Monday, March 30, 2009

track two

FUCK ENGLISH AND FUCK DEVIL DWYER.
i'm not gunna do it cause i'm bad ass.

i'll take this free 20 minutes to talk about whatever the fuck i want. SOOOO prom was mega fun. dude, i can't remember girls names at all ever. its bad. i'm working on it. my memory is coming back - its so all in my head. anyways i went to mac last monday to set up an appointment for the 27th and the bitch put 28th on my appointment card so i had to go back and shes like oh i meant 27th its my moms birthday on the 28th blah blah so i go at 1230 on the 27th and the ladies that work there are like .. uh you don't have an appointment and i was like WOW FUCK I HATE YOU DRAG QUEEN ASS BITCHES. but they were angels and took me anyways. fucking spent 90something on makeup i just bought fucking blush, foundation, lipstick, lipgloss & eyelashes. waeva waeva but the only appointments they had were 5 and 1230 so i took 1230 obviously. so i had to get my hair done after and i went to the lady that does my eyebrows she was an angel she only charged me 25 (: too bad she asked another girl to help her and she put me through so much pain, she doesn't know how to curl hair. anyways anyways hm, WHITE BOY DANCING w/lawrence is the funnest thing ever. i fucking miss dancing with SC. but dude fernan was throwing out some good ass moves fucking guns and shit. NI0CE & hood.but but but the punch was fucking good as fuck. hm hm hm. trinas! was fun as fuck. got mega wasted fuck it i'm young. talked about jesus christ and what he'd be like if he drank/smoke for half an hour, i'm tight right? watched bitches throw up and had drinks spilled AND spit on me (: i'm tight right? coolz coolz. i don't wanna get into hella detail and embarrass myself/other bitches.

saturday i didn't do shit, i was just trynna rest & FUCK i didn't wash off my makeup from prom so i woke up went home took a shower and i had a big ass rash on my face and now my skin is dry as fuck UGH. STILL. whatever fuck it.

sunday, matty called & he took me to yoswirl & proved how good he is at reading (syyke). 'thass life d0e' oh gahd. haha. then jonathan proved what an angel he is. & i found a hellokitty cell phone charm on my porch (: lucky me

monday, today was bullshit my throat hurts like a bitch and i've been coughing like the little bitch i am. i also had school today UGH. and and and mac taco + oh mami + taquito + black lab + marshmallow treasures + frosted flakes + vicki + trina = good ass afternoon. oh dude i took a nap and i woke up with hella drool on my pillow, it was AMAZING. &patrick proved how ni0ce he was, he went to track late cause i didn't haz a ride home (:

i needa sleep now (:

welcome to jamrock

AIM IM with ashleeeybash3/12/09 8:29 PM

ashleeeybash: Supplies

Kristina Nguyen:
):

ashleeeybash:
What's wrong

Kristina Nguyen:
my phone got stolen

ashleeeybash:
No wonder dude

ashleeeybash:
Turn your head to the right

Kristina Nguyen:
NO

Kristina Nguyen:
it for real got stolen

ashleeeybash:
No

Kristina Nguyen:
YES

ashleeeybash:
I mean reallly turn your head

ashleeeybash:
Are you by a window

Kristina Nguyen:
yeah

Kristina Nguyen:
SHUT UP

Kristina Nguyen:
ARE YOU OUTSIDE?!!

ashleeeybash:
Is that your head?

Kristina Nguyen:
YES

Kristina Nguyen:
ARE YOU OUTSIDE?!

ashleeeybash:
Can kristina come out and play?


I LOVE HERRRR (: why can't urryone be like her?!


i'm awkwardly quiet & i know it. i refuse to be the person that sparks up a conversation, but i'll be happy to carry it. i have an extremely loud indoor voice. i like walking alone, but i hate being alone. i'm pretty simple. i likes lychee yogurt and i likes lychees with it. take me out?

Sunday, March 29, 2009

some cut

waduph0es.
fucking prom was amazing
fucking afterparty was amazing
waking up was not amazing

i got lazy right after typing that haha.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

make it mine

i'm getting excited for prom
-cleaned the house
-popped my pimple /;
-bought my shoes and dress
-hair appointment made
-makeup appointment made
-eyebrows waxed
-boutonniere bought

n33d to do
-clean my room
-shave my legs
-earrings?!
-garter
-ask mom about afterparty
-throw up after every meal

(:

Monday, March 23, 2009

the saltwater room

How many peopl​e have you had feeli​ngs for in 2009?​​​​
one like a little bitch

What'​​​​s on your mind?​​​​
bible as lit + prom

What were you doing​ right​ befor​e you logge​d into Myspa​ce?​​​
i watched i love you,man

Are you jealo​us of someo​ne right​ now?
nah, i'm better

Do you have any secre​ts that no one knows​ about​?​​​​
nope /; i always has to tell bay lay

Are you mean?​​​​
yeah, its in my personality

What did you go to bed think​ing about​ last night​?​​​​
japanese cherry blossom smells good

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to?
sleeping (:

Could​ you ever be frien​ds with someo​ne who hurt you badly​?
i am friends with some assholes that make me cry, haha. they have to put up with my bullshit too so its okay

Did 2008 treat​ you well?​​​​
extremely

Will this weeke​nd be a good one?
i hope so x 32484923. i still need an excuse /; or a gameplan for fridaynight/​saturday

What was the last thing​ you drank​?​​​
sprite no ice

Who'​​​​s hoodi​e did you wear last that wasn'​​​​t yours​?​​​​
uhm. i has no idea

What do you curre​ntly hear right​ now?
i want to ride my bicycle by queen. i mizz erik!

