you're my sunshine, you're the moonlight, you're the starry skies above me wont you please come and hug me..?
i'm not even sure if those are the lyrics, if they aren't don't fuck em up for me. its mega sweet. so , i have no cell phone as of now. my mother got in a car accident (my brother also recently-november totaled his car) both are fine though. &i took a nap today and put my phone on silent and when they were calling and when they got home my brother was hella yelling and threw my phone.
i hate him.
& things will never be the same.
i don't care.
you know whats funny? you knowhwo people constantly say 'you're joking right' this whole situation was a you're joking right moment. i was waiting for them to say justjoking, and it never came. but they dropped my mothers totalled car in front of my house since all shops are closed as of now & i realized they aren't gnna say just joking.
i'm never gunna get my permit because of my brother & mothers dumbass mistakes.
life is getting worse with time.
anthony l is the nicest guy ever.
tell me more stories please.
oh did i mention - no i didn't but i can't go to winterball because i didn't turn in service hours.
&i'm failing algebraii (the easiest class ever) with a 54. not to mention the D i have in chem and the F i'll have in history. UGH fuck my life. i constantly wonder if its worth it.
as of now, its been worth it.
who knows about next week.
FUCK DUDE WTF why can't i jsut be happy. the guy that crashed into my mom is 90something years old coming from kaiser because his wife who is in a wheelchair needs her medicine. WHAT THE FUCK . and i'm fucking complaining about my grades?! i deserve to die. eye yah.
i hate crying, bitchassmove kristina, bitchassmove.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
wild west

hello last year (: i miss having bangs.
kristinacooties, lemme surprise you. i'm shy the first three times you meet me. which will probably be the three most awkward moments of your life. you'll rarely hear my real laugh because you're no always sunny in philadelphia. i get attached to people easily, cause i lava jur company. hold my coldclammyhand (: kcool.
the ocean breathes
fuck the world. my badass karma is kicking my ass. the people i used to run and vent to, i can't trust + they're annoying as fuck. they act like they know what they're talking about. YOU FUCKING DON'T. get it got it good. you no longer know me & you're getting on my nerves. you try to talk smart but there is no point, it just pisses me off. nigga you're annoying me i'm not even joking we are supposedly best friends but i can't stand you. what the fuck happened to me?
so i'm taking major religions & its talking about the stage in life your in (kohlburg?)
- money
- success
- helping others
- spirituality
.. can't i have it all? so to find the stage youre in youre suppose to pick which one makes you happy. what if smoking is what makes me happy? where on the scale is that kohlburg? what if sleeping makes me most happy? family? friends? wiifit? music? .. yeah i think you needa rethink the stages. kthanks.
to be honest, nothing makes me happy anymore. today i gave away a good majority of my clothes to even out my bad ass karma. but then again. i don't understand karma. what if its my duty to make sure everyones life is hell? what if thats god's plan for me to talk shit? suddenly i stop & the world will shatter. karma doesn't make sense to me anymore, if i do good all my life i might not experience happiness or rewards till my next life? .. can i just repeatedly kill myself till i'm happy with that life? &my teacher was talking about how you picked your family and you have a purpose here on earth to learn something new until you reach some indian word. moksha? i don't remember & i don't give a fuck i'm not indian. but for real? soooo abortions? i picked my family & decided to kill one off? i don't get it.
and if you needa go through one stage to get to the next & can't skip em? that doens't make sense. when i was younger i used to love helping people & taking care of my family volunterring (christian action!??! wtf was i thinking) & suddenly i'm all about money & materialistic shit. &can't you go backwards? if i find success in something can't that make me materialistic & lava money?
nothing makes sense to me, i'm not gunna try to further explain myself i have a 2.4 if you don't get it you have to be mentally retarded.
oh wait wait so i went to confirmation yesterday & the topic was abortions & i was praying the slideshow was not on hangers hahahhahahah is that cruel i laugh at shit like that? & i realized i don't think i have the heart to get an abortion. i used to be all for it prochoice blah blah. but realistically if i get pregnant sometime soon fuck yeah i'd have gotten a abortion but then i thought about how cute my fatassazn baby(s) would be. how could i throw that away? that made me hella sad until my teacher asked what pro-life means & the nigga behind me said professional life. & i started laughing.
then my other dumbassteacher ( who should shut the fuck up) asked what bible meant when she didn't know, if you're trynna teach me something & i'm paying you PLEASE know the answer to your own question. not to mention the other dumbfuck that said santo nino means 9 days of prayer. good lord. GOOD LORD. please god help the world. PLEASE.
on a brighter note melissa & me hung out & i lava her for that, she made my day.
oh & anthony (: thanks my dear. thanks for texting me this morning hoping i do well (:
eye yah. i'm depressed again & i don't care anymore i'll do what i want & i no longer have a need to impress you or make you laugh. if i'm quiet don't bother. kcool?
<3 ash bay lay please come to me. fuck school.
so i'm taking major religions & its talking about the stage in life your in (kohlburg?)
- money
- success
- helping others
- spirituality
.. can't i have it all? so to find the stage youre in youre suppose to pick which one makes you happy. what if smoking is what makes me happy? where on the scale is that kohlburg? what if sleeping makes me most happy? family? friends? wiifit? music? .. yeah i think you needa rethink the stages. kthanks.
to be honest, nothing makes me happy anymore. today i gave away a good majority of my clothes to even out my bad ass karma. but then again. i don't understand karma. what if its my duty to make sure everyones life is hell? what if thats god's plan for me to talk shit? suddenly i stop & the world will shatter. karma doesn't make sense to me anymore, if i do good all my life i might not experience happiness or rewards till my next life? .. can i just repeatedly kill myself till i'm happy with that life? &my teacher was talking about how you picked your family and you have a purpose here on earth to learn something new until you reach some indian word. moksha? i don't remember & i don't give a fuck i'm not indian. but for real? soooo abortions? i picked my family & decided to kill one off? i don't get it.
