Wednesday, April 29, 2009

betrayed by bones



anyone that can affect my life like they did/do.

survivor man

t is midnight, Who are you texting?
i'm normally asleep by midnight, i'm breaking out really bad.

It is Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?
(: (: (; wednesdays are always good days.

Who are the last four people to send you a text message?
baylayx2 brennan baylay (: hahaha

What is on your mind right now?
my unwillingness to settle like everyone else & my need to be unhappy

Do you know how to play chess?
nothanks.

What are you listening to?
lovebites and razorlines by glassjaw. you fucking whore.

Your Christmas list consists of:
long nails, dyed hair, lipring/​cartilage piercing, maltese, new cardigans, new bags.

Do you ever go in chat rooms?
not since last last summer. not since niggas can drive and take me the fuck out.

You are going to New York for shopping, where do you go first?
i went, its not that great. instead give me the plane ticket from newyork and i'll use that to buy me a bag. kthanks.

How do you feel about your hair?
i just want to be content with it so i'm gunna be optimistic and say i like it. because i know i'll cut it again and think about how cute it was before (what i do now)

What time do you wake up for school/work?
630 - 645 - 7. depending on what i'm wearing

What movie is in your DVD player?
negaitve. 30rock x3

Who calls you by a nickname?
never.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
far right, farthest from the door

Do you like roller coasters?
yesmam (: especially when i'm with people that are scared.

Favorite TV show?
always sunny, the office, that70sshow, gilmoregirls, freaksandgeeks,​ southpark, scrubs. any show that consists of thinking (no family guy, thankyou)

Your last IM was from?
ashbaylay + ashleysoto + jenn + ashleyrichards.​ i really like ashleys. its a fact.

Favorite Beverage?
cherry caprisun + water. i drink them at the same time.

When is the next time you will kiss someone of the opposite sex?
never, i refuse to settle for the niggas i know.

What do your pants look like?
they look like they cover alla my leg, most of my gut.

Are you tired?
yes, i always am

Do you have to pee?
i think so, i'm not exactly sure.

Would you kiss the cook of tonight's dinner?
microwave?

So what is going on?
nothing much, thanks for asking.

Laugh much?
i'm not a happy person.

What are your plans for Saturday?
wouldn't you like to know! yeah, me too. i have no idea .

What is the dumbest thing you have ever done with your cell phone?
stuck it up someones asshole, it was on accident .. kinda.

Favorite sit down restaurant?
dalat

Do you want to take something back that happened in the last week?
yes yes yes! i don't wanna say though. i'm a jerk

What do you want to be when you grow up?
i want to be human

The most excitement you had this week?
checking powerschool, all the time

What do you usually order at Taco Bell?
SWINE FLU!!! fuck messicans they're fucking with me. oh wait. nvm tacobell is whitewashed. uhm. t3 - 3 soft tacos .. which are like mini burritos with lettus haha.

When was the last time you were up all night?
by all night you mean till 12? like every night.

Favorite Board Game?
am i five? life life life!

Where is your favorite place?
parks + malls

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
oh gahd, all day. if you heard all my thoughts you'd be disgusted by my vulgar language. sammy sends me too many nigger jokes. you'd die.

Are you currently planning a trip?
friday kinda

Who was the last person you read something out loud to?
i don't know how to read

Last time you forced yourself to do something?
hm, can't think of anything

Have you ever googled your name and found somebody else?
duh.

Who is your number one on your top?
ash bay lay <3

Do you drive?
no thankyou. no permit either

Your sibling tells you they're in jail, what do you say?
I KNEW YOU WANTED TO HAVE BUTT SEX!

What did you have for breakfast?
cinnamon breakfast claw + cinnabon + minutemaid. thankyou to everyone that voted for me, you got me a free breakfast (:

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
i wish i liked someone. kristina, learn to settle you have impossible expectations.

Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason?
my contacts are dry as fuck

Got anything you wanna say to someone?
stop talking to me please.

Are you a boy or a girl?
i can't remember

Whats the most recent movie you've seen?
earth, thanks to devil dwyer.

Did you like it?
it was sad

Do you like waffles?
i used to eat waffles urryday /; those were the days. imissyoubtw.

Do you sleep with the light on?
am i five? haha no, but really i don't

Do you bite your nails?
no, my nails are fungus infested

Does your mom tuck you in?
i sleep naked, she's not allowed in my room

Who's next to you?
hella pillows

Could you cry right now?
nahp

Do you like the rain?
yesss.

In the next 5 months, what are you looking forward to?
party and bullshit + nnz + summamama + $$$

First person to text you today?
jenn

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
ash bay lay? i wish, her tits are perfect

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
for friday

Last time you talked to your number one?
right now

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
no thank you, multiply that by two.

Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
nnz, all the time. brotherbear a majority of the time. rinna&rissa all the time. my parents most of the time. the bluthes all the time.

Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
what the fuck did i do last night? OH FUCK NO!!! sharks going home. fuckyou.

Is anything bothering you?
eyes are dry and i didn't do any homework

Are you excited for next year?
senior year, fuck that i'm scared! i'm not getting into college

Is your room clean?
never

Do you wear eyeliner?
like a racoon, i forget to not rub my eyes after and then it smears. its really cute.

Does anyone annoy you?
everyone / always

Is life good?
depends

Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
always, they'd kick my ass if they knew where i was/what i was doing

Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a conversation with?
no?

If your ex got her/his heart broken, would you feel bad for them?
duh

Can you honestly say that you're okay right now?
no, i'm upset to be honest

Were you single over the summer?
always.

Say something to one person, no names:
thankyou, that seriously made my day your compliments make me giggle

Have you learned any lessons in life?
none

Don't you hate it when someone is waving, and you wave back, only to discover it was for the person behind you?
always.

What did you do yesterday?
skEWl + election results + red robin + dead pigeon + sharks losing

What is the shortest time you can take getting ready in the morning?
now? 30 minutes-15 minute shower+15 bag + face

Listen to Miley Cyrus for 3 hours straight or go skydiving?
miley cyrus, shes fucking h0tttt. + i can sleep

Are you upset?
yes! always am

Are you tired?
always

First person under ' A' on your cell phone?
honeyasilo

Who was the first and last person you heard on the phone today?
papabear was first, anthony was last

Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?
after i let him sulk + cry + spent all his money on me + embarrassed him

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
no

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed, when, & where?
uhhuh + wouldn't you like to know

Any fond memories of your first sleepover?
i don't even know. i bet it was ashley richards <3 I MISS YOUR SLEEPOVERS.

Do you find it difficult to sleep on your stomach?
never

Where's your phone right now?
on my stomach (:

Is there someone you will never forget?
i forgot

Are you gonna get high later?
i'm crossing my fingers

Do you trust your last ex?
alla

Where did you get the jeans that you're wearing?
if by jeans you mean me not wearing pants then genes.

Can you finish the lyrics: "Our song is the slamming screen door..."
run into it? (:

Are you good at giving directions?
never

When is your birthday?
all saints da y

How much sleep did you get last night?
not enough

How often does your phone fail to send texts?
only during 9th period

Who is the person who has your heart at the moment?
i wish /;

When is the last time you madeout with someone?
if by madeout you made had sex with and by someone you mean your mom then today.

When's the last time you said you were okay, but really weren't?
everyday?

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
if by punch someone in the face you mean imagine them dying, last week.

Do you laugh a lot?
never

Do you consider yourself lucky?
always.

have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
i don't want to

Are you mad at someone right now?
irritated

Who did you spend your summer with this year?
trina!!!

Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
yesir

Does your MySpace password have to do with a person?
kinda

Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone for over an hour?
never in my life.

