Is that the queerest thing you heard? I'm being serious, I have no idea how to accept compliments. You like my hair? EW WHAT THE FUCK I DIDN'T EVEN COMB IT TODAY! You like my shirt? EW, IT'S A HELLA UGLY COLOR. You like small tits? FREAK! /; Why can't I just be appreciative of what I have, hair that smells good but looks like a poodle, clothes that fit my standards of nice and small tits. I think I like small titattayyz now to be honest. People with huge tatz hate it & and people with small titayz h8 it. I want to like having small titties, first girl ever. (I do realize that i spelled boobies like 97483 different ways) OMG no fair though, I have hella bad back problems, it's probably from my man shoulders (SEE ! I DON'T LOVE MYSELF!!!). Next, I wanna start loving JUU (dude, fuck it! I love saying 'ju' , sawwy erik baby), why can't i accept people for who they are? I'm learning, I'm learning. I'm getting sleepy. OH! I want to be in bed by 11:30 from now on. OH! I also want to not be online before 6. So basically, I won't be on before six or after 11:30. My eye site is COMPLETE shit.

I downloaded 129 songs in the past two days. I'm ridiculous, NO! I love myself, it's wonderful!
Gooluck Kevin & Ryan & Jeff tomorrow (: Ryan can we talk again? PLEASE!!
& (: (: (: to Christopher, YAY for licences.
& (: (: (: to Vicki , YAY to driving ME
& (: (: (: to Memorial, I finally been behind the gates
& (: (: (: to Dairy Queen Soft Serves
& (: (: (: to clearing things up

Keep me happy world.
&Happy Birthday to my BabyBro tomorrow.

ugh

eeeek. i h8 spanish. i fucking jinxed myself! i have a deficiency in it. FUCKING D ON THE FUCKING LAST DAY. shit, fucking mejicans want me to find excuses to hate their language. ITS SO RANDOM. shit. porque vs. por que. se with accent mark vs. se. SHIT there aren't enough letters in the alphabet to fucking come up with a fucking new word?! i know there are like read/read or allowed/aloud but shit, we don't have fucking accents too. my fucking teacher wants me to fail! how am i suppose to remember fucking accents when i have to remember if i needa put a space in porque? seriously. sentarse vs. sentir . SHIT NIGGAHH. fucking pulled that shit outta your ass. i'm so glad i speak american .. english. fucking can understand words from just fucking prefixes and suffixes shittt. why can't spanish have pre, de , non, un . give me a fucking clue! fucking hin/t me!!!

i'm speaking nonsense now. forgive me.

supaaa.

today was refreshing, i got my shit together & won't get a deficiency (: &i spent collab with two of the girls that make me supz happy beyond belief. i'm no longer depressed but i do feel like throwing up still. to add to that i ate (yes,ate) three day old milk in my mac&cheese. i don't give a fuck it was s00 good.

kay, so basically i don't give a fuck about homework because i have half a quarter to bring it up & i'm lazy as shit & my babybro (older) bought the new office .. well the newest so i spent all day doing that. then i wii fit (yoga) cause alejandro was bragging about how good he felt after yoga today.

kay, so today i spent hellza time thinking about qualities i want to find in people, like the unusual random shit i like i people. so here:
-people that say "this _____" preferably nigga , girl or bitch
-people that say "dauhg" .. like aaron? no aaron says daug. /; it'll do
-people that have original compliments , fuck that 'you're so pretty/cute' bullshit, tell me something that i'll remember months from now. 'you have the spakliest hair' , 'you have small tits, i like em' 'you have hella yummy taste in jewelry' (people talk hella gay, i like it)
-people that have orignial hate/death remarks 'i will fucking chop your clitoris off and make it into a sandwich and make you eat it' 'i hate her so much i would run a fucking mile to see her get run over'
-people that ask whats wrong at the right time, like when i'm trynna cover up when i'm sad .. its a special ability i don't expect you to have it
-people that IM me RIGHT when i sign on. like a milisecond after my buddylist loads
-people that will text me goodmorning/goodnight . it makes me too happy for words
-people that will text me during school just to say haii
-people that will text me when they see hellokitty
-people that tell me something reminded them of me (:
-people that i can see in public and all i have to do is hug em and walk away, well unless i haven't seen them in forever. but i never know how to leave. its ridiculous
-people that will wait for me
-people will tie my shoe laces (suppzzz rare)
-people that will tell me when my makeup is hellza fucked up (allthetime)
-people that remember what i wear the day before & go ..didn't you wear that yesterday? &then i can say NO YOU ASSHOLE THAT WAS A DIFFERENT PLAID WHITE PURPLE BUTTONUP WITH WHITE BUTTONS
-people that remember my birthday , but don't expect me to remember yours, i don't even remember my mom's to be honest.
-people that send me music just because they are in love with the song
-people that will feed me
-people that will ask about my day&accept it when i say 'bad' & not ask for details because they can't make the situation any better
-people that will call me when they know i'm sad & not online , awkward or not.
-people that will hold my hand , all day
-people that will just agree with me when i say i hate someone (not so often anymore/;)
-people that i can have ME T00O00O0O0O!!! moments.
-people that love meee. is that so much to ask for?