and if you needa go through one stage to get to the next & can't skip em? that doens't make sense. when i was younger i used to love helping people & taking care of my family volunterring (christian action!??! wtf was i thinking) & suddenly i'm all about money & materialistic shit. &can't you go backwards? if i find success in something can't that make me materialistic & lava money?
nothing makes sense to me, i'm not gunna try to further explain myself i have a 2.4 if you don't get it you have to be mentally retarded.
oh wait wait so i went to confirmation yesterday & the topic was abortions & i was praying the slideshow was not on hangers hahahhahahah is that cruel i laugh at shit like that? & i realized i don't think i have the heart to get an abortion. i used to be all for it prochoice blah blah. but realistically if i get pregnant sometime soon fuck yeah i'd have gotten a abortion but then i thought about how cute my fatassazn baby(s) would be. how could i throw that away? that made me hella sad until my teacher asked what pro-life means & the nigga behind me said professional life. & i started laughing.
then my other dumbassteacher ( who should shut the fuck up) asked what bible meant when she didn't know, if you're trynna teach me something & i'm paying you PLEASE know the answer to your own question. not to mention the other dumbfuck that said santo nino means 9 days of prayer. good lord. GOOD LORD. please god help the world. PLEASE.
on a brighter note melissa & me hung out & i lava her for that, she made my day.
oh & anthony (: thanks my dear. thanks for texting me this morning hoping i do well (:
eye yah. i'm depressed again & i don't care anymore i'll do what i want & i no longer have a need to impress you or make you laugh. if i'm quiet don't bother. kcool?
<3 ash bay lay please come to me. fuck school.
Monday, January 26, 2009
sea of love
so i've been thinking about everything i've been doing lately & lookin at old pictures. FUCK DUDE. what is the world coming to? i was so innocent looking freshman year. if i compare myself to now & then thats fucking ridiculous. then i look at the freshmans now &how they are all mature and shit. they'll be on cocaine by the end of sophomore year. i know it. then we'll all be on meth by sophomore year in college. HAHAHHA. fuck. meth isn't funny!
dude, people are so disrespectful now a days. its fucking ridiculous. children, learn some fucking manners.
- don't touch anything i own , ANYTHING.
- don't borrow & not return
- don't try to hop on without trynna put fade in
- don't shh me or tell me to shut up
- don't put your hand on my mouth
- don't interrupt me
fuck dude, i'm in a bad mood now.
&i think i broke my downstairs computer
&i bet my dad is gunna yell at me
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK DUDE.
&i got lower than 50% on two of my tests
fuck then i'm gunna fail my history test on wednesday
can someone send me their notes (: please.
dude, people are so disrespectful now a days. its fucking ridiculous. children, learn some fucking manners.
- don't touch anything i own , ANYTHING.
- don't borrow & not return
- don't try to hop on without trynna put fade in
- don't shh me or tell me to shut up
- don't put your hand on my mouth
- don't interrupt me
fuck dude, i'm in a bad mood now.
&i think i broke my downstairs computer
&i bet my dad is gunna yell at me
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK DUDE.
&i got lower than 50% on two of my tests
fuck then i'm gunna fail my history test on wednesday
can someone send me their notes (: please.
shutup&letmego
Thursday, January 22, 2009
scream out
HOLY SHIT. i watched silence of the lamb(s?) for the first time today. fucking crazy ass shit.
- nipple piercings make me wanna gag, i love nipples but omg when i saw the ring up close i wanted to cry. my nipples for real started to hurt UGHHHH
- women always wanna be independent & it makes me wanna throw up. call/ask for help you dumbassbitches. i was hoping clarice would die. fucking call for backup you dumbass hoe.
- its more of a comedy? i felt that i was laughing more than screaming (but i screamed A LOTTT)
- i wish i knew to analyze people like he did /;
- this movie reminds me not to get fat because serial killers/cannibals like fat people because they're easier to capture + more to eat.
- also reminds me to moisturize so cr33psters don't needa put me in a hole & give me lotion
- never drive alone at night & help people, being a samaritan at night never pays off
- never be size 14
- never steal someones gold pen
- damnit the more i think about it the more scared i am right now.
FUCK i have a bible as lit test tomorrow. pray for that & my chem test. please (:
&pray that i get to sleepova at vickisicks on saturday
i'm trynna be on my best behavior
keep me in check okay?
- nipple piercings make me wanna gag, i love nipples but omg when i saw the ring up close i wanted to cry. my nipples for real started to hurt UGHHHH
- women always wanna be independent & it makes me wanna throw up. call/ask for help you dumbassbitches. i was hoping clarice would die. fucking call for backup you dumbass hoe.
- its more of a comedy? i felt that i was laughing more than screaming (but i screamed A LOTTT)
- i wish i knew to analyze people like he did /;
- this movie reminds me not to get fat because serial killers/cannibals like fat people because they're easier to capture + more to eat.
- also reminds me to moisturize so cr33psters don't needa put me in a hole & give me lotion
- never drive alone at night & help people, being a samaritan at night never pays off
- never be size 14
- never steal someones gold pen
- damnit the more i think about it the more scared i am right now.
FUCK i have a bible as lit test tomorrow. pray for that & my chem test. please (:
&pray that i get to sleepova at vickisicks on saturday
i'm trynna be on my best behavior
keep me in check okay?
by the river
my stomach hurts. i feel like its eating itself. i haven't eaten meat since last thursday & it sucks. i don't know how vegetarians can do it. when am i suppose to start losing weight? this is taking too long. hahaha.
i have no idea what to blog about anymore, my mind is cluttered.
pray for my chemistry test ): pray i pass asshole.
i have no idea what to blog about anymore, my mind is cluttered.
pray for my chemistry test ): pray i pass asshole.
Monday, January 19, 2009
don't get it twisted
Let's start it off with, are you available?
why would you start out with that? thats why boysies make me mad, don't even care about my name like normal surveys ): . but yes.