Do you miss anyone?
just my grandmama and erik

Last person to message you?
ash bay lay

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
if they can't they shouldn't have went out in the first place

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
never

What are you craving at the moment?
sleep

What is more important in a relationship, happiness or trust?
if i can trust you i'm happy

What do you hear?
my life by thug lordz

Did the last person you kiss have tattoos?
nuh

Have a best friend?
a handful

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
no need

What physical features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
height height height. then arm veins. hahahha.

Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
really fast, i'm oblivious if its too slow + i'll prolly get bored + think you're teasing me

Last kiss take place on a bed?
negative

Have you kissed anyone on your top?
majority

Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
no i'm not a freak

Do you have empty alcohol bottles hidden anywhere?
i do /; it been in my game room since halloween, is that bad? fuck i bet my parents already seen it /;

What school did you go to in 8th grade?
saint clement, you're jealous.

Do you have any famous ancestors?
if by ancestors you mean anyone with the last name nguyen , yes.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
sometimes

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
not very long

Are you a vegetarian?
nothankyou. i was for a week and a half and literally almost died

Do you own any band t-shirts?
not anymore.

What does your hair look like right now?
up

Plan on getting married?
yes, possibly twice

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
this shirt belonged to monica but she gave it to me. soo .. no it belongs to me

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
who was that? i don't keep track of shit like that

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
yeah, that makes me mad i didn't talk enough shit about them or clock them in the face, i want people to have a reason to hate me. aren't i cruel enough?

Do you listen to songs when you're down?
yes

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
too long ago ): i'll write one soon

Would you ever get a tattoo?
i want a hellokitty or a tokidoki one. i can't decide which or where

What were you doing an hour ago?
i honestly don't remember. prolly this.

Do you hold grudges?
always, cause i look like the grudge its only right

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
my eyes, always.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
uhm, mom?

Are you one of those people who's hands are always cold?
no (: mine are always sweaty.

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
if buying prostitutes is wasteful then yes

Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
nah

Are your lips chapped at the moment?
always

Has anyone ever rhymed your name with another word?
krystayna has a huge waynah (:

What was the last thing you did before going to bed?
take off my glasses like the four eyed freak i am

Danced in the rain before?
you don't care for my health do you? no never and i don't plan on it. WAIT NO! no no. if by rain you mean sweat, yes. those damn funktions get so sweaty <3 <3 <3 hit me up on friday girlies! xoxoxo b3$0$

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

are you that somebody?

why do you expect me to know what you want? i really don't understand. i'm just trying to make you happy and its not working out. you're too much work, honestly. i don't know whether you wanna be friends or whether its better just not talking again. i hate IMing you now, you respond mega slow. its probably because sometimes i for real wait for you to reply. but i can promise that i don't like you. double promise. i don't even know if i like your company anymore, maybe cause i know you don't like mine anymore considering we can't hang out alone (which is fine with me, i don't care) but yeah, i don't like talking to you anymore. i put way too much effort. if i scroll up and down super fast its mostly orange (me) which drives me nutz. i can't decide if i just talk too much or if you can't carry a conversation. i honestly don't know what my problem is. i go through all this trouble / thought even though i don't wanna be in a relationship. why can't things just be simple?

hey, p.s. don't play me. its bad karma.

sweet time

i'm feeling sad. ramon, hopefully you still read my blog since we don't talk anymore. but this isn't directed towards you i was just thinking about how we don't talk anymore.

but but but. i have a 60 in chemistry, and i'm pretty upset about it because i don't think i'm going to be able to pass this quarter and my semester grade isn't strong enough to support a D- thats me being optimistic considering there are still grades to be put in. but but but, dude, something is missing from my life. seriously. there is a void in my life that isn't getting filled. not with your company (no one in particular), not by eating (coming from a former fat kid), not trees (coming from someone that loves em), not alcohol (coming from someone thats willing to try it, even though i don't like it), not even winning gov. elections (coming from someone that really did want it). and i watched 30 rock and they made the point that there is always someone out there thats having a day worse than yours, that doesn't make me feel better! that makes me think of all those ethiopians in ethiopia starving to death and i'm complaining that i'm a lazy ass mother fucker that won't take the fucking time to read a god damn book and gain some knowledge?! are you kidding me. i'm spoiled out of my mind and i'm taking advantage of it by taking it for granted. i don't even know the value of a dollar, i charge my debit card like its never ending. i really do need to learn the value of money, i need a job. i just need to feel better .

dude, and i feel that i don't have any talents at all. everyone can sing or dance or write or whateverrrr. i don't have that shit. i'm pathetic nigga. and i have bad karma /; i feel like i have good karma on school related things. like if i don't do my homework god always helps me out and makes sure my teachers don't ask for it that day or i get enough time to bullshit. dude dude dude and its impossible for me to be happy for someone,especially grades. dude i have problems with everything. my parents raised me wonderfully, spoiled me with everything i want. i remember when i was young i used to always run up to the tv and scream at the top of my lungs I WANT THAT!!!!! and i would magically have it after the weekend. but but but /; now its not like that anymore. i don't know what i want! i don't know anything. knowing isn't my specialty anymore. shopping and being materialistic doesn't even make me happy anymore. to be honest i'm normally LAZY to shop, yep. somethings wrong. and and and dude, i can't stick to a song anymore. i wanna listen to music but i don't know what i wanna listen to. does that make sense? i'm like searching and searching for the perfect song for this specific time and there is NOTHING NOTHING at all. i want some metal bullshit to block my thoughts then i want something to sing to then i want some instrumentals then i want some shit to put me to sleep. damnit. fix me!

i need some more jesus in my life.

Monday, April 27, 2009

<3

K: have you ever shot a gun before?
D: me? no.
3 mississippi pause
D: wait! here?!
K nods
D: in vietnam
K: wa kind?
D: real shit, a riffle, military kind

HAHAHAHHAH. i love my papabear

D: $200 at victoria's secret!? do they charge by size?!!?!?!

i wish i could write down everything my papabear said. it would make the world a better place.
stay away from the mexican flu my dears, no swine please.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

VOTE FOR ME!



PLEASE!

colt45

kristinacooties. i'm pretty boring. i love things planned out ahead of time because i hate wasting my time. but i love wasting time...(???). i love being driven around by someone that makes good conversation with no particular destination/end point. i love myspace surveys, blogging, twitter..ing and reading fmylife(s). i'm scary obsessive when something new is brought into my life, then i get obsessively annoyed, then i obsessively hate that thing/action/person. you probably will only like me when you first meet me because you probably don't know anyone as lame as me/as fast as texting as me/that resembles hellokitty so much/loves hellokitty as much/with as many catch phrases as me. if i had my own talking action figure it would say lava, ju, lavaju, suprise, supplieses, undadand, keeskees, toodles, noh0e, and mega. if you ever have a conversation i can guarantee i'll say at least one of them. you'll probably think i'm funny if you think creepy bitchass whores with no personality, no tits, not ass, a gut, clear glasses or lion contacts, that wear pastels, fucked up eyeliner, lots of blush that looks like acne, and that don't smile, and are unable to read out loud or do any physical activity that includes driving are funny. if thats the case, you're a jerk because jesus didn't put me on this earth for you to find my flaws as entertaining you candyass. go online super late and entertain me, i'll love you forever. then then then when i sign off you can text me goodnight and i'll love you forever +1. but but but if you text me in the morning too i'll love you forever +2. but but but if you take me to australia + japan i'll fall in love with you. i like to talk about myself. i'm going to go make a new about me right .... NOW.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

SHARKS PLEASE WIN!!!