Do you belie​ve in love?​​​​
i believe in a thing called love by the darkness is an amazing song. but yes i do

Did you mean it when you said,​​​​ "I love you" last?​​​​
i don't think i've ever meant it unless it was to my family.

When was the last time you were sick?
currently

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next 5 month​s?​​​​
i wanna get my permit. my mom needs to make some goddamn appointments happen

Do you belie​ve that you can chang​e someo​ne you love?​​​​
if i loved them why would i need to change them? thats fucked up when people change for people, its never worth it.

Who is the first​ perso​n on your top frien​ds?​​​​
ash bay lay

What'​​​​s the great​est thing​ that happe​ned to you this week?​​​​
spending my hard saved money

Are you hungr​y right​ now?
for some generic lucky charms from target yes.

Who was the last perso​n of the oppos​ite sex to text you?
brotherbear vs. val

Does your head hurt right​ now?​​​​:​​​​
yeah i have a fatty headache, probably from listening to so much blocparty+​klaxons

What will you be doing​ in an hour?​​​​
slayp slayping

Have you ever given​ up on someo​ne but then went back to them?​​​​
a bajillion million hundred times

Is your room ever clean​?​​​
sometimes

What are you curre​ntly stres​sed out about​?​​​​
skewlz

When did you last see your #1?
friday (: she picked me up to get lychee yogurt with lychee jello at newpark (: take me?

Who was the last male you talke​d to?
ryan

Are your finge​rnail​s paint​ed?​​​​
yes, theyre black and white. silver on wednesday

Do you plan on movin​g schools withi​n the next year?​​​​
no, but in the next two years yes.

What is your middl​e name?​
what middle name?

Do you live with anyon​e on your top frien​ds?​​​​
my brotherbear

Do you belie​ve in perfe​ction​?​​​​​​​
when i look at james franco yes

Are you satisfied with your life?
for now yes

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​
hopefully iono when i'm gunna finish bible as lit

How many lette​rs are in your last name?​​​​
n-g-u-y-e-n, six

Do you clean​ when you'​​​​re upset​?​​​​
yeah, i'm kind of a freak but recently i've just been sulking

Is anyon​e overp​rotec​tive of you?
my dada used to be, not so much anymore

Do you like Red Bull or Monst​er bette​r?
i haven't tried red bull but i remember in 8th grade i shared a monster with alejandro and for some reason i spit it out and it got in my hair and it was a bitch

Is there​ someo​ne that makes​ you happy​ every​ time you see them?​​​​
appa

Does the thoug​ht of marri​age scare​ you?
no, i'm excited for it. its probably gunna be yellow. and its probably going to be very rhinestoned

Did you wake up in the middl​e of the night​ last night​?​​​​
nope (:

Does anyon​e call you babe?​​​​
nope, even though i resemble the pig

for ash bay lay

the salt water room

your taste in music sucks
you dress typical x tacky
your hair is fucked up
i can't decide why i'm so upset.

i'm a bitter ass girl and you don't wanna be associated with me

i watched i love you man today and it was funny shit
if you don't think so, don't talk to me your humor is retarded.
anyone in a judd apatow production is HILARIOUS.
sadly it wasn't a judd apatow movie.
i'm in love with jason segal
why are his characters so lavable?

fuxxing excited for aventureland AND startrek
good movies coming out again (:
come watch with me?

Sunday, March 22, 2009

slow dance

i've been in such a bad mood lately.
i blew hellza money the past todays.
naughty naughty me

(: i'm too materialistic lately
i'm happy though, is that bad?

hahah, so i got a huge juicy couture pink heart ring key chain (:
its pink and its beautiful i have one key but i don't give a
then i godded a laptop bag (; the new tokidoki geoprint one.
its beautiful and impractical considering it has one pocket. i don't give a.
i also godded panties hahah victorias secret has 7 for $25?! frikken steal
ohs ohs! i got my blackberry clear case /; sadly i can't find my charm /;
its actually not a charm its a huge puffy hellokitty /; i'm on a mission to find it

i am broke & i didn't even buy earrings for prom. or any jewelry
waeva waeva. i'll just go no jewelry its fine its fine haha.
i still need lipgloss too /;

dangerously in love

What's your 3rd text say?
Laptop!