Are there any stressful situations in your life?
rizelle reminded me about SATs and college shit /; so yeah i guess.
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
alwaysss (: especially cause i can't sleep
Do you have any pet fish?
a bunch of em, i hate them though
Do you dance in the car?
thats not safe
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
a bunch of em? hahah yes.
Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
YEAH at great america when my nigger friends didn't help me when i was about to pass out and throw up at the same time
How do you feel about girls smoking?
they're my best friends. but if the girl has enough confidence its mega sexy. but if shes the fat ass messican with tattoos on her ass disgusting.
Do you get along more with girls or guys?
i lava the girls more, but i hang out with the boysies more. but both.
What are you currently hearing right now?
the world has turned & left me here-weezer. is that the title? i'm not even sure my sound doc is too far away for me to check
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
yes, more than girls.
What brand of digital camera do you have?
sony
Would you rather marry a football player or a basketball player?
basketball, wait. yeah. they'd be taller
Is there a reason for your MySpace song?
its mega catchy & me&my brotherbear always listen to it
When was the last time you saw your dad?
before i walked upstairs like an hour ago
Do you drink soda?
i try not to, my double chin is hugeee
Anyone crushing on you?
nahp ):
Has anyone ever sang to you?
yes (:
First person to text you today?
val, like urry morning
What is your favorite color?
black & magenta & red & green & yellow
What color are your eyes?
black, i stopped wearing my orangish-brown contacts. didju notice?
Whens your next vacation?
): no idea
What are you looking forward to?
WEEKENDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
What would your last name be if you married the last person you texted?
benzon. kristina benzon (:
Do you worry your ex will move on & be happier with another person?
no, i want them all to be happy + i was a liddle bitch
Do people tend to walk all over you?
never.
Are you really happy or are you just saying that?
people that say they are never really are. happy is such a generic word.
If you were kicked out of your current residence whom would you call?
i'd hang out on the corner. my parents wouldn't kick me out though , well unless i was pregnant but in that case i'd call the father? maybe? iono hahah.
Do you think relationships are hard?
yeah? iono
Whens the next time you'll see your closest friend?
tomorrow?
why would you start out with that? thats why boysies make me mad, don't even care about my name like normal surveys ): . but yes.
Are there any stressful situations in your life?
rizelle reminded me about SATs and college shit /; so yeah i guess.
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
alwaysss (: especially cause i can't sleep
Do you have any pet fish?
a bunch of em, i hate them though
Do you dance in the car?
thats not safe
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
a bunch of em? hahah yes.
Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
YEAH at great america when my nigger friends didn't help me when i was about to pass out and throw up at the same time
How do you feel about girls smoking?
they're my best friends. but if the girl has enough confidence its mega sexy. but if shes the fat ass messican with tattoos on her ass disgusting.
Do you get along more with girls or guys?
i lava the girls more, but i hang out with the boysies more. but both.
What are you currently hearing right now?
the world has turned & left me here-weezer. is that the title? i'm not even sure my sound doc is too far away for me to check
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
yes, more than girls.
What brand of digital camera do you have?
sony
Would you rather marry a football player or a basketball player?
basketball, wait. yeah. they'd be taller
Is there a reason for your MySpace song?
its mega catchy & me&my brotherbear always listen to it
When was the last time you saw your dad?
before i walked upstairs like an hour ago
Do you drink soda?
i try not to, my double chin is hugeee
Anyone crushing on you?
nahp ):
Has anyone ever sang to you?
yes (:
First person to text you today?
val, like urry morning
What is your favorite color?
black & magenta & red & green & yellow
What color are your eyes?
black, i stopped wearing my orangish-brown contacts. didju notice?
Whens your next vacation?
): no idea
What are you looking forward to?
WEEKENDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
What would your last name be if you married the last person you texted?
benzon. kristina benzon (:
Do you worry your ex will move on & be happier with another person?
no, i want them all to be happy + i was a liddle bitch
Do people tend to walk all over you?
never.
Are you really happy or are you just saying that?
people that say they are never really are. happy is such a generic word.
If you were kicked out of your current residence whom would you call?
i'd hang out on the corner. my parents wouldn't kick me out though , well unless i was pregnant but in that case i'd call the father? maybe? iono hahah.
Do you think relationships are hard?
yeah? iono
Whens the next time you'll see your closest friend?
tomorrow?
by the river
you know what i hate?
having an amazing weekend
&then realizing its time for school
&that you have hella homework
thats the worst feeling.
you know whats funny?
boys at sports authority
trynna hop on for free
&say hi? hahha
you know whats funny?
i can get swishers & stogs
BUT i can't get into rated R movies?
wtf is that bullshit?
you know whats hilarious?
how bad its become
that i need to every other day
you know whats funny?
how fast i can blow through money
you know whats hilarious?
i'm vegetarian for three weeks
&i constantly feel like i'm starving
you know whats funny?
how i haven't started my genesis project
you know whats funny?
i'm still not happy.
you know whats sad?
i can't sleep anymore
&my eyes refuse to let me cry
having an amazing weekend
&then realizing its time for school
&that you have hella homework
thats the worst feeling.
you know whats funny?
boys at sports authority
trynna hop on for free
&say hi? hahha
you know whats funny?
i can get swishers & stogs
BUT i can't get into rated R movies?
wtf is that bullshit?
you know whats hilarious?
how bad its become
that i need to every other day
you know whats funny?
how fast i can blow through money
you know whats hilarious?
i'm vegetarian for three weeks
&i constantly feel like i'm starving
you know whats funny?
how i haven't started my genesis project
you know whats funny?
i'm still not happy.
you know whats sad?
