i said good day.

i'm saying goodbye to blogspot.
http://kristinacooties.tumblr.com/
follow me on twitter, just find me hahah.

>:[

hahahhaa people in this generation are so fucking funny.
stop frontin.

(:

does anyone realize that harry potter is showing tomorrow, and the next day, and next week, and three weeks from now?
does anyone realize that if you see it at first showing you're gunna go home and sleep then the rest of the world will see it and it'll be like you don't have an advantage over anyone?
no point in going first showing if you're not gunna potter the fuck out. i better see some scars and shit on foreheads.

goodnight.

|:

I'm a fucking loser, but not the Judd Apatow movie kind-I'm not funny nor is my life exciting. I'm more of the weird ass asian girl with no friends that talks too much but you'll put up with her because you don't wanna fuck up with your karma & be mean. if i had to describe my life in two words i think i'd chose, 'what life?'. i stay home, i don't sleep and i get hella pimples. geeeeeeeeek! but the real geek. not the 'geeked up cause i've never been a retard' jerkin geek because its the new cool, but the real geek that likes peanutbutter sandwiches & enjoys quality pens. May the force be with you.

>:[

over it.
over your bullshit.
over your bullshit.
over your secretbullshit.
over your fakebullshit.
over your playingstupidbullshit.
over your itsnotmyfaultbullshit
over your iforgotaboutyoubullshit
over your onlydownwithmeifimdoingdumbshitbullshit
over your youneedtoIMmefirstorwewon'ttalkbullshit
over your imissyouweneedtohangoutbullshit
over your damnwhydontwetalkanymorebullshit.

over it over it over it over it.
i don't care, and couldn't give a fuck less.

i just watched teenstallestteens
shit is so sad, it makes me feel so fucking guilty.
i need to be happy, its my life goal for forever.
kids/people can be so fucking cruel
it makes me so sad.
waevawaeva i'm gunna write in sebastianiii

(:

...earlier in life



always down to sing/dance/trance with me (:



always down to party with me (:|>*



always down to cry with me/listen (:



always down to pigeon walk/water/astroids with me (:



always down to guitarhero/rockband with me (:



always down to go to union landing with me (:



aways down to tell me racist jokes/talk about ass pictures (:



always down to wear black cardigans with me (:




work in progress.

(:

Does the last person you held hands with go to your school?
yesuh

Are you single or in a relationship?
single

Is anything bothering you?
i just woke up, my mind is pretty empty

What do you hear?
hold me by weezer (:

Would rather be in a relationship or single?
single, i'm too young for that bullshit. + i don't want the responsibility of worrying about anyone else but me. i'm a selfish little motherfucker

If someone liked you would you want them to tell you?
yeah, i like knowing.

Do you like tattoos?
depends if you're sexy. necktattoos are getting oddly hellza sexy.

Is your hair long or short?
medium

Do you think cheating is okay?
personally for me, no. but if you do it whatever its not my karma

If you were pregnant who would you tell first?
baby's daddy

Do you have any bad habits?
over eating, over sleeping, over analyzing.

Do you want kids?
yes, 2-3 boy first, then a girl, then another one hahah.

Do you ever take naps?
i just took a nap, i was watching ace of cakes-it didn't hold my attention obviously.

What kind of music do you listen to?
depends who i'm with. but recently, only michael jackson /; honestly i'm getting sick of him HAHAH i'm sorry.

Have you ever been on a boat?
uhmmm. oh yeah! fieldtrip. it was smelly.

What is your favorite color?
magenta, black, yellow, white, applegreen

Have you ever seen fireworks?
couple days ago

Have you lived where you live your whole life?
since 1999. haha

Do you believe in abortion?
believe? what is that, something thats not real? hahha. i support abortion if thats what you mean.

Has someone close to you ever died?
happily, no.

Do you get along with your parents?
if they want to be nice to their only daughter (:

Birthday is?
november first

Name something you always have on you?
my cell phone

What did you do today?
government meeting (i think i went to it), jtom's, vicki's, chevy's, chucke cheese, nestor's, home.

What was the last thing you cried over?
being alone, honestly. hahah.

What are your plans for friday night?
hazel's birthday

Do you hate anyone?
i'm annoyed of everyone

How are you feeling?
annoyed

Do you lecture people about drugs?
uhm, not drugs but cigarettes. its hella sexy but i don't want my friends to do it. haha its hard to explain!

Have you ever kissed anyone named Tom?
nothankyou.

Do you delete people off of MySpace?
sometimes if i'm in a extra nasty (bad) mood.

Do you like surprises?
baby ones, i don't like big surprises-or i don't think i would

Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?
they think i'm smart, but i'm not

What'd you do last night?
watched my sister's keeper in moutainview.

Last form of public transport you went on?
bart

Don't you hate when radio stations continue to play the same songs?
michael jackson all day, its getting olddddd fayust but i love his music so i guess its okay

Did you really ever have "the talk"?
kinda, i had the pregnancy talk

Do you currently have a tattoo on your body somewhere?
nuhhh

Do you ever match your shoes with your shirt?
yes?

How are you sitting right now?
on my airmattress

Have you ever had a real tea party? Or been to one?
no

Do you consider a family member one of your bestfriends, or close friends?
brotherbear

Are you currently trying to quit something?
nah

Are you guilty of saying "thats what she said" jokes?
sometimes

Do you feel like song lyrics fit your situations sometimes ?
allz the time

Do you pick your words carefully, or just tend to blurt everything out?
uhm, i say what i want i guess

Where did you grow up?
SOUFHAYWARDBLAHDDDD!

Why do some people shave their arms?
cause they don't wanna have arms like mine hahah.

Is there anything special you go to bed with?
what does that mean?

Have you ever ran away from home?
i'd have no where to run to + i hate running

Whens the last time you played with water balloons?
ages ago

Have you ever participated in an eating competition?
my life

What are you most likely to pick off of your pizza?
olives

Do you think babys have dreams?
yeah, thats why they smile in their sleep (:

Are you wearing pants?
nope hahah, i hate wearing pants!

Whats longer, your first name, or your last name?
first name.

Can you relate better to songs, or movies?
songs, i never relate to movies

Ever dated someone in a band?
uhhuh

Do you own anything that has to be held together with duct tape?
nuhuh

Whats better, home made cakes, or store bought ones?
both

Do you actually knock on wood, when you say knock on wood?
i don't get it, but no.

Who are the last people you saw kissing?
i don't even know.

Would you give your number to an attractive stranger?
if they're friends of a friend. but no, i'm not that shallow.

Whats the best advice your Mums' ever given to you?
DON'T EAT THAT!

Can you have a mature argument without using attitude?
nope

Do you say "no offence" when you really dont care if they're offended or not?
i say it when theres a possibility they might.

):

two days of gettin back on it,
bad bad road kristina, live it up.

i should probably write in my word document sebastian,
today was a good day. happy fourth of july.

annoyed

fuck you motherfucker.
i am not your go to girl when your girl is busy
fuck you! i'm no longer available when you are bored either.
if we can't talk on a regular basis because we are friends,
then i don't even want to be friends with you.
don't crawl back to me okay?
you bug the heebeejeebees out of me
seriously.
seriously
cereal.

classes

s1
accounting
painting
american government
myth and folklore
general business
psychology

s2
digital photography
sculpture and clay
economics
catholic social teaching
mass media
essay as lit

s1 + s2
kinesiology

Y;

is my new favorite happyface.
my summer is slowing down, supz much.
i've been home ALL week.

fuck i need a nap.
toodles!

);

i feel sad for you
you're a bitch driver
and you don't even realize it.

>:[

you're a whore, thanks for the invites.