joshmryos: dude
joshmryos: i love the way you say
joshmryos: yeah dude
joshmryos: it will be forever engraved into my brain
Kristina Nguyen: ???
joshmryos: the way you say
joshmryos: yeah dude
joshmryos: "yeah dude"
joshmryos: no one says it like you
joshmryos: to me
Kristina Nguyen: AW
Kristina Nguyen: promise?
Kristina Nguyen: like in person?
joshmryos: hell fuckin yeah i promise
Kristina Nguyen: or online
joshmryos: in person
joshmryos: but when i read it
joshmryos: i imagine it

(: yeah dude. made my day.
SHARKS! LEARN HOW TO PLAY DEFENSE

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

i need a girl

fucking pdiddy is so g.
i'm over you !!! i don't even think about you anymore (:
yay me, that was mega short but oh well

speeches tomorrow, i'm nervous. GREAT.
vote for me please (: kthanks.

night night
i'll blog a lot tomorrows tomorrow (friday)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

nighttiming


i never wanted to

so i decided that i really really wanna go to australia.
preferably as soon as possible - graduation!? $864 for roundtrip
i just wanna visit there & japan before i die.
that would be amazing.

i just got back from church and i realized
that one of my biggest pet peeves is when people come during the homely
nigga, you missed the introduction, blessings (if they have em), first AND second reading.
basically you just came for the sparknotes + eucharist?
pet peeve! i mean good job for making it to church and i shouldn't be judging you
but gahd damn you missed 2/3 of the mass why bother?
i'm only saying that because i'm extremely early to church, how it should be

so i popped two chin pimples this morning and last night
and i scratched them on accident and they are pussing/bleeding
its not a pretty sight. and today is the last day of spring break. UGH.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

are there giants too, in the dance?

bay lay picked me up today (:
it made the past two shitty days

sadly i'm home again and wish i wasn't
i wanna take a nap but i don't wanna take off my contacts

i'm a lazy ass motherfucker.
i'm regretting lots of today.
and lots of last week.
and lots of last month.
i'm my own waste of time.

1980

i removed it.
its in my drawer.
i need a new one.
i'm lazy.
it'll just be naked.

dunzo.

are you that somebody?

fucks nigga, life is so weird. you think you like someone. like the whole fucking nine yards- everything reminds you of them, you get excited when you see their name, you can't stop talking about them, you repeatedly tell the same stories about them, you hope someone brings em up so you can talk about them some more, theyre the first person you check is online, you hope they text you back mega fast. anyways, i was thinking about fatty crushes i've had and its weird to think, DAMN WADAFUXXX?! I LIKED THEM?! like, i don't even remember what i was thinking dude. i remember i hated going on his myspace because i felt like a mega stalker and i was scared that he was hella legit and up to date with myspace (which he wasn't) and he had a myspace tracker and could tell that i went to his myspace once a week (cause i was too nervous to click it more) hahahaha. i'm so fucking gay dude. its normally really weird when i like a boysie, which is normally why i normally don't. its not healthy for me to think about someone that often. i like just thinking about me. but but but but, iono if i posted the blog about me liking a boy, but i'm over it, i misunderstood friendly/nice/polite/caring. hahaha. common mistake yeah? there was too much lying for that relationship to ever work out anyways. but but but on a lighter note i went to newpark today cause i needed to return this floral dress i bought from forevr21 hellza days ago but but but i was walking to my mamas car and this fucking messican ass nigga honked his horn and rolled down his window and said HIT ME UP!!!!!!!!! no no he was messican i meant #1+ m3 ^ (hit me up). i was disgusted. but to think about it anyone that doesn't already know me trying to hit on me is disgusting. shallow bastards dude. OMG OMG OMG OMG speaking of shallow. omgggggg the fucking cutest guy was at the apple store yesterday. omggggggg. him and his best friend. only difference was the fi0ne one had a lipring. mmmmmmmmmz. fucking asian ass motherfuckers that know how to rock liprings. but but but but damnit i'm sleepy as fuck someone remind me to talk about boys again later since its mega rare. m3ga. you know why? cause the ones i know are all too friendly for my liking. i like assholes. i think its fact. but like the nice kind of asshole. DAMNIT NO I'M SLEEPY. lava. everyone have a good spring break.. the last day ): happy saturday!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

who's sandie jenkin's

RAMON IS FUCKING AMAZING

rayymonstarr: you always get over people bein dumbasses and your boy stuff will come and go regardless
rayymonstarr: so just be happy
rayymonstarr: =]

lackluster

kristinacooties. if i can't read you then i'll automatically push you away. did i mention i can't read? i hate feeling used/abused/taken advantage of but i let it happen anyways. just remember i'll talk shit about you to anyone that asks how i am. hey, i have a right you shouldn't have fucked with my emotions. i don't give a fuck about a lot of things, only because i know in the morning my poor memory will kick in and you'll feed me some compliments & some iloveyous & i'm all dandy. i'm not the type to introduce myself because i know that i won't remember your name and you won't remember mine. plus i'm extremely quiet at first impression, but i'd rather be quiet then extremely obnoxious.

anyone with an amazing sense of humor & that can drive. anyone that won't feed me empty promises. anyone that can tell me what i want to hear. anyone thats a natural bullshitter. anyone that can feed me compliments. anyone that won't creep me out. anyone that won't make me change for them. anyone with a good memory. anyone extremely fast at texting. anyone with nice hands. &any hot messes.

mad

today was .. eyeyah.
juice wasn't worth the squeeze.
ALL DAY no matter what i did it was bad

i watched observe and report w/brotherbear
it was a pretty good movie, anything seth rogan <3
best buy was a waste of time, but i need a new ipod & camera

then i went to a party today, gahd for real hella squeezin for sour juice.
i didn't even smoke, i'm a wreck dude
you know there is something wrong when i dont smoke.
ridiculous right?

oh & i didn't have a ride till like 1130 and i was hella stressing the whole night
the whole nightttt. but it was fun. nancydrew! ellie! hardy brothers!
pencil , paper , magnifying glass, panaynis.

ah, i'm a wreck. and lazy as fuck.
i don't even have shit planned for the rest of the week
minus wednesday. fuck it.

Monday, April 13, 2009

fast and furious tokyo

i don't even know what i want anymore.
i wanna drop things and just make things simple for ju
but at the same time i don't get why i would.
but but but at the same time, AGAIN!?

for real, again kristina?
i'll question my thoughts/actions some other time
i'm sleepy as fuck.
today was a good day
happy belated easter

fucking that tokyo song by teriaki boyz or some bullshit
i fucking love that song dude, it plays hella much in this movie.

AHH my mind is still cluttered.
i'll come clean soon it'll make me feel better

Sunday, April 12, 2009

i'm the ish

did i ever mention i got a haircut? it kinda looks the same but its kinda messy as fuck. or flat as fuck depending on how much i touch it and depending if i put hair products in it, its growing on me but its pretty short well to me she cut two inches but but but its okay because next week i'll lava it

chrischrisftw: i like it
chrischrisftw: it looks like you just had secks
Kristina Nguyen: thats why you like my hair?
chrischrisftw: yeah pretty much
chrischrisftw: (:

i guess thats how it looks to everyone else

hello, i love you

heybabester: luccccky! 
heybabester: do I know him?
Kristina Nguyen: yeah you might
Kristina Nguyen: iono
Kristina Nguyen: haha
heybabester: awww
Kristina Nguyen: yeahhhhh
Kristina Nguyen: its weird
Kristina Nguyen: everything reminds me of him
Kristina Nguyen: and its hella UGH
Kristina Nguyen: dude i get hella giggly for real
Kristina Nguyen: and his cologne makes me like
Kristina Nguyen: mmmz
heybabester: lmao! awwww
heybabester: I love that feelin
Kristina Nguyen: ah! i don't like it
Kristina Nguyen: i feel like i'm a retard when i talk to him
Kristina Nguyen: i'm just laughing and laughing and laughing
Kristina Nguyen: i bet he thinks i'm mega annoying
Kristina Nguyen: hahaha
heybabester: awwwwwwwws
heybabester: stop!
heybabester: thats so cute
heybabester: I love liking someone
heybabester: hahahah
Kristina Nguyen: really?
Kristina Nguyen: its like bothering me!
heybabester: yeah the feeling is amazing
Kristina Nguyen: no i'm for real, EVERYTHING reminds me of him
Kristina Nguyen: i can't even listen to music in peace
Kristina Nguyen: i cant even text message in peace
Kristina Nguyen: like i for real hope its him sometimes
Kristina Nguyen: phone calls too
Kristina Nguyen: PATHETIC DUDEEEE
heybabester: awww!
Kristina Nguyen: I CAN'T EVEN GET DRESSED
Kristina Nguyen: for real
Kristina Nguyen: i go 'hey i wore this last time i saw him'
Kristina Nguyen: ugh!
heybabester: lmao!
heybabester: awwwww
heybabester: I love it
Kristina Nguyen: no no no
Kristina Nguyen: it makes me hella self conscious
Kristina Nguyen: i hate it
heybabester: awwww
Kristina Nguyen: i'm constantly trynna fix myself
Kristina Nguyen: NOT COOL DUDE
Kristina Nguyen: NOT COOL
heybabester: lmao
heybabester: don't let him make you self-concious 
Kristina Nguyen: too late!
Kristina Nguyen: then no
Kristina Nguyen: like i FOR REAL don't know what ot say to him
Kristina Nguyen: like i get nervous
Kristina Nguyen: hahah
Kristina Nguyen: REALLY
heybabester: hahahahahahha

Saturday, April 11, 2009

irreplaceable

so, people are hella trynna control me lately, and i just wanna say that i'm sixteen (mega young/mega old) and its the PERFECT time to get your priorities out of hand. i have the rest of my life to be responsible. fucking college in two years? then graduating in four/six? then i'll finish up my last years of partying before i realize i'm knocked up and have to settle down. think about the time line my friends. well.. mine goes like this cause i'm born in november

age: perspective on that time
10-11: 6th grade, thinking your mega super crazy badass, fuck up some.
11-12: 7th grade, thinking your badass
12-13: 8th grade, thinking your badass
13-14: freshman, being innocent
14-15: sophomore try fucking up cause we're young&its new
15-16: junior year (start getting ready for senior year&fuck up as much as possible)
16-17: senior (mega fuck up time before college)
17-23: college (fuck up the last years of your life un-prioritized life)
23-27: working like a motherfucker (hopefully so i can spoil myself) & too busy to party
28-29: preferably when i want kids
29-48: taking care of those selfish motherfuckers
49-55: working so my bitchass kids can go to college
56-60: resting my old lola ass up and go to cache creek and start fucking up
61-63: NNz party time? (: hahah only in a utopia
63-80: take care of my grandkids
80-100: have my grandkids take care of me
100-119: party it up
120: try meth so i can die

yep. i really did spend the time mapping that shit out. if you think about it junior year is the PERFECT time to fuck up. cause its right before college and right before the process. i finished SATs with a below average grade but but but at least i got it done, and i'm just trying to go to san jose state so its fine with me (:. but but but next year i'm gunna stress the fuck out about college cause i already am but LEMME BEEEEE!

and and and what are you doing on monday? i need a favor. i'm willing to pay. i know you're too shy to ask but i really really need one.

1980



hurt her & i'll make you uncomfortable for the rest of your life, unless you like my death rays. hurt her and i'll make you fall in love with me then not talk to you ever again, then again people never wanna talk to me so it could be a good thing. hurt her & i'll keeskees your dad. hurt her & i'll pour sunny d on your laptop (lourdes). hurt her & i'll call a foreign sex line with your phone. hurt her & i'll subscribe you to playgirl cause you're gay as fuck & like looking at men..unless you really do then thats just me wasting my money and time.



my name is kristina, & i like when you address me (especially in text messages). i like lip stuff, i freak out if i don't have chapstick or lipbalm or lipscrub. i like to paint my nails so it can distract you from my big sweaty banana hands (unless you try my clear glasses on then everything gets small). i bruise really easily so please don't hurt or rape me. ..even if i didn't bruise easily please don't hurt or rape me. lourdes is [my] whore, & she slapped my cardboard flat ass one time super mega hard that i wanted to cry, it stung until i got home (couple hours later). i live for weekends so i get really crabby if i end up staying home. people never invite me out because they assume i'm busy /; it happens all the time, just text me. i'm super excited for spring break (: i really wanna go to the boardwalk and the zoo <3 take me PLEASEEEEEEEEE.

Friday, April 10, 2009

brown sugar

the swings sounded like they were gunna break. squeaking like fucking crazy. i lava the swings.

Did you expect the last movie you watched to end the way it did?
i love you, man. nope, i was super duper suprised

Do you believe whats meant to be always finds a way?
yesir

Do you ever feel like your falling apart?
sometimes! i have this weird thing on my wrist. its bugging me and people say its not normal. watch i'll needa get it removed then i wouldn't be able to write for forever

Is there someone you wish would just fall off the face of the earth?
no, thats bad karma

Do you miss the way things used to be with some people?
always

Do you blow dry your hair?
no, i'm too lazy to comb it sometimes

Do you know anyone that is currently in iraq?
nope

How much does the last person you held hands with mean to you?
who was the last person i held hands with? last ones i linked arms with are my favorite

Have you ever text voted for american idol?
nahp

Do you do any weird things in your sleep?
is snoring weird?

Have you changed at all recently?
yeah, i changed my hair. but yeah i'm different compared to last year

Do you get mistaken for your siblings at all?
my brotherbear? nope

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
kinda, not really

Have you been thinking about someone a lot?
yeah, its bothering me because i can't decide how i feel

Is red your favorite color?
one of them

Do you yell a lot when your angry?
i yell a lot regardless

Have any of your dreams ever come true?
yeah, for a while i thought i could see the furture

What made you want to take this survey?
the way i'm feeling

Do you have a problem with the way the world is?
its wonderful to me <3

Do you have anyones heart?
no ):

Do people think your shallow?
nah, cause i'm not

Be honest are looks important to you?
as long as you don't look stupid its fine. uglys the cool thing now, i swear

Do you think crying is a sign of weakness?
nah

Have you given up on anyone recently?
yeah, hes actin up, get yo shit together!

Are you supposed to call someone today?
not that i can remember

What was the last cartoon you watched?
i watched spongebob at my hair salon (not mine mine)

Are you looking forward to something?
..is it embarrassing that the only thing that i have planned is next wednesday? OH OH sunday! easter with rinna + rissa + marni?

Who are most of your texts from today?
trina

Do you think a lot before you go to sleep?
yeah, i reply the day

Does your phone have any good games on it?
BRICK BREAKER! s33 m3 !!!

Do you forgive and forget?
its hard for me but over time yeah

How is your heart doing?
beating pretty fast to be honest

What do you want to say to your ex?
ew.

Do you find it amazing how people can sleep so much?
yeah! white people sleep forever

Does a maid service clean your house?
by maid service you mean olivia nguyen and by olivia nguyen you mean my mother, then yes yes i do

Do you like to read?
reading?