Do you like your life as of now?
it could be better, but i'm learning not to complain

How did you wake up this morning?
my mom woke me up by stomping into my room with her paws demanding a gray cardigan

Be honest, who were you texting a little while ago?
i textED trina but she didn't reply

What is something that you realized today?
i realized its impossible for me to keep friends + alliances are bullshit + i break out a lot + i hate washing my hair + i'm spoiled

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
not anymore, hes tired of my bullshit

Who was the first person you talked to today?
mother

How late did you stay up last night, why?
hmm, 11? i was mega tired

Have you ever ridden a horse?
);

You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
crystal geyser

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
i have no idea, i can barely remember what i did on friday

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
/; every survey asks this

When's the last time you talked with the opposite sex on the phone?
yesterday when i called aaron

Do you think you are a good person?
nope.
i'm the anti-christ

Do you miss the way things used to be?
always

Are you a patient person?
never, give me enough respect to not make me wait & i won't chop your balls off or talk hella shit behind your back.


Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
with the boysies i know, no.


Are you afraid of death/dying?
yes, i'm scared everyone is gunna die and i'm gunna be stuck here

How's your heart lately?
delightful

When was the last time you cried?
long time ago

Think a lot before you fall asleep?
no, i like to go to bed right before i'm about to pass out

What do you think your number 1 is doing right now?
i'm not sure

Who would be the first person to know if you got pregnant?
ash bay lay or whoever didn't use a condom/whoever was a jew and got a condom that would rip

Do you care what others think about you?
not right now, i'm in a 'eyedahntgivafuxx' mood

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
always

Were you happy when you woke up today?
neh i was alright

Do you keep a planner?
sebastian

Closest green object to you?
blanket i'm on

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
got outta bed

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
prolly singing church songs

Where is your phone?
to the right of me

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
i just got home

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
always, just because i don't want people to know i'm gaining weight

Who was the last group of people you rode in the car with that were under 21?
christopher + austinintal

What's the last piercing you got?
my seconds /; i want a new one n0w.
i'll wait till after prom to ask my mom (: i'm an angel no?

Would you like receiving flowers or do you think that's tacky?
the thought is nice, but no thankyou i prefer your company, its cheaper unless you wanna pay for food + movietickets

Are you happy at the moment?
yes i am

If the last person you dated said they loved you, what would you say?
gedafuckouddahurr

Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
what shirt? haha i'm wearing a orange gap cableknit sweater

What are you currently hearing?
the girl is mine by michael jackson

When were you last outside?
today getting outta the car

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
church timeee

Are you afraid of the dark?
yes ): hold my hand?

Who did you last say I love you to?
i haz no idea

Have a best friend?
if you ask me what my relationship is with anyone on my top i'd reply with 'best friend'/'really good friend' so a lot

Are you gonna get high later?
i'm planning on it. jokejoke. kinda.


Who was the last person to text you?
christopher

Who was the last person you had a phone conversation with for more than 2 minutes?
maria

When is your birthday?
hellokitty'sbirthday / allsaintsday / november1

If myspace made you pay would you still use it?
never

Who is your number one on myspace?
ash bay lay

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
i did, but it wouldn't look right on my hellokitty fat cheek face

Do you toss & turn for hours at night or fall right to sleep?
fall right asleep

Do you have unlimited texting?
you betcha

When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
friday /; she peeckeed mee ahp.
(: shes an angel

Are you a forgiving person?
nope, i never forget & as long as i never forget the angry feelings are always there

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
brennan? no hes an angel

Last beverage?
... dude i didn't drink all day.
but i had lychee yogurt a couple hours ago (:

What are you doing Sunday?
no idea.
take me out?

Do you have a brother?
yes i do.


Who did you last go out to eat with?
my mother at olive garden

Who is the last person you physically hit?
no idea, but why didju have to add physically? the other kinda hit doesn't make sense

How many people do you have in your phone under "T"?
when i type t taylor,trina,kevin,ramon,sen.
i guess it does last names too? i has no numbers anymore /;

If you had to stay awake for 24 hours, what would you do in that time?
download music

Are you missing anyone at the moment?
my father & grandmother (both are alive haha)

Approximately, how many students are in your school?
like .. 300 a class? 1200? nahh, thats a lot. i'd say like 800.


What classes do you not pay attention in at all?
major religions, spanish , bible as lit, chemistry, algebra II, english , history

Do you just complete other homework in there?
when i'm in algebra i do my english homework, then people send me their history homework right when i walk in the door then i do bible as lit homework at lunch. yep.


i'm gunna go find a new survey now. no one wants to drive on sundays /; i'm so bored.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

drugdealer

Kristina Nguyen: looking at extra expensive bags/ ;
JaimeYuan: aha
JaimeYuan: why?
JaimeYuan: you don't need bags
Kristina Nguyen: i want itttt
JaimeYuan: when you has me to hold your stuff for you
JaimeYuan: :]

creeps me out

keep me company while i cough up my lungs.

kristinacooties.