i can't sleep anymore
&my eyes refuse to let me cry
Sunday, January 18, 2009
by the river
kristinacooties. it's not a scene name, it's my screen name. i'm online all day because i have no life. i can't sing, dance, paint or play an instrument & i hate studying/doing homework &video games give me a headache. i'm kind of the most boring, untalented, laziest person in the universe. i want my license .. even just my permit but i'm fucking retarded & i'm too lazy to take the test .. or study /; i'll be the only senior being dropped off by my papabear. you're impressed by me already right?! my hands are always clammy but you better hold my hand or i'll hate you forever. i'm addicted to texting because i lava my blackberry named maximillion, text me when you get bored i promise to reply at least once hahah, wish me goodmorning&goodnight & i'll be your best friend.
new years resolutions,
do alla my homework like the asian i'm suppose to be
save my $$$ like the jews i'm attracted to
clean ryan's closet !!!
talk to trina like its sumamama
tb tb tb tb tb tb tb tb tb !!!
nnz nnz nnz nnz for urryones birthday
hybrid when it gets warmer in my house (:
give josh his ID before i die
invite marc out more often
hang out with gahblyn more often
ash bay lay ash bay lay really often
lose a chin or four
quit cutting my hair ):
go shopping with nestor
sf with ginny
stop losing 'best friends'
get drunk with allie /;
stop lying ):
new years resolutions,
do alla my homework like the asian i'm suppose to be
save my $$$ like the jews i'm attracted to
clean ryan's closet !!!
talk to trina like its sumamama
tb tb tb tb tb tb tb tb tb !!!
nnz nnz nnz nnz for urryones birthday
hybrid when it gets warmer in my house (:
give josh his ID before i die
invite marc out more often
hang out with gahblyn more often
ash bay lay ash bay lay really often
lose a chin or four
quit cutting my hair ):
go shopping with nestor
sf with ginny
stop losing 'best friends'
get drunk with allie /;
stop lying ):
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
after hours
kristinacooties. i never go on myspace anymore, please remember the comments you left me cause i'll reply to all of them eventually.
when i was liddle i used to want to be sixteen, now that i'm sixteen its mega boring. ): white people always over exaggerate shit. super sweet sixteen? mhmm mhmm. i miss being fifteen ): i wish someone told me i would just be playing blockles-ing all day. gayshit!
i seem to leave my lipgloss/chapstick everywhere /; please return it PLEASE.
when i was liddle i used to want to be sixteen, now that i'm sixteen its mega boring. ): white people always over exaggerate shit. super sweet sixteen? mhmm mhmm. i miss being fifteen ): i wish someone told me i would just be playing blockles-ing all day. gayshit!
i seem to leave my lipgloss/chapstick everywhere /; please return it PLEASE.
cute without e
wtf is with everyone lately?!
fucking lying to me&taking advantage of me.
fucking bullshit.
naptime.
fucking lying to me&taking advantage of me.
fucking bullshit.
naptime.
Friday, January 9, 2009
from atlantis
eye yi yi
game plans = necessary.
eeek
please pray mama will let me out today & tomorrow
&i won't get into deep shit tonight.
(: (: (;
game plans = necessary.
eeek
please pray mama will let me out today & tomorrow
&i won't get into deep shit tonight.
(: (: (;
Thursday, January 8, 2009
cocaine raps
ITS ALMOST THE FUCKING WEEKENDDD FUCKYEAHHH.
so i was absent monday & just to clear things up,
i didn't die (: but thank you for the texts.
i was in oakland taking a test for a jizzob.
i don't think i got it cause there were hellla people.
hella old ass people too.
pray that i got it cause you know i'll take your bitchassout.
i noticed that when i have money i'm generous
but when i don't i'm a crabby ass bitch.
hahahha. pray i get this job please.
did i mention that i bought nail rhinestones <3?
hahhaha. fuck this week is cuhrazyy. lava.
so i was absent monday & just to clear things up,
i didn't die (: but thank you for the texts.
i was in oakland taking a test for a jizzob.
i don't think i got it cause there were hellla people.
hella old ass people too.
pray that i got it cause you know i'll take your bitchassout.
i noticed that when i have money i'm generous
but when i don't i'm a crabby ass bitch.
hahahha. pray i get this job please.
did i mention that i bought nail rhinestones <3?
hahhaha. fuck this week is cuhrazyy. lava.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
break stuff
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKISICK.
i lavaa ju forever.
tb tb tb tb tb tb tb.
don't move please ):
lava,
hell0kitty
i lavaa ju forever.
tb tb tb tb tb tb tb.
don't move please ):
lava,
hell0kitty
aint no nigga
i'm getting re-caught up.
GAY SHIT GAY SHIT GAY SHIT.
just a random thought to what jenn said in the car today: you'd never be a cycle boy because i've never really liked you that much, you're just cute. i'd fuck. HAHAHHAHAHA don't act like you wouldn't jennnn.
GAY SHIT GAY SHIT GAY SHIT.
just a random thought to what jenn said in the car today: you'd never be a cycle boy because i've never really liked you that much, you're just cute. i'd fuck. HAHAHHAHAHA don't act like you wouldn't jennnn.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
blessings
(: (: (;
guess who went on a date with ash bay lay today.
imizzedhers000much!!! you don't even know ): ): ):
i feel bad haha i talked the whole time but i get excited.
fucking bitch is an AMAZING driver. again again again !
PLLLLEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAASSSSEEEEEEE.
you made my break (: i suhwears
one day left ): gay shit.
i needa take my contacts out these bitches are hurting.
guess who went on a date with ash bay lay today.
imizzedhers000much!!! you don't even know ): ): ):
i feel bad haha i talked the whole time but i get excited.
fucking bitch is an AMAZING driver. again again again !
PLLLLEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAASSSSEEEEEEE.
you made my break (: i suhwears
one day left ): gay shit.
i needa take my contacts out these bitches are hurting.
diamond dave
kristinacooties. i want your company , lets hold hands & drink hot chocolate. then you can buy me hellokittystuff , stickers, rhinestones , nailpolish, bbq&gummybears , mentos , stridegreengum , aveenochapstick , mintlipgloss , cardigans, blacksocks, or tarinatarantino-pink head jewelry (: . then i'll default a picture with you, then you can forget about me & act like we never knew each other. /; thats what always happens. this is seriously my life story.