Have you gotten butterflies in the last two weeks?
speaking of the devil, /; yeah i have

Is anything big coming up?
just wednesday, invite me out assholes /;

Do you get high a lot?
not anymore (:

Do you wish that you were somewhere else right now?
no, under the covers is a good place to be

Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
no, i always need a blanket on top of me

Do you have empty alcohol bottles hidden anywhere?
oh fuck, now that i think about it. TWO. fuck my life they were from halloween

Could you go a month without cursing?
no, i could barely go all lent without saying nigga /;

Do you have any famous ancestors?
my aunty is the one that said '​suckysuckyfived​orra'​ in full metal jacket

Do you dislike anyone right now?
no, i'm in a really good mood.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
nothanks. my ears get sweaty

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
depends on what i did that day

Are you a vegetarian?
neverever

Do you own any band t-shirts?
by band do you mean pastry + babyfat + eckored + jabbawok..es? + know your rank, then yes. yes i do, i own a lot.

What does your hair look like right now?
NEWLY CUT! but it looks kinda the same

Do you regret your last kiss?
i think i kissed angelica or josh on the cheek. it was lovely

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
yes! the shirt i'm wearing should be on another bitch

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
by a little bit

Do you care if people hate you for no reason..
nah its okay

Do you listen to songs when you're down?
no, sometimes i like to just lay (seriously)

Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?
uhhuh, sadly

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
wow, oh november. to my mother

What are you listening to?
japanese love song by the bird and the bee

What do you want?
this week to be good and for me to get off my period /; gay shit. i wanna go swimming!

Would you ever get a tattoo?
yesyesyesyesyes​yes!​ iono where, i know what though (:

What were you doing an hour ago?
at the playground (: you know those spinny things <3 <3 <3 i was laying on one. it was amazing. AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN!

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
duh, i'm a jerk (no, please don't)

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
no, my body feels hella good. but a hour ago my feet+hands felt like they were on fire

Are you happy with the way things are going?
yes (: this week has been so good to me, please continue!

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
i can't say! (:

If someone you hated died, what would you do?
think its my fault

Are you one of those people who's hands are always cold?
they are ALWAYS sweaty. they'll surprise you sometimes its cold sweat and sometimes its gross hot sweat (: love it, i do.

Do you have any summer plans yet?
i want a job or something

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
i waste money allz the fucking time /; i'll learn to save

Do you have trust issues?
yep, your fault

Do you think the boy should be older then the girl in a relationship?
honestly, yes.

Are your lips chapped at the moment?
nope (: i put lipgloss on earlier then dabbed on chapstick and theyre all good now

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yeah, hott as tears. pisses me off

Has anyone ever given you roses?
chocolate ones, cause i'm a fat ass

Has anyone ever rhymed your name with another word?
kristina has a huge ass weeeenah. (: hello michael husary! lavaju, reply to this cause i meez you.

Is anything bothering you?
no not really

Are you missing anyone?
grandmamamamama​

What was your last thought last night before you went to bed?
last night i thought about tonight (tomorrow night)

Do you like school?
eh.

Favorite thing to do with friends?
driving around with dirty/gangsta ass songs <3 or paramore. to be honest i just like having people drive me around with no particular destination, whereever we go we go (: lavaaait. take me out driving (:?

Last friend to come over?
trina

Do you text too much?
yep, bad keyboard habit.

i hope no one notices i have no life in the morning and combined two surveys together because i wasn't satisfied with my first one. hahaha. well, you probably noticed now.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

no hoe

(: past two days have been good.
nnz time yesterday
-manny?!?!
-scooter girl?
-big ass mess
-denting?
-vanillashake (:

then i went to arroyo today
i see them sluts a lot now (:
i likes likes it.

Monday, April 6, 2009

float on

i need to change my hair now.
i'm for sure getting a haircut within the next two weeks
but i might dye it? iono. its bullshit cause hairdye never works
i want it to be light and i swear it gets darker.
i'm thinking i just want black. i don't even know.
i'm in a bad mood. take me out. kcool.

movement

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH!
why are you so fucking annoying.
i for real don't understand.
anything you say sounds like a baby elephant dying
the worst thing in the universe ever ever.

i use to think your opinion mattered to me
definitely doesn't i'm glad we stopped being close.
you should prolly take me off your top.

i never thought it would come to the point where i didn't care about you.
it actually annoys me when i see your face, not joking
i try to avoid you as much as possible.
its becoming impossible.
the mean-ness that you're sensing from me
its real. really really.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
yesterday before he went to work ): hes in vegas right now and didn't even tell me or say goodbye ):

What did you do the last time you were home alone?
friday ): and no one even came over or invited me out

Are you talking to anyone right now?
talking talking no, talking yes.

How much cash do you have on you?
i has 6 dollars (:

Are you tanned?
if by tanned you mean darker than an albino yes.

Are you upset with anyone?
annoyed but not upset

Are you friends with your neighbors?
they're all old

Have you ever punched a guy? Really?
thats bad bidness, i wouldn't win

Do you get jealous easily?
not anymore (:

Egged someone?
bad karma

Have you ever had a crush on your brother or sisters friends?
not that i remember +6 years eeks.

Have you ever gone to the beach?
yes, i wanna go during spring break. please no dead seagulls PLEASE

What are you listening to?
where does the good go - tegan and sara

How good is your eyesight?
i'm blindddd after like two feet

Have you ever been out of your country?
/; only the philippines

Would your parents be mad if you got suspended for fighting?
they were mad i got suspended but i think my parents would laugh if it was for fighting. my brother would be so proud .. well depending on the outcome.

What time did you wake up this morning?
8ish /; late for church ugh!

What are you doing sunday?
spring break! whatever the fuck i want. hopefully someone plans something soon so i don't sit at home. oh sunday def. church is that easter sunday?

What is in your back pocket?
pocket?

What were you doing at 3 am this morning?
sleeeping (:

What do you usually do first in the morning?
check my phone or turn off the alarm

Have you ever slept in another bed?
yes

Gone over the speed limit?
i dont driveeeee

Do people like your handwriting?
yeah, iono why it looks like shit. i can barely read it

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
i hope not

What do you wear to bed?
saigon shirts + panties. i don't understand how people can sleep with pants on it makes me so irritated.

Do you know anyone with the same first name as you?
a million five

Who are you more like, your mother or father?
i'm more like my dad, hes hella racist.

Does anything hurt on your body?
YEAH! yesterday i like hopped over a fence/barrier thing and my knee has a bruise on it, its nice and ugly

Who was the last person you had a conversation with?
lawrence, i haven't talked to him since prom.

Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
sleeping

Who was the last person besides family that you saw in person?
jonathan + josh + alli + kuni + larry + anthony + ... uhhh haha.

Honestly, what would you rather be doing right now?
sleeping sleeping sleeping !

Have you ever been called a bitch?
never.

What's your favorite movie?
boiler room! hilarious.

Do you believe everyone has a soul mate?
yes, possibly multiple

Who did you last talk to for longer than 4 hours on the phone?
i have no idea, i don't like being on the phone. i can't multitask on the phone.

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
last night

Who is the first person in your text inbox?
trina romasanta

Do you hate being alone?
yeah !!!

Have you ever been out past curfew?
driving curfew. but i don't have an established curfew but i like to be home early, i don't wanna be one of those kids that abuse their time out then complain when they can't go out tomorrow.

Did you know that peeling a wrapper off of a water bottle means your sexually frustrated?
did you know you so made that up? why would you do that though? it makes the water bottle look ugly

Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
yes, nnz + bay lay + hybrid

Can you vote next election?
4 years from now? yes. but i'm not gunna

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up, from who?
trinaaaa.