So from now on, your going to be asked unique questions, you ready?
yes.


Have you thought about an ex today?
yes i did, i miss him dearly.


Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
her name is hellokitty.


Would you date someone who lived in another state?
if by another state you mean city near hayward

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
if by long distance you mean a city near hayward

Whens the last time you said you were fine, but really werent?
i'm not sure

Relationships or one night stands?
a night is a really long time, what about hour hookups?

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
yesterday

Is there anyone who doesnt like you?
i don't give a.


Do you laugh a lot?
nahhh

Do you consider yourself lucky?
extremely

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
hes a really good friend

Do you think youre pregnant?
nothankyou

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
monroe

You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
tokidoki flowers, trampstamp

Could you cry right now?
nahh

Who was your last text from?
val

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
yes, i think about me young and my grandmother and cry

In the past week, have you cried?
nahp, i wish

Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
never

What are the things youve heard people say about you?
her?!?!? ews , no dude think again, nah her assholes too big, those aren't pimples those are herpies, after her i got sooo itchy.

you know, normal shit

Are you friends with your exes?
alla them

If you were an animal, what animal would you be and why?
a pug because i look like one

Are you mad at someone right now?
nah, i'm trynna fix alla my friendships

Who did you spend your summer with last year?
trina

Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
motels bruh, i'm not that expensive

Are you okay with the life you live?
yes (:

Last person you told a secret to?
i'm not sure

How many true friends you got?
a small few

Do you like hugs and kisses?
yes i do

Do you text/call during class?
i text a lot

Do you live in a ghetto neighborhood?
yes, i live in #@y$tack

Did you say fuck today?
i say it all the time

Have you ever made fun of anybody and later became their friend?
all my friends?

Whos the last person you talked to on the phone ?
honey asilo

Have you ever licked a photo ?
....?

Do you believe that every one has a soul- mate?
one or five.


Have you ever had your heart broken?
nope /; break mine?

How many kids do you want to have?
2-9

What is/ are your favorite colors?
black pink magenta applegreen babyblue gray brown

Have you ever found it hard to tell anyone you like them?
i never tell people i like them, i wait till they tell me because i'm literally and figuratively blind

What song do you want played at your wedding?
break stuff by limp bizcuit

Do you love anyone?
urryone that makes me giggle

Have you ever wrote a love song/ poem?
no /;

Did you have a good day today ?
yes, (: happy birthday josiah

What are you thinking about ?
josiah's cute cousins cookie&ram...ele?

If you could change something about you or anything what would it be?
TITS TITS TITS, ass?

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
pr0m.
wasss good afterwards? can someone think of an excuse thatll let me go out?

Is there someone you dont ever want to be out of your life?
my top + family

Where did you get your last bruise from?
I HAVE NO IDEA, i have one on my arm and its ugly

What are you currently hearing right now?
C.U.T.T.H.R.O.A.T.
(: its my favorite mac dre song i think, i'm not sure

Is there a reason for your MySpace song?
i believe in a thing called love? its a good ass song

What are you looking forward to?
prom

Are you really happy or are you just saying that?
i really am happy. promise.


Do you think relationships are hard?
yeah, if they weren't theyd be hella boring

When was the last time you slept on the floor ?
long time ago

Did your parents do drugs when they were younger?
my dad started smoking at 16, hes g.
i'm thriving to be like him

Are there framed pictures from your parents wedding in your house ?
nope, they didn't have a ceremony

Who inspires you the most?
my grandmother , motiveforce, donovan strain, my father

Have you accidently sent a text to the wrong person?
yeah, i told chris my mother bought pizza, it was meant for my brother christopher

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didnt?
story of my life

Have you ever been called a Bitch?
never, don't you dare.

Friday, March 20, 2009

life goes on

things happen so fast.
one second you two are best friends
next second you don't even know who you're talking to.
life works in mysterious ways.
things are mega awkward.

i'm just gunna be my regular self and just avoid it.
kcool? accept it. i blame you, remember that.

did i mention i got my new baby (blackberry)?
still unnamed. /;

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

kiss me and i'll kiss you back

I GOT MY NEW BLACKBERRY (:
aws, someone help me name him/her (:
&send me yuh numba.

ktoodles.
i have to go to oakland tomorrow to fill papers.
i hopes i get the job.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

lungs like gallows

fuckz dude, i meeeeeeezzzzzz himmmmmm
no matter how weird it is to say it. i do i do i do.
we never ever talk anymore ):
and i feel like since i took you off starhoes on my buddylist
you've disappeared from the rest of my life
I CANT HELP ITTTTT, i don't like needing to talk to you
especially because when i see you/saw you you didn't care like i did
): ): ): for real why don't you miss me like i miss you?!?!?!?!?!

you're a gahdamnwhore. but you're happy.
and thats what matters to me (:yeah?
she tainted you btw.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
fuck me! but not literally because you're tainted remember?

rock with you

Lets start out with something clever, whats your sign?​​​
scorpio, but i'm not a skanky ass bitch. promise.