(:

whatupbren: i remember when i called you 2 christmas's ago
whatupbren: when i was in hawaii and we talked on the phone for hours
12:27 AM
Kristina Nguyen: (:
Kristina Nguyen: AWW
Kristina Nguyen: i liked you then
Kristina Nguyen: haha
whatupbren: i did too

yes! returned feelings..two years ago. i have no idea why i admit likings.

(:

i'm an angel. i'd rather make the impression of living in a convent than getting home supz late and getting my ass beat by my mother. i live cautiously because i hate disappointing people, especially my pawbear. i care about the opinions of the people i care about. i don't believe living life on the edge, i'm afraid of heights. if everyone lived life on the edge wouldn't that become the standard? then you'll have to be more extreme to compete with everyone else. i'm fine being supz far from the edge. don't take me out of my comfort zone, i like living a boring life, i'm not trying to impress you, i promise.

>:[

you're so fucking stupid.
i hate you. honestly.
i thought i took for granted and missed you
recently figured out YOU'RE the one that took me for granted
i fucking hate you, i'm going to leave you alone cause you deserve to be
fuck your shit. why the fuck were we friends? ugh, i make myself sick.
i'm going to make this same mistake again but i don't give a fuck
i deserve to feel like shit again if i let it happen.
fall in love with me again, i'll fucking crush your emotions like i will to your face.
asshole. delete me from your phone book.

(:

i get to meet jill (anthony's baby sister)today (:
i vced with her for hella long last night

too bad i read this letter i wrote to a particular someone, it was a completely honest letter and two songs i don't like listening to anymore came on. party shuffle wants me to be in a bad mood. its official.

(:

macgre510
i once wanted to do cocaine really badly
Kristina Nguyen
WHAT?!

(:

i recently developed acne because i watched startrek three times and religiously quote it. not to mention i watched all the starwars movies multiple times (and i luzz fanboys). its a badge of honor, just like my unwashed greasy hair. you like it, admit it! i have no friends, 'I tend to think of myself as a one man wolf pack'. hahah, i wish i was joking about this about me.

(:

even though i haven't been out of twin bridges since sunday, i'm oddly content now. don't get me wrong i still wanna go out and paint the town pink but i'm happy.

talking to old friends brightens my heart.
why can't i always be like this (:

happy early birthday ramon!

(:

Kristina Nguyen: since we are spending all our money on coke and trees
macgre510: aha
Kristina Nguyen: i don't know why you're laughing
macgre510: me either
macgre510: because marriage with you sounds lovely
Kristina Nguyen: (: that better be 100% honesty
macgre510: 101%

(:

Did anything brighten up your day today?
the whole day (: camera + ashley's.

Have you ever taken a shower with someone on your top?
trina + lourdes + chloe.

How are you feeling at this exact moment?
tired, my body is hella sore from swimming/doggypaddling/sittinginthepool.

Are you someone who worries too often?
i stress the fuck out about tiny nigger shit.

Do you ever wonder how other people see you?
yes, which is why i part my hair the other way and look in the mirror. haha jokejoke, yes i do, but i don't care.

Have you ever thought something would work out but they used you?
yeah, i refuse to feel used though. when i feel like i was i think about how i treat them and realize i used them. motherfucker!

Have you ever been to California?
take me?

Are you the type of person who likes to be out or home?
out out out! but sometimes when i'm out too much i miss being at home and sleeping in my own bed.

What is one thing that's bothering you right now?
my skin is burnt and getting worse /;

What did you do today?
bestbuy-newcamera + ashley's-swimming/rave/party/trance + showawa-washedhairtwice

Who is all the texts in your inbox from?
yeah right, gregory saves my texts forever, but i delete em every month. but, your mom was one of them.

Where/What should you be doing right now?
sleeping. i will after this.

Who did you last talk to in person?
brotherbear, he asked how ashley's was then left.

Last phone call?
kevin velasco, oops! haha, i didn't even know. oops.

What does your last outbox text say?
something along the lines of 'ready to get picked up?'.

Can you make yourself sneeze?
people can do that? i like sneezing, but no i can't.

Where were you at 9am this morning?
trying to fall back asleep. i forgot to turn off my 845 alarm clock from yesterday /;

When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
): may 28, hopefully i'll see her soon though.

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
risssaaaaa's!

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
switched my phone to silent so drunk niggers don't text me and wake me up.

What are you wearing?
my ukraine shirt (: my papabear godded it for me.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
HAHAHA! i just talked about this yesterday. no particular time, i just dislike this girl and wish she'd fight me.

What is the stupidest thing you spent money on?
palmtree betsey johnson necklace /;

Are you happy?
yes (: today and yesterday and alla summer has been good to me.

Last place you went to?
ashleyrichards' house.

Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?
arms around me like a hug? of course. ashleyrichards means the world to me

Do you think you have made a difference in anyones life?
hopefully positive, definitely negative.

Where is the person you miss most right now?
philippines.

If you could have anyone you want, who would it be?
JAY BARUCHEL !!!

How would you describe your day in four words?
amazing swimming trance party.

Is your hair naturally straight?
yes, it flips like crazy though.

Who was the last person to make you smile?
kenn hill.

Is there something you want to say to someone but can't/won't?
yeah, but it would fuxxx things up again.

Have you ever turned someone down when you didn't want to?
yeah, but it was complicated.

What do you get complimented on the most?
my jewelry.. i guess everyone likes hellokitty.

Do you want to fix anything with anyone?
i wantED to, but not anymore. i tried, too late.

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
nah! those times are important to my character.

How is your best friend doing?
she was good yesterday, iono about now.

Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
yes, i always miss my grandmama.

Are you generally a happy person?
nope, i'm the anti-christ.

Who's in your profile picture with you?
ashleyrichards (:

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
nah, i like the smell of some cigarettes + its sexy (some exceptions apply).

Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
its in my character to be a fool.

Would you go into public looking like you do now?
i have no pants on, but i never do. so yes.

It's midnight, who's calling you?
no one, i don't really like talking on the phone. i don't want people to hear my tired man voice OR me snoring like a baby pug.

Do you enjoy late night conversations?
luzz them.

What does your hair look like at this moment?
its just up super high and messed the fuck up. i like it now.

You like boys right?
for the time being, jokejoke (: hahah. yes, i do.

Do you tend to fall for players?
players? football? basketball? badminton? tabletennis? haha, no. i like smart ass motherfuckers that don't have time for sports/girls. haha. its true!

Will you have a boyfriend in 2 months?
nothanks.

Have you ever had a bestfriend?
large handful. i don't even throw the term around loosely, i just happen to get close to people easily.

What does the song you're listening to remind you of?
back then by mike jones ): makes me miss chanelle, she knows allz the words. hahah, two aight won thray thray oh aight zero zero fo.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
no, i slept at 3ish last night. no one can out-awake me. i have sleeping problems.

Where was your default picture taken?
santa cruz beach board walk [with the warm california sun]

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
my skin looks so fucking bad.

Is there anybody you're disappointed in right now?
nah, its hard to disappoint me.

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
i don't like you / you said something stupid / i'm tired / i'm sleepy / i want to clock you in the mouf / i'm too high / i'm thinking / i'm in trouble / i'm stressed the fuck out.

Tell your feelings or hide?
tell tell tell!

Are you happy?
yes, its summer i don't want to be pessimistic.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
i'm a person. anytime i'm downz. actually .. i choose 10a.m-12a.m. .. is that right? 10 in the morning, 12 at night which is really 12 in the morning. FUCK too much thinking for summer. hahah.

Do you want to get married?
yes, preferably just once.

What were you doing at 1am this morning?
signing offline + texting.

Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
no, i don't like to borrow things because i ruin everything.

Have you ever broke a flip flop?
negative, i don't like flipflops because i have ogre feet.

