mood rings

HAHAHAHHA perfect song (:(:(;

* all my best friends know our business so why can't i put it on my blog. bitch ass move right? well, we've all made some. please don't take it as a rejection letter. please.

dear christopher,
you know i'm gunna keep your letter & i think its KINDA cute (not really considering i knew all this shit beforehand , i'm a smart girl- maybe not a 4.079 like you but i knew). i'm not trying to embarrass you right now by posting this on my blog, but to be honest i've already been embarrassed. fucking bitch ass move with your last relationship - don't even act like it was a not bad move. when i talked to my best friends (.. who you also talked to?) they agreed (don't think my best friends are more loyal to some nigga on my nutz (: (: (;) what the fuck was that though, i look like a homewrecker. maybe i'm just trippin ballz but seriously think about it. imagine me takin some boysie out & not replying to any of your texts (if we went out.) then getting broken up with that night. gay shit right?! kay, so. are you playing fucking mind tricks on me by telling my best friends your feelings instead of me? i bet you purposly told them so they can tell me & i can be eager & excited & shit. to be honest, when you did that bullshit to ash bay lay last year, i was waiting. i waited to a point that i gave up. i waited&waited, i eventually got bored with that shit & packed my ballsack & left. especially since you fucking told me you liked laurel in the process. what the fuck!? whatever, i'm not mad. kay. next, i knew you liked me thats why i constantly try to keep my distance, we are mega best friends forever of course we have shit in common , but being my mbff you knew i don't wanna be in a relationship so why do you continue to make this shit awkward (awks as you would put it). i'm rambling like you are but i've been waiting since the day at kim's to tell you this shit. to be honest i was mad that you went. i told you repeatedly not to but when your mind is made up i'm not gunna unmake it & deal with you trippin more. it didn't score major points with me , it really didn't (you should tell my best friends not to tell me next time). i was actually really turned off but seriously, if you want to spend more time with me , nigga i'm always free i hate that you think that you can only hang out with me if i'm lit. thats fucking ridiculous, why would you wanna hang out with me when i'm trynna relax its mega boring. nigga, please don't trip about the cycle - you broke it, i thought we aren't suppose to put all our cards out on the table? please please PLEASE don't give me this "i've never felt this way about a girl" / "this time its different". seriously you tell me that ALL the time (not about me but in general). i know you quoted my boy tupac in my favorite song "hate to sound sleezy but tease me i don't want it if its that easy". nigga, to be honest you're easy, our relationship is easy thats why i like your company. we get along, have shit in common & don't fight. but seriously, you do get around. hahhaha, no .. seriously. you said it yourself that you're going through girls hella fast cause you like me , why do we have to take it to the next level? i'm happy , you're happy. why do we needa put a label on it. you want us to go out? have rissa find out & tell my mom? have my brother interigate you? all this effort just to break up & ruin our frindship? FUCK THAT!

my mind suddenly uncluttered itself, i know i'm missing some shit but thats alright. i still don't understand why you wrote the letter KNOWING i don't wanna be in a relationship with you.

lavaforever,
kristina.

p.s. STOP YOUR BITCH ASS CRYING NIGGA I'M STILL HERE!
p.p.s. STOP CALLING , NIGGA I'M ONLINE !!!
p.p.p.s. YOUR DUMB ASS COULDN'T USE THE BACKSIDE?! WTF
p.p.p.p.s. WAY TO FUCKING INDENT NIGGA, LEARN HOW TO WRITE A LETTER
p.p.p.p.p.s. we can drop this whole thing if you want, i'm over it already. admit it , you're already thinkin of the next girl youre gunna try to get your dick wet with. ADMIT IT. by next week i'll hear "OMG THIS GIRL IS DIFFERENT! SHES FUCKING AMAZING & SHES HELLA FINE & SHE DRESSES HELLA NICE & SHE HAS HELLA GOOD TASTE IN MUSIC!" yeah yeah yeah , heard it all before haha, kristine anyone?! hahahhahahaha. don't make me laugh.
p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s. invite me out nigga. imisstalkingtoyou. honestly i've been ignoring you since kim's hahahahhaha (: you lava me admit it!
p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s. go buy your purple pants please. trickassbitch.