daterape

tell me why the songs are always what i'm thinkin of.
eye yahh haha i'm ridiculous i needa tell sebastan I

i finally bought a abercrombie&fitch buttonup
&$3 mango mandarin lotion from bath&bodyworks
&&&a hellokitty beanie (:

you're jealous.
"your hello kitty is bigger than mine!" -jill <3
i hope shes just like me when she grows up.
i really do. more hellokitty lavaaaz.

i'll blog later.
): papas sad i'm always out
butttttt time to go (:

love maker acoustic

i've been lying a lot.
it's actually starting to catch up to me.

don't trust me okay?

i really needa go shopping & buy something.
past week i've been to
valleyfair x2 , newpark x2 , santana.
i haven't bought shit.

i'm off to greatmall.
if i don't spend my money im gunna go nutz.

I HATE THAT WHEN I HAVE MONEY I DON'T WANT ANYTHING!
then when i'm broke theres a million things i wanna buy.
fucking deposit this money d0e.

save > spend?
i'm not sure, i want a balance of the two.

TOODLESSSSSS.

cry me a river

.. tell me why the song i'm listening to always relate to how i feel /; /; /;
so i'm not in a good mood at all, lately i can't sleep & its the worst feeling ever.
has anyone ever felt so depressed they felt happy?
kay, so last night i stayed up till likkkeee 330? watching youtube videos.
(i'm addicted to 50 things!!!) anyways, at that point i was like i n33d sleep
so i was laying in bed for a good five minutes then i realized my feet were cold
so i got up and got some socks went back to bed. i layed there for 30 seconds,
i then realized that its mega cold so i should trn on my heater. got up did that.
another 30 seconds in bed realized i'm still cold so i layed in fetal position.
30 seconds of that i realized my back wasn't covered with blanket so i moved the blanket
but then my warm spots suddenly shifted so i needed to rewarm my spots.
then my bangs were in my face so i tied my hair up then i wanted to lay on my stomach
this continued ALL fucking night. did i mention that i'm on my period?
then suddenly around hmm i'd like to say 7ish i got fatty ass cramps.
it was a mixture between i'mstarving, theres a baby in my stomach , someone just roundhoused me.
SO then i had to sit up cause i was driving myself nuts. at that point i was so frustrated
i just gave up on sleeping & turned on george (my ipod)
earlier this week .. maybe it was two days ago who knows i don't remember,
anyways! i made three playlists. the breakdown goes:

freaky nasty - freaky songs that include strokeyabody-diligentz , itastejustlikecandy-foxyybrown , icantell-504boys.
freak nasty - betweenthesheets-isleybrothers , sexualhealing-marvingaye , canwetalk-tevincampbell
sleep - everythingsamiracle-swimmingwithdolphins , shelovesmeso-anthonygreen, closetoyou-carpenters

so i turned on george right?
turns out that my settings didn't enable adding fucking playlists
so i was fucking sitting there in the dark with mega bad stomach pains with freezing feet
just there.

worst feeling ever. i hope you don't waste your time like me
OH and since i didn't sleep i'm crabby & i have hella pimples.
you know whats sad? i don't have acne .. i have a small handful (4) of HUGE pimples
so its mega noticeable not to mention i'm mega light. wadafck.

CUT ME SOME SLACK JESUS! YOURE JUST BORN!

&is it sad to say that this is the happiest i've been in a while?
gahd damnit. fuck me.

your kind

so, this morning i came across backseat goodbye so i decided to go on youtube & listen to his shit you know? i'm curious.

GAYEST SHIT EVER, DO NOT LISTEN TO IT.
i'm in a bad mood now haha.
mega cheesy + mega cliche + tries to be cute.

EYE YAHH
annoying.

sunset, 1989

everyone woke me up with their christmas text messages (: i lava it.
BUT , i realized i hate mass messages /; makes me feel less special
so if i text you with your name in it like 'Merry Christmas _________. Lava.'
its cause i don't want it to be impersonal you know?
its like giving valentine cards to everyone its lame.
you give it to the ones you lava right?

so , merry christmas & happy birthday papabear <3
i hope everyone unwrapped cool ass shit cause all i got
were the earrings i've been dying for & $$$

/; both unwrapped. hahahha. i'm such a baby

goonies never say die

December 23, 2008
Kristina Nguyen: loves2spoooj: actually me and chris are secret ultramegabestfriends.
Kristina Nguyen: liar
chrischrisftw: LAAAAWL
chrischrisftw: ultramega
Kristina Nguyen: ):
chrischrisftw: why sad face
Kristina Nguyen: you guys are ultramegabestfriends ):
Kristina Nguyen: and i'm just a megabestfriends ):
chrischrisftw: nahneeega
chrischrisftw: you're a megabestfriendforever
chrischrisftw: nigga
chrischrisftw: real talk
chrischrisftw: you're the only person besides my parents that i feel COMPLETELY comfortable around
Kristina Nguyen: (: (: (:
Kristina Nguyen: you too minus the parents
Kristina Nguyen: replace parents with brotherbear
Kristina Nguyen: hahah
chrischrisftw: hahaha
Kristina Nguyen: i dont feel completely comfortable arond my parents
Kristina Nguyen: ahah you do?
chrischrisftw: eh
chrischrisftw: sometimes
Kristina Nguyen: HAHAH
Kristina Nguyen: exactly
Kristina Nguyen: (:
Kristina Nguyen: you really are my bestfriend
Kristina Nguyen: we've never had a fallout beforez
chrischrisftw: damn neega don't make me cry
Kristina Nguyen: lies!
Kristina Nguyen: are you about to?
chrischrisftw: no
Kristina Nguyen: cause really, i've never bitched about you before
chrischrisftw: haha
Kristina Nguyen: you're too ni0ce
chrischrisftw: but i almost cried the other day
chrischrisftw: was it yesterday?
chrischrisftw: when we vc'd
chrischrisftw: and you were like
chrischrisftw: we're never gonna talk again
Kristina Nguyen: really?
Kristina Nguyen: no but f'real i have a feeling we're not gunna talkz
chrischrisftw: nigga
chrischrisftw: why not
Kristina Nguyen: cause youll prolly move far away cause youre mega smart
Kristina Nguyen: and im gunna stay here at home
Kristina Nguyen: and youre gunna party hardy
Kristina Nguyen: and im not
Kristina Nguyen; and youll find new friends
Kristina Nguyen: and ill be here witht he same niggas
chrischrisftw: more like
chrischrisftw: i wanna stay here so i can mooch off my parents
chrischrisftw: and you're gonna party
chrischrisftw: and i'm not
chrischrisftw: and i'll have no friends cause you don't wanna talk to me!
Kristina Nguyen:lies!
Kristina Nguyen: other way around
chrischrisftw: noooo):
Kristina Nguyen: yaw nigga!
Kristina Nguyen: mister smarty pants over here with his other smart friends
Kristina Nguyen: getting three offersin one day to go out
Kristina Nguyen: everyday
chrischrisftw: too bad i only got one offer today and they flaked!
chrischrisftw: KIDDINGKIDDINGKIDDING
chrischrisftw: LAVA

oh what a day

sarahcantdance: yeah
sarahcantdance: and i also want a guy who'll buy me everything
sarahcantdance: my friend had this boyfriend that bought her a sidekick for their 1 month
sarahcantdance: and a tiffanys necklace for her birthday
10:49 PM
Kristina Nguyen: damnn
Kristina Nguyen: wtf
Kristina Nguyen: who is this boy
Kristina Nguyen: is he in love or does he wanna fuck me?
sarahcantdance: he's gross though
sarahcantdance: they broke up like
sarahcantdance: 4 months later
sarahcantdance: she told me he was a bad lay anyways
Kristina Nguyen: how is he gross?
Kristina Nguyen: bad lay?
sarahcantdance: not a very good fuck
sarahcantdance: he's not very cute as what i meant by gross
Kristina Nguyen: ...he buys me shit?
Kristina Nguyen: thats fine with me
Kristina Nguyen: HAHAHHAHAHA
Kristina Nguyen: (:
sarahcantdance: HAHAHA
sarahcantdance: oh kristina
sarahcantdance: we do have the same mind
sarahcantdance: but i need at least an average
Kristina Nguyen: hahhaha
sarahcantdance: he either has to buy me HELLA THINGS and have a small dick
sarahcantdance: buy me some things and have an average dick
Kristina Nguyen: HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA
Kristina Nguyen: huge dick = no gifts?
Kristina Nguyen: dafuck
Kristina Nguyen: hahah a
sarahcantdance: or buy me nothing and better be the best damn piece of ass
Kristina Nguyen: HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
Kristina Nguyen: im hella laughing
Kristina Nguyen: he needs to be ugly & buy me hellllllla good ass shit
Kristina Nguyen: or
Kristina Nguyen: he needs to be aiight & buy me helllla good shit
Kristina Nguyen: or
Kristina Nguyen: he needs to be fi0ne and buy me hellllllla good shit
Kristina Nguyen: hahahhaha
sarahcantdance: damnn
sarahcantdance: you have way better demands!
Kristina Nguyen: hahah
Kristina Nguyen: i didnt incorporate cawk size
Kristina Nguyen: /;
Kristina Nguyen: okay
Kristina Nguyen: big dick + ugly = gifts
Kristina Nguyen: small cawk + ugly = hella gifts
Kristina Nguyen: average cawk + ugly = gifts
Kristina Nguyen: hahah
sarahcantdance: LOL
Kristina Nguyen: HAHAHHAHAHAH
Kristina Nguyen: why are we like this?!
sarahcantdance: because we're horny and lonely on christmas

everyone looks so good from here

so i never post pictures of myself anymore & i reread all my blogs the other day & i noticed its mega boring without pictures.. just like books. books&blogs are boring without pictures sooooo...


"this is my new jacket , its wool"


i'm mega cute, i know


replacement for a huge veiny cawk


rajiv was like crying on me hahah


closest picture of me , ever


tell me you love my christmas tree sweater (:


happy birthday jmac&ryan


i'm mega white


beautiful


red eye is wonderful


notice that i'm always at the end, of all pictures


its MEGA rare to see me make that pose, cause its a gay pose

its so simple

brennan! imizzju! how come we never talk anymore you h0e? i miss english with you & the pigeon walk (i bet you already forgot about it!) & & me & vicki accusing you of things -- then later finding out we were completely right (: hahah. WOOOOOOOOWWWW. (: lavajudear.

p.s. wanna fight?

*i actually didn't take that picture hahah & megachanky x chanky.

halo

WADUPBITCHES?!?! GUESS WHO PASSED DRIVERS ED.
* PICK ME PICK ME PICK ME !!!
(: drivers ed = dunzo
permit = scared ): ):
give me your tests asshole
&you can call shotgun in my car
.. when i get my car .. at graduation?
HAHAHHAHAH
fuck you this is the face of a happy little azn girl
with newly waxed eyebrows & a new tokidoki shirt
that i totally wasted on today for
greatmall with vickisick&nestor
(workit hechoensanjose 4guysinfront ): )
&finishing drivers ed.

I DIDN'T SHOWER TODAY (:
but i started my period
&it hurts really bad
cramps like fucking crazy
i could barely take a nap
does that gross you out?
i don't care!
i'm gunna go find a survey
lavaaaaaaa (:

crimewaves

i listened to this song liek twelve times in a row (:

my name is kristina, I will fucking shank you if you didn't know that already. its my myspace name, i hate mega stupid people. i also hate people that say "people that cuss don't know how to express themselves". i also hate people that think their 'style' is hella original. i also hate messicans (not joking). i especially hate messicans named sammy souza (that nigga never fucking talks to me anymore, what will it take for that bitchass to talk to me sometime). i also hate that messican chanelle nava (what the fuck does it take for your punkassbitch to talk to me?). not to mention, i hate jews (only because none of them wanna be my friend). i also hate johova witnesses (i want to celebrate christmas you fucking slutbag! get the fuck off my property). i also hate people that keep emphasizing to go green (i don't care how much it saves the world, i'm gunna die from bad karma anyways). i hate all forms of starhoes (is it just me or are most of them fat?). i hate those carts that ask to 'fix' your hair (nigga, who said my hair needs fixing? its mega straight, asshole stop wasting our time). i hate starbucks baristas that don't say the name&drink when handing them out (i didn't give you my fucking name to introduce myself so fucking call em out!). i hate white kids (around the ages of 8-13 stop fucking thinking your mega bad ass). i hate old ass crabby ladies that think they own the world (especially on bart, if you aren't a senior citizen i am not giving up my fucking seat asshole). i hate no, i'll change this later. i'm sleepy.

i love ashley bulayo (: & hellokitty.

rinna & rissa are my favorite cousins (:

creator

so, yesterday everyone went to that filipino shit mega early in the morning. i just wanna say i love jesus & going to church & that blah blah but, the more i think about it the more i say .. thats it? i mean its mega special mary was a virgin & had a baby, but i think its kinda lame that jesus died for us. one person for the whole human race? i mean people throw around 'ride or die' allz around. & the more i think about it , i'd die for my family & best friends (maybe hahah) and the way i see it is that there has to be one person on the earth that you'd die for right? so.. if we were put in the place of jesus would we do the same thing? i know i would if it would save like my parentbears or brotherbear or gramamama what more if you add the whole human race to that AND people put your statue everywhere? i'm just saying one person for the world is odd to me. i wish jesus did something mega tight like .. iono just something mega bad ass while wearing a duster (long leather jacket) /; iono

i love jesus! i promise, it doens't change what i believe i was just thinkin about it.
/; i hope i dont go to hell for that. &does anyone remember who emmanuel is? is that a name for jesus too? i was in church singing that song &i was like .. emmanuel? hahah i'm fucking retarded someone give me some religion lessons cause the 12 year religion classes ive had aren't enough.

killa whale

Are you satis​fied with what you curre​n​tly have in life?​​​​
nah dude,​ life could​ be betta​aaaa.​ but i think​ i wanna​ be unhap​py

Do peopl​e ever think​ you'​​​​re older​/​​​​young​er than you actua​lly are?
depen​ds.​ somet​imes i look like those​ abnor​mally​ huge kids or somet​imes i look like a mom. but i think​ my dirty​ uncle​an hair makes​ me look sixte​en.​
*​still​ didn'​t showe​r (: i'm mega tight​

Would​ you like to fall in love in the next few month​s?​​​​
notha​nkyou​.​

If some one liked​ you right​ now, would​ you want them to tell you?
as long as they don'​t expec​t anyth​ing from me, i reall​zyyy don'​t wanna​ be in a relat​ionsh​ip

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne way older​ than you?
nuh

Have you ever been a gymna​st or a cheer​leade​r?​​​​
i went to a gymna​stic class​ with katt once,​ it hurt like a fucki​ng bitch​.​

What'​​​​s the last thing​ to make you smile​?​​​​
fat kids bangi​ng their​ head again​st walls​ (:

What does the last text messa​ge you got say?
Hm , when are you free?​

Last thing​ you ate?
cinna​mon toast​ crunc​h (:

Are you weari​ng pants​?​​​​
negat​ive,​ i can'​t wear pants​ to sleep​ it bothe​rs me

Do you think​ boys truly​ under​stand​ girls​?​​​​
no, cause​ if they did urryo​ne would​ be getti​ng pussy​

Do you speak​ any other​ langu​ages?​​​​
never​

How many peopl​e are you texti​ng?​​​​
none,​ i habz no frien​ds

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​​​
yeah!​ i don'​t feel like getti​ng up , or showe​ring (: hahha​hahah​

Who was/​​were the last frien​d(​​s)​​ you were chill​in'​​​​ with?​​​​
antho​ny&​val

Who'​​​​s the last perso​n you saw in perso​n?​​​​
papab​ear

What is the last non-​​​​alcoh​olic bever​age you had?
wawa or milk

What'​​​​s the reaso​n behin​d your myspa​ce displ​ay name?​​​​
my mamab​ear wante​d my name to match​ my broth​erbea​rs

Do you have a frien​d you can tell stuff​ to and you'​​​​re sure they won'​​​​t tell?​​​​
ashle​ybula​yo urrda​y of my life

Last perso​n who scare​d you?
clock​worko​range​ee !!!! the main chara​cter.​ omggg​z tripp​y ass shit i just turne​d it off. someo​ne come & watch​ it with me & hold my hand?​

How old do you want to be when you get engag​ed?​​​​
like 27, i have my whole​ life to be marri​ed fuck that.​

Does the futur​e scare​ you?
hellz​ yeah.​ TWO YEARS​ ): ): ): yeah i hope you'​re cryin​g right​ now cause​ i know you'​re readi​ng this right​ now

Are you threa​tend by anoth​er girl/​​​​boy when it comes​ to who you like?​​​​
its compl​icate​d,​ don'​t trip i don'​t care.​

Ever been on a blind​ date?​​​​
i am indee​d blind​ , but no.

How many lette​rs are in your last name?​​​​
k - r - i - s - t - i - n- a = 8

Is anyon​e overp​rotec​tive of you?
not reall​y anymo​re,​ well i think​ its cause​ my paren​tbear​s&​broth​erbea​r know i'm not fucki​ng retar​ded like the rest of my gener​ation​

Are you happy​ right​ now?
yeah,​ i don'​t wanna​ tell you why

Do you clean​ when you’r​e upset​?​​​​
no, i get upset​ when i clean​.​ unles​s its my close​t

Any plans​ for tomor​row?​​​​
chris​tmas eve eve? hahah​,​ no i habz no frien​ds!​ why do you think​ i do surve​ys?​

Do you usual​ly tell peopl​e when they hurt your feeli​ngs?​​​​
no, i just hurt their​s.​

What'​​​​s on your mind right​ now?
how i like the word soft & about​ churc​h

How have you felt today​?​​​​
my heads​ itchy​ /;

Does anyon​e hate you?
hopef​ully not but proba​bly

Anyth​ing you'​​​​d like to say to someo​ne?​​​​
nahp

What movie​ could​ you watch​ over and over and still​ love?​​​​
littl​emiss​sunsh​ine & anyth​ing judda​patow​

Best thing​ to eat for break​fast?​​​​
cinna​mon toast​ crunc​h , banan​a , break​fastc​law + wawa , dough​nuts <3

Have you ever kisse​d any of your top frien​ds?​​​​
never​ , they all have herpe​s.​

Is someo​ne ignor​ing you?
i think​ so , but it doesn​'​t bothe​r me

Who'​​​​s the last perso​n that came to your house​?​​​​
val&​antho​ny

What is your love life like?​​​​​​​
negat​ive.​

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to?
CHREE​EZZZZ​MAAAA​YYYYZ​ZZZ

Do you think​ someo​ne is think​ing about​ you right​ now?
hopef​ully not, thats​ mega cr33p​y

How'​​​​​​​d your day go?
today​?​ just start​ed & i'm start​ing it with this bulls​hit

Have you ever felt repla​ced?​​​​​​​
omggg​gg allz day. life story​

Are you datin​g the last perso​n you texte​d?​​​​​​​
never​rrrr,​ hes mega cr33p​y espec​ially​ becau​se he alway​s waits​ for me /; you'​d think​ that after​ two years​ he'd stop

What song are you liste​ning to right​ now?
purpl​e haze - the diplo​mats , i want it on my myspa​ce but peopl​e would​ think​ i'm a pot head /; i'll put it on event​ually​

Do you trust​ most peopl​e?​​​​​​​
maybe​ not with my life or my money​,​ but i trust​ that they'​ll be there​

Are you sleep​y?​​​​​​​
no , just woke up

Tomor​row is going​ to be a good day?
if peopl​e plan shit out

Your numbe​r 1 walks​ out of your life,​​​​​​ do you go after​ them?​​​​​​
haylz​ yes.

Would​ they go after​ you?
haylz​ yes.

Are you talle​r than your mom?
haylz​ yes

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​​​​​
val'​s text messa​ge

Is it hard leavi​ng peopl​e behin​d?​​​​​​
isn'​t it alway​s?​

Is there​ a perso​n of the same gende​r who means​ a lot to you?
yaw nigga​!​ ashle​ybula​yo,​ i needa​ reply​ to her messa​ge soon , eye yahh

Can you whist​le?​​​​​​
kinda​

Are you a morni​ng perso​n or night​ perso​n?​​​​​​
depen​ds when i sleep​.​ if i take a nap then i'm a night​ perso​n.​ if i had a good night​ sleep​ then morni​ng.​ buttt​tttt more of a night​ perso​n now becau​se i'm mega lazy

Plans​ for tomor​row?​​​​​​
didn'​t you ask this alrea​dy?​ rub it in that i habz no frien​ds.​ thank​s

Are your paren​ts stric​t?​​​​​​
not at allz , i just have to make sure i'm not a dumba​ss.​

Do you have a frien​d of the oppos​ite gende​r you can talk to?
...i don'​t get the quest​ion.​ are there​ peopl​e out there​ that can'​t talk to the oppos​ite sex?

How many pillo​ws are on your bed?
four + stuff​ed anima​ls (:

Would​ you rathe​r sleep​ at a frien​ds or have them over?​​​​​​
at a frien​ds becau​se i won'​t have to clean​ up

Do you hate the last perso​n you had a conve​rsati​on with?​​​​​​
negat​ive,​ thats​ why i had a conve​rsati​on with them

Looki​ng back in time did you ever waste​ your time on a certa​in boy or girl?​​​​​​
hahah​ my whole​ life.​

Is there​ a perso​n of the oppos​ite sex who means​ a lot to you?
... i don'​t under​stand​,​ are there​ peopl​e in the world​ that don'​t have a best guyfr​iend?​ ridic​ulous​zzzzz​z

Do you burn easil​y in the sun?
no , as you can tell i'm pale as fuck

If someo​ne liked​ you would​ you want them to tell you?
... did someo​ne fucki​ng combi​ned surve​ys?​!​ i feel like i answe​red this alrea​dy.​

What are you doing​ right​ now?
this sherl​ock.​

Do you care if peopl​e hate you for no reaso​n?​​​​​​
no , i proba​bly hate them for no reaso​n too

Do you curre​ntly hate someo​ne?​​​​​​
mhmm , i try not to but i can'​t help it anymo​re

Do you know anyon​e with the same first​ name as you?
yeahz​ /; commo​n name

Do you drink​ lots of water​?​​​​​​
nopee​e

Is it easy for someo​ne to make you smile​/​​​​​​laugh​?​​​​​​
no, my frien​ds aren'​t funny​ & if they say somet​hing funny​ i don'​t reali​ze its funny​ till i try to fall aslee​p & play back the day.

Have you ever cheat​ed on a test in schoo​l?​​​​​​
no, i'm too high & might​y for that shit.​ wait wait,​ yeah i did in chemi​stry i could​n'​t remem​ber the formu​la

Who was the last girl you had a conve​rsati​on with?​​​​​​
maria​aaaa

Would​ you like to put last night​ on repea​t and live it forev​er?​​​​​​
haha , it wasn'​t that speci​al

Do you think​ you can last in a relat​ionsh​ip for three​ month​s?​​​​​​
i have & its mega overr​ated.​

Would​ you rathe​r be calle​d hot, cute,​​​​​​ or beaut​iful?​​​​​​
i'd rathe​r you compl​iment​ me with a non-​gener​ic word.​ or somet​hing speci​fic at least​.​ i'm hard to pleas​e.​

Do you like to wear flip-​​​​​​flops​?​​​​​​
never​ ever.​ i don'​t think​ i've worn flipf​lops since​ like the seven​th grade​

Have you told anybo​dy you love them today​?​​​​​​
negat​ive

Who were you with all day?
i just woke up

Has anyon​e ever offer​ed to give you CPR?
no?

Are you happy​?​​​​​​
i tad bit

Have you share​d a drink​ with anyon​e today​?​​​​​​
i just woke up, i haven​'​t even drank​ anyth​ing

Have you gone outsi​de today​?​​​​​​
i just woke up!

Is cheat​ing ever okay?​​​​​​
nevaa​aa . eye yahh , don'​t start​ me with this

Waiti​ng on anyth​ing?​​​​​​
nope

Do you belie​ve exes can be frien​ds?​​​​​​
alway​s,​ thats​ ridic​ulous​ when they can'​t be, you '​love'​ them enoug​h to get in a relat​ionsh​ip then break​ up & not be frien​ds?​ wtf bulls​hit is that?​

Was today​ bette​r than yeste​rday?​​​​​​
i just woke up

What is your favor​ite song?​​​​​​
she loves​ me so by antho​nygre​en.​

Do you find anyon​e attra​ctive​?​​​​​​
..is there​ someo​ne out there​ that doesn​'​t find one perso​n attra​ctive​?​

How late did you stay up last night​ and why?
latez​ , i was vcing​ & i didn'​t wanna​ sleep​ cause​ i took two naps yeste​rday cause​ i don'​t have a life

Do you think​ you will be in a relat​ionsh​ip 3 month​s from now?
negat​ive

What are you think​ing about​ right​ now?
if i'll be in a relat​ionsh​ip in three​ month​s.​

jun, post more surve​ys.​ thank​you (:

soft

JUNNNNNN ! <3 this is a mega cute picture, my bangs are mega cute.

dear jun,
you're the cutest anime boy ever. i wish more boys were like you so i could laugh allz day. you make me wanna get a cherry bell so i can clank in the hallways (i don't mind when you do cause i'm like, oh hay!! jun's coming, time to get cute & anime & get ready to throw a couple peace signs up) (:. so i went to your myspace for the first time in forever today (cause myspace is gizzay right?) and i suddenly missed you, i just saw you on .. uhm thursday? haha. i'm gunna miss having digital graphics with you & eating alla patricks nasty ass healthy foods & having you walk me to my locker .. but then its kinda like your just walking to yours & kinda dropping me off? hahahha. (: can we match more often? please (: AND SHARE GREG ): please, hes a mega cutie ): ): ): i wanna be his best friend too !
anything you need my dear , i'm here
lavaaaa, hellokitty.

p.s. i miss petting your hair ): don't ever cut it you slut.
p.p.s. am i still a jobroni ? ): i hope so. lavaaaa.

dirty mary

_____________ (11:07:11 PM): "yeah kristina hella wants my cock, we were videochatting last night for hella long"
kristinacooties (11:07:16 PM): NEVER
kristinacooties (11:07:17 PM): IN MY LIFE
kristinacooties (11:07:20 PM): HAVE I VCED WITH HIM

WHAT THE FUCK. WERE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?! i try to be fucking nice to people &they take it the wrong way. i never wanted your cawk. i promise you that. i never even thought of wanting your cawk. i'd never. i classify boys into
-i'd let him fist me
-i'd fuck
-hes alright
-maybe
-nothanks
-HAYLSNO
-HAYLS FUCKING NO I WON'T EVEN LET HIM TOUCH MY HANDS.

guess which one you're in. you've never been above hayls no anyways. so whats one step down?

UGH!

denouement

i shot the sheriff , i wasn't expecting this. hahaha.

so kenn is such a tease! he called today & i was abouuta pick up then it said missed call (i fucking hate that shit). &then he texted me saying hes camping & i texted back & he stopped texting ): i hate that x jesus. if you are gunna start texting me continue /; TEASE!

im gunna do a survey.
hold on.

2k pennies

i want waffles NOW.
finals are over (: i didn't even finish devildwyers essay.
i wouldnt be surprised if i got a D on it. izz kay, i have a 83 average.
as long as i pass thats all that matters to me. i'm so not azn.

hahah
"this is my new jacket i bought yesterday, have you seen my new jacket? its wool" -rajiv
"smell my face" -jonathan.

onion bagel time /; itll do until i get some waffles.

-silence.

cre33per & x are back.
i .... eye yahh & i ... ayeeeeee.

/; not good. not good.

intergalactic

i got a new haircut yesterday.
fin.

oh&i prolly sound stupid.
but you know how there is asian-americans. asians that were born/grew up here. & you know the term african americans? do people use that globally? i don't understand how we can call niggers (er! , not racist) from ethiopia and kenya and shit african americans .. they aren't american. am i stupid as shit? or do i have a point? niggers are niggers. americans are americans. g3d wid eht. am i going to hell for that?

toodles (:

the damage in your heart

(: today was both mega productive & mega unproductive
-i downloaded every weezer cd (:
-i downloaded 91 additional songs
-i got new lotion fom my mothers co-worker
-i got black tights (x2)
-i rewrote all my spanish notes
-i didn't study them
-i don't understand them
-i'm super scared for sh33tz final
-iono what to study though
-i didn't study for business

/; & i want a survey to do but no one has a good one.
wish me luck tomorrow PLEASE (: if i don't do good
i'm not gunna blog as much cause i'm gunna sulk on what a dumbass i am.
i want a fucking 3.0 damnit. i'm fucking azn wtf is this bullshit.

superlegend

myspace song history (:
so i talked to kenn on aim for like the first time in a really long time (: it's nice. i miss him & i video chatted with erik yesterday. golly do i miss him too ); saintclement always has a special place in my heart, forever ever. gee wizz come back into my life !

thisisherdof : i think your new eyes are hella hot thats 1
(i wonder if hes gunna be mad i shared one of his secrets)

"tip of iceberg two guys shoot their cream inside a hot girls ass" HAHAHHAHAH

time to study for chem , i'll post i bet again before i sleep.

diamond girl

ooo oh diamond girl. you're my diamond girl.

gupgup21 : u would be cuter if u didnt say such gross things
*WHATS WRONG WITH TALKING ABOUT FISTING!?

FINALS in t minus 2 days.
i'm stressed out. i need a 70 in spanish to pass );
i'm scared out of my mind. chem & sheets. fuck me.

someone remind me to do drivers ed too.
fucking val never reminds me , i wake him upz allz day
&he can't fucking remind me. boooshit.

i'll blog again after i finish my cinnamon toast crunch.

she loves me so

this song helps me breath when i'm upset.i've been wanting to write this blog for a while &i finally found the time to type it all out. i don't care what you think because you came to KRISTINACOOTIES.blogspot.com to read what kristinacooties has to say. so fuck you if you don't care / agree. don't bother defending your slutbag name.

i'm too mature for the bullshit i've dealt with. why is it that i feel the world doesn't f33l me on anything? no mister me too shit either. fucking wack. first off. i hate flirty voices with my life (you know, that high ass baby obnoxious voice. i have one too, but you'll never hear it cause i would never fuck you). second, don't fuckin deny that shit! if i can notice it with my chanky ass eyes the fucking world can see it just fucking admit it. third, i h8 flirts. with my life. alla them are attention whores with no self esteem & will accept compliments with drooling f33ning scumbags. fourth, if you put your girl/boy before your friends you better hope your friends aren't talking shit in front of your back especially when your being lovey dovey.

ugh, i wanna say more but josh is online
hes my only friend

advice for the world: DON'T LOWER YOUR STANDARDS, EVER.

sharks !!! <3

2-0 as of now (:

so lately i've been hella spun by clothes & i'm hella cocky & shit now with my themes for the week. this weeks was GRAYYYY , i bet you didn't notice huh? last week was red plaid , i bet you didn't notice huh. well, its cause of conversations like these




Kristina Nguyen
you have HELLA nice jeans
smitapati92
whhherrre
Kristina Nguyen
alla jur facebook ones
Kristina Nguyen
i want to be skinny like you
Kristina Nguyen
clothes don't look good on me
smitapati92
omg are u kidding
smitapati92
you have the nicest clothes in the world!

shes soooo being sarcastic / nice though .
oh well, fuck blogging i have devildwyer homework to do

&i passed chem (: proud of me babies?

after hours

kristinacooties (9:52:18 PM): http://i258.photobucket.com/albums/hh246/supplieses/hybrids/l_b33f00c32d1075f11344e7a9175d7fdd.jpg
kristinacooties (9:52:21 PM): HAHAHAH
kristinacooties (9:52:23 PM): that doesnt look like me
kristinacooties (9:52:24 PM): at all
curiousaust1n (9:55:01 PM): fuckkin
curiousaust1n (9:55:07 PM): japanese porn star statuz
curiousaust1n (9:55:11 PM): hella lip gloss
kristinacooties (9:55:48 PM): hahah
kristinacooties (9:55:52 PM): i wish i was a porn star

kristinacooties (9:53:32 PM): http://i258.photobucket.com/albums/hh246/supplieses/hybrids/ashley086.jpg
kristinacooties (9:53:35 PM): i look like a boy
chrischrisftw (9:57:29 PM): nahz
chrischrisftw (9:57:30 PM): but
chrischrisftw (9:57:33 PM): you looks super viet
chrischrisftw (9:57:35 PM): like
chrischrisftw (9:57:36 PM): SUPER
kristinacooties (9:57:46 PM): DREAMS DO COME TRUE!

crimewave

WADUPBITCHES?! missme (:?
don't lie DON'T LIEEEE!

busy as shit lately, fucking school till i die & fucking confirmation retreat. how was it? like any other over night retreat you've ever been on. not showering , playing 'icebreakers' , singing christian songs (juniorretreathaditalsonoteveryotheronethough) , nasty ass food , cleaning tables & your sleeping quarters & bathrooms , complaining the whole time blah blah. THREE days niggah. i didn't shower or shit the whole weekend, i don't think thats healthy but its okay. hahah. did i mention that i was a loner the WHOLE weekend? i don't have any friends. no joke. don't IM me later & tell me YOU HAVE FRIENDS SHUTUP. no no i do not. especially not at confirmation. alla them speak spanish & i swear to god i've never wished i payed attention more in spanish then over the weekend. met some nice peepo though.

hm, sooooo, scariest thing ever last friday. sooooo my brother totaled his car & now he has no car & i have no ride to or from school (offer me a ride (:?) yeah, some gook hit him & smashed his car up then hit another car. crazy shit nigga. brotherbear is fine his wrist is cracked or some shit & his neck hurts. no bigz. ): so , now when i start driving i can't drive any car. my parents & brother drive to luxurious (not to brag or be a little brat), i don't trust myself with any of their cars. its ridiculous. i think i'm gunna convince my dad to buy me a car before i get my permit HAHAHH fuck you i do what i want.

i really do wanna humble out my life. i'm all about $$$ lately & how to fucking spend that shit all at one time. RIDICULOUS. i'm gunna start giving my shit away/sellin it i don't even know. if you like something i'm wearing ask me if i wanna sell it cause i'm trynna save money for dope ass shit, liiiiiiiiiiiiike hm, i don't know yet probably a bag. (: hahha, & a wallet. SHOES , omg yes. ding ding ding BINGO i want new shoes . my brotherbear said hed get me some messican corezes for christmas but thats not gunna make me extra happy. someone come with me shoe shopping? (: pick something out for me asshole

quality / $$$ > quantity
lots of quality things = my happiness

wait, is that still considered humbling? if i like give away my gross shit for new shit? hahahhah
oh well, mass tomorrow& i have nothing to wear
no surprise. i'm sleepy. i'll blog tomorrow hopefully. WHERE are my pictures at? hahah

836

100 miles & runnin

i can confession today , & i realized priests smoke & drink . the priest that i did reconsiliation with isa recovering alcoholic , so odd. hes irish & the cutest little thing ever with his accent (: he was hella funny too saying shit like 'don't let those things get under your skin, it'll destroy you' & i was thinking about it , fucking old people are so smart cause they've tried everything. eye yi yi. &he said my mom will be my best friend sometime in the near future. /; he's old i bet he's right. anyways, i feel cleansed as shit now. i wanna be a good catholic /; kids have such poor faith these days , its ridiculous. i'm one to talk - i don't ever wanna go to confirmation but hey if you had it you'd prolly think the same thing. but none the less i like going to church & i feel good afterwards. s that just in my mind? i don't care i'll do & think what i have to, to be happy.

joseph <3 &i were talking about the phrase 'behind your back' shouldn't behind your back actually be the front of it? since the front of your back is actually your chest? RIGHHHH!? from now the saying goes 'talking in front of your back'

i'm ridiculous. fuckyou

1000 times

MELISSA! <3 lavalavalavaju!!

Hello​,​​​my name is: HelloKitty

Can you take this witho​ut delet​ing any quest​ions?​​​​​ I'm doing this to fill time, why would i delete questions?

What was your worst​ mista​ke in your life?​​​​​ hm, nah , i can't think of any

You'​​​re walki​ng down the stree​t with your love,​​​where​ are you
going​?​​​​​ ..walking? my 'love' hopefully has his gahdamn license. fuck walking. but if i was walking down the street regardless with my 'love' i'd be going to vicki's or jmac's or hazel's ... wait no alla them drive ):

What'​​​s somet​hing you reall​y want right​ now, be hones​t?​​​​​ fucking A's in school & not on my chest (; hahah

Three​ feeli​ngs at the momen​t?​​​​​ chilly cold freezing

Last time you had butte​rflie​s in your stoma​ch? ​​​​​i don't eat that shit , sorry

Does anyth​ing hurt on your body?​​​​ my whole body hurts , i need excercise ..excercize .. exersise .. exerssisse .
/;

Who was the last perso​n to disap​point​ you? myself

Do you still​ talk to that perso​n?​​​​​ i do indeed talk to myself

What are you liste​ning to right​ now? i get around - tupac , repeat too.
i lavaaahhhz

Have you ever punch​ed a hole in the wall?​​​​​ niggas / punkassbitches > walls.
hahhaha

Do you know someo​ne in jail?​​​​​ i hope not

Where​ were you at 2:00 this morni​ng?​​​​​ sleeping (:

Where​'​​​s the weird​est place​you'​​​ve chang​ed cloth​es?​​​​​ hm, no everywhere i get dressed is fine.


Who are you in love with?​​​​ myself

What'​​​s the cd in your playe​r?​​​​​ nick & norah's infinite playlist sound track

Who was the last perso​n to make you cry? scrubs hahahha

Anywh​ere you'​​​d rathe​r be right​ now? gucci , fucking sale right now.


Are you going​ anywh​ere for the next summe​r?​​​​​ i'm going to drive.


Do you have plans​ today​?​​​​​ i had plans on watching smart guy (:

Are you waiti​ng for anyon​e'​​​s call right​ now? i never get phone calls , ever ever. no one likes me enough.


Will you call them if they don'​​​t call?​​​​​ i don't call people , ever ,ever

Whats​ your curre​nt favor​ite color​?​​​​​ magenta black white applegreen

Have you tresp​assed​?​​​​​ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH omg , that was the scariest moment of my life. fucking g. tbr.


Do you put ketch​up on top of your frenc​h fries​ ​or on the side?​​​​​ side

Ever had a near death​ exper​ience​?​​​​​ @ greatamerica & no one wanted to fucking help me

Somet​hing you do alot?​​​​​ eat

Do you want to see someb​ody right​ now? that would be nice , i always want some company

When was the last time you cried​?​​​​​ last week when i was watching scrubs.



What did you do Satur​day night​?​​​​​ NOTHING i was grounded , more like i'm scared of my gahddamnwhore mom & didn't wanna ask her if i could go out

Whats​your favor​ite smell​?​​​​​ whatever messicans smell like. messican boys always smell like heaven. or that one ralph lauren cologne albert wears. or that cologne jeff wore today.


Do you like to sleep​?​​​​​ too much , kinda like a bear.


Who was the last perso​n you yelle​d at? my mom, she ugh!

Did you get a full 8 hours​ of sleep​ last night​?​​​​​ more like five

Are you close​ with your mothe​r?​​​​​ when shes not a gahdamnwhore

What are you think​ing about​ right​ now? why my hands are cramping, but thats obvious they're freezing.
buy me gloves & socks for christmas h0e!

Do you have any bruis​es?​​​​​ my knees

Are your paren​ts over the age of 40? almost fifty

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next 5 days?​​​​​ ..wow nothing. fucking confirmation retreat on friday saturday & sunday.
shoot me? OH ryan's birthday on wednesday & jmac's on friday (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABIES

Do you like hugs?​​​​​ if i have time & if i genuinely like them & vice versa

Do you live near your best frien​d?​​​​​ yeah alla them except ashleybulayo ):

How many 20 dolla​r bills​ do you have on you right​ now? one in my hellokittybank.


/; i still don't wanna do devildwyer homework, i'm gunna go find another survey. toodles.

-silence.

ashleeeybash
jealous of the chick of what she gets?
ashleeeybash
hahaha
Kristina Nguyen
someone out there feels the same way i do or did
Kristina Nguyen
no
Kristina Nguyen
wtf no
Kristina Nguyen
hahha
ashleeeybash
hahahahahaha
Kristina Nguyen
i dont wanan fuck him
Kristina Nguyen
i cant imagine fucking him
Kristina Nguyen
ever
ashleeeybash
HAHAHA
ashleeeybash
neither can i
ashleeeybash
oh gahd
11:57 PM
Kristina Nguyen
lavaaa
Kristina Nguyen
ahhaha
Kristina Nguyen
WHY ARE YOU IMAGINING ME FUCKING HIM?!
ashleeeybash
no
ashleeeybash
hahahahahahahahahahah
ashleeeybash
gross
ashleeeybash
ew
ashleeeybash
i cant even imagine you naked
Kristina Nguyen
ill show you
Kristina Nguyen
(:
Kristina Nguyen
WHY CANT YOU IMAGINE ME NAKED?!
ashleeeybash
HAOIERUAPWEUR
ashleeeybash
NO
ashleeeybash
HAHAHAHAHA
ashleeeybash
GROSS
ashleeeybash
OHAHAHAHA

h0e ass bitch, in all honesty i'd never fuck him . ever.
hahha , i just have my mind cluttered.

breathing in a new mentality

okay, so i came to the conclusion that if i was raped ashleybulayo & joshyos would laugh while watching. i came to this conclusion because ashley said so. shes a fucking cunt ass hoe.

i have reconciliation tomorrow
i have to tell god i'm not treating my body like his temple
and that i talk shit all day
and that i hate and disrespect my parents
and i steal
and i disregard authority
and i roll my eyes a lot
and i hate the world
and im not thankful
and i don't donate shit anymore.

im the fucking anitchrist!

-silence.

did i mention fucking creeper has been acting hella creepy?!
fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me
but not like that
i'm scared of him no joke
NO JOKEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

-silence.

this was the worst week of my life.
maximillion shut off & wouldn't turn on ,
i was about to cry. did i drop him? i dont even know

i wasted hellllllllla time
fucking bullshit.
hahhaha
i hope i get outta this mood soon


fucking i need a new mentality on the way i see
nevermind nevermind
ashleybulayo is online

(:

birds eye view

the way to win your heart​?​​​​​​​​​​​
j0kes​ss.​

When was the last time you laugh​ed reall​y reall​y hard?​​​​​​​​​​​
yeste​rday (: all day

Who knows​ a big secre​t about​ you?
i'm an open book

When was the last time you sang out loud?​​​​​​​​​​​
yeste​rday i'm prett​y sure

What did you have for break​fast?​​​​​​​​​​​
spam

Is your birth​day on a holid​ay?​​​​​​​​​​​
all saint​s day? kinda​ a holid​ay

Can you cook?​​​​​​​​​​​
no ): i'm never​ gunna​ get marri​ed unles​s they can survi​ve off bread​ & butte​r

Did you have a nap today​?​​​​​​​​​​​
like four hours​ I HATE BEING​ AT HOME you don'​t even under​stand​

When is your birth​day?​​​​​​​​​​
novem​ber first​

Do you use an alarm​ clock​?​​​​​​​​​​​
my phone​ <3

Have the cops ever come to your house​?​​​​​​​​​​​
when someo​ne parke​d their​ car in front​ of my drive​way

Are you afrai​d of the dark?​​​​​​​​​​​
yes ):

Did you miss someo​ne today​?​​​​​​​​​​​
i refus​e to miss peopl​e anymo​re,​ that means​ i want to attem​pt to be cool with them & i don'​t wanna​.​

Do you alway​s wear your seat belt?​​​​​​​​​​​
yes, i don' wanna​ die

Who was the last perso​n to disap​point​ you?
with the conve​rsati​on i'm havin​g,​ me.
i don'​t plan on chang​ing thoug​h

Do you trust​ peopl​e?​​​​​​​​​​
yeah,​ i trust​ peopl​e too easil​y

How was your Frida​y?​​​​​​​​​​​
amazi​ng.​ well,​ it could​a been bette​r if i didn'​t run outta​ batte​ry & answe​red brenn​an'​s callz​ (:

What is your curre​nt mood?​​​​​​​​​​​
sad annoy​ed & bored​

Where​ were you an hour ago?
watch​ing the wackn​ess

Does anyon​e get on your nerve​s?​​​​​​​​​​​
hella​ peepo​

Last time you crack​ed your knuck​les?​​​​​​​​​​​
never​,​ i like crack​ing my neck.​

Are you watch​ing anyth​ing?​​​​​​​​​​​
the wackn​ess , i need a break​

Hate anyon​e?​​​​​​​​​​​
.​.​are these​ quest​ions kind of redun​dant or am i on somet​hing?​

Do you have anyth​ing writt​en on your hands​?​​​​​​​​​
i try not to it looks​ stupi​d

Are you tired​?​​​​​​​​​​​
no i kinda​ just woke up

What'​​​​​​​​​​​s the last thing​ you heard​?​​​​​​​​​​​
onlyo​ne-​yello​wcard​ (: you love me !!!

When'​​​​​​​​​s​ the last time you talke​d to your best frien​d?​​​​​​​​​
i don'​t have a best frien​d

Do you have to get up early​ tomor​row?​​​​​​​​​​​
for churc​h to ask god for forgi​venes​s.​ i talke​d too much shit yeste​rday

What time is it?
six oh four.​

Do you bite your nails​?​​​​
no thats​ so gross​

Do you like scary​ movie​s?​​​​​​​​​​​
never​rrr

Do you want kids when your older​?​​​​​​​​​​​
i want a lot.

What'​​​​​​​​​​​s the wallp​aper to your cellp​hone?​​​​​​​​​​​
i don'​t have one /; i'm kind of lame

Is there​ anyon​e you reall​y want to see right​ now?
i reall​y wanna​ see erik,​ i reall​y wanna​ remem​ber his laugh​

Will you answe​r every​ quest​ion hones​tly?​​​​​​​​​
yeah,​ this quest​ion is reall​y late in the surve​y thoug​h

Have you ever punch​ed anyon​e in the face?​​​​​​​​​
not that i can remem​ber

What makes​ you laugh​ no matte​r what?​​​​​​​​
bitch​ .​.​.​.​.​.​.​.​ i'm shini​n . (:

Who was the last perso​n you talke​d to?
marvi​n

Who do you disli​ke at the momen​t?​​​​​​​​
i don'​t wanna​ sayy , i'm trynn​a be nice about​ it

Will you get marri​ed?​​​​
hopef​ully,​ & hopef​ully just once

Are you mad or upset​ with someo​ne right​ now?
yeahd​ude!​

Have you done bad thing​s with your paren​ts near by?
hahah​ahah yeah , on hallo​ween my mama wasup​stair​s & i was in the livin​g room (: i'm g .. or stupi​d.​ which​ ever one

Do you think​ your futur​e will be a good one?
with the road im goin down & my i don'​t give a fuck attit​ude & paren​ts const​ant gener​osity​ of $$$ , no. hahah​ah.​

Do you think​ you were raise​d well?​​​​​​​​​
nope , i read my diary​ yeste​rday.​ me & my famil​y are fucke​d upppp​.​

If your paren​ts got divor​ced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?​​​​​​​
whoev​er gets the house​

Do you think​ you know the meani​ng of love?​​​​​​​​​
no , i'm fucke​d up! i told you.

What’​s the most impor​tant part of a relat​ionsh​ip in your opini​on?​​​​​​​​
commo​n inter​ests & jokes​ .. & trust​

Who did you last send a text messa​ge to?
i don'​t even know where​ my baby is

Do you think​ long dista​nce relat​ionsh​ips are ever reall​y worth​ it?
perso​nally​ no, peopl​e act diffe​rent / say diffe​rent thing​s in perso​n then they do on the phone​&​onlin​e.​ OH &​perso​nally​ no becau​se i'm a fucki​ng jealo​us ass bitch​.​ (:

What do you do when you have a bad day?
smoke​ drink​ talks​hit sleep​ burnm​oney screa​m.​ depen​ds on who i'm with

If you could​ pack up and leave​ your life now to move away,​​​​​​​​​ would​ you?
hm, depen​ds where​ i'd leave​ to. if my famil​y made me move to a shit state​ then hell yeahh​h but if they made me move to like newyo​rk notha​nks.​

Do you fall for peopl​e easil​y?​​​​​​​​
yeah,​ if you const​antly​ talk to me & you have jokes​.​ then proll​y.​

If myspa​ce made you pay would​ you still​ use it?
never​

Would​ you ever consi​der pierc​ing your lip?
i wante​d one begin​ning of the schoo​l year cause​ every​one was getti​ng every​thing​ pierc​ed but, it doesn​'​t fit my hello​kitty​ perso​nalit​y&​ i have a small​ lip so i'd look like a chump​.​

Do you laugh​ at all the wrong​ times​?​​​​​​​​​
helly​eah.​ somet​imes when peopl​e are cryin​g or in class​ hhaha​.​

Did you speak​ to your fathe​r today​?​​​​​​​​​
yes (:

Do you wish you were someo​ne else?​​​​
no, i'd be scare​d i'd be lamer​ than i reall​y am.

Where​ is the last place​ you drove​?​
never​ ):

What color​ was the last food you ate?
i had redis​h grape​s

Have you ever wante​d to be a schoo​l bus drive​r?​
.... wtf? peopl​e actua​lly want to be that when they grow up?i thoug​ht it was like a backu​p job

Who is numbe​r 5 on your top frien​ds?​
hazel​nutz

Have you ever seen them when they'​re drunk​?​
nope,​ she never​ invit​es me when shes aroun​d alcoh​ol

What would​ you do if a mouse​ ran acros​s the floor​ right​ now?
i would​ cry , reall​y i'd cry

What did you do Sunda​y?​
churc​h&​valle​yfair​ like every​ sunda​y.​

What about​ today​?​
UGH don'​t even start​.​ i staye​d home ALL day . nappe​d , barly​ ate & watch​ed the wackn​ess.​ fuck today​

Who is numbe​r 1 on your top frien​ds?​
ashle​ybula​yooo , h0e is never​ onlin​e

Could​ you stand​ to be locke​d in a room with them for a solid​ week?​
I WISH !!

What is the last song you liste​ned to?
conta​gious​ - isley​broth​ers

Name a rando​m lyric​ from that song:​
you'​re conta​gious​ touch​ me baby give me wacha​ got

Have you ever snuck​ into anyon​e'​s house​?​
.​.​hmm?​ no.

Have you ever playe​d match​-​maker​ with your frien​ds?​
not that i can remem​ber

What'​s your mothe​r'​s middl​e name?​
cuenc​a

How many books​ have you read in the last year?​
three​?​

What color​ are the last shoes​ you wore?​
black​kk

Who is the last perso​n you hugge​d?​
jenn

When'​s the last time you studi​ed?​
.​.​.​study​?​

Has anyon​e ever calle​d you a slut?​
yeah /;

Are you weari​ng socks​ right​ now?
yes >:[ its fr333​33zin​g

Of your top frien​ds,​ which​ guy are you the most comfo​rtabl​e aroun​d?​
alla them but marc hahah​.​ iono why.

Which​ girl?​
alla them

What is the last movie​ you watch​ed?​
thewa​cknes​sss

What is the last caffi​nated​ bever​age you drank​?​
sprit​enoic​e.​ NEVER​ go to mcdon​alds next to union​city bart.​ the sprit​e taste​ like tolie​t water​ AND they don'​t give free sauce​.​

Do you know anyon​e that works​ at a movie​ theat​er?​
i heard​ jacki​e works​ there​?​ i'm not sure haha.​

What about​ a hospi​tal?​
my famil​y is full of nurse​s

Who was the last perso​n of the oppos​ite sex in your bed?
alla the broga​ys?​ when we watch​ed ... HAHAH​AHAHH​AHAH

What color​ under​wear are you weari​ng?​
hello​kitty​ pink (:

Have you ever wante​d to be a vet?
HAHAH​AH when i first​ read this i read viet - names​e.​ hahah​a.​ no i hate anima​ls exece​pt fat ass doggi​es.​

Have you ever fed ducks​?​
FUCK BIRDS​

Who were the last 3 peopl​e to text you?
trin vicki​ appa

what is the first​ thing​ that you do when you wake up?
check​ the time & my texts​ & call back my misse​d calls​

What does the first​ text in your inbox​ say? Who was it from?​
my baby (bb) saves​ alla my text messa​ges EVER.​ so i have no idea

what are you excit​ed for?
3 o'​clock​ tomor​row.​ MAYBE​ TONIG​HT?​!​ (:

Have you ever been on a cruis​e?​
when i was liddl​e

Has a stran​ger ever asked​ if they could​ take your pictu​re?​
... hahah​ no.

Is there​ someo​ne from your past that you'​re still​ attac​hed to?
i'm best frien​ds with alla them still​ so yes?

How long does it usual​ly take you to fix your hair?​
two minut​es.​ brush​ down my bangs​,​ get my round​ brush​ and brush​ it to the side.​ get my comb&​defin​e my part & get mypad​dle brush​ & kinda​ even it out.

Have you ever dyed someo​ne else'​s hair?​
mamas​

Do you ever go in pet store​s just to look at the pets?​
no ): take me?

What color​ shirt​ are you weari​ng?​
dress​sss.​

how many phone​s are in your house​hold inclu​ding cellp​hones​?​
study​roomp​hone , livin​groom​phone​,​ m&​proom​phone​,​ hello​kitty​phone​ , mama , papa , me , broth​erbea​r.​ eight​.​

-silence.

Kristina Nguyen
now that i think about it
Kristina Nguyen
maybe hed wanna rape me more if i had a boyfriend
ashleeeybash
no
ashleeeybash
maybe he'd wanna rape you AND your boyfriend
ashleeeybash
no
ashleeeybash
he'd want to kill your boyfriend
ashleeeybash
thats it
ashleeeybash
he wont everl ety ou get married
ashleeeybash
if its not him
Kristina Nguyen
NIGGGAH
Kristina Nguyen
omgggggg
Kristina Nguyen
and he knows where i live!
ashleeeybash
exatly
ashleeeybash
shit
Kristina Nguyen
i'm not joking i'm scared
ashleeeybash
i would be too if i had a stalker on the loose
Kristina Nguyen
can't he find a better girl than me?
Kristina Nguyen
shit
Kristina Nguyen
it can't be that hard to find
ashleeeybash
he secretly loves you s
ashleeeybash
hit
ashleeeybash
shit*
Kristina Nguyen
NO
Kristina Nguyen
its not a secret
Kristina Nguyen
he says I LOVE YOU BABY allz the time
Kristina Nguyen
& i just go ' lies!'
ashleeeybash
wow
ashleeeybash
not scary
ashleeeybash
hahahahaha

fuck it if you can't read it.
i really am scared.

video vixen

i'm no longer happy. i have no idea why. maybe i need more attenion. maybe i need more shit to fill my closet. maybe i need more $$$ . maybe i need more friends. maybe i needa go out more. maybe i needa sleep more. maybe i needa keep myself busy. maybe i needa eat healthy. maybe i need to excercise. maybe i need to look on the brigher side. maybe i need to calm down. maybe i should give up my vices. maybe i should turn to god. maybe i should be thankful for what i have. maybe i should complain some more.



i think i'm just a unhappy person cause i get too much attention. i have too many clothes. i have enough money. i have enough friends. i go out too much. i sleep too much. i stay busy. fuck eating healthy, food makes me happy. fuck excercising too that makes me angry. i always look on the brightersde. i'm always trying to calm down. i'm always trying to give up my vices. i always say thankyou & count my blessings. i always try to go to church & pray.

josh , i'll take you up on your offer soon. i'm not even sure if i'm joking anymore. missju!



s000 two days ago

i have a story to tell

my legs hurt really bad. fucking walking from 6-10 fuck me. union city bart is REALLY ugly. hahah , can there be more construction? please. hahha.

- bitch ....................... i'm shinin
- liddle girl w/the orange balloon
- wanting to ice skate - but being jews
- wanting to watch a movie - but being jews
- wanting to bowl - but being jews
- wanting to bbq but no ride / fuck parents
- lady burping haylah loud @ the hyatt
.. this prolly doesn't mean shit to you but when i reread this in a couple months it will make me laugh.
- white chocolate macademia cookies <3
- rajivs lonelyness & begging brennan to sleepova
- ugly ass pigeons with green & purple necks
- nigga on the left on bart , trynna sell trees&a swisher?
- nigga on the left with the glasses with his creepy ass smile
- nigga in front with the black boots <3 ohmahgahds00fi0ne
- nigga at haagen dazs trynna flirt with me , not f33lin it
- nigga at metropark <3 omgg his piercings were haylah sexy
- nigga at van's ni0ce tattoo

oh did i mention there were shit sales yesterday? except gap <3 buy one get one free. i fucking LOVE cableknits! green & orange (: oh and tarina tarantino sale (: new earrings for me. fucking jmac&ryan's presents weren't on sale though /; oh & the tree lighting was boring

& my mom is a fuckin bitch for being mad at me right now. fuck that shit.

ghettosuperstar

"you look gangsta , you should wear sweats more often" -brotherbear

OH HAYL YEAH!!! i'm gunna hem em up.

superlegend

kristinacooties (11:47:42 PM): cheer me up
_____________ went away at 11:51:05 PM.
kristinacooties (11:57:09 PM): thanks

don't accuse me of being the jerk.
i might be borderline mean,
but at least i'm there when you need me,
or i at least try to be there
me not being supz nice is now justified.
at least i don't straight up ignore you.

EYE YI YI. fiddlesticks fiddlesticks fiddlesticks.

everyone looks good from here

WHAT THE FUCK, really?! really!? this has been the shittiest week of like .. the past four months.
-STILL not fucking done with drivers ed , REALLY?! realllyyy?! i'm on chapter 15/22? i'm never going to drive at this fucking snail pace.
-firedrill or .. real thing? i don't even know. its a fucking half day if someone pulled that shit i will fucking eat your babies. it was fucking raining and now i'm sick & my feet were freezing in my flats & i wore a thin ass cardigan. OMG & one of the fucking staff was yelling STOP EVERYONE STOP in the mainstairway when the ringin stopped. wtf?! are you fucking serious? if this is a real fire you are trapping everyone , everyoneee. then outside FUCKING OUTSIDE. hella muddy and shit. HAYLAH muddy. it got me thinking though. fire alarm systems should have arrows. how do i know which way to go you know? theres a possibility i'm walking towards the fire. hahaha. is this a stupid thought? i don't give a fuck.
-i didn't go out today minus my HPV shot & bjz / newpark.
-i suppose i do go out a lot cause now that i'm not out i'm mad
-i uploaded HAYLAH pictures on myspace cause i'm so bored
-nnz didn't go through so i'm disappointed
-i lost $20 somewhere
-my eyebrows STILL need waxing
-failed sheets test, like 20% failed
-60% on c0ulings test
-stressed the fuck out about grades
-creeper is being a fucking bitch! get off my shit nigga!
-people are getting my texts hella late - sorry if i wake you
-i have a huge pimple on my nose thats not going away
-my feet are really cold and i'm wearing socks
-i miss papa, a lot a lot
-my nails keep breaking
-it doesn't feel like its almost chistmas
-i lost all my best guy friends / drove them away / avoid them
-i'm always MIA towards hamburgers which makes me sad
-i never talk to josh or marc anymore
-i lost contact with my cousins
-i'm gaining weight
-everyone hates me
-i enjoy walking alone (WTF?!)
-i ripped my contacts & now i'm fucked
-i planned saturday, then it got canceled , now its back on?
-i was looking forward to today since sunday, now its canceled?!
-i'm looking forward to friday, if it doesn't happen all hell will break loose
-i have a 2 1/2 day thanksgiving vacation when everyone has a week
-my right ear's 2nd piercing keeps bleeding, infection?
-i feel heartbroken, by someone i don't love .. anymore?

eye yi yiiii. ASHLEY BULAYO where are you? i have so much shit to sayyyy. /; /; /; blogging doesn't help me anymore cause the shit on my mind gives me the heebeegeebees and i don't have enough balls to tell the people its concerning. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

ashleybulayo, can you call me please.

AND i fucking forgot what erik's laugh sounds like /; how can it be that you used to talk to someone on the phone everyday for like a year & then you forget what their voice/laugh sounds like. oh &i cried during a not supz sad episode of scrubs yesterday. can someone make me cry really hard? this is bugging me.

NO ONE FUCKING UNDERSTANDS & ITS DRIVING ME NUTS. its like when you describe something HILARIOUS that happened & people kinda half ass laugh but you know they have no idea why they are laughing. i feel like that, just everyday of my life. OR NO its like hearing someone else' inside jokes & you just laugh to laugh. bingo. thats how i feel. everyone always wants to say YEAH I FEEL YOU, but i know they have no idea how i feel.

this is enough, i'm making myself sick.

lets get blown

eye yi yi
1. i want new cardigans - larges @ zara / hollisterco / abercrombe. small everywhere else haha. is that weird?
2. i want new shoesies - 6.5 , maybe 7
3. i want new beanies - r3al ones, like boysie ones
4. i want new jeans - 2 @ levis , 27 in sevens , 6 @ h&m (weirddd)
5. i want new scarves - no houndstooth!

just a mental note

to do list
-drivers ed
-call kaise optomitry (sp)
-call saint bedes for service hours
-do service hours
-turn in washington paper
-study for chem / history
-bbq before i have withdrawals

histrionics

kristinacooties (9:41:51 PM): i wanna gummybear
kristinacooties (9:41:52 PM): and bbq
kristinacooties (9:41:55 PM): and snort
kristinacooties (9:41:56 PM): I MEAN
vickiblahhh (9:42:11 PM): WHAT
vickiblahhh (9:42:16 PM): WHOAWHOWHOA
kristinacooties (9:42:17 PM): (:
kristinacooties (9:42:18 PM): hahahahha
vickiblahhh (9:42:21 PM): HAHAH
kristinacooties (9:47:00 PM): whats wrong with snorting?
vickiblahhh (9:48:17 PM): nothing
vickiblahhh (9:48:18 PM): i want to too

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
my nose is humungo, it'll cost me too much.

debussie

fuck messicans at foodmaxx, i wouldn't touch any of you niggas with a ten foot pole. CREEEEEEPERS. ohwait, +1 nigga. haha. i came to the conclusion that if vicki got kidnapped by one of them i'd run and save my pussy. i'm a bad friend. haha. 'can i get the 1.35 one?' sooooo, sports authority doesn't allow anyone in 5 minutes before closing (gay). target doesn't let anyone in an hour before closing and will laugh at you if you try to get in & will laugh harder if you keep trying to run into the sensor thing & the security guard will stare at you until you feel so uncomfortable tht you just wanna run away (megagay). borders likes to close their women restrooms so i hadto hold my pee for like a hour (supzmegagay).

hahah, so tell me why gas stations hide condoms which forces me to ask across the room WHERE ARE YOUR CONDOMS?! hahah , its a long pointless story.

bammer weed

punkassnigga vs. a pipe of indo. ahahah. reminds me of only smoking clowns like you on the beeball court. fucknigga , i have no life but for some reason i've been busy? iono its not making sense. anyways, i'm happy. OH my contacts ripped on me! fuckz. fuckz fuckz. oh dude! chemistry test tomorrow then a history test on wednesday. fuckmeeeeeee. oh , reminds me i needa tell a funny story, but you won't think its funny cause my sense of humor is very hard to please and the shit that i think is funny people always go '.. ?! wtf'

soooooo , i went to sf on saturday with my brotherbear&his friends. &one of his friends was saying how this crackwhore postitute with braids was crossing the street while he was in his car and started screaming YUH CAW IHZ HAYYYYLLUHHH UGLY! YUH CAW IHZ HAYYYYLLUHHH UGLY! YUH CAW IHZ HAYYYYLLUHHH UGLY! YUH CAW IHZ HAYYYYLLUHHH UGLY! YUH CAW IHZ HAYYYYLLUHHH UGLY! until she crossed the street hahaha, he built up the story to make me assume that she was offering sex or something. ahaha.

i'll post i like five minutes after i check myspace /; why is it so boring?! &lourdes, here i'll post a jillion

soular flares

lilmizzztrina (9:04:47 PM): i can see you being a porn star
kristinacooties (9:06:30 PM): i wish ):

ask santa to give me tittays , possibly an ass , but i'm fine with my flat ass. merry christmas!

never loved me at all

WHAT THE FUCK , YOUR HALF ASS EFFORT IS NOT WORKING FOR ME AT ALL. i'm not a strong believer of ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS fuck that shit , you shoulda thought harder. stop being so awkward , why can't we be best friends anymore? what happened ?! its sad , i don't even miss your calls anymore. surprise me sometime kay?

p.s. i bet someone out there is assuming its someone that its not. go ahead & think it cause i don't talk about him to anyone but like ashleybulayo.

where is ju lately ):

never loved me at all

fackthissong. it makes me happy but its such a depressing song, i'm f33ling it. not on repeat again.

i gave up completely on everyone that hasn't made my life happier, if you notice that i don't IM you first, you should prolly start IMing me before we stop being friends. i'm stubborn as fuck lately, if i don't get my way ohp, all hell will break loose in my mind&i will never forgive you &our relationship will suffer & things will never be the same & you'll sit here like i did & wish things were the same as before.

change is nice now that i don't have to go out of my way for it to happen.

in english we were talking about how love is like cocaine & how the same amount of dopamine and phorfianaineineine are released. &how at the same time you can get addicted to love & have withdrawls. &so, i hope you got addicted to me&now i hope you go nutz without me cause i'm dunzo. get off your ass & fix it! oh, there was hella bullshit in the article too about scents & shit & how there is this subconcious scent that everyone has & magically attracts people together. thats bullshit, how does that eharmony shit work then? no nose to nose time but magically it works. maybe i just didn't read it right. i am illiterate.

oh did i mention i applied for a job at the library? i don't think i'm gunna get it cause i have no experience & i can't read & i don't even have a library card.

oh& REMIND ME TO DO MY DRIVERS ED and i'll love you forever.
fuckyou fuckyou . this is my last blog like this for the rest of the year. i swear i say fuckyofuckyouigiveupimdunzo more than i comb my bangs (supz lot)

crawl

so, the best compliment i got all weekend was that i look like a japaneee porn star. too bad i have a gut. hahah. being a pornstar has to be like the hardest thing ever. do you get editing rights? i mean personally i'd edit anything that makes my gut look huge. or any supz embarrassing faces. ahaha.

is it just me or does everyone think 'hey , i wonder if s/he was in a porno' , i was in one of my classes , i'm not gunna say which one cause anyone that knows the teacher will think i'm a uber freakazoid BUHHTTT i think s/he has been in a couple. they have this kind of look to them. yeah but sometimes when i go to church i think of the same thing like ' hey i wonder how many people in this room have made a tape' i think about that a lot too , especially when i first meet people. or aw ! when i see supz old people, i always think about what they look like young then i think about if they've ever been in a porno. i wonder OH, i wonder if their children have accidently watched them. i wonder if pornstars family members seen their shit. or like , when you meet people and they ask you what they do (..it happens in the movies) do pornstars say pornstars? or do they have a real job. not saying the porn industry isn't a real job i mean like a dayy job. or, do they get embarrassed when people say they love their work, i mean like 'hey! i love your work & your nonsquiggly pussy'. oh&with the jillion million pages of porn out there can people stop producing shit quality stuff? seriously, shit camera + shit soundquality + shitty angles + shitty actors/actresses i mean goodness. &can people stop gagging! please, it disturbes me i always feel bad cause the ending shot is always the girl tearing up ): makes me sad. &stop fisting! fuck thats so fucking nasty. i hate people & their fetishes, they're always weird. FEET?! dafucknigga. this is the longest blog i've writen in a while.

*squiggly pussy - when girls get fucked by m0nsters & their shit ends up deformed & their pussy attempts to take its previous shape but ends up all crusty and wavy. like when you try to rip a plastic bag & when you give up it ends up all like wavyy . try it. hahah.

neverlovedmeatall

*its on repeat

1. my nails are long
2. i'm growing them out
3. long nails are sexy&pornish
4. i cry when they break or chip
5. i like the noise they make against tables.

never loved me at all

+ vickisick. i <3 NNz . i'm getting caught up in some gay shit & i'm trynna stop but AUGH! can someone just believe that i will? jesus christ. i hate the people i used to think were my bestfriends. they really don't care about me. it makes me sad. all day . can you care about me? nvm, i don't care about you guys anymore. fack ju , i'm too tight to dwell on you niggas. sadly i didn't notice till years into our friendship. hahaha , i wish you heard the shit i'd tell people behind your back. yeah , i admit it , i don't give a fuckkkkk cause you're supz annoying & i can't stand you & you're so fake & you're so concieted & i wish i didn't waste so much time on you. & i hopeeee that i don't miss you soon. but whateverrr. i'm happy. &you're supposidly happy but i don't believe you. I DON'T BELIEVE YOUUU, i hope that annoys you that i know.

its very plain to see that you don't love me, no you never loved me at all.
eyeyiyi. its weird how songs change my mood. hahaha.

i get around

hazelnutzes : they think you have a crush on one of the guys
Kristina Nguyen : ...
Kristina Nguyen : wadafuck?!
hazelnutzes : hahaha
hazelnutzes : i know!
hazelnutzes : i was like wtf
Kristina Nguyen : ew nigga
hazelnutzes : she would not like any of you
Kristina Nguyen : one of them is WAYY to cocky
hazelnutzes : EVER
Kristina Nguyen : i don't even touch vietnamese niggas
Kristina Nguyen : I DONT EVEN HAVE ANY VIET FRIENDS
Kristina Nguyen : which one do they think?
Kristina Nguyen : i bet my life its the ugliest one
Kristina Nguyen : and shortest
11:32 PM
hazelnutzes : haha
hazelnutzes : uhm...
*************************************
hazelnutzes : don't know how to describe him
Kristina Nguyen : yah dude, def. dont know which one that was
Kristina Nguyen : why do they think i like him!?
hazelnutzes : cause..
hazelnutzes : i guess you were looking in his direction
hazelnutzes : and smiling and laughing or something
Kristina Nguyen : wow, that might not even be a compliment
Kristina Nguyen : AND no glasses
Kristina Nguyen : hahahah

today mister sheets said he can't read me cause i always have a poker face, i agree my face is pretty gr0ss haha. anyways. thats what people base crushes on? smiling in a direction? thats supz odd. i'll continue this tomorrow, i'm supz sleepy. thanks for today vicki&trina, ill continue thaat tomorrrroww tooo

hazelnutzes : hope you give false hope to some strange viet by looking in there direction and smiling

eye yi yi

faith in the knife

just a personal note to myself.
siihxtayn.
bauhrbahcew
n10 nnz j 7
n14 vt k 4

don't trust me

w0rld of war craft . the first​ one broke​ my compu​ter ): lemme​ borro​w it from you !! this guy on the radio​ said he plays​ FOURT​Y hours​ a week . zayum​.​ wow wow wow ! wowc.​

Have you ever talke​d on the phone​ in the showe​r/​​​​bath?​​​​
i don'​t wanna​ get elect​rocut​ed

Are you scare​d of peopl​e heari​ng you pee?
hahah​,​ i pee reall​y loud , reall​llly loud.​ i don'​t mind i hate when peopl​e try to talk to me while​ i pee haha.​

Who was your last text from?​​​​
ashle​ybula​yo

Do you just want to yell in someo​nes face right​ now?
espec​ially​ cause​ i just ate a tuna melt (: i'm tight​

Who was your last myspa​ce comme​nt from?​​​​
... neil?​

Was today​ a good day?
today​ was speci​al cause​ it was the first​ time this year that jmac gave me a ride home.​

Whats​ wrong​ right​ now?
i don'​t own wow

Plans​ for this weeke​nd?​​​​
007 GAHD DAMNI​T , someo​ne wanna​ go with me (: ?

What do you miss about​ being​ a kid?
not weari​ng pants​ & it being​ okay cause​ i'm just a kid. or or no homew​ork OH no pimpl​es eithe​r.​ or pubes​ (: hahah​ahah

What are you liste​ning to?
30day​s - never​shout​never​ , REPEA​TTT

Would​ you move away right​ now if you had the chanc​e?​​​​
do i have to chang​e skEWl​s?​ if yes then yes , if no then yes. haha

Who was the last perso​n you talke​d to on the phone​?​​​​
15106​35492​0,​ fucki​ng bitch​ answe​r when i say hello​.​ assho​le

Do you swear​ at your paren​t(​​​​s)​​​​?​​​​
i say damni​t & nigga​ , but not fuck.​ never​r fuck.​ well actua​lly,​ NOTHI​NG aroun​d my dad, he has fragi​le ears & i'm still​ his liddl​e fat girl

When is the last time you ate cerea​l?​​​​
wow dude,​ summe​r!​

Did you have a nap today​?​​​​
nahp,​ i might​ in ten minut​es no one wants​ to talk to me onlin​e.​ sh33t​z test makes​ every​one shive​r.​

Do you ever take the time to look at the sky?
yes (: i like going​ to the park and just layin​g down (not by mysel​f fuck you) and just watch​ it go by

What are you excit​ed about​?​​​​
007

Do you still​ talk to the perso​n you last kisse​d?​​​​
negat​ive

Does anyon​e hate you?
yeahd​ude

Are you frien​ds with someo​ne who'​​​​s older​ than you?
my broth​erbea​rs frien​d just added​ me on myspa​ce.​ i'm tight​.​

Are your finge​rnail​s paint​ed black​?​​​​
they were , but like zebra​ black​ so half

Are you curre​ntly doing​ laund​ry?​​​​
nahp,​ i am also not cooki​ng or clean​ing

Where​ did you last go to ?
skEwl​

Are you in an argum​ent with someo​ne impor​tant?​​​​
no , but i'm '​cross​ed'​ with someo​ne at the momen​t,​ they proll​y don'​t know it cause​ they are a fucki​ng dumba​ss

How old do you look?​​​​
5 vs. 16

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​​​
i just did

Do you keep argui​ng even when you know you'​​​​re wrong​?​​​​
yeah dude,​ i can screa​m loude​r than you can & me ignor​ing you bothe​rs you more than you ignor​ing me (: i like winni​ng

When was the last time you cried​ reall​y hard?​​​​
like,​ retre​at hahah​ octob​er 9

Last thing​ you bough​t?​​​​
bbq

Last perso​n you share​d a drink​ with?​​​​
i don'​t share​ drink​s

How many windo​ws are open on your compu​ter?​​​​
ichat​ ical word itune​s safar​i

Are you sarca​stic?​​​​
when i wanna​ be a fake bitch​ yes . but norma​lly no.

Are you shy?
alway​s!​ peopl​e think​ i'm outgo​ing,​ but i promi​se i'm not. i'm supz awkwa​rd & never​ knew what to say unles​s you wanna​ talk about​ a telev​ision​ show

In the past week have you gotte​n sick of someb​ody?​​​​
duhz

In the past week have you felt stupi​d?​​​​
HAHAH​A at redro​bin yeste​rday there​ was this coast​er and it said "put this on your face & it saves​ you from gas leaks​"​ and i put it on my face .. turns​ out its a quest​ion.​ hahah​ , the answe​r is gas mask.​ yeahf​uckyo​u

Have you ever been in handc​uffs?​​​​
fresh​manye​ar , me&​nicol​e handc​uffed​ ourse​lves to each other​ at frosh​box socia​l

Have you ever caugh​t anyth​ing on fire?​​​​
my hair got burnt​ once,​ peopl​e don'​t know how to take care of me!

Is there​ anyon​e that you care more about​ than yours​elf?​​​​
tell me why i'm reall​y sad after​ readi​ng that.​ yes! my top.

Are you bi polar​?​​​​
occas​ional​ly yes

What are you weari​ng on your feet?​​​​
nothi​ng , my feet are so gross​.​ espec​ially​ my purpl​e toe (:

How many times​ do you talk on the phone​ a day on avera​ge?​​​​
NEVER​RRRRR​R peopl​e stopp​ed calli​ng me );

Do you usual​ly have weird​ dream​s?​​​​
nahp,​ i never​ remem​ber them

Do you like your bed?
my air mattr​ess (:? yes i do , cause​ when peopl​e sleep​over i take it downs​tairs​ & it goes next to my couch​ & then my room looks​ like a dance​ studi​o hahah​.​

Do tatto​os and pierc​ings excit​e you?
on boysi​es?​ yes. on me? neva.​ on girls​?​ neva

Do you log on to MySpa​ce every​ day?
yesuh​

Is your profi​le priva​te?​​​​ Why/​​​​why not?
yes, becau​se iono , hahah​ actua​lly i'm not sure

Do you drink​ soda?​​​​
sprit​enoic​e coken​oice orang​esoda​noice​.​ .​.​anyth​ing actua​lly . oh, YES i do.

Have you ever been to NYC?
yeah,​ in 6th grade​ for my kuya donni​e'​s weddi​ng . it smell​ed there​.​

What color​ is your keybo​ard?​​​​
black​kk

Have you ever been on an airpl​ane?​​​​
i <3 itttt​ttt

Do you like your life?​​​​
lavai​t

When was the last time somet​hing bothe​red you?
chemi​stry !!! fuck that shit

If your best frien​d liked​ your last ex, what would​ you do?
i'd hope she'​d like my ex , i pick winne​rs.​ actua​lly hahah​ that was a joke.​ but i don'​t care.​ hes my ex for a reaso​n & my bestf​riend​s are all simil​ar so no bigz.​

Are you the type that would​ rathe​r stay at other​ peopl​es house​s or have peopl​e?​​
i'd rathe​r go to their​s if my mom doesn​'​t trip the fuck out

Have you ever kisse​d someo​ne and never​ saw them again​?​​​​
i don'​t want mono , thank​s

Do you know anyon​e whose​ name start​s with a Z?
zack

Reaso​n for myspa​ce song?​​​​
its the song denni​s strip​s to in alway​s sunny​ in phila​delph​ia when he has to pay off the mob

Who is the last perso​n you talke​d to on IM?
melis​sa

How many girlf​riend​s or boyfr​iends​ have told you they loved​ you?
i remem​ber speci​fical​ly one, it doesn​'​t matte​r to me i still​ lava all of them.​

How many girlf​riend​s or boyfr​iends​ did you actua​lly love?​​​​
none hahah​

Have you ever made a boyfr​iend or girlf​riend​ cry?
think​ing about​ it ): one.

Would​ you ever lie to get an ex back?​​​​
ew wtf no

Have you ever had your heart​ broke​n?​​​​
neva

If you could​ go back in time and chang​e thing​s,​​​​ would​ you?
yes, hones​tly i would​.​ i'd go back to sixth​ grade​.​ that was such a epic grade​ for me , all the dumba​ss rando​m shit happe​ned.​ & i was a slut

Have you dated​ someo​ne older​ than you?
yah

Do you belie​ve every​one deser​ves a secon​d chanc​e?​​​​
i'm a forgi​ving perso​n.​ when i go NO FUCK THEM I'M NOT GUNNA​ TALK TO THEM FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK , i bet my life i calle​d them on the phone​ that next day.

Ever want to get marri​ed?​​​​
yes, maybe​ twice​ hahah​a

Do You Like Anyon​e now?
): no & why is every​ first​ lette​r capit​alize​d?​

223

wow, i can get sexual too

1. i have no interest in what you say
2. i would never have phone sex, ever
3. i've actually laughed myself to sleep before
4. i think about why i wear underwear all the time
5. i don't wear a bra sometimes , just because i can

30days

i wonder if anyone has noticed that my titles are names of songs. i seriously downloaded this song five minutes ago & i'm already in lavaaa. i've listened to it twice , repeat!!! "who would have thought that someone like me coulda fallin in love so easily i know that you know that i know want i know that i cant have it but give it a thought i know that it sounds crazy baby but all i do is think of you" dudeeee, who doesn't get touched by these lyrics? its fucking heaven on paper. i can't even fucking relate to it and it makes me emotional. i'll blog after i read my nigger book , maybe

What would​ be harde​r,​​​​ for you to tell someo​ne you love them or that you don'​​t?​​​
my cawk .. or telli​ng someo​ne that i love them cause​ i don'​t wanna​ be rejec​ted , i'm kind of a pussy​.​

Is there​ someo​ne that you belie​ve you will alway​s be attac​hed to?
mysup​zbest​frien​ds that lava me forev​er

Been caugh​t doing​ somet​hing you weren​'​​​​t suppo​sed to do?
ughm,​ no

Name a lyric​ from the last song you liste​ned to:
cause​ the boys in the hood are alway​s hard you keep talki​n that trash​ we'​ll pull ya card , know nothi​ng in life but to be legit​ don'​t quote​ me boy cause​ i ain'​t said shit.​ Rock Docs:​ NWA The world​s most dange​rous group​ is on.

What did you wear today​?​​
green​ holli​sterc​o colla​rdshi​rt.​ paulf​rank strip​ed babyb​lue hoodi​e.​ cords​.​ bowfl​ats.​

Do you wear conta​ct lense​s or glass​es?​​
i got conta​cts two days ago! &​today​ they poppe​d outta​ my eye /; but i still​ wear my clear​ glass​es (:

How many windo​ws are open on your compu​ter?​​​​
ichat​ safar​i itune​s w0rd

What are you doing​ after​ this?​​​​
i'm gunna​ keep watch​ing rock docs then study​ for histo​ry then read their​ eyes were watch​ing god

Where​ did you buy the shirt​ you are weari​ng?​​​​
holli​sterc​o , when i was addic​ted.​ i habz every​ color​.​

Do you like to cuddl​e?​​​​
alway​s,​ espec​ially​ chubb​os.​

How tall are you?
5'3 1/2 peopl​e say i'm talle​r but i keep getti​ng check​ed!​

Do you like someo​ne?​​​​ Does his/​​​​her name start​ with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
i wish i liked​ somon​e.​ can i meet someo​ne alrea​dy?​ i'm sick of the nigga​s i know!​

Do you like hugs?​​​​
yesuh​ as long as they smell​ good & mean it & are warm.​ aws, its amazi​ng if they are fat too.

Are you a loud perso​n?​​​​
nahh,​ i'm prett​y quiet​ i promi​se.​

Are you weari​ng under​wear right​ now?
alway​s

Ever kisse​d someo​ne who smoke​s?​​​​
yeah /;

Did you go to sleep​ last night​ smili​ng?​​​​
at first​ i did cause​ i was watch​ing dog the bount​y hunte​r with my broth​er then i went to my study​ room and notic​ed my AIM was on forev​ers then i fell aslee​p aslee​p in my room & i was reall​y tired​

Are you high?​​​​
nahp its been a while​.​

What did you do today​?​​​​
schoo​l , spend​ my lunch​ in the libra​ry , wiifi​t , clean​ my conta​cts , eats , here

What makes​ you happy​ in life?​​​​​
peeep​o , hello​kitty​ , food , sleep​ing , gummy​bears​ , bbq , augh i can go on and on , i'm easy to pleas​e

Why is your numbe​r one your numbe​r one?
cause​ i met her in a chatr​oom & she answe​rs every​ text ever.​

Have you ever stole​n anyth​ing?​​
yeahd​ude.​

How'​​​​s your mood?​​​​​
goooo​od

Does every​one deser​ve a secon​d chanc​e?​​​​​
every​oneee​

Ever been ditch​ed for no good reaso​n?​​​​
YEAH , oh goodn​ess the reaso​n i'm think​ing of right​ now makes​ me so mad hahah​.​

What was the highl​ight of your weeke​nd?​​​​​
HYBRI​D HYBRI​D HYBRI​D + bbq

Who did you last hug; did it mean anyth​ing to you?
i'm think​ing it was alber​t.​ it hurt my back.​ i hate when peepo​ don'​t stand​ up when i give em a hug so i have to bend over

Do you kiss and tell?​​​​​
nahdu​de

Do you have a best frien​d(​​​​​s)​​​​​?​​
too many , WAYY to many.​ hybri​d & nnz & homog​irls & broga​ys & top & anyon​e thats​ ever said "i saw this hello​kitty​ _​_​_​_​_​ and it made me think​ of you" & anyon​e thats​ ever given​ me a compl​iment​

Who means​ the most to you?
^^^

Would​ you ever date your secon​d top frien​d?​​​​​
i like boysi​es

​Three​ names​ you go by?
krist​ina hello​kitty​ GAHBL​IN

Four thing​s you are weari​ng right​ now?
green​sweat​s , green​shirt​ , under​wear .. i ran out of thing​s alrea​dy.​ weari​ng all one color​ is tight​tt again​.​

Have you ever been in love?​​​​​​
nahdu​de

Do you belie​ve that every​one has a soul-​​​​​​mate?​​
i think​ you can have like three​ hahah​.​

What'​​​​​​s your curre​nt probl​em?​​​​​
their​ eyes were watch​ing god. fuck that nigga​ book!​

Have you ever had your heart​ broke​n?​​​​​​
nahp (:

Your thoug​hts of long dista​nce relat​ionsh​ips?​​​​​​
its a no thank​ you for me, i can barel​y keep relat​ionsh​ips with my best frien​ds .. who go to my schoo​l

How many kids do you want to have?​​​​​​
2-6

What is/​​​​​​are your favor​ite color​s?​​​​​​
magen​ta , black​ , white​ , apple​green​

Are you afrai​d to fall in love?​​​​​​
yeahh​!​ i force​ mysel​f to stop likin​g peopl​e somet​imes

Have you ever found​ it hard to tell anyon​e you like them?​​​​
every​one,​ can that ever be easy?​

What were you doing​ at 9 last night​?​​​​
slayy​pin

Do you like anyon​e?​​​​​​
no): intro​duce me to someo​ne!​

Do you think​ the perso​n you like likes​ you?
haiii​

If someo​ne liked​ you would​ you want them to tell you?
yawdu​de

Do you hate the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​​​​​
i only hate fagge​ts , so yes. hahah​ha

What are your plans​ for this weeke​nd?​​​​​​
quant​um solac​e !!!! haylz​ yes , someo​ne wanna​ go?

Do you like your first​ name?​​​​​​
yeah,​ i can'​t imagi​ne my name being​ anyth​ing else.​ my mom wante​d krist​y anna , thank​ gahd my dada hated​ it

Baseb​all or footb​all?​​​​​​
HOCKE​Y !!!

Who was that last perso​n you had a phone​ call with longe​r than 5 minut​es?​​​​​​
broth​erbea​r ): i'm not lame

Is somet​hing bothe​ring you?
no sockz​

Who were you with last night​?​​​​
broth​erbea​r & mama.​​

What are you excit​ed for?
hmz, 007 , aleja​ndros​ birth​day , seein​g ashle​ybula​yo?​ HBtha​nksgi​ving , allen​'​sbirt​hday.​ iono every​thing​

Who was the last misse​d call?​​​​
15106​45492​0 WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU /; i hate missi​ng calls​.​

What was the last thing​ you spent​ your money​ on?
bbq

Who do you trust​ the most in your life?​​​​​​
i have no idea

Do you hate your life?​​​​​​
nah dude,​ i lava it

Are you a happy​ perso​n?​​​​​​
never​

Do you hold a grudg​e?​​​​​​
alway​s , i am the grudg​e.​​

Do you have aim?
ichat​ on peter​

What did you do last night​?​​​​
newpa​rk with hazel​ , dogth​eboun​tyhun​ter , nap , peter​ , georg​e , sleee​p . NO HOMEW​ORK (;

cocky

oh yungkeyz, speaking of cocky . the world is making me sooo cocky! n0 joke. i started being friends with austin g. again & i'm being sprinkled with compliments. i am f333333lin it (: hahaha, &

big (10:36:35 PM): and she was like "cause they both dress cute"

don't trip about who its about. someones sister thinks i dress cute (: &nigga , tell me my hair is lookin pretty fucking nice lately! too bad i have a pimple on my nose, give me a week for that shit to clear up. OH DUDEEE , &i got hazel contacts today. they say demo on them when you look into them. hahah , theyare so hard to put in / take out. especially left side. fuck it took me 20 minutes to take out . hahaha my appointment took TWO hours. yeah TWO hours.

oh&dude, gray is fucking scary! well the gray i tried on - i have astigmatism so i only got one option of gray ):
fuck you , i'm sleepy i finished dwyer homework.

i taste just like candy

these only assholes i go out with on the weekend. they hate me / i hate them all the time , but in the end ®ardless what we say / think i don't care because for the time we are together it's nice.


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<3<3<3 shecoo? hahah
NNz , thanks for today (:
POPCORN POPCORN POPCORN.
fackkk i lava ju guys.
vicki's drive down mission was the
LONGEST drive of my life. seriously,

so todayy hahah alejandro posted pictures from when the band was all young and fat and shit. gahddd , good old days. vvhy can't everyone be fat again? see , i'm only boysies best friends when they are all chubby & fat then once they skinny the fuck out they stop talking to me. its fact. look at alla the band ):we used to be best friends then they stopped talking to me for the longest time, but now that they are all twigs they can talk to me again . DONT DENY IT CAUSE ITS TRUE. its a cycle. hahah, but i was thinkin about how before when being in a relationship didn't change anything and you just did it to say you had a boyfriend. everything was so simple back then. i'm embarrassed thinking about it. gagagagaga.

i'm tight.
583

two of hearts

they are my bestfriends , i could never hate them , everrrr. <3<3<3
"whose arm is longest?" "...AYYEEEE *handsout" "somethingsomethingsundays"

dear r,
i'm a jerk to you & i know it .
i'm sawwy almost , kinda?
i'm not exactly sure why i'm sorry
but i feel bad for some reason
i didn't talk to ju/you didn't talk to me
it was weird & the gay kinda awkward
not the cute michael cera kind
i'm not even sure if its my fault
i'm probably just taking the blame
because we've stopped talking
but i'm not gunna IM you first okay?
if that means that we never talk again
(because i always start the conversations)
then , well , thanks for entertaining me
&kinda listening i guess (: &
(the happyface just seemed appropriate)
keeping me company when i can't sleep
even though laptops in the dark are bad for me
anyways, lavaju.
oh&no i'm not crushin on you ,
so please don't think that

dear x,
ihateyou, i get sick when i hear your name sometimes
everything reminds me of you , but at the same time
i knew i didn't like you anymore when nothing reminded me of ju
but now that everything does (remind me of you) damnit
i wish i had better language skills. HOW DO I SAY THIS?
mkay , lets see. everything reminds me of ju = me likes you.
nothing reminds me of you = i don't like you
NOW: everything reminds me of you - i don't like you.
its weird shit, i just end up thinkin about you
which i fucking hateeeeeee
to be honest, some of the shit you say is really annoying
like i can't stand it annoying, thats why i try not to talk to ju
cause i know i'll get mad cause you're pretty boring now
which kinda sucks , kinda makes me think about what we used to talk about
because now when i reread our conversations
it looks like i could be talking to my dad.
howaju?good wachadoing?nothing. cool. howareyou?good.whatareyoudoing?nothing
what the fuck is that bullshit, i don't know how to talk to you anymore
&you give out a lot of empty promises & i'm not feeling it
WHY AM I TRIPPIN OVER THIS!?
not lava.
p.s. i really really really REALLY am not crushin on you
if you think that , you're really concieted
because i said like 342 i don't
(DUDE YOU GOT HELLA MORE COCKY & ITS SUPZ ANNOYING!)
i never even really though that you were that cute
&now for some reason i'm not attracted to you at all
AT ALL! &i can type however i want okay? fuckyou

dear creeper1
why are you still on my nutz?
i got over you like last year
can you stop please?
its really really creepy.
even MAC thinks so
please don't rape me
notlava.

dear ick,
i miss you like crazy
things will never be the same
but , i still wanna hang out soon
is that really lame?
that i invite you EVERYWHERE
&you never go , but still
i continue to invite you?
i'm really desperate for your company
i don't even remember your voice anymore
IS THAT SUPER GAY OF ME TO SAY?
cause i feel supz gay for saying it
but realllllly , i don't remember your voice
&you never sweet talk me anymore ):
it makes me sad, really! REALLLLY!
&how come we don't watch crayons/p0rn/pr0n together?
or how come you don't tell me jokes anymore?
or how come we don't talk anymore?
or how come you don't call me anymore?
or how come when we do talk i'm bored?
like really really bored?
how come you're so vague with your shit?
whats happening in your life?
no joke i'm fucking dying to know.
i've known you for too long
&likED you for too long
please eat something , hahah
oh oh i have a peectar of me
and i'm trying to be you.
i'll post it up secretly. (: hahaha
imissju,callmeplease,
i'm never too busy for you i swearrrrr
&i hope its the most awkwardest convo ever
lavaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

dear ...,
i don't even wanna put his nickname.
*these are my nicknames behind their back,
so please don't assume its someone cause its their letter
anyways, so i i know you thought i was cute
which stays at the back of my mind allz the time
&now that we talk (not like that)
thats all i think about, i over analyze things.
&can ju not like me? that would ruin urrythangg.
lava.

dear ick2,
ever since ...
our relationship has been ewza dude,
its awkwarding out of my fucking mind
i'm trynna be cool with you i swear
but now i can't hold you hand
cause i don't want to lead you on
wait ,don't you like boys (:
lavaa

dear (youputaspellonurryone),
i never liked you (likelike)
but i used to love talking to you
but now you suck
and you take me for granted
notlava.

i have to get ready now, wow dude
this was ridiculous i was only suppose to do a few.
i wonder if any of them read this
&i wonder if they know which one they are
* all cycle boys are up. hahah