Email or voice mail?
neither. call + text + IM + myspace + visit.

Do you buy blank cds?
nah, i take brotherbears.

Do you own any powerpuff girl stuff?
i used to own a powerpuffgirl bucket hat when i was liddle because i was buttercup.

Do you own a skateboard?
brotherbear does.

Have you ever been a vegetarian?
for a week and a half, it was nigger shit i'm never doing it again. meat lovers + bigmacs + fried chicken allz day everyday (:

Do you think your life story would make a great movie?
boring ass shit, i wouldn't pay free ninety nine to see it.

Have you ever written anything on a bathroom wall or door?
no, i go to the bathroom to use the bathroom.

Do you drink tea?
yes, minus thai tea or arizona.

Were you single on your last birthday?
yesuh, every birthday.

When was the last time you changed in front of someone?
yesterday.

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nevaneva. wait wait, yes! SATs + finals, i'm a pussy i don't want them to rip my test .. if thats true.

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
we used to be best frayunz, but shes mad at me right now

Are there any posters on your wall?
nope, my parents refuse to let me be young ahah. my house isn't kid friendly, antiques everywhere. break anything in my house and die! haha, honestly i got my whole room from legit auctions.

Do you have feelings for anyone right now?
not really.

Are you dating the last person you kissed on the lips?
nothankyou.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
i don't think so, never been that close to it.

Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive because i have elephants memory to dumbass emotional shit.

Are your nails painted?
yes, they're hellokitty bow red.

Are you missing anyone at the moment?
gramamamamama.

Do you like to cuddle?
as long as i don't get sweaty haha, but i most likely will because i'm a pig.

Looking forward to anything today?
today is over for me, my legs hurt so fuxxing bad.

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
i like you, talk to me? hahah, we'll see.

Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't?
did i answer this already? yes.

What is on your wrists right now?
cutting scars, just kidding i hate knives.

Are you a good artist?
personally, i think so. i don't think anyone else does.

Do you use chapstick?
allz the time, my lips are ALWAYS dry

Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
not seriously, i'm nice.

Is there a difference between the word best friend and friend?
obviously the word 'best'. but but but if i consider you my bestfriend that means you get the curse of getting text messages from me whenever something reminds me of you-at any hour of the day/night. and and and i know that you genuinely care about my thoughts and feelings and and and you'll listen to me.

Are you afraid to grow up?
yes, i'm trying to hold onto my youth.

Do you care what people think of you?
depends if i care about that person. normally no.

When do you plan on having kids?
maybe 11 years?

Do you have an older brother?
yesuh, his name is christopher.

Do you know how to change a diaper?
i will in 11 years.

Do you like orange juice?
yesuh, but i luzz apple juice oh oh oh and fruit punch.

If you married the last person that you texted what would your full name be?
kristina nguyen .. HAHAH. i texted my mother last.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
mop-y jonathan.

If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be?
my grandmother, duh!

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
i luzz all the girls i talked to today.

What were you doing this morning at 7am?
knocked outtt.

Have you ever said something just to see what kind of reaction you'd get?
yesuh. last wednesday i told my mom i was drunk and she said WHERE ARE YOU?! ahha (:

Do you prefer schedules and plans, or spontaneity?
SCHEDULES AND PLANS! i'm the worst at being spontaneous, it gets my ass kicked from mother.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
mop-y jonathan.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
please don't remind me.

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
papabearz, only reason he likes being outside.

How do you know the last male you texted?
i knew of him because we had common best friends but i met him at a party.

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
yes! i hate seeing people at the mall or something. i have to say hi and give them a hug, fake caring about how they are, make bullshit conversation, do a awkward 'oh well.. it was nice seeing you' then hug em again. its easier to look in the other direction.

Do you believe in forever?
yes?

What time did you wake up today?
8:45 and 11ish

Do you believe that you can change someone?
i probably can but i won't because you haz to accept people for who they are!!! HHAHAHA.

Are your ears gauged?
nothankyou.

Is it cute when a boy/girl call you babe/baby?
no, it reminds me that that boy/girl just wants my cawk.

Would you cry if you found out you were pregnant?
hellz yeah, i'm only sixteen. i don't even have my permit. i've never even gone somewhere alone hahah

Has anyone seen you in your underwear, other than mom?
who hasn't seen me in my underwear? my papabear, my brotherbear, my brotherbear's friends, my friends, santaclause, you, me, dupree, me, myself, irene, your mom. no but honestly, i don't like pants.

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
yesuh. blackkk.

Will this weekend be a good one?
this week will be because its all planned out, iono about the weekend though.

What would your name be with the first three letters?
kri

Do you want to see somebody right now?
nah, i want to be alone (no sarcasm).

Do you listen to songs when you're down?
down where? yes, i do.

Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?
yes x3

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
not long, i stay online till i'm about to knock out.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
nope, i don't associate myself with people that do dumbshit like that. hahah (: yes, i do.

Is there someone you will never forget?
do i have alzheimers? of course there are people i'll never forget. even if i did forget them i wouldn't know.

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
i have good taste so prolly. haha jokejoke.

Do you get distracted easily?
yes, i have ADD and OCD. all hell breaks loose when things on opposite sides of the room are fucked up.

Do you like to cuddle?
didn't i answer this already? yes, i do.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
ashley's car.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
nah, i didn't bite my tongue/lip or sneeze three times.

Who is your number four on myspace?
trina.

Ever gone camping?
caritas? (:

(:

i'm really against american apparel but but but
http://www.americanapparel.com/rsa0303.html#i
is GORGEOUS. i vvant n0w.
be a doll (:?

); i haven't been posting a lot because i started a sebastian in w0rd document with all my deepest darkest secrets so /; there you go. but hmm. summer! summer has been wonderful to me, i've been going out a majority of the days...but but but somedays i stay home with my brotherbear and watch moobies or i make cards for my dearests. anyways. i went to the exploritorium a couple of days ago and that shit was hella fun, i'm like five dude. i had to touch URRYTHAN.AND it was free. i really want to go to the zoo /; /; /;

can someone remind me to take a picture everyday of summer? sometimes i forget and have to take it in photobooth and everyones gunna be like, 'damn this girl doesn't go out, all her pictures are just of her in her room. what a loser'. although i am a loser ): i don't spend all my time in my room

MOOBIES! so so so i've been watching a lot of movies since summer started: chasing amy, nick&norah's infinite playlist, up, charlie bartlie (sp), startrek x3 , starwars newhope, confessions of a shopaholic, talledega nights, the holiday, nightatthemuseum x2, i think thats it (: come watch one weeef me?