Friday, January 2, 2009
mood rings
HAHAHAHHA perfect song (:(:(;
* all my best friends know our business so why can't i put it on my blog. bitch ass move right? well, we've all made some. please don't take it as a rejection letter. please.
dear christopher,
you know i'm gunna keep your letter & i think its KINDA cute (not really considering i knew all this shit beforehand , i'm a smart girl- maybe not a 4.079 like you but i knew). i'm not trying to embarrass you right now by posting this on my blog, but to be honest i've already been embarrassed. fucking bitch ass move with your last relationship - don't even act like it was a not bad move. when i talked to my best friends (.. who you also talked to?) they agreed (don't think my best friends are more loyal to some nigga on my nutz (: (: (;) what the fuck was that though, i look like a homewrecker. maybe i'm just trippin ballz but seriously think about it. imagine me takin some boysie out & not replying to any of your texts (if we went out.) then getting broken up with that night. gay shit right?! kay, so. are you playing fucking mind tricks on me by telling my best friends your feelings instead of me? i bet you purposly told them so they can tell me & i can be eager & excited & shit. to be honest, when you did that bullshit to ash bay lay last year, i was waiting. i waited to a point that i gave up. i waited&waited, i eventually got bored with that shit & packed my ballsack & left. especially since you fucking told me you liked laurel in the process. what the fuck!? whatever, i'm not mad. kay. next, i knew you liked me thats why i constantly try to keep my distance, we are mega best friends forever of course we have shit in common , but being my mbff you knew i don't wanna be in a relationship so why do you continue to make this shit awkward (awks as you would put it). i'm rambling like you are but i've been waiting since the day at kim's to tell you this shit. to be honest i was mad that you went. i told you repeatedly not to but when your mind is made up i'm not gunna unmake it & deal with you trippin more. it didn't score major points with me , it really didn't (you should tell my best friends not to tell me next time). i was actually really turned off but seriously, if you want to spend more time with me , nigga i'm always free i hate that you think that you can only hang out with me if i'm lit. thats fucking ridiculous, why would you wanna hang out with me when i'm trynna relax its mega boring. nigga, please don't trip about the cycle - you broke it, i thought we aren't suppose to put all our cards out on the table? please please PLEASE don't give me this "i've never felt this way about a girl" / "this time its different". seriously you tell me that ALL the time (not about me but in general). i know you quoted my boy tupac in my favorite song "hate to sound sleezy but tease me i don't want it if its that easy". nigga, to be honest you're easy, our relationship is easy thats why i like your company. we get along, have shit in common & don't fight. but seriously, you do get around. hahhaha, no .. seriously. you said it yourself that you're going through girls hella fast cause you like me , why do we have to take it to the next level? i'm happy , you're happy. why do we needa put a label on it. you want us to go out? have rissa find out & tell my mom? have my brother interigate you? all this effort just to break up & ruin our frindship? FUCK THAT!
my mind suddenly uncluttered itself, i know i'm missing some shit but thats alright. i still don't understand why you wrote the letter KNOWING i don't wanna be in a relationship with you.
lavaforever,
kristina.
p.s. STOP YOUR BITCH ASS CRYING NIGGA I'M STILL HERE!
p.p.s. STOP CALLING , NIGGA I'M ONLINE !!!
p.p.p.s. YOUR DUMB ASS COULDN'T USE THE BACKSIDE?! WTF
p.p.p.p.s. WAY TO FUCKING INDENT NIGGA, LEARN HOW TO WRITE A LETTER
p.p.p.p.p.s. we can drop this whole thing if you want, i'm over it already. admit it , you're already thinkin of the next girl youre gunna try to get your dick wet with. ADMIT IT. by next week i'll hear "OMG THIS GIRL IS DIFFERENT! SHES FUCKING AMAZING & SHES HELLA FINE & SHE DRESSES HELLA NICE & SHE HAS HELLA GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC!" yeah yeah yeah , heard it all before haha, kristine anyone?! hahahhahahaha. don't make me laugh.
p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s. invite me out nigga. imisstalkingtoyou. honestly i've been ignoring you since kim's hahahahhaha (: you lava me admit it!
p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s. go buy your purple pants please. trickassbitch.
* all my best friends know our business so why can't i put it on my blog. bitch ass move right? well, we've all made some. please don't take it as a rejection letter. please.
dear christopher,
you know i'm gunna keep your letter & i think its KINDA cute (not really considering i knew all this shit beforehand , i'm a smart girl- maybe not a 4.079 like you but i knew). i'm not trying to embarrass you right now by posting this on my blog, but to be honest i've already been embarrassed. fucking bitch ass move with your last relationship - don't even act like it was a not bad move. when i talked to my best friends (.. who you also talked to?) they agreed (don't think my best friends are more loyal to some nigga on my nutz (: (: (;) what the fuck was that though, i look like a homewrecker. maybe i'm just trippin ballz but seriously think about it. imagine me takin some boysie out & not replying to any of your texts (if we went out.) then getting broken up with that night. gay shit right?! kay, so. are you playing fucking mind tricks on me by telling my best friends your feelings instead of me? i bet you purposly told them so they can tell me & i can be eager & excited & shit. to be honest, when you did that bullshit to ash bay lay last year, i was waiting. i waited to a point that i gave up. i waited&waited, i eventually got bored with that shit & packed my ballsack & left. especially since you fucking told me you liked laurel in the process. what the fuck!? whatever, i'm not mad. kay. next, i knew you liked me thats why i constantly try to keep my distance, we are mega best friends forever of course we have shit in common , but being my mbff you knew i don't wanna be in a relationship so why do you continue to make this shit awkward (awks as you would put it). i'm rambling like you are but i've been waiting since the day at kim's to tell you this shit. to be honest i was mad that you went. i told you repeatedly not to but when your mind is made up i'm not gunna unmake it & deal with you trippin more. it didn't score major points with me , it really didn't (you should tell my best friends not to tell me next time). i was actually really turned off but seriously, if you want to spend more time with me , nigga i'm always free i hate that you think that you can only hang out with me if i'm lit. thats fucking ridiculous, why would you wanna hang out with me when i'm trynna relax its mega boring. nigga, please don't trip about the cycle - you broke it, i thought we aren't suppose to put all our cards out on the table? please please PLEASE don't give me this "i've never felt this way about a girl" / "this time its different". seriously you tell me that ALL the time (not about me but in general). i know you quoted my boy tupac in my favorite song "hate to sound sleezy but tease me i don't want it if its that easy". nigga, to be honest you're easy, our relationship is easy thats why i like your company. we get along, have shit in common & don't fight. but seriously, you do get around. hahhaha, no .. seriously. you said it yourself that you're going through girls hella fast cause you like me , why do we have to take it to the next level? i'm happy , you're happy. why do we needa put a label on it. you want us to go out? have rissa find out & tell my mom? have my brother interigate you? all this effort just to break up & ruin our frindship? FUCK THAT!