Congr​atula​tions​!​​ You just had a baby boy​​​​ What'​​​​​s his name?​​​
jesuschrist. or garbage. ..wait by baby boy do you mean a pug/babydog?

What is bothering you right now?
my nose, its not working

What is your favorite color?​​​
black, magenta, applegreen, white, gray, brown, yellow, red, lilac, pink.

Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?​​​
nope, shitty movies out

Are you easily scared by horror/​​thriller films?
YES! i'm a little pussy when it comes to movies.

If there was a large spider in the room, would you stay?​​​
i would get a paper/​napkin/​slipper/​shoe/​swifer to kill it

Do you regret anything you've done lately?​​​
not doing my homework

Last place you went out to eat?
i went to coldstone today, does that count?

Are you listening to music right now?
my united states of whaaaaevaaaa by liam lynch

What are you thinking about right now?
throwing dice in the ally and having officer leeroy come and talk to me

What are you doing tomorrow?​​​
skewl skewl skewl + MY NEW BABY GETS DELIVERED !!!

What are you doing tonight?​​​
this x8947843 , i'll take as many as i find

Could you date someone taller than you?
it doesn't matter to me but i likie tall boysies.

Next time you will go to the doctor?​​​
maybe soon my throat hurts like fuck

Last time you cried?​​​
long time ago.

What's in your pocket?​​​
key + cherrychapstick​ like the lesbian i am

Do you think​ you could​ ever forgi​ve someo​ne who murde​red one of your friends?​​​
is that someone my friend? &depends on the reasoning. but yeah maybe, my friends are bitches/​sluts/​whores/​skanks/​pussyassmuhfuck​ers/​asian.​

If you could​ pack up and leave​ your life now to move away,​​​​​ would​ you?
i COULD now, but its not gunna happen

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
afroman

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
geddin in the showawa

Do you enjoy summer?​​​
<3 <3 <3 i meeezzz itttt

Can you imagine yourself getting married?​​​
i can, but i can't imagine my husband hahah. i can imagine me in a white dress with mega many rhinestones. yep. hahaha.

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
my new cell phone is expected to cumz (:

Ready for kids?​​​
nothankyou

Do you like where you live?​​​
#@yw@rd aint nuttin to fuck wid.

Are you a good babysitter?
no, kids die on my watch

Ever thrown up in a car?
sadly, no.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?​​​
church at 5p.m. on saturday at saintbede, church at 8p.m. on sunday at saintclement. beside that nope. wanna go out? (:

Would you ever get a tattoo?​​​
YES YES YES YES YES YES i want one nowwwww. i want a trampstamp, but its not gunna be ugly ass tribal shit. i want i want, well lets not jinx it.

Have you ever broken anything because you were mad?
one time in the like 6th grade i went to walmart with my mom and she pissed me off so i broke a pot outside. i'm such a little rebel

Are you a morning person or a night person?​​​
allzdayperson.

Have you hugged someone within the last week?​​​
yes, wait... haha i didn't hug anyone all day actually. i'm the devil.

What do you do when you have a bad day?
talk shit to everyone online + eat a lot + sleep + download music + blog + spend all my money on useless shit + not do homework

girls girls girls

Kristina Nguyen: hes so cute
rayymonstarr: lawl
rayymonstarr: u want him inside you
Kristina Nguyen: i don't mind
Kristina Nguyen: HAHAHHA
Kristina Nguyen: nah hes pussy obsessed now
Kristina Nguyen: and in love
rayymonstarr: lawwl
rayymonstarr: whatta cutie
Kristina Nguyen: i would never fuck that up for him
Kristina Nguyen: hes happy
Kristina Nguyen: (:
rayymonstarr: awh
rayymonstarr: youz a sweetie
Kristina Nguyen: (:
Kristina Nguyen: i know

i'm a nice ass bitch !!!

williiamsburg

NIMBY - not in my back yard
HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAH.
fucking sparkle? @ lunch.

my throat hurts like a bizzotch
when i swallow its all bad
i got coldstone today d0e (:

i get confirmed soon too
fucking mass on saturday AND sunday d0e
its okay i love jesus.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

crazy

Be honest, who called you last?
I WOULDN'T KNOW I DON'T HAVE A CELL PHONE ): last person i know was bay lay

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
nah, i'm too boring

Who was the first person you talked to today?
randy for his address

How late did you stay up last night?
oneish? i don't remember

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
hm, everyone on the junior retreat

What will you be doing in 3 hours?
asleepsleep

Have you held hands with anyone in the past 24 hours?
/; no.

Are you ticklish?
if you don't have heavy ass hands / if you aren't a cr33pster. in that case i'm more scared then anything. but if you are cute&i'm in a good mood then yes.

What are you listening to?
prettybrowneyes by mintcondition

Any plans for tomorrow?
skewllllllz, maybe some vickisick?