EAT. i'm currently obsessed with marshmallow treaures /; i luzz em

(:

invite me out = happykristina

invite me out + hungry = happilyfullkristina
invite me out + just bought gas = happykristina
invite me out + just got paid = newoutfittedkristina
invite me out + nice day + park = happilyfivekristina
invite me out + newmovies = happilyentertainedkristina
invite me out + swimming pool = happilysittinginwaterkristina
invite me out + windowshopping = happilywantingajobkristina
invite me out + rockband/guitarhero = happilyn00bskillzkristina
invite me out + boardwalk + softserves = happilycaliforniankristina
invite me out + paramountsgreatamerica = happilyonarollercoasterkristina
invite me out + camera + goodlighting + smiles = happytohavenewdefaultkristina



honest, i'm not doing anything this summer.

a symptom

don't take me for granted.






too late, i'm already out.

superstar

so so so so so so
summer luzz me

thursday: senior bbq + (:
friday: (: + oaklandzoo?
saturday: sf with rissa&rinna
sunday: rinna's graudation + party
monday: nightatthemuseum with rissa
tuesday: terminator (chloe trina katt) + nightatthemuseum (+ vicki - chloe) + startrek ( - katt - vicki ) + danceflick (left) + chilis (long ass talk) + borders
wednesday: baldies + newpark + downtownhayward + garinpark + fattynap

(: hellosummer.
so so so i'll list stuff out cause i'm getting sleepy.
= i'm going to be a senior next year and it honestly scares me.
- i'm comfortable at moreau
- it does define me
- college bullshit isn't stressful considering i want to live at home and go to sanjosestate
- SAT shit isn't stressing me out since i don't think i'm taking it again this year, i'm satisfied with my 1450
- i'm scared i'm going to have to go summerschool for chem
- i'm scared that i'm not taking math next year
- i want to do good in school next year
- i'm taking shit classes like sculpture and clay and painting
= i'm breaking the fuck out, honestly its ugly
- i'm gaining weight, my whole family has let me know
- i needa lose weight but i refuse to diet
- i hate running and i hate working out
- i wish my hair would grow faster
- i haven't gotten my eyebrows waxed since prom
- prom was march 27th
- i haven't shaved my legs since before summer started
- i need to paint my nails

- i love when people drive me around, i just like talking. it feels good
- i love my cousins, i've missed them
- i like spending money
- i have a need to buy stuff
- i want to get married at a cathedral, maybe saint mary's in san francisco?
- i'm a jew and like watching many movies on the same day to get my moneys worth
- i can't eat and talk at the same time
- i like eating dinner with someone one on one
- i like walking around union landing with no where to go
- i like not having a specific place to go
- i want a job
- preferably somewhere that i can get discounts for myself
- i was upset today that sanrio wasn't hiring
- i was mad at the douchebag at zumies, don't flirt with me
- i'm not amused by games
- i'm sleepy.


goodnight world.
&&& i'm totally free this summer just in case you wanna hang out
my plans so far are
june 13: ashley's birthday party
august 7-9: government retreat.

honestly two things. great. invite me out !!!

fake frowns

kristinanguyen. sixteen. senior? moreaucatholichighschool. shyasfuck. blindasfuck. stupidasfuck. loudasfuck. obnoxiousasfuck. meanasfuck. jealousasfuck. impatientasfuck. lameasfuck. don'tgiveafuck. letsgetfuckedup. assfuck.


its fucking summer, i'm slowly avoiding myspace. just text it, i haz no life. and i want you to take me out (:

(:

one day left of school!
yay yay yay.

so i've been looking at myspace pictures. damn dude, there is a fine line between thick and fat. haha its funny to see girls label themselves as thick. maybe its only funny to me cause i like coked out skinny girls with not tits and caved in shoulders. marykate <3 <3 <3 haha thats all i wanted to say.

i'm gaining weight /;
i'll work on it this summer.
...by not eating. ever.

>:[

oh what the fuck
i'm gunna call it
and its gunna happen
gay nigger shit.

whatever, i guess its karma on your part.

fuckmylife.

(:

finished my english, history and major religions finals.
i hope i passed the history final /; i hope i pass all my finals though.

haha so i was doing my major religions final and i was bubbling answers
(first scantron test) and freaks of the industries came on in my mind.
worst feeling ever

A) take the time to find a condom,
B) you walk right over and you pound her
C) tell her that you want her love,
Well the answer is D, alla the above

eye yah,
for every question.
not coolz.

wish me luck on spanish and bible as lit tomorrow
but but but pray for me on chem and algebra on thursday
ESPECIALLY chem! don't you wanna hang out with me during summer?
i don't wanna go to summer school ):

(:

so kennill walked up to me in the hallways today and hugged me
i asked him why he did it and he said 'no, i just wanted a hug from you'

aws, i luzzzz.

(:

i luzz weeks like this.

Do you have clothes that belong to other people?
no, well beside my brother's but i just take it out of his closet. or papa or mama.

Is anyone mad at you?
not that i know of, i've been pretty nice/happy lately. even if someone is, get over it i don't give a fuck.

Look to the right, what's at the very end?
my sofa.

Look to the left, what's at the very end?
door.

Has the last person that texted you ever been mad at you before?
kevin fernandez is always mad at my vietcong monkey glass in coke ass.

How old do you wish you are when you die?
supz old. old enough to see my third generation.

Whos myspace page did you last look at?
none, i just signed on and saw that i had no comments or anything so i didn't bother clicking around. i have no friends anyways.

When was the last time you had to deal with the police?
never, don't get caught up. hahaha.

What time did you go to sleep last night and why?
supz late, i was fucked up.

Have you ever tried to break a couple up?
wtf? homewreckers these days. it happened on accident before though.

Have you ever had feelings for someone and then realized you didnt?
yes, isn't that what always happens? thats how relationships end right?

When will be the next time you text someone?
sometime tomorrow.

Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail and what was it about?
my voicemail isn't connected, who leaves voicemails? i'll call back i promise.

Have you ever touched a dead body?
never, grossies.

Do you do the dishes for fun sometimes?
...wtf? women these days.

How many people on your top friends are in college?
my brotherbear & rinna next week (congratulations! & happy belated).

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
its not summer, four days! <3

How do you feel about tattoos and piercings?
luzz them. not for me though, i'm too ugly. well hm, i do want a hellokitty tattoo though.

Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
always, thats why they are my friends.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
2-7, fux five hours haha. church always makes me get up early. its okay, i love jesus (christ).

Do you miss your past?
always, saintclement!!! ):

Believe ex's can be friends?
always, if you can't you shouldn't have even been together.

Who were the last people you were in a car with and why?
trina jeff benn kevinfernandez. to take my ass home.

Have you ever done something dumb?
not that i can think of, everything is pretty ordinary. oh, wait. me misplacing my clear glasses earlier in the day and me freaking the fuck out haha.

Bet you're missing someone now?
just my gramamama.

What would your name be without the first three letters of your first name?
stina.

What are your plans for the weekend?
SUMMER <3 iono i don't care it'll work itself out.

What do you currently hear right now?
captain save a hoe by e40

Is your heart broken right now?
never.

Is your myspace profile private?
i'm not sure, i'm leaning towards yes.

Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?
brady and coleman.

Is there someone you will never forget?
i can't make any promises, just stay in my life so i don't forget you.

Have you ever met a gay person?
i know some.

Are you happy with who you are?
i guess, i'm pretty lame though.

When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
depends how 'right' they are.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
never.

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
cheating on me, no.

Have you talked about marriage with another person?
i can't pin point a time but i'm sure i have.

Do you want children? How many?
yes, at least two. i think i want three. wait, it depends how fucked up the first one is.

Would you consider adoption?
only the chankiest chubbo

If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
a cool way, hahha. just tell me? i'm lames, i have no imagination

Do you believe love at first sight exists?
no, but if it exists i hope you have your glasses on and its not a mistake

Do you believe that you can change someone?
nah, i don't like changing people. in the end i won't like the monster i created.

What do you get compliments on the most?
on being cute (?).

Is there something you're looking forward to right now?
summer (: haha funny thing is, i have nothing planned.

Is there something wrong right now?
i have school in a couple hours

What are you doing tomorrow?
finals /; history + english

Are you happy with the way things are going?
yes yes yes, i saw trina today.

Do you want to see anyone this very minute?
trina, i miss her. and my grandma, i miss her.

What did you last buy?
(: don't worry.

Have you cried in the last week?
yes i did ): i'm a liddle bitch.

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
today, all day.

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
no, i try not to ask for advice cause i dont want anyone in the blame

What's the last piercing you got?
my seconds.

Is this summer going to be a good one?
it HAS to be, take me out?

Have you texted in the past 2 hours?
yes i haz.

Last restaurant you went to?
oh dang uhh... oh redchili on thursday. so yummy.