my mind suddenly uncluttered itself, i know i'm missing some shit but thats alright. i still don't understand why you wrote the letter KNOWING i don't wanna be in a relationship with you.
lavaforever,
kristina.
p.s. STOP YOUR BITCH ASS CRYING NIGGA I'M STILL HERE!
p.p.s. STOP CALLING , NIGGA I'M ONLINE !!!
p.p.p.s. YOUR DUMB ASS COULDN'T USE THE BACKSIDE?! WTF
p.p.p.p.s. WAY TO FUCKING INDENT NIGGA, LEARN HOW TO WRITE A LETTER
p.p.p.p.p.s. we can drop this whole thing if you want, i'm over it already. admit it , you're already thinkin of the next girl youre gunna try to get your dick wet with. ADMIT IT. by next week i'll hear "OMG THIS GIRL IS DIFFERENT! SHES FUCKING AMAZING & SHES HELLA FINE & SHE DRESSES HELLA NICE & SHE HAS HELLA GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC!" yeah yeah yeah , heard it all before haha, kristine anyone?! hahahhahahaha. don't make me laugh.
p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s. invite me out nigga. imisstalkingtoyou. honestly i've been ignoring you since kim's hahahahhaha (: you lava me admit it!
p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s. go buy your purple pants please. trickassbitch.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
freak these tales
I'm adopted.
i found my real family.
the siosco (sp) family.
fucking in LAVA with hellokitty.
its full of hellokitty pros.
i'm so impressed.
(:
i'm gunna go find a survey
cause iono what to blog about.
suggestions?
i found my real family.
the siosco (sp) family.
fucking in LAVA with hellokitty.
its full of hellokitty pros.
i'm so impressed.
(:
i'm gunna go find a survey
cause iono what to blog about.
suggestions?
helpme
macdre always reminds me of michael husary <3 <3 <3 he made my day one time & i'm NEVER going to forget it. he's an angel.
whats the big deal about new years?
i see everyone is online
&i'm pretty sure you're not drinking
cause i see you online
&i'm pretty sure you're gunna hate this year too
(: happy new years.
How old will you turn in 2009?
seventeen , gay shit. i'm already not excited for this year.
Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
24? is he mega rich? hahahha jokejoke(: kinda. no not really. no i wouldn't thats older than my brother. &i'm pretty sure i shouldn't be dating someone interested in sixteen year olds. &thats definitely illegal.
What were you doing at 4 am?
trying to sleep ): mega hard lately.
What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
lourdes <3 horniest girl i know. don't ask for anything number related shes just gunna say 69. trust me. we were vcing last night & she was mega freaknasty. more like i didn't wear a bra & was tired of me ):
What did you do today?
ihop + target with brotherbear.
sleeeeeep or try to at least
What is the last card game you played?
....uhm. negative.
Where are your siblings?
my brother is either at his friends house or at a lounge in LA. why? ): why don't you wanna know where i am ):):);
Do you want kids?
yeah, i used to want a lot of fat asian kids, but then i realized i don't wanna drive a soccer mom van. (nothing wrong with soccer josh ): i miss you dearly please come back from reno!!!)
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
boysies > girlsies.
Did you go out or stay in last night?
GAHD DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT LAST NIGHT. fucking this tease named val. fuck his shit.
When is your next road trip?
iono?
Are your parents in love?
i hope so? hahha
Last time you saw your parents?
at like six?
What were your first thoughts this morning?
GET THE FUCK OFF MY BED ): my brotherbear always jumps on my AIRMATRESS & now there is no air & it suxxx.
Are you a jealous person?
not anymore, no reason to be.
Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
nahh.
What is bothering you right now?
my feet are cold !
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
nah, just ask me or look at my status haha.
Is there any meaning behind your profile songs?
bonafide lovin? uhmm.. no? its just mega catchy.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?'
yaw dude.
Do you trust people easily?
yeah ): just IM me urryday for a week & i'll tell you all my secrets.
One thing you're looking forward to?
tomorrow (: haii matty.
Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else?
hm, rejected. its never happened to me before.. only because its rare i like boysies
What was the last thing you drank?
wawa or coke, i can't remember
Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
a little bit of both (:
Do you like pulpy orange juice?
YES YES YES YES YES <3 pulp
Would you ever parachute off a plane?
ughm, if the person doing it with me was a professional
Is your birthday on a holiday?
all saints day vs. hellokitty's birthday (BELIEVE ME NOW ANTZ?!)
Do you want to hit something?
take hits. not hit. jokejoke (:
Were you happy when you woke up this morninng?
no, i was still sleepy.
What are you seriously wearing?
pink sweats (: & my unicorn shirt (:
Do you currently have a hickey?
nuhuh
Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
mama
What were you doing at 7am?
slayyyping
What was the last reason you cried?
wow dude, i have no idea.
Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
nope (: i had ihop this morning
What did you do last night?
NOTHING. i got text messages asking me if i wanted to do some fun shit & then later he said it was a no go. and then i wanted to die.
Do you drink tea?
ewza
Is anyone on your bad side right now?
nahhp
Do you clean when you’re upset?
just my closet
What are you listening to?
i want to ride my bicycle - queen (:
Any plans for tomorrow?
(: (: (; wouldn't you like to know
Have you bought any clothing items in the past week?
yeah (: abercrombie&fitch buttonup (: its mega cute & sparkly
Has anyone ever asked you if you were retarded?
): yeah
How tall are you?
5'3 1/2
If you could buy anything, what would it be?
hellokitty things. for me & this mega cute girl jill <3
Who do you work for?
): pray that i get the job. please.
Who do you really miss?
my grandmamamamama in the philippines . yuck.
Do you lick your plate when you're finished eating?
....no/
Do you get mad if you lose?
i always lose ): so yeah.
What do you hear right now?
pollen & salt - daphne loves derby
Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
nah dude. i'm too happy single why add extra stress?
How many texts are in your inbox?
i deleted them all yesterday so iono. but maximillion saves all my text messages if i don't do it. i should reset it.
Where is your mom?
on the sofa
When will you see your mom next?
IF i go downstairs. prolly tomorrow
Ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
i n33d sleep
What should you be doing right now?
smething productive. i wish i was outtt but i know my parents would suspect me of drinking/smoking regardless if i'm not .. but prolly would be. but /; oh well i can save that for another day.
Are you a heavy sleeper?
no ): maximillion (blackberry) normally wakes me up with two vibrations.
What time did you wake up to this morning?
likeee .. 8? i don't remember
Where is your phone?
on my knee (criss cross apple sauce)
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
i did ,but thats gay shit. i'm young i have the next forever to be in a relationship.
Are you mad at someone right now?
nah, just annoyed.
Who makes you laugh no matter what?
nnz <3<3<3 .. actually any company.
What’s the weather like today?
chilly?
Will you be in a relationship in 50 days?
not unless its love at first sight.
When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?
rissa? ): last day of schooooolz. i hope i see her tomorrow iono though.
Are you currently in a relationship?
i'm in a lot of relationships. but i'm not in a committed relationship if thats what you mean.
Where are you?
brotherbears room.
Do you have an xbox?
ps3 vs. wii vs. ds
Who did you spend your summer with?
I DONT REMEMBER , i just remember it was amazing. lots & lots of trina ): i miss you !!! please come back & talk to me asshole.
Who is the last person you commented?
kaylaaaa?
Ever rode a four-wheeler?
nuhuh
What happened at 3 pm yesterday?
at borders with fred.
What would you change about your life right now?
iono?
Do you shop at hollister?
i used to be in lava with it . but no not anymore. more abercrombie haha.
Are you happy?
no ): as long as brennan is sad i will be too.
Who has the same phone as you?
everyone has a blackberry but nestor does.
Last time you went swimming in a pool?
cindy & marilyn & lauras birthday party <3
Do you have Verizon?
t-mobile
Have you ever been IN a wedding?
nuhuh , i was too fat before.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
never?
Have you made a mistake this past week?
hahah, twice (:
What were you doing before filling out this survey?
watching hellokittyadventures with val.
How late did you stay up last night?
2ish
What are you going to do this weekend?
i have no idea yet.
Are you Irish in any way?
nope
What color are your eyes?
black , hazel/orange with contacts
Who/what do you hate currently?
no one that i can think of.
Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep a night?
yeah! but i don't get it 0;
When is your birthday?
november 1, 1992
Are you multitasking right now?
itunes ical safari texting. kinda (:
Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
nnz hahah. family. lots of people.
Did you have a good birthday this year?
(: (: (; nnz pregettogether + hb + hybrid = happybirthdaygirl.
OH not to mention melissa's cake (:
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
brotherbear in my onesies on my phone
Would you ever donate blood?
i'm anemic , i need someone to donate me blood.
Have you ever driven without a license?
nahp , i'm gunna fuck everyones car up
Have you ever had a friend who was of the opposite sex?
...hasn't urryone?
Do you want someone dead?
.... neva.
Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yeah! dude, i h8 being alone.
Is someone on your mind right now?
bill clinton cause he was on mtv & i was like .. hahah then i turned off the tv.
Do you think before you speak?
no ): i'm retarded
Do you make the wrong choices often?
yeah, never learn from em either. (: i'm tight.
i miss surveys ):
whats the big deal about new years?
i see everyone is online
&i'm pretty sure you're not drinking
cause i see you online
&i'm pretty sure you're gunna hate this year too
(: happy new years.
How old will you turn in 2009?
seventeen , gay shit. i'm already not excited for this year.
Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
24? is he mega rich? hahahha jokejoke(: kinda. no not really. no i wouldn't thats older than my brother. &i'm pretty sure i shouldn't be dating someone interested in sixteen year olds. &thats definitely illegal.
What were you doing at 4 am?
trying to sleep ): mega hard lately.
What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
lourdes <3 horniest girl i know. don't ask for anything number related shes just gunna say 69. trust me. we were vcing last night & she was mega freaknasty. more like i didn't wear a bra & was tired of me ):
What did you do today?
ihop + target with brotherbear.
sleeeeeep or try to at least
What is the last card game you played?
....uhm. negative.
Where are your siblings?
my brother is either at his friends house or at a lounge in LA. why? ): why don't you wanna know where i am ):):);
Do you want kids?
yeah, i used to want a lot of fat asian kids, but then i realized i don't wanna drive a soccer mom van. (nothing wrong with soccer josh ): i miss you dearly please come back from reno!!!)
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
boysies > girlsies.
Did you go out or stay in last night?
GAHD DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT LAST NIGHT. fucking this tease named val. fuck his shit.
When is your next road trip?
iono?
Are your parents in love?
i hope so? hahha
Last time you saw your parents?
at like six?
What were your first thoughts this morning?
GET THE FUCK OFF MY BED ): my brotherbear always jumps on my AIRMATRESS & now there is no air & it suxxx.
Are you a jealous person?
not anymore, no reason to be.
Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
nahh.
What is bothering you right now?
my feet are cold !
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
nah, just ask me or look at my status haha.
Is there any meaning behind your profile songs?
bonafide lovin? uhmm.. no? its just mega catchy.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?'
yaw dude.
Do you trust people easily?
yeah ): just IM me urryday for a week & i'll tell you all my secrets.
One thing you're looking forward to?
tomorrow (: haii matty.
Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else?
hm, rejected. its never happened to me before.. only because its rare i like boysies
What was the last thing you drank?
wawa or coke, i can't remember
Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
a little bit of both (:
Do you like pulpy orange juice?
YES YES YES YES YES <3 pulp
Would you ever parachute off a plane?
ughm, if the person doing it with me was a professional
Is your birthday on a holiday?
all saints day vs. hellokitty's birthday (BELIEVE ME NOW ANTZ?!)
Do you want to hit something?
take hits. not hit. jokejoke (:
Were you happy when you woke up this morninng?
no, i was still sleepy.
What are you seriously wearing?
pink sweats (: & my unicorn shirt (:
Do you currently have a hickey?
nuhuh
Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
mama
What were you doing at 7am?
slayyyping
What was the last reason you cried?
wow dude, i have no idea.
Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
nope (: i had ihop this morning
What did you do last night?
NOTHING. i got text messages asking me if i wanted to do some fun shit & then later he said it was a no go. and then i wanted to die.
Do you drink tea?
ewza
Is anyone on your bad side right now?
nahhp
Do you clean when you’re upset?
just my closet
What are you listening to?
i want to ride my bicycle - queen (:
Any plans for tomorrow?
(: (: (; wouldn't you like to know
Have you bought any clothing items in the past week?
yeah (: abercrombie&fitch buttonup (: its mega cute & sparkly
Has anyone ever asked you if you were retarded?
): yeah
How tall are you?
5'3 1/2
If you could buy anything, what would it be?
hellokitty things. for me & this mega cute girl jill <3
Who do you work for?
): pray that i get the job. please.
Who do you really miss?
my grandmamamamama in the philippines . yuck.
Do you lick your plate when you're finished eating?
....no/
Do you get mad if you lose?
i always lose ): so yeah.
What do you hear right now?
pollen & salt - daphne loves derby
Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
nah dude. i'm too happy single why add extra stress?
How many texts are in your inbox?
i deleted them all yesterday so iono. but maximillion saves all my text messages if i don't do it. i should reset it.
Where is your mom?
on the sofa
When will you see your mom next?
IF i go downstairs. prolly tomorrow
Ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
i n33d sleep
What should you be doing right now?
smething productive. i wish i was outtt but i know my parents would suspect me of drinking/smoking regardless if i'm not .. but prolly would be. but /; oh well i can save that for another day.
Are you a heavy sleeper?
no ): maximillion (blackberry) normally wakes me up with two vibrations.
What time did you wake up to this morning?
likeee .. 8? i don't remember
Where is your phone?
on my knee (criss cross apple sauce)
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
i did ,but thats gay shit. i'm young i have the next forever to be in a relationship.
Are you mad at someone right now?
nah, just annoyed.
Who makes you laugh no matter what?
nnz <3<3<3 .. actually any company.
What’s the weather like today?
chilly?
Will you be in a relationship in 50 days?
not unless its love at first sight.
When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends?
rissa? ): last day of schooooolz. i hope i see her tomorrow iono though.
Are you currently in a relationship?
i'm in a lot of relationships. but i'm not in a committed relationship if thats what you mean.
Where are you?
brotherbears room.
Do you have an xbox?
ps3 vs. wii vs. ds
Who did you spend your summer with?
I DONT REMEMBER , i just remember it was amazing. lots & lots of trina ): i miss you !!! please come back & talk to me asshole.
Who is the last person you commented?
kaylaaaa?
Ever rode a four-wheeler?
nuhuh
What happened at 3 pm yesterday?
at borders with fred.
What would you change about your life right now?
iono?
Do you shop at hollister?
i used to be in lava with it . but no not anymore. more abercrombie haha.
Are you happy?
no ): as long as brennan is sad i will be too.
Who has the same phone as you?
everyone has a blackberry but nestor does.
Last time you went swimming in a pool?
cindy & marilyn & lauras birthday party <3
Do you have Verizon?
t-mobile
Have you ever been IN a wedding?
nuhuh , i was too fat before.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
never?
Have you made a mistake this past week?
hahah, twice (:
What were you doing before filling out this survey?
watching hellokittyadventures with val.
How late did you stay up last night?
2ish
What are you going to do this weekend?
i have no idea yet.
Are you Irish in any way?
nope
What color are your eyes?
black , hazel/orange with contacts
Who/what do you hate currently?
no one that i can think of.
Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep a night?
yeah! but i don't get it 0;
When is your birthday?
november 1, 1992
Are you multitasking right now?
itunes ical safari texting. kinda (:
Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
nnz hahah. family. lots of people.
Did you have a good birthday this year?
(: (: (; nnz pregettogether + hb + hybrid = happybirthdaygirl.
OH not to mention melissa's cake (:
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
brotherbear in my onesies on my phone
Would you ever donate blood?
i'm anemic , i need someone to donate me blood.
Have you ever driven without a license?
nahp , i'm gunna fuck everyones car up
Have you ever had a friend who was of the opposite sex?
...hasn't urryone?
Do you want someone dead?
.... neva.
Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yeah! dude, i h8 being alone.
Is someone on your mind right now?
bill clinton cause he was on mtv & i was like .. hahah then i turned off the tv.
Do you think before you speak?
no ): i'm retarded
Do you make the wrong choices often?
yeah, never learn from em either. (: i'm tight.
i miss surveys ):
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