Whats on your bed?
me, crayons, printerpaper, comforter x2, throwblanket, hellokitty x3, bear, pillowx3 , peter, george

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
hugged lauren goodbye

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
everyone with jokes.. everyone. i laugh at lame ass jokes cause its awkward if i don't

When is your birthday?
november first

Have you ever kissed someone under fireworks?
no, fireworks scare me

Do you like Valentine's Day?
i like the free shit i get

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
chemistry /;

Can you whistle?
kinda

Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
i'm gunna say josh, because he was the last one to IM me last night so he was on the bottom of my list to say goodbye to

Who was the last guy you talked to?
in person, handyrandy

Are you waiting for something?
yes, i'm waiting for a lot of things

Have you ever been called heartless?
no, i'm a nice girl

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
i can't remember.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
baylay + josh

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
never, i'm the antichrist of the world.. but a nice girl

Is there anyone that hates you right now?
i hope so, i hate a lot of people

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
i have no idea

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
sleeping like a insomniac on sleeping pills

Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
noooooooo

What's the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
why didn't mama wake me up for church?!

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
lauren + handyrandy

Were you mad about the way you woke up this morning?
nope

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
everyone but alejandro

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
i used to all the time, i was stupid

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
a couple

Were you singl​e on your last birth​day?​​
always, i only like boysies during summer /; it always ends up like that haha

Are you wearing a sports shirt​?​​
negative. gray v-neck

How much longe​r until​ your birth​day?​
ask someone in love with hellokitty/macdre.

Would ​you go back in time if you could​?​​
yes

Do you fall for peopl​e easil​y?​​
never

hoes in here

yokaibigan: wally was like professor watson?

yokaibigan: everyone in the cafeterria was like "why the hell is there a crying bear here?"

yokaibigan: "take care, call me when you become the man-bear youve always wanted to be"


tell me a story? (: chapter two next weekkk!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

you don't love me

vickiblahhh
you loook like a drug addict
Kristina Nguyen
FUCK YOU
Kristina Nguyen
i didn't shower

why i n33d to shower urryday

i eat pussy

i took the SATs today, it was bullshit.
i thought it was gunna be harder,
and i'm super stupid. maybe i'll study next time.
i decided i don't wanna go to college.
so much walking + stairs. oh goodness.
me&my brother got lost .. and he goes there.

downloaded hella music today,
its starting to give me a headache though
fucking random ass assortment
so i have to constantly change the volume
its a little bitch, why can't urrything be the same

oh dude! girl scout season time.
<3 samoas. someone remind me to ask juliann for some
eek eek eek, i lava lava them i wish it was year round

(: i'll find a survey i'm mega bored.
i've been on the couch since 130
and i didn't shower (: i'm cute no?
my hair smells and feels like shit
it might be dripping with oil too.
coolz.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

soweto

fuck the slutty ass whore thats using my baby, i hope shes messican & gets pregnant with octuplets. ): i miss my hellokitty charm! that shit was so fucking hard to find. UGH! no number. i get a new phone on wednesday, but me being stubborn as fuck i got another blackberry ): ): ); i wish i wasn't so fucking materialistic.

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
yeah, i wanted it then i decided i'm not badass enough for it & i'm too fat.

Does a kiss make you feel better?
i'd rather have you gag on my cawk, or have my phone returned ):

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
no, hopefully soon though even though i don't like drinking

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
i turn on the shower then i turn on my heater and by the time i walk back its hott. err at least warm enough to get in.

Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
not g enough + bad karma

Have you ever thought about your death?
meth

Did you believe that boys/girls had cooties?
kristinacooties

Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
my boy marlon brando, except his voice.

Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
allz the time.

Have you ever run over an animal?
haha my brother almost did this morning, it was already dead though

What is your favorite cereal?
frosted flakes vs. froot loops vs. cinnamontoastcrunch vs. trix vs. cookiecrisps

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
nothankyou. i'd rather eat reeses

What are you doing right at this moment?
doing this but i'm downloading music

Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
if by straight you mean ones that suck hella dick then yeah its alright. haha i jokejoke, i'm sure it'll feel fine against meat curtains too.

Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
alcohol but more of coke/sprite i'm a pussy when it comes to drinking. iono how jenn does it /;

Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
no, none of my shoes have shoelaces

Have you ever been skinny dipping?
i wish, theres no where to swim naked .. thats clean.

Have you ever been arrested?
nothankyou.

Do you dream in black and white?
in color and in english

Do you talk in your sleep?
nahp, my brother says i snore

Do you snore?
heyyyyy i just said so. hahah. its attractive right?

Funniest thing you heard all day?
getting my tall tee + rhinestones

Have you ever gotten a mosquito bite on your face?
on my pork bun cheeks, it was a bitch it was mega itchy

What are you afraid of?
regret + getting my phone stolen again x3 /; 2nd phone stolen, god doesn't want me to have one.

Are you liste​ning to music​ right​ now?
its getting hot in here by the team, dude, i'm for real getting stupider listening to this shit. and i'm getting too antsy /;

Do you prefe​r warm or cold weath​er?​​​
hottttttt

What were you doing​ at 7am this morni​ng?​​​
in the showawa

Were you happy​ when you woke up this morni​ng?​​​
yeah, it was a easy get up

Is there​ someo​ne who you can spend​ every​ minut​e with and be happy​?​​​
my grandmother.

Do you like to cuddl​e?​​​
only with fat ass bitches

What jewel​ery are you weari​ng?​​​
betseynecklace + hellokittyrhinestonering

Who gave that jewel​ry to you?
my mom bought me my necklace.. but she wears it most of the time & my brotherbear bought my ring

Who was the last perso​n you talke​d on the phone​ with?​​​
vickisick

How late did you stay up last night​?​​​
1030 i wanna start sleeping early

How is life going​ for you right​ now?
pretty good, just living in the future though gay shit

Are you keepi​ng a secre​t right​ now?
not one important enough for me to remember

Has anyon​e put their​ arms aroun​d you in the past 5 days?​​​
not that i can remember minus hugs. where the fuck have i been lately?! fuck i hate being at home. i have NO life anymore ):

Is there​ someo​ne that makes​ you happy​ every​ time you see them?
ash bay lay + joshyos

Are you missi​ng anyon​e?​​​
^^^ + maximillion, my phone ): ): ): my life revolves around him, i'm not joking

Are you satis​fied with how thing​s are going​?​​​
i guess

Have you ever given​ up on someo​ne,​​​ but then went back to them?​​​
always fuck that bullshit though, i'm dunzo.

In the past week,​​​ have you cried​?​​​
i wanna cry nowwwwwwwwwww

Who is your favor​ite perso​n to talk to when you’r​e down?​​​
ashbaylay + joshyos + nnz + appa

Are you open about​ your feeli​ngs or close​d off?
open to urryone that wants to listen

What'​​​s the best thing​ that happe​ned to you today​?​​​
finding out i passed chem + spanish but by passed i mean almost failed

Do you take walks​ when you'​​​re mad?
no thats gay + i hate the outdoors unless i need to be outside

If you could​ chang​e your eye color​,​​​ would​ you?
nah, i'd just want eye creases

When was the last time you were truly​ sad?
RIGHT NOWWWWWWWWW, i'm so overdramatic. i don't give a fuck d0e.

For the most part,​​​ do you like your life?​​​
minus today, lava it.

Where​ did your last hug take place​?​​​
in rajiv's car

Are you singl​e?​​​
yes, i don't want it any other way for now

What song are you liste​ning to?
on wings of integrity - mychildrenmybride

If you could​ live anywh​ere,​​​ where​ would​ it be?
somewhere where bitches don't steal my bullshit.

When is the last time you were in a hospi​tal?​​​
to see anthony

Have you ever kept a fortu​ne from a Chine​se fortu​ne cooki​e?​​​
nahp. i rarely eat chinese food

Do you think​ your life story​ would​ make a great​ movie​?​​​
nope, you'd probably fall asleep

Have you ever gone to a books​tore at 12am to buy the next Harry​ Potte​r book?​
nope ): i wish i could read

Have you ever been so bored​ that you count​ed crack​s in the walls​?​​​
nope, i'm never that bored

Do you read while​ you eat?
nahp, i lose my place when i look at my food

Have you ever seen the last perso​n you texte​d naked​ ?
I WOULDN'T KNOW I DON'T HAVE A CELL PHONE

Will tomor​row be bette​r than today​ ?
its fucking friday but it will be a shit day. first day without a phone

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to?
WEDNESDAY, when i get my new cell phone ): ): );


Who was last to cook for you?
myself, i made mac and cheese

How did you wake up this morni​ng?​​​
MY FUCKING PHONE ):

What'​​​s the last pill you took?​​​
ferrous gluconate

Have you ever not been able to get someo​ne off of your mind?​​​
no, i don't fall that easily

Do you hate being​ alone​?
yeah

Do you think​ relat​ionsh​ips are ever reall​y worth​ it?
yeah

Do you know anyon​e that smoke​s pot?
not enough people

Do you get along​ with girls​?
nehh, i get mad at them more.

This time last year what was your love life like?
same, none.

What is somet​hing you reall​y want right​ now?
MY FUCKING BLACKBERRY BACK W/ MY FUCKING HELLOKITTY CHARM ):

What is the last thing​ you used your own money​ for?
nine dollars for the prom bus

Is a best frien​d/​​​ boyfr​iend/​​​girlf​riend​ or ex pissi​ng you off at the momen​t?​​​
YES YES YES YES YES YES YES

Are any of your texts​ in your inbox​ locke​d and why?
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When was the last time you were told you were cute?​​​
never, i'm ugly

Inter​ested​ in anyon​e at the momen​t?​​​
never, i'm ugly

Are you afrai​d of falli​ng in love?​​​
yes.

Do you think​ you are a good perso​n?​​​
i try but my karma is all fucked up so it doesn't matter.

Do you belie​ve that you can chang​e for someo​ne?​​​
never, i'd never change for someone and i'd never change someone. thats fucked up. what happened to loving people for who they are? accept everything sluts.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

on wings of integrity

i'm an asshole, how can i not remember people in my class,
that i've been with for THREE quarters? my memory is bad.
&i failed my history, chemistry and spanish test.
grades are due tomorrow & i'm pissing myself

AHHH i'll blog later i'm gunna download some bay slaps
+ some more MCMB? hahah i'm really feeling it right now.

Monday, March 9, 2009

suitcases&travelbags

i wanna throw up.
period cramps + awwwwful stories.
i refuse to play ... oh nevermind.

FUCK TARGET
whoever bought the yellow panties w/pink strawberries can die
i want them so bad they are so cute. fuck victoriassecret.
their shit isn't cute, not like kawaii strawberries.
i went to 3 targets & alla them had ONE small /;
but i thought i had to buy five cause its 5/$15
then i realized they are originally $3 so i ain't savin shit.
dude megaaa cheap.
i want em NAO.
someone take me to target? (:

oh oh oh & someone take me to the fremont library (: or borders (:

Sunday, March 8, 2009

crawl

so.. my life is fucked up.
i'm burning bridges with my best friends.
but the ones i burnt previously are being re-built?

i make no sense.
&i don't give a fuck anymore.

i saw vicki today for the first time in forever
&it was at marina foods .. i'm embarrassed.
hahahha.

oh & i got my prom dress.
but i've been gaining weight and i bet it doesn't fit.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

never be the same again

yes, i for real listen to my own myspace .. a lot.
i for real failed my chem test today (:
yay me, i'm pretty sure i got below a 30%.
i'm not even joking. don't even.

so i took a nap from 10-1:30.. so ..
damn, i hate being awake at this time.
i have nothing to do & no one is online.

so i went to newpark & this bitch at newpark
returned the tokidoki bag i wanted (:
but i didn't get it cause mama doesn't like it.
and now i want a tattoo really bad.

GAHD DAMNIT.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

seven years

the past 18 days have forreal felt like seven years.
i'm such a fucking baby.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

phone tap

70-80% of the things you worry about don't even happen.
i was trippin hella hard last night about ms. couling calling me+trina to see her before school.

(: she gave me a hellokitty bandaid today. shes an angel.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

the climb

you irritate me so fucking much,
to the point that when i think of you my face gets itchy
not only itchy but hot and itchy
then my my head starts hurting from being so annoyed
and it makes me wanna pull my hair out.

yeah,
thats what i think of you.
get the fuck out of here.

mhmm, you heard me.


p.s. if i say brb homework, assholes PLEASE
don't continue IMing me or ask me how homework is going
i'm not fucking joking with you i'm doing my homework.
fucking cock whores

the word bestfriend becomes redefined

wrong timing
wrong reaction
wrong answer
WRONG !!!
i blame you.
this will not happen again.
i promise.
over it.

i need a good cry.
i ran out of emotions.
and i no longer care about myself

today is my one month anniversary with myself
i'm praying friday will go through d0e i'm dying.
i'm having withdrawls and the weeks are getting longer

fuck being kinda grounded.
i learned my lesson-- i shoulda went to public school.
please someone pick me up , ANYONE. anywhereeeeee.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

call me when you get this

i read FML everyday, it makes me extremely paranoid

Today, I was presenting a powerpoint. As I plugged in the cord that connected my computer to the projector, I had forgotten what my boyfriend had set my desktop picture to the night before. I opened my laptop and projected on the wall was me nude. I go to Catholic school. FML

Today, I decided to brush up on my flirting skills and ask a guy I thought was kind of cute what time it was. He pointed to the very visible watch on my wrist and said "You should know already". FML

Today, I was interviewing a cute guy for my journalism class, and he asked to borrow my laptop to check his email quickly. After the interview, I realized that the last thing I had searched for on my browser's Google box was "ingrown pubic hairs," and it was still up there. FML

Today, I decided to quit smoking and put on a nicotine patch. I decided to have one last cigarette and ended up sick at the doctors with nicotine poisoning. FML

Today, I went to an underwear shop, and an employee recommended me a push-up bra. I was wearing one. FML

Today, I had to give a speech in front of my class and during my speech I had to say the words "But six"; however, because of my accent it sounded like "Butt sex". For the remainder of the day I was frequently asked about "Butt sex". FML

anyone i can have a 'me too' moment with. anyone whose sentences i can complete. anyone that texts me goodmorning/goodnight. anyone that gives me unique compliments. anyone that can teach me how to read. anyone that'll feed me. anyone that'll hold my hand while they're nice&sweaty. anyone i can sit in a car with&just listen to horribly amazing music with. anyone that completes me.