What's something that can always make you feel better?
nnz

Who hugged you last?
trina.

If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what?
marshmallow treasures, generic lucky charms from target <3.

Where did you last drive to?
jeff drove me to vickisick's.

Do you like someone?
no ): i wish i did.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
nahp.

Is this year the best year of your life?
last year was better i think, well ask me after summer.

Think back to June 2007, were you single?
yesir.

How was your weekend?
amazing

Are you closer with your siblings or cousins?
me and my brotherbear are hella close. but then again me and rissa are hella close.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
not that i remember, i might have

What was the last beverage you had?
some icy jolly rancher alcohol, shit went down like candy..with glass.

Did you enjoy your summer?
last summer? <3 soo good.

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
nahp.

What guy do you go to when you're upset?
christopher x2 + josh + top

What about girls?
nnz + baylay + top

What did you do this afternoon?
vickisick's

When was the last time you smiled?
earlier today

Can you use chopsticks?
better than i can use knives + forks

What do you order from Taco Bell?
t3, 3 soft tacos. or or or chicken quesadilla or or or that 89cent chicken burrito.

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
still best friends

Do you have unlimited texting?
yes i do, don't blow it up though.

Ever cried because of happiness?
last time i can remember was graduation

Who makes you laugh?
everyone. especially if you have crutches.

Do you ever turn off your cell phone?
never

Where was your default pic taken?
CH jewelry in valleyfair

Are you in a good mood?
yes i iz thanks for asking

Do your parents like your number one?
baylay? of course, they ask why they haven't seen her sometimes. brotherbear really likes her

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
nnz + top

What were you doing at midnight last night?
eadding (:

Were you happy when you woke up today?
yeah, i thought 'yay church'. honestly.

How many pillows on your bed?
the bed i'm on right now has two, the one upstairs has four

Are you single?
yes

i don't wanna sleep yet, but the world is sleeping /;

(:

oh! before vicki's i went to see my godson's brother whose 4 and he was talkin to his mom, hes so fucking funny i luzz it

aunt: ej willyou take care of me when i get old
ej: will you be in a wheel chair mom?
aunt: maybe, won't you take care of me?
ej: mom! wheelchairs have two wheels you can push yourself
aunt: you won't help me?
ej: how will i shop for toys?

HAHAHAHHAHA
then my godson said : i only love you mom

aw. i can't wait to bring kids into this fucked up world.

(:

my glasses were next to my bed. i was trippin out.
today was good (: vickisick is extra ballzy i love it.
and drinks tht taste like candy are bad for me.

"white power" hahahahaha. oh gahd kevin.

MISSING!

i'm giving up smoking weed until i find my clear glasses or get new glasses.
i'm so fucking upset i can't see shit dude. wtf! its times like these i wish i never smoked.
); ): ); where are you clear glasses?!

split screen sadness

i hate how things work out. karma never works out like i expect it to. good people have the worst shit happen to them. i hate it. can people just get what they deserve? i hate feeling like i can't do anything to make a situation better. i always want the best for alla my friends and its gay nigger shit when it doesn't work out like that. i hate seeing people cry, its such a uncontrollable action. the more you try to hold it back the warmer and faster the tears go down /; gay nigger shit. and when i see people cry i just want to do some shit that won't help the situation at all. i was hoping someone would pick a fight with me yesterday, i was in a vicious mood.

i'm starting to see past this juvenile high school bullshit. in two years we will look back on the shit we did/do and just be in embarrassment.

i volunteered to do a walkathon yesterday for saint clement at moreau. gahd damn, freshman. honestly the most annoying people in the world. otterpops are 2 cents stop 'stealing' them. hahah, you honestly think that stealing from an elementary school is 'badass' eye yah. you guys are so attractive. i'm glad i was quiet as shit freshman year, i don't have to think back on it and see if i was like that.

don't even get me started with functions. HA! honestly? what am i gunna do at a club with no alcohol? meet FI0NE boysies and grind on SKINNY girlies. ni0ce. $20?! pleaseeeeeeee.

i do wanna go to a rave though, with trina veronica and amanda. not joking.

i'm in a bad mood. cheer me up?

my good thang

haha, i really do like this song. i don't care how messican sounds.
giving into teenage vices is what i do
don't talk me out of it
don't lecture me
don't you dare
nigga, i'm not fucking up my karma. you are.
i'm fucking my body up but you're fuckin with emotions.

sit down and shut up.
no one cares.

superlegend

i miss my nanay like crazy.
i'm seriously crying.
i wish i never took her for granted
everyone probably thinks i'm annoying
considering my nanay is still alive.
but its not easy to stay in touch.
i HATE talking through the phone.
the personal connection is lost through wires.
you can't see their reaction and it can never replace human contact.
laughs are filtered, mumbles are jumbled up. its not the same.
letters don't do very good if your grandmother has weak bones.

can everyone take advantage of the time they have with their grandmother? please.

i'm trying to find the picture i took of the last time i saw her (8th grade).
and i can't find it anywhere, i hate myself. honestly. how can i lose something like that?!
i wish she stayed for my graduation, i wish i took better care of her when she was here
i wish i was better company to her. i wish i was a better everything.
i'm an asshole and i know it.

as time goes on the memories fade and i suddently forgot important details about her.
what are her favorite cookies? whats her favorite ice cream? does she like ice cream?
the little shit i do know about her, i make sure i remember because i force myself so hard to liek it too.
reds her favorite color, reds my favorite color. she likes family fued i like family feud. she likes family matters i like family matters. she likes maury i like maury. she likes the green ponds face lotion after showering, i do too. she likes saying 'you're not the father' during maury, i do too. she likes sleeping on the side closest to the wall/window, me too. she likes swiffering, me too. she likes dalat, i love dalat. she likes watching cops before she sleeps, i like watching cops before i sleep. she likes going to sleep with the tv on, me too. she likes the cops theme song, me too. she likes cheap things and cheap places like ross, me too. she likes wearing that yellow sweater with the buttons going diagnoally across the left shoulder, me too. she likes wearing tights, me too. she likes dying her hair, me too. she likes going to church, me too. she likes being religious, me too. she likes jewelry, me too. she likes bags, me too. she likes the purple olay body lotion that makes her skin sparkly, me too. she likes chicheron with vinigar, me too. she likes those little crackeres that come in twos with the little snowman things on em, me too. she likes painting her nails, me too. she likes lipstick, i'm trying to. she specifically has a bag for church, i'm getting there. she likes cooking, i'm getting there. i strive to be a mini her, i want to be just like her. when she left in the THIRD grade she traumatized me. /; gahd. i hate when i cry so hard i can't see or breathe. gay nigger shit.

ilavamygrandmothermorethananythingelseonthisearth.

radiooooo

neega, i'm passing all my classes (:
i even has a 3.0 gpa. are ju proud?
please be. i dided my nails today too
theyre suppose to be watermelons
but but but they kinda look like strawberries

and and and take a picture with me @ skewl tomorrow
kay kay kay kay? i'm wearing royalblue + apple green + fushia
i'm not matching at all but you're feeling the jewel colors
i'm taking a break from my pastels + buttonups.

i'm gunna hmm, myspace?
i'll blog when i think of something

best i ever had

happymothersday
especially to the milf ones. (;

Your number 1 walks out of your life, do you go after them?
of course!

Something you really want right now?
my thumb nail to grow back, it broke and its hella deep. hella skin is showing it hurts like a bitch ) :

What were you doing an hour ago?
on the way homez.

Whats the greatest thing that happened to you today?
i held hands with herro kiddy (:

How many pictures do you have saved on your computer?
like 20, photobucket my nigga.

Is the room you are in right now clean or a mess?
its a clean mess, my room is naturally clean cause its empty but i have clothes on the floor.