&cock > paynace.
just wanted to add that.

*bestcomplimentallday: 'you are truly exotic' hm or 'dude you have like the scariest photos on myspace'

waste

of my timeeee.
-drivers ed!!! wtf , why do i needa know how to fucking drive stick shift? they are being fuckin ridiculous, that shit should be an option but noooo there are hella slides of it then i skip to many then have to go back. might as well teach me how to ride a motorcycle. dudeee &they seriously think i'm mentally retarded. they are telling me that i should stop at the bar thing in front of railroads. no fucking shit mister obvious. THEN they fucking tell me the fucking history of airbags. SHOOT ME. shit, 30 hour course my ass. i'm skippin all this shit. can someone just give me a list of speed limits? thats basically all i need right? i mean seriously, signs are self explanitory STOP .. obviously means to fucking stop. yeild .. obviously means to yeild. little girl&mom walking obviously means to watch out for assholes that are walking, one way obviously means that you can go which ever fucking way you want, right turns only obviously means that you can go left if there are no cops around, no uturns obviously means make sure there are no cameras there, am i missing any? IM GETTING REALLLLYYY MAD OVER THIS.
-reading fucking zorro. WASTE OF MY LIFE. fuckingmejicans couldn't get enough of this shit that they needed to make it into a movie then a book in spanish THEN they wanted to have everyone suffer and make it in english. yay me, let me start my fucking essay x2
-saying goodbye at school. i will see you assholes tomorrow , don' make my brotherbear wait & get mad at me. save me the time and let me just leave. i don't wanna hug every single one of you. let me just peace sign in your general direction
-combs / brushes, only because my hair is hella wet in the morning so i just comb it throughtout the day with my fingaaz. ): i miss my sidebangs, but i'm starting to miss my chingchong bangs /; awkward stageee.
-bugbites , i wasted so much time today scratching the one on my collarbone
-entourage ): took up my whole day. ADRIENE GRINENENENESNINEIN. ): i can't spell his name at all but he is such a dreamboattttt.
-lourdes wanted me to write a long blog because she thinks i'm half assing this shit now, asshole. this is was a complete waste of time for you to read, it took up a good chunk of my time. time i coulda spent sleeping /; but i can't sleep at night anymore.

i'm tired of writing + i ran out of things to say.
oh oh & i had a deep hatered (hatred? hateread? hatuhred? hachred?) towards MIA , but today i watched entourage & there was this song i liked from her, still think she looks annoying though.

supplieses

i'm not gunna say anything about the picture because trina got mad that i don't caption / describe all the pictures i post. but now that i don't wanna do it , i wanna do it. ): sooo that was the day me&chanelle walked to the park & thats not my myspace shit. the end.

so today , i saw a boy i forgot about & now i feel like a asshole. hahaha, it happens. &someone turned off my fan was sleeping WTF asshole ):

i iz fin wit me business homework (: yay me.

>;[

i have no idea what i want. i'm suppose to do what i need to do to be happy. i did what i thought i needed to do, i'm still not happy. i'm suppose to say sorry for the mistakes i made, i did & i'm still not happy. i'm suppose to surround myself by the people i love, i did & i'm still not happy. i'm suppose to ignore the people i wanna drop kick, i did & i'm still not happy. i'm suppose to be honest & tell people how i really feel, i did& i'm still not happy. i'm suppose to be happy, & i'm still not happy.

so , fuck what i'm suppose to do . i'll do what i want & if i'm not happy, well.. fuck my life then.
i have no idea what will make me happy. i don't even know what happy looks like anymore.
the letters together even look weird to me. h a p p y . ugh!

unhappy.

Dear homogirls&br0gays,
I was looking through my photobucket & I'm pretty sad. I'm not gunna lie, I miss us. It's weird for me to say considering that i'm such a bitch all day everyday & don't give any effort to our friendship / appreciate the effort you try to give. What can I say, I'm not a happy person. There's no simple way to make me happy because no matter how I look at it things there is always something i can pick at. I'm sorry though, I wouldn't change one thing I did though. I did what I felt I needed to do to be happy, but I'm still not happy. I guess I realized that it's not who I'm with, I mean it is, but its more about how I approach the situation / what attitude I give off. I feel that I made myself push myself away from you guys. Well, I didn't mean to push you guys away, but it happens, especially when I get to comfortable around people, I get too much time to overthing things. Hopefully, you remember my personality- a selfcentered sailormouth dumbassazn. I hope you never took the things I said infront / behind your back (if you didn't hear about em, then .. hahahhaha) too seriously. Anyways, effort isn't my strong suit so I'm probably gunna awkward up your life. I have a million things to say, so I'm just gunna say everything, nows a nice time to stop reading if ju don't accept my apologies / weren't in HB. So, basically you know I can't keep friends & I was thinking about how I regret letting some of my bfffz drift ):. I seriously sat here in silence & thought about it. I was thinking about how when I look back on freshman/sophomore year I'm gunna think about you assholes. I'm gunna think about all those kick its we had (but honestly, i can't pin point them, my memory is shit) & thepictures we took together (BUT NEVER ALL 16?! assholes) and I'm gunna think about the reasons why I grew apart / pushed you guys away. I can honestly say, I have no valid reason. I used to think being annoying was a justification for not wanting to be around you guys (told you i'm a bitch all day everyday). But then I think about all my bullshit that you have to put up with. The antichrist sitting with you guys on the bench, the asshole that doesn't wanna stand up with you niggas (lourdes, hahah). The bitch that purposly tries not to laugh to make you feel stupid. The starh0e that rolls her eyes all day. I don't even remember where I'm going with this anymore because my mind is so cluttered. So maybe I'll edit this later. truce? truse? tuhrusse? i'm not even sure how to spell it, because I've never had to say it before cause I'm so fucking stubborn.

love, kristina

p.s. why did we never all take a picture together?
p.p.s. I think this is more directed to homegirls since broskiis are tight as fuck (... hahahaha). but, I wanted to say sorry to you assholes too.
p.p.p.s. lavaju (if ju accept it)
p.p.p.p.s. &fuckyou whoever is reading this & thinking WHY DOESN'T SHE DO THIS IN PERSON fucking sissy. why don't you fucking read this blog to 15 people & tell me how ju feel afterwards.

productive day.

syyyke. school : businesseconomics-notes , spanish-eat , graphics- eat/ruin my eyesite&hearing, chemistry-look at my dumbass test mistakes (B- baby!!!) then i went home & videochatted with appa till 8oclock. jur takin me out to eat baby! me&kuya christopher (HAHAHHA). haiimarinna (: . &^^^ is from the set of pictures that trina said i looked like a slut / she can see me in slutty asian films, but i decided to put a smiling one so its not so bad, makeup makes me look sickly.

time to do homework /; HAYLAH homework.
oh&today austin said he missed being my best friend.
i needa tell the world.

haveabetterdaythanme.

ugh

fackkkk school ): i'm sick of never ending homework &tests everyweek. i don't even remember being in summer, i swear i've been in school too long. i h8 it. haha, speakin of school tell me looking for people/classes isn't hella awkward (LOURDES!) haha, so me&her were disussing how when we look for people we walk all the way to the end of the hall, then when we realize theres no one there we do like awkward ass turns. HAHAHAH. do you know what i'm taking about? dude its soooo fucking true. &then i get hella embarrassed cause i can feel people watching me /; ahha, i'm so embarrassing. or sometimes there are hella freshman at my locker&it takes me two tries to open my locker&i get HELLA embarrassed so i scream WHAT THE FUCK really loud so they stop looking at me ): hahahha i'm so pathetic. &I STILL DON'T KNOW WHERE MY CLASSES ARE. i'm kinda happy i don't go to a real highschool, i'd get s00 lost. /; i wish i had the experience though, WTF i don't know any pregnant people. hahah, is that evil that i wish i did? watch, i'll be the asshole that gets pregnant. don't get me pregnant okay?

[20:52] itsmattyboyyy: Im gonna stop with these asians. the only one im gonna like is YOU
niggas these days with their aznnnn fetishes, i know i'm pretty amazing.

jello

hello saint clement ): i've missed you. even though chanelle came ova today&i sit with taylor&ashley at lunch.

so, i failed my chemistry test today&i'm gunna fail my history test tomorrow. &i have a 70% in spanish. dude, wow way to start off the fucking year. ): &everyones letting me know how much i disappoint them by saying "its only because i care for you"-b. but i've been getting variations of it /; it makes me sad, i mean i know where you're coming from (hahah, i can never be serious these days /; ) but that keeps me up in the morning, no joke. i can't sleep cause i think about all the dumb shit i say or do everyday. how come no one ever tells me how they feel? or gives me advice? how come no one showed they cared before? hahha, i'm just asking for too much. take care of me okay? i like it.

lavajuu / lavajuice.

surprise

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH, you're gunna hate me for this picture but its the first picture we EVER took together , its almost two years ago (homecoming) &you prolly still hate me for getting in trouble on jur birthday ): i love you. accept it! whether you love me back or not ilavajuu. you're always there to put up with my bullshit&complaining. or my drooling over your fi0ne friends. &i'll always be here when your guy friends get slutty mcslutt slut on ju. (;sixteeeeen. almost legal.

BrennanBaby, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! you h0e, we never talk anymore. do your homework some more! lets go out sometime kay? i miss going shopping with ju! & i wanna see ashton (: but more of ju. i'm always here when ju needa talk okay? &stop lying to me! 'nuhuh!' 'who said?!' 'i don't do that' waeva waeva! all ju brohood boys are full of bullshit, lavaajuu!

happy labor day? veterans day? presidents day? i don't even know. but day off (: i spent the whole day at valleyfair making fun of people with my brotherbear. oh&watching the office. 'MEET MY EYELINE JIM!' anyways, i noticed i hate how everyone dresses - i'm not saying i dress amazing (welll... HAHAHHA) but dude seriously! first off if you don't rock/mountainclimb/have hella keys don't wear carabiners. it's the most annoying thing EVERRR. when you walk it reminds me of a fucking cow bell. (MORE COW BELL! hahahahahha) STOPit. & most people just put hella random ass keychains on it. so pointless. i don't understand why people with ONE key can't just put that shit in their pocket. it's not like puting that shit on your belt loops makes it convenient! you have to fucking tippytoe to get your crotch to the doorknob or take the carabiner off, might as well stop looking like a dumbass & put it in your pocket. ugh! haha. scarves .. oh scarves / bandandas. a badge of honor for those that eat like liddle piggies. AMAZINGGG. it makes sense though, i don't wanna get my shirt dirty , i prefer to get indian printed scarves dirty with food? bibs are s000 cute. then again, helps people with stretched mark necks. so nevermind i guess i like em...haha. i'm done, i don't want you to throw everything in your closet away.

Kristina Nguyen: TELL ME YOU LOVE ME
macgre510:I LOVE YOU KRISTINA KGUYEN
macgre510:or
macgre510:NGUYEN
macgre510:whatever you prefer
macgre510:HAHA
Kristina Nguyen:why would i preger kguyen?
Kristina Nguyen:HAHAHHAHA wtf
Kristina Nguyen:albert aaliwas
macgre510:it was a typo that i tried covering up

he's soooo tighttttt. hahahha.