Do you drink tea?
warm tea, but not cold tea. ESPECIALLY not thai iced tea. yuck

What is one thing you would love to happen today?
my devil dwyer essay to be magically done

Have you kissed anyone on your top friends list?
each and everyone of them

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the one closest to the wall. right side.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
not as confusing as girls

What is your ringtone?
always on vibrate.. well unless i'm at school then silent

Do you have trouble deleting your text messages?
nope, i just click todays date and click delete prior

What hurts more, to forgive for someone's wrong-doing or to forget?
why would either of those hurt? am i retarded i feel like i read it wrong, oh well

Is there something that you havent told anyone that you actually would like to tell someone?
yeah! but bay lay won't get the fuck online. or any of nnz

Do you fear growing older?
yes! my skin just got out of its acne stage and i already have discolored skin

Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see / hear it?
yes a billion million things

Do you trust all of your friends?
i trust alla them with my company, i don't trust all of them with my life

How did you feel when you woke up today?
shitty i wanted to go back to sleep

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
a handful, more than girls

Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like crap?
yeah, let karma fuck wid dem

Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but found out they really did?
all the time

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
stop it!

What are you looking forward to?
wednesday at 12:36

Is your mother happy with you right now?
shes cleaning downstairs

Are you satisfied?
yes (:

What do you hate?
sneezing + being sick

Where were you at 10:17 pm last night?
i was sitting in arroyo's bleachers.

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
ichat + itunes

Who will be the first person you call tomorrow?
no one calls me

Are you a bitch?
allz day

Were you happy when you woke up today?
eh

What is your MySpace song?
no no no you don't love me. cause you don't

If you could change your eye color, would you?
super dark black

Who did you last get into a big argument with?
i have no idea, no one really i normally scream louder or tell em to shut the fuck up then it turns into a joke

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?
eating + office

Is your phone a flip, slide or neither?
brackberry

What woke you up this morning?
me

What color shirt are you wearing?
my red saigon dragon shirt <3 i lava my daddy

Are you crazy?
yes

Last thing you ate?
CAHOOOOOKEE crisps

Are you happy right now?
yes i am

Are you wearing make-up?
nahp

What were you doing at 11:30 last night?
on my way homes, homes

What are you doing tonight?
devil dwyer essay

What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
spring breakkkkk!

I bet you're missing someone right now?
grandmama

How many people did you hug today?
no one

Is your sister a slut?
if i had one, yes she would

Everyone deserves a second chance right?
yes, especially if its me

Who was the last person to IM you?
melissa <3

Who was last to cook for you?
mama

When is the next time you'll see the second person on your top?
tomorrow (: like every day 2

Will you be in a relationship 2 months from now?
i doubt it, i'm not really that type

Are you a morning person or a night person?
afternoon.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
yes, but i can't remember specifically i'd rather karaoke w/you

Do you like someone?
i'm not sure

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
yeah but i'm not badass enough /;

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends / Girlfriends at the same time?
....uhh no?

Who is someone you tell everything to?
ash bay lay + nnz

Has anyone ever told you you were beautiful?
never

Is there a friend you can't stand?
they wouldn't be my friend would they?

Would you ever color your hair brown?
i have, and i want to again

Do you think it is disgusting for girls to drink alcohol and get drunk?
nah! its attractive to me. its super disgusting when they yak or spill drinks on you.

Would you rather hang with a bunch of girls or boys?
boysies.. well it depends. both.

Have you ever received a love letter more than 2 pages long?
i've received a love letter .. kinda that was a page + extra notes on the margins. does that count?

touch the sky

kristinacooties. i'm naturally intimidating because i don't give a fuck + my face was made that way. you'll only see me dance if i'm with lawrence white boy dancing. i wish i could be smiley all the time but my humor is hard to please + you're mega annoying. i'm in love with everyone i've been friends with consistently since freshman year. i'm rarely peer pressured, i'm just too shy to tell you what i want. i'm constantly hungry. i'm always online cause i have no life. my parents haven't seen a report card, progress report, deficiency since i started highschool. i always follow moreau's dress code. i like going to church at 8 A.M. i already know my kids are gunna be fucked up. i'm in love with hellokitty. everyone on my top is really my best friend. i'm honestly trying to become your best friend again, promise. i like it when people address me by my name.

Who I'd Like To M33t
hot messes at their worst + anyone willing to admit they like tropical thunder + anyone willing to drive me around + anyone willing to do/help me with my homework + anyone willing to keep me company while i'm sick + anyone willing to feed me + anyone willing to text me goodmorning+goodnight + anyone willing to take drunk pictures with me + anyone willing to talk about our savior jesus christ + anyone willing to stay online all night talking about dumbass shit + anyone willing to hold my sweaty hands.

mood rings

4/5/09 8:51 AM
staringatdastars: omg dude. i had the scariest dream aboutt you!
Kristina Nguyen: WHAT!??!
Kristina Nguyen: tell me NAO
Kristina Nguyen: now now now now
staringatdastars: yeah. like i was supposed to to take you to school or something.
staringatdastars: but Laura E tried to steal my car.so i kicked you her and nick out of my car. and then u were KIDNAPPED.
staringatdastars: and everyone was looking for you.
Kristina Nguyen: WHATTTTT
staringatdastars: and i was the last person who saw you.
Kristina Nguyen: ):
Kristina Nguyen: it was you!
staringatdastars: ahhahaha..
Kristina Nguyen: YOU KIDNAPPED ME
Kristina Nguyen: YOU WHORE ):
staringatdastars: NOOO
staringatdastars: i didnt kidnapp you
Kristina Nguyen: you sooo did
Kristina Nguyen: !!!!
staringatdastars: these weird gang ppl did
staringatdastars: i kicked u out of the car and then it was my fault u were kiddnappped
staringatdastars: and i was sooo scareddd.
Kristina Nguyen: you have intense dreams about me (:
staringatdastars: and then Mr. Spinelli found you in a dumpster and i though u were dead but u were just hiding
Kristina Nguyen: HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAH
Kristina Nguyen: HAHHAHHAHAHHA
staringatdastars: omggg it wasss. i wass like crying when i woke up
Kristina Nguyen: thats where i live!


SHES SUCH A WHOREEE ): EVEN IN HER DREAMS!
i live in a dumpster.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

dangerous

being under a bridge is scary.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

please don't go girl

i forgot to tell you,
the front you put up,
i can see right through it

k.continue fucking yourself.

dreamworld

I FORGOT TO MENTION
your guys' taste in music
is ridiculously bad.
i'm the queen of the universe
and i can hand out judgments and life lessons

go fuck yourself.
kcool. toodles.

dreamworld

oh yeah,
youre a fucking asshole.
i thought we could be friends again.
and again, i was wrong wrong wrong wrong.

you won't stand me up again,
because there won't be a next time for me agreeing.

you're an asshole.
kcool. don't waste anymore of my time.

dreamworld

i now understand how you guys work together. you guys are both annoying as fuck. for real. i can't talk to you anymore. you fucking irritate me, seriously. you're taste now is ridiculously bad, no wonder you don't like me anymore. i thought we were okay again, i was wrong wrong wrong wrong.

did i mention you're not funny? yep, i said it.
stop following my blog, i know you know i'm talking about you.

pages turning and sniffles /;

What was the last term of endearment you used [babe, hun, dear, etc]?
asshole, it means a lot to me when it comes from lourdes.

Who was the last female you hugged?
i'm gunna say katt vs. chloe. before they left for disneyland without me ): i hope they're safe & stay away from all the black people there.

Who was the last person you spoke to before you went to sleep last night?
anthony ): i hope you're doing better my dear

Who played at the last concert you attended?
rookie of the year & quietdrive

What is something you currently want right now?
green aveeno chapstick + maclipgloss /; i lostdeded it.

Do you want to see someone this very minute?
i hate being alone so of course.

When did you last eat chinese food?
i can't remember. but mister sh33tz told me to eat kung pao chicken last class to help me get better cause it'll make me sweat hahah.

Do you ever listen to country music?
i'm sure i do but just don't notice

When was the last time you saw your bestfriend?
yesterday (: nnz reunion & i saw val&anthony. but i haven't seen ash bay lay in a while, /;

Aside from waking up, what was the first thing you did this morning?
wipe the eye crusties outta my eye.

On a scale of 1 to 10, how tired are you right now?
8 i'm pretty awake its a beautiful day outside & the sun is shining AND its a half day

Are you a rebel?
nah, i always follow the rules

What did you order the last time you had fast food?
i have no idea. uhm. in&out last week?

Do you prefer fat or skinny markers?
crayons <3 but i like them equally. it depends on what brand though. fuck rose art.

What did your last incoming text message say?
<333 best teachers ever! - chloe

Would you rather be in a room with Michael Jackson or a rattlesnake?
michael jackson <3 <3 <3 omggggg. i wish i could be in a room with him. he's amazing i was listening to him last night and ahhh i lava his music. i hope he likes my masculine features.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
no one, i only like boys during summer hahah

When's the last time you talked with the opposite sex on the phone?
last night when i had to ask my brotherbear if i needed to wake up early tomorrow

Do you have a friend that you can run to at three in the morning?
i don't run

What color was the last pill you took?
white, i took sudafed this morning

Are you addicted to anything?
real addicts don't admit to being addicted. but no i'm not

Plans today?
i think i'm going out to eat with austing? i'm not sure

When is the last time you watched a movie?
american beauty two days ago on television, pretty good movie.

Where is your significant other at the moment?
if i had one he better be at school.

Congratulations​ ! You just had a daughter! What's her name?
i want a boy first !!!! but i'm not sure. i like rowena but i want a common name so she can get those magnets with her name on them hahah.

What are you craving right now?
ice cream !!!

Do you think you're a hoe?
never will be.

Are you happy?
yes, for the most part.

Who came over last?
jenn + vicki + trina + katt from 3-5 then anthony + val from 5-8 there was indeed overlap.

When is your birthday?
november first. all saints day + lawsons birthday

What are you going to do after this?
i'm gunna get the fuck outta school

Do you like the color green?
apple apple apple!

What made you laugh last?
mister stone outside saying "WELL THEN! YOU'RE A GENIUS!!!"

Most visited website?
myspace vs. yahoo vs. blogspot vs. youtube vs. powerschool.moreaucatholic

What time did you wake up this morning?
7:00

What pair of shoes did you wear today?
i'm wearing orange report shoes (: they're my moms haha.

How's your day been?
pretty good, devil dwyer gave ONLY ME a extra chocolate because my works cited was PERFECT yeah suck my balls she wants me.

Ever kissed anyone 30 or older?
.....

What are you listening to?
people typing and people coughing and people sniffling and people turning their pages

How late did you stay up last night?
12:00 ):

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yeah! hot tears ugh they are the worst dude.

Whats on your mind?
hot tears

Do you believe in true love?
nah, i'm too young for that bullshit. lemme just be sixteen!

In the past week have you felt sad?
i can't even remember what happened this morning. i'm not sure but i'm gunna say no

Have you listened to a song that reminds you of someone today?
i didn't listen to any music today. WAIT i listened to black kids, appa.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
super hot or super cold

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
26-27ish

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
everyone deserves a third chance too, depending on what they did. i don't think anyone can do something so bad that i won't forgive them

Do you hate when people smoke around you?
i hate when they smoke around me & don't offer. rude ass mother fuckers. oh i hate when people smoke newports. oh oh and hate when my dad smokes in the car it makes me upset /;

If you were in the hospital would your number one come see you?
yeah (:

Is anyone in your top a virgin?
... i don't think any of them are. hahahhahaha.

Are you currently reading a book?
nope (: i can't read

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
yeah.

Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
nahp

What can't you wait for?
10 minutes! so i can get outta skewl. i'm so not gunna finish this survey in time. but friday, cause i live for the weekends oh oh oh and spring break

How much milk do you put in your cereal bowl?
maybe 1/3, then 3/3 of cereal (yes it overflows)

Have you ever dated someone you didn't like?
no, i'm not a jerk

Are you normally a happy person?
nope, i wish i was though

Are you proud of the person you've become?
no /; if my freshman year kristina could see me now she'd be disappointed. i'm so stupid dude.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
just my grandmother

Name something you have to do tomorrow?
skewl

Are you satisfied with life?
yes (: overall its been nice.

Letter that your name ends in:
A

Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
no thats a waste of water.

Could you go a day without eating?
never, i'd prolly die. i'd rather die

Have you ever fell asleep in someones arms?
no one likes to sleep with pug nosed pigs

What are you doing tonight?
homework /;

Do you always answer your texts?
ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS. i promise

Did you do anything stupid today?
the test i just took, all wrong dude.

Last thing you had to drink?
caprisun <3

Is anything annoying you right now?
my eyesite

Would you ever date someone who thought they knew EVERYTHING?
yeah, fucking give him some new perspective and prolly slap the shit outta him and do his mom a favor. + it would be better if he for sure knew everything, its sexy i swear.

If you had to choose dying or having sex with your boyfriend which one would you choose?
... uhm?

Last December, what was your love life like?
complicated. nice at times, awkward at times. annoying at times. all and all it was worth my time it was funny drama. gave me something to talk about.

Has a girl sat on your bed before?
my air mattress? duh, i get alla da ladies

Are you afraid to grow up?
yeah dude, i don't even wanna be a senior next year

What is your worst subject in school?
chem + algebra + history + spanish + bible as lit + english + major religions

Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
nope

What is something you wish you had more of?
$$$

When was the last time you cried?
the monday before prom because all my appointments were fucked up

eeek sheets just called me out about my hellokitty stickers on my laptop. they are so not cookie monsters! i'm gunna turn this off its already 12:31 (: i'll finish this later.

Do you wash your hair in the shower?
when else will i wash it?

Are you usually the first to say sorry when you're in a fight, or the last?
i've grown some pretty big balls. so yeah, sometimes. depends if its really my fault

Do you plan on hugging the last person you hugged again?
jenn yes i do

Where is your number one person on your friends list?
probably in the library and getting ready for the night rally

Do you think you're approachable?
no, i'm constantly having this conversation. i'm mega intimidating. i don't think i am but i've been told..multiple times

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
no one loves me

How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
.5 times a day. my brother just calls me to say 'i'm in senior lot'

What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
connection + funnies + trust + honesty + attraction. its a tie

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
no, my dad would kick my ass for wasting his tuition money

Do you have a best friend?
i has a lot <3 i lava them all

What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
i'm fine with it. just don't tell me about your buttsex or you gaggin cawk. feel free to tell me your scissor stories though.

Did you go out or stay in last night?
tad bit of both. went to kinkos for the first time + some filipino place + droppin h0es off + cheeeled at my house

Two things you are looking forward to?
tomorrow + springbreak

Are you a vegetarian?
i'd rather die

Have you ever come close to dying?
at great america

What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
i'm always wearing some form of jewelry. but i ALWAYS wear my jew gold around my neck

Are you eating?
nahp i'm in bed

Do you wear makeup?
yeah, depending on how i feel in the morning. recently i don't put anything on because my skin is getting bad. but normally i wear eyeliner + blush + haylahh mascara.

What is your hair color?
dark dark brown or black depending on what side of my head you're looking at

If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
i'm not sure

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
i'd rather die

What was the last thing you touched?
my laptop

Where did you eat last?
in front of my television

Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
i always do.

Do you talk in your sleep?
i snore like a pug, well thats what my mom says

What's your favorite song at the moment?
WELCOME TO JAMROCK !!!

Window seat or aisle seats?
anywhere as long as i can hold your hand

Do you feel that you have had a truly successful life?
i didn't succeed in anything but failing.

Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
i just grab it with my hands

Do you like anybody?
i'm not sure

Do you drive a stick?
i don't even drive /;

Where do you wish you were?
being in bed is nice

Can you dance?
only white boy dancing w/lawrence

Last gift you received?
my cell phone charm (:

What occasion did you receive your gift?
be nice to kristina-day + be an angel-day + buy something hellokitty-day + have kristina lavaju-day

Last thing you spent lots of money on?
prom dress, it was worth it

Where do you live?
$0U+# #@y\/\/@rD

Last wedding attended?
i have no idea

Can you sing?
i can, but not well.

Person on your mind?
no one

Do you have your eye on anyon e speci al?
i'm not sure!

Are you happy with your life at the momen t?
yes i am (: this week has been good to me

What would your full name be if you marri ed the last guy you talke d to in a messa ge?
i don't talk to boys

What is somet hing you disli ked about your day?
i didn't get stood up or anything. ...!!!

Anyone you would like to smack right now?
nah, i'd always lose in a fight

Do you think the drink ing age shoul d be lower ed to 18?
doesn't matter. if teenagers wanna drink its easy to get alcohol.

Last sport ing event you watch ed on TV?
sharks <3 too bad i have no idea how theyre doing now /; i'm a jerk

Are you sleep y?
nope (: just woke up. 1-330

Are you okay with abort ion?
you shouldn't get one..but i would haha. no really.

Happier on your own or with someone?
it shouldn't matter. you should treat me like we're together, a title shouldn't make anything different

Who' s the last text you recei ved from?
i don't know where my cell phone is

Can you whist le?
sometimes

Waiting on anything?
my last time waiting for something!

Name 8 boys you've talked to today:
i don't talk to boys.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
anyone as long as i'm not in school and as long as i've met you at least three times

Who was the last perso n to call you?
my mother

What' s irrit ating you right now?
my back and my fat and my back fat

Are you single?
yesir.

Has this year been the best year of your life?
2008 > 2009

Do you have any stran ge phobi as?
f33tz. i think thats about it though

Would you rathe r your partn er have gorge ous eyes or a gorge ous smile ?
smile, i'm attracted to chinky ass motherfuckers or lit ass motherfuckers. or both.

Where are 2 people you miss the most?
my grandmother is in the philippine and hmm.. i'm gunna say hmm. no i don't really miss anyone else. oh erik! he's probably riding his bike in fremont or at home.

Have you ever broken someo ne' s heart ?
never, thats bad karma

Are your eyes the same color as your mom' s or dad' s?
asians always need to have brown/black eyes.

Have you ever hated someo ne, but ended up being frien ds with them?
jenn. i used to be best friends with that motherfucker then i hated her guts then we are best friends again (: i'm weird, i always tend to forgive over time

Does it matte r to you if your boyfr iend/ girlf riend smoke s?
common interests are always good, right?

How many of the oppos ite sex do you reall y trust ?
i'd say like 10, i'm not gunna bother counting because i know all those SC boys got me.

Do you think you will ever get married?
hopefully just once, but yeah i hope so.

Would you date someone who does drugs?
depends on the drug. meth? (: hahahaha.

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
nope, my humor is extremely hard to touch

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
its stupid if you can't be. you like someone so much you want a title with them then you guys break up and stop being friends? sad sad sad.

Are you a jealous person?
not anymore

Say your ex runs up to you and hugs you?
that happened two days ago, awkwardddddd

Anything you'd like to say to someone?
nahp

Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/ boyfriend?
nahp

What on you do you have pierced?
ears x2. i want my cartilage pierced x2 but i'm too pussy

Do you sleep on your stomach?
yes (: its warmer. or in fetal position..cause its warm too

What are you listening to?
vanished by armor for sleep

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite ?
opposite, boys are easier to talk to + i like talking about tits

How did you and your number 6 become friends?
lourdeezy? kindergarden.

Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
all of them, kinda planning on it.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
nahp

If you could move to africa would you?
no? why would i? i can help from america. fuck i'm going to hell or i'm going to be reincarnated into a snake.

What were you doing at 7 this morning?
just waking up

Are you picky about who you give your number to?
i don't like giving my number out because i have a feeling you'll blow up my text messages

Last place you watched a movie?
mah living room

Do you wish someone would call you?
no, my cheek gets sweaty after talkin on the phone for a long time

When was the last time you cried really hard and why?
last time i can think of was junior retreat

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
nahp

Who was the last person you thought of?
no one

Ever had your heartbroken?
nahp

How many good friends do you have?
a small handful. maybe just my top + a few. just the people i know that will stay up with me when i'm feeling sayud.

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
i used to not listen to postal service, but its back to being my favorite favorite.

Ever been cheated on?
not that i know of

Ever been told someone loved you?
never, thats why i'm so fucked up

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
not that i know of

Are you happy with where you are relationship- wise now?
yes

Do you believe in love at first sight?
wadupshallowbitch. no, i don't.

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
bestfriendship*

Should people go to bars to find love?
to find it i'm guessing you're looking for it? nahp. bad idea. you'll probably find stds and alcoholics.

What is your deepest fear?
everyone but me dying + getting kidnapped + tortured + deadbirds

Do you have a secret crush on someone?
uhm, kinda. if its a crush but i doubt it

Has a song ever made you cry?
the scientist by coldplay

What did you realize today?
the guy at in and out that smiles a lot is adorable.

Have you ever bought drugs?
theres no evidence if i did or not

Do you have a tan?
nahp

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
at 21? nahh fuck that.

Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
most likely not.

Do you have anyone who you consider a brother/sister but they really aren't?
no, my brother would be offended

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
all my life haha, its a good waste of time though. my life would be boring without it

Has the opposite sex ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
nothankyou.

typing sounds

just finished my sh33tz test. i hope hope hope i passed. but i think i got like a good solid 50% /;
half day today (: i'm pretty happy. i has no plans but i think i'm going out with austin. i'm not even sure.
all i know is that i needa fix my bra strap hahaha. (: hellomelissa

&erik has the cutest picture of a elephant on his wordpress. i'm not even joking
hes mega talented and i miss him like crazy.

i'm gunna do a survey now.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

silence

AIM IM with yayd3strian4/1/09 9:47 PM
yayd3strian: reunited?
yayd3strian: with weed?
Kristina Nguyen: ahha
Kristina Nguyen: HAHAHAHHAHAHAH A
Kristina Nguyen: you're silly randy
Kristina Nguyen: with my bestfriends
Kristina Nguyen: hahaha
Kristina Nguyen: ...still not weed
yayd3strian: ohh
yayd3strian: nuh uh
yayd3strian: we connected after filming our A *cough* project
Kristina Nguyen: last time i smoked was with you !!!!

crazy ass motherfuckers. its been a long time. i promise.

ocean avenue

hiyah hiyah baybehh (: NNZ reunion today, it hasn't been just us since my birthday (november first). it was lovely. i've missed them. like crazy actually, i can't wait for spring break (: those girls always wanna ghost ride it.

&i saw anthony&val for the first time in what feels like a while. anthony is gunna get gangbanged, and i feel bad. &vals a liar.

too bad i'm breaking the fuck out and my skin is dry as fuck AND i'm sick. like for real sick. i cough like a motherfucker, its embarrasing and i've been sneezing like crazy and the jew teachers at my school won't buy me fucking tissues so i just sniff it back up, i'm cute. i don't give a fuck. i has a half day tomorrow and i have nothing to do /; take me out?

i have a fucking sh33tz test tomorrow, i heard it was hella hard + fill in the blanks. UGH DUDE. i'm gunna fail AND i have my first draft for a essay i half assed tomorrow and i'm missing hella elements. fuck me. i'm sick of school. but but but i kinda get chem. kinda! i did the practice problems but i needed hella help. sadly i don't get algebra /; FUCK.