What would you do if your #1 top friend told you they were preggo?
put a surprised face on and ask whose the papa

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
allz the time

Do you love the last person you called?
mama, of course, its mothers day

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
opposite, but its kinda equal.

What are you doing right now?
this survey

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
farthest from the door, closest to the wall. depends on what way you look at the bed.

What was the last pill that you took?
ferrous gluconate, i don't fuxx with pills.

When is the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
all the time

Whats the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
grades + $$$

Are you stubborn?
born that way

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a B?
not that i remember

Are you someone's best friend?
a handful i'd hope

Do your parents force you to go to church?
i force them to go to church.

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
no ):

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
downstairs, i don't wanna walk down the stairs. such a pain

Would you ever date your number one?
if i was a boysie with a huge penis

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
if by hug you meant choked then this morning

When is your birthday?
november first

Think of the last person who said I love you to you, do you think they meant it?
never

Do you have any condoms in your room?
do people still use those? but, yes, yes i do they're in my hellokitty cookie jar if you're curious

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
nah, i'm pretty open

This time two years ago, who did you like/were you dating?
cycle boy.wait no , that was last year. no one (:

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
allz

What do you wear to sleep?
shirt + panties.

Are you easy to get along with?
i'd think so

Whose the most attractive person you hung out with today?
nestor vs. my mom hahah depending on watchu like

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
mocha frappacino, i can't spell ):

Have you ever slept with a member of the opposite sex without having sex?
yesmam

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
always

Do you think it's cute when a boyfriend/​​​​​​girlfriend gives a random gift?
yes, i love presents!

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
YES! i wanted it, but i'm too innocent.

When did you last see someone you liked?
uh, a while a go

You've got the whole house to yourself with the last person you kissed, what would happen?
nothing, talk to me first

What are you currently listening to?
grimey by norega

Been disappointed in anyone this week?
always

If you could own a non- traditional pet what would it be?
ELEPHANT !!!

Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive, i have horrible memory thanks to a couple vices

Would you ever stay with someone just because of money?
by someone you mean bill gates then yes.

best i ever had

my brother was choking on noodles and he spit all over my room. ugh ew. distract me from old man sh33ts test. kthanks.

Why aren't you dating the person you like?
who is ...

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
vickisick. my gurrrrrrrrrrrl

Have you ever told someone to their face they were ugly?
i try not to, i feel like when i call people ugly i get uglier, when i call people fat i get fatter, when i tell people they suck dick i.. jokejoke (:

Do you go tanning?
i want to this year, i'm sick of being white

How did you and your number 2 become friends?
i've known her since birth

What are you doing right now?
trying to find a comfortable position to lay in w/my laptop

Are you someone's best friend?
small handful i'd hope

Do you have a dog?
no ): i want a maltese or a pug/

Do you drink a lot of water?
nothanks.

Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
hereeee

Is someone on your mind right now?
nope

Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
mama! happy mothers day!

Will you have a boyfriend/​​​​​​​​girlfriend in 6 months?
i'm too picky and stubborn

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
nope ):

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
nah, just my hair

Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
betrayed by bones? it made me cry and i really like it

Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoos?
i want a tokidoki or hellokitty tattoo

Are you ticklish?
does it matter? you'll tickle me anyways. creepy signs-of-a-rapist motherfucker

Has a girl/guy ever called you babe/​​​​​​​​baby/​​​​​​​​babydoll?​​​
the pig / cause i was[a baby] / [babydoll]dress

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
they found beer in my room, maa didn't say shit, prolly cause it tastes like it (yeah kevin, i said it)

What woke you up this morning?
my mother picking a cardigan out of my room

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
skewl? no thanks. sh33ts test? no thanks. living? no thanks. jokejoke (:

Who is your number one on your top friends?
ash bay lay

Number two?
REEEEEZAAAHHHH (:

Who are your last four texts from?
vicki , trina , vicki , anthony

What were you doing at 7:45AM this morning?
getting ready for eight o clock mass

Last song listened to?
back at your door by maroon five

How many hours did you sleep last night?
1 - 730, /; how many is that?

When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
poop? haha i talked to rissa.. now (:

Are you in a good mood right now?
yeah, i'm bored

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over 5 minutes?
never. that was prolly like a year ago. no need for phone calls just visit (:

Do you like to take walks?
obviously, i'm not in a wheelchair nor do i crutch around. &i'm allergic to running.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
alla them? do i speak morse code? of course i talk to friends of the opposite sex

Did you go out or stay in last night?
vicki + trina came over.

Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
mama drove me to valleyfair today

Do you like to text or call more?
text, i barely call.

What is on your wrists right now?
nothing, i had a watch on earlier

What song are you listening to?
get em high by kanye west

What does your hair look like right now?
up with messy bangs

Can you speak another language?
spanish kinda

Have you ever been on a golf cart?
nahp

Have you ever attempted to count to a million?
no? i've never been tempted with dumb nigger shit

Is there anyone you trust 100%?
yes, i trust a few with my life

Has your day been rough?
no, it was wonderful.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
yes

Will you be in a relationship next month?
nope

Are you happy with the way life is going?
yes, hello summamamamama

Are you looking forward to anything?
SUMAMAMAMAMA

Has anyone said they loved you today?
no, but god loves ugly

Last time you cried?
last week

How has this past week been for you?
good, done with bullshit projects

Do you tend to think about things or ignore them?
over think things then ignore them hahah

Will this weekend be a good one?
GOOD! i forget what i'm doing, but i'll have something planned. i hopes.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
HELLOKITTY!? older.

What did you do last night?
i went to valleyfair all day then at night i came home at like 8 trina asked to come over, she came over at 930, then vicki came at 10 then they left at 12ish. the end.

What friend has been there for you the most lately?
top, mostly nnz + SC niggas

Do you wish you had an older, protective brother?
yeah, hes annoying as shit

Are girls too dramatic?
alls day

Are you happy?
most of the day

Do you have a bad habit?
small handful

Who is the last person you called?
ma, i got lost in the mall

Do you always answer your phone?
nahh, its always on silent or vibrate and my gut eats it

Do you have to really know someone to kiss them?
no, as long as i know you don't have stds

How long has it been since you last liked somebody?
): like two/three months

Who was the last person to compliment you?
check my new picture

Does anything rhyme with your last name?
fool when? depending on how you pronounce nguyen

Is anything stuck in your head?
betrayed by bones by hellogoodbye

What's all you did today?
valleyfair with mama then valleyfair with nestor. met hellokitty. held hands with her. took pictures with her. home. this.

Do you often use the term "slut"?
no, i barely use slutbagg too

Have you ever tried training a dog?
never

What's the worst abuse you have done to your phone?
made it stop working

Do you regret anything you've done in the past 24 hours?
nahp, i've been good

Did you talk to anybody random today?
just messaged kyra

What will you be doing in 24 hours?
same shit

Where did you get your favorite pair of sunglasses?
metropark

When was the last time you dressed up for Halloween?
last halloween

Is anything currently frustrating you?
my brother spit all over the fucking place like a motherfucker.

Are the best things in life free?
ugh.. hmm. i guess

Are your parents proud of your recent behavior?
depends on what recent means. this weekend yes. wait minus friday.

Would you ever have a threesome with your friend and their bf/gf?
no thanks to third wheeling

Why do you like the person you like?
who?! ):

guillotine

nigga, you hurt her and i'll break your fucking knees
i'm not even fucking with you, i really will.
i'm overprotective of her.
i'm watching you and your comments.
if you feel like you're being watched.
you are. motherfucker!

finished chem

(: (: (:
be proud.

believe

i godded sick! swine flu maybe? who knows.
i'm not throwing up or anything but but but /;
i can't breathe! and my nose runs al day.
and i never ever have tissues.
and my bastard school/teachers don't provide them
and and and this is button up week
so i don't even have a sleeve to wipe my snot on
/; /; /; its horrible dude.

and and and! i'm breaking out.
i have a fatty witch pimple on my chin
two of them to be honest
very snakebite like. its fucking ugly.
i need sleep

to do list for week
extra credit- 3 pages on buchanan (15th president)
study for history test on monday
finish chemistry project
-finish powerpoint
-finish board
--paste powerpoint
--cut out construction paper pictures
-take pictures of me with
--iced tea
--ferrous gluconate
--gardening
--hairdying (box)
--with a bandaid on my hand
get sleep
clean my skin
wii fit (its been a monthish)
brainage, cause i suck at multiplication

i ran out of things to say
/; i'm sleepy
goodnight!

memory lane

what happened? you know whats wrong with meeee? i'm always backup / fall back. i don't even like you, i swearz on my life but i hate our relationship. we can't have a normal conversation without me thinking, "ugh, what do i say to this". i carry ALL our conversations, but thats fine with me because i talk a lot but it comes to a point where i'm just hearing myself talk. occasionally OH ZANGGS don't cut it for me anymore. however, your unusual memory is appreciated.

good god, you know what i realized? i'm the girl you run to when you just ended a relationship. think about it, i only become your friend when you're having girl problems honestly! i can think of seven boys off the top of my head without thinking too hard. SEVEN. for realz. i wish i was exaggerating. the worst part is after you're over her you're over me too. if any of you seven read my blog, don't even front i know you too well. i talked you through your most vulnerable times, trust me.

this is probably why i don't wanna get in a relationship, ever. i have to hear everyone else' problems [especially how rough break ups are] that after thinking about it hard enough i don't wanna be put through the same bullshit. trust issues? nigga i have those already no need to traumatize me.

i miss you all spoiling me, seriously. hahaha. i'm a fucking jerk.

on a lighter note




august 28,2008 ---> april 25,2009
i changed a lot a lot, or at least my hair did.
i died my hair yesterday, a redish color, it didn't change
i think it looks blacker than ever.
black like the niggers i like.

dear world,
stay young
love, kristina

call me up

we have nothing in common,
i just realized it. weird shit.

say yes

I'm not important in your life anymore, my feelings are hurt & I'm looking for your replacement. I'm smarter than you, you just haven't realized it yet. I'm mega fake to you but thats the foundation of our friendship. Stop giving me fucking attitude, I didn't do shit to you. Stop playing fucking mind games with me, I have you all figured out. I'm your backup and I know it, but I'll play along as long as you don't ask again. I stalk your comments, stop frontin about who you are/aren't cool with. I saved the ticket stub to the first movie we watched together, I lost it. Stop saying dumbass shit & not pull through with it, i'll continue to call you out. I miss talking to you, but you're so stupid. I miss being friends with you, but expecting me to start empty conversations all the time annoys me. I have a feeling you like me, please don't. I wasn't flirting, thats just my awkward-fill in laugh. Why do you continue to talk to me, its kind of annoying. You think I miss you, I really don't. I'm offended you like the way I dress, you're mega typical. I refuse to buy your friendship, its not worth it. You're so fucking smart, stop dumbing yourself down. I'M NOT IMPRESSED!!! yeah, thats what i think on a daily basis.

E! News

waiting for it to be 825 so i can wash this hair dye out
i hope it works. whenever i color my hair at home it never works
/; super black super thick asian hair.
dude i hope i'm not hella damaging it again
); i lava my thick hair. its like super straight pubes thick. loves it.

so so so, in english we are learning about transdentalism(sp)
and this nigga emerson bought a $29.00 shack and lived in it for 2 years 2 months and 2 days.
and and and his whole thing was about simplicity and shit and how we are unhappy because we have/need so much.
and and and we were given a exercise to pick 10 things to bring with you to live in the woods for two months
you are given a shack and the clothes on your back for spring time and a near by river.
1. AHH pot, not pot. to get wawa and boil it
2. a blanket, cause i can't sleep without one, preferably fleece
3. cookie crisps <3
4. marshmallow treasures (generic target lucky charms, theyre better)
5. frosted flakes <3
6. target fruit snacks <3
7. an ax, to cut my wood duh!
8. a lighter with hellza fuel
9. oreos
10. journal + pen to write about how much i hate life

everyone else had soap and facewash and toilet paper and shit.
nigga, i'd rather not be starving then smell good
and there won't anything to piss out/shit if you don't haz food + leaves.

i just remembered i needa do my bible as lit project.
fuckkkk

blackwedding

gahd, two songs outta the meg&dia CD are good.
they need to uncountry themselves. theysuxxx.

is it just me or is sarcasm not funny at all?
sometimes people overdo the sarcasm card and i really don't know.
YEAH I DID THE HOMEWORK ... wait did you really?
YEAH I CUT MY HAIR .. wait.. did you really?
not funny dude. keep sarcasm for the giggles.
actually, sarcasm is just for uber jerks.
the more sarcastic you are the more of a asshole you are in my eyes.

tone it down niggas.

betrayed by bones

anyone that can affect my life like they did/do.

survivor man

t is midnight, Who are you texting?
i'm normally asleep by midnight, i'm breaking out really bad.

It is Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?
(: (: (; wednesdays are always good days.

Who are the last four people to send you a text message?
baylayx2 brennan baylay (: hahaha

What is on your mind right now?
my unwillingness to settle like everyone else & my need to be unhappy

Do you know how to play chess?
nothanks.

What are you listening to?
lovebites and razorlines by glassjaw. you fucking whore.

Your Christmas list consists of:
long nails, dyed hair, lipring/​cartilage piercing, maltese, new cardigans, new bags.

Do you ever go in chat rooms?
not since last last summer. not since niggas can drive and take me the fuck out.

You are going to New York for shopping, where do you go first?
i went, its not that great. instead give me the plane ticket from newyork and i'll use that to buy me a bag. kthanks.

How do you feel about your hair?
i just want to be content with it so i'm gunna be optimistic and say i like it. because i know i'll cut it again and think about how cute it was before (what i do now)

What time do you wake up for school/work?
630 - 645 - 7. depending on what i'm wearing

What movie is in your DVD player?
negaitve. 30rock x3

Who calls you by a nickname?
never.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
far right, farthest from the door

Do you like roller coasters?
yesmam (: especially when i'm with people that are scared.

Favorite TV show?
always sunny, the office, that70sshow, gilmoregirls, freaksandgeeks,​ southpark, scrubs. any show that consists of thinking (no family guy, thankyou)

Your last IM was from?
ashbaylay + ashleysoto + jenn + ashleyrichards.​ i really like ashleys. its a fact.

Favorite Beverage?
cherry caprisun + water. i drink them at the same time.

When is the next time you will kiss someone of the opposite sex?
never, i refuse to settle for the niggas i know.

What do your pants look like?
they look like they cover alla my leg, most of my gut.

Are you tired?
yes, i always am

Do you have to pee?
i think so, i'm not exactly sure.

Would you kiss the cook of tonight's dinner?
microwave?

So what is going on?
nothing much, thanks for asking.

Laugh much?
i'm not a happy person.

What are your plans for Saturday?
wouldn't you like to know! yeah, me too. i have no idea .

What is the dumbest thing you have ever done with your cell phone?
stuck it up someones asshole, it was on accident .. kinda.

Favorite sit down restaurant?
dalat

Do you want to take something back that happened in the last week?
yes yes yes! i don't wanna say though. i'm a jerk

What do you want to be when you grow up?
i want to be human

The most excitement you had this week?
checking powerschool, all the time

What do you usually order at Taco Bell?
SWINE FLU!!! fuck messicans they're fucking with me. oh wait. nvm tacobell is whitewashed. uhm. t3 - 3 soft tacos .. which are like mini burritos with lettus haha.

When was the last time you were up all night?
by all night you mean till 12? like every night.

Favorite Board Game?
am i five? life life life!

Where is your favorite place?
parks + malls

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
oh gahd, all day. if you heard all my thoughts you'd be disgusted by my vulgar language. sammy sends me too many nigger jokes. you'd die.

Are you currently planning a trip?
friday kinda

Who was the last person you read something out loud to?
i don't know how to read

Last time you forced yourself to do something?
hm, can't think of anything

Have you ever googled your name and found somebody else?
duh.

Who is your number one on your top?
ash bay lay <3

Do you drive?
no thankyou. no permit either

Your sibling tells you they're in jail, what do you say?
I KNEW YOU WANTED TO HAVE BUTT SEX!

What did you have for breakfast?
cinnamon breakfast claw + cinnabon + minutemaid. thankyou to everyone that voted for me, you got me a free breakfast (:

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
i wish i liked someone. kristina, learn to settle you have impossible expectations.

Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason?
my contacts are dry as fuck

Got anything you wanna say to someone?
stop talking to me please.

Are you a boy or a girl?
i can't remember

Whats the most recent movie you've seen?
earth, thanks to devil dwyer.

Did you like it?
it was sad

Do you like waffles?
i used to eat waffles urryday /; those were the days. imissyoubtw.

Do you sleep with the light on?
am i five? haha no, but really i don't

Do you bite your nails?
no, my nails are fungus infested

Does your mom tuck you in?
i sleep naked, she's not allowed in my room

Who's next to you?
hella pillows

Could you cry right now?
nahp

Do you like the rain?
yesss.

In the next 5 months, what are you looking forward to?
party and bullshit + nnz + summamama + $$$

First person to text you today?
jenn

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
ash bay lay? i wish, her tits are perfect

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
for friday

Last time you talked to your number one?
right now

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
no thank you, multiply that by two.

Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
nnz, all the time. brotherbear a majority of the time. rinna&rissa all the time. my parents most of the time. the bluthes all the time.

Would you like to put last night on repeat, and live it forever?
what the fuck did i do last night? OH FUCK NO!!! sharks going home. fuckyou.

Is anything bothering you?
eyes are dry and i didn't do any homework

Are you excited for next year?
senior year, fuck that i'm scared! i'm not getting into college

Is your room clean?
never

Do you wear eyeliner?
like a racoon, i forget to not rub my eyes after and then it smears. its really cute.

Does anyone annoy you?
everyone / always

Is life good?
depends

Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
always, they'd kick my ass if they knew where i was/what i was doing

Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a conversation with?
no?

If your ex got her/his heart broken, would you feel bad for them?
duh

Can you honestly say that you're okay right now?
no, i'm upset to be honest

Were you single over the summer?
always.

Say something to one person, no names:
thankyou, that seriously made my day your compliments make me giggle

Have you learned any lessons in life?
none

Don't you hate it when someone is waving, and you wave back, only to discover it was for the person behind you?
always.

What did you do yesterday?
skEWl + election results + red robin + dead pigeon + sharks losing

What is the shortest time you can take getting ready in the morning?
now? 30 minutes-15 minute shower+15 bag + face

Listen to Miley Cyrus for 3 hours straight or go skydiving?
miley cyrus, shes fucking h0tttt. + i can sleep

Are you upset?
yes! always am

Are you tired?
always

First person under ' A' on your cell phone?
honeyasilo

Who was the first and last person you heard on the phone today?
papabear was first, anthony was last

Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?
after i let him sulk + cry + spent all his money on me + embarrassed him

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
no

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed, when, & where?
uhhuh + wouldn't you like to know

Any fond memories of your first sleepover?
i don't even know. i bet it was ashley richards <3 I MISS YOUR SLEEPOVERS.

Do you find it difficult to sleep on your stomach?
never

Where's your phone right now?
on my stomach (:

Is there someone you will never forget?
i forgot

Are you gonna get high later?
i'm crossing my fingers

Do you trust your last ex?
alla

Where did you get the jeans that you're wearing?
if by jeans you mean me not wearing pants then genes.

Can you finish the lyrics: "Our song is the slamming screen door..."
run into it? (:

Are you good at giving directions?
never

When is your birthday?
all saints da y

How much sleep did you get last night?
not enough

How often does your phone fail to send texts?
only during 9th period

Who is the person who has your heart at the moment?
i wish /;

When is the last time you madeout with someone?
if by madeout you made had sex with and by someone you mean your mom then today.

When's the last time you said you were okay, but really weren't?
everyday?

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
if by punch someone in the face you mean imagine them dying, last week.

Do you laugh a lot?
never

Do you consider yourself lucky?
always.

have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
i don't want to

Are you mad at someone right now?
irritated

Who did you spend your summer with this year?
trina!!!

Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
yesir

Does your MySpace password have to do with a person?
kinda

Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone for over an hour?
never in my life.

Do you miss anyone?
just my grandmama and erik

Last person to message you?
ash bay lay

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
if they can't they shouldn't have went out in the first place

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
never

What are you craving at the moment?
sleep

What is more important in a relationship, happiness or trust?
if i can trust you i'm happy

What do you hear?
my life by thug lordz

Did the last person you kiss have tattoos?
nuh

Have a best friend?
a handful

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
no need

What physical features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
height height height. then arm veins. hahahha.

Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
really fast, i'm oblivious if its too slow + i'll prolly get bored + think you're teasing me

Last kiss take place on a bed?
negative

Have you kissed anyone on your top?
majority

Do you sleep with one leg out from under the covers?
no i'm not a freak

Do you have empty alcohol bottles hidden anywhere?
i do /; it been in my game room since halloween, is that bad? fuck i bet my parents already seen it /;

What school did you go to in 8th grade?
saint clement, you're jealous.

Do you have any famous ancestors?
if by ancestors you mean anyone with the last name nguyen , yes.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
sometimes

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
not very long

Are you a vegetarian?
nothankyou. i was for a week and a half and literally almost died

Do you own any band t-shirts?
not anymore.

What does your hair look like right now?
up

Plan on getting married?
yes, possibly twice

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
this shirt belonged to monica but she gave it to me. soo .. no it belongs to me

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
who was that? i don't keep track of shit like that

Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
yeah, that makes me mad i didn't talk enough shit about them or clock them in the face, i want people to have a reason to hate me. aren't i cruel enough?

Do you listen to songs when you're down?
yes

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
too long ago ): i'll write one soon

Would you ever get a tattoo?
i want a hellokitty or a tokidoki one. i can't decide which or where

What were you doing an hour ago?
i honestly don't remember. prolly this.

Do you hold grudges?
always, cause i look like the grudge its only right

Does any part of your body hurt right now?
my eyes, always.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
uhm, mom?

Are you one of those people who's hands are always cold?
no (: mine are always sweaty.

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
if buying prostitutes is wasteful then yes

Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
nah

Are your lips chapped at the moment?
always

Has anyone ever rhymed your name with another word?
krystayna has a huge waynah (:

What was the last thing you did before going to bed?
take off my glasses like the four eyed freak i am

Danced in the rain before?
you don't care for my health do you? no never and i don't plan on it. WAIT NO! no no. if by rain you mean sweat, yes. those damn funktions get so sweaty <3 <3 <3 hit me up on friday girlies! xoxoxo b3$0$

are you that somebody?

why do you expect me to know what you want? i really don't understand. i'm just trying to make you happy and its not working out. you're too much work, honestly. i don't know whether you wanna be friends or whether its better just not talking again. i hate IMing you now, you respond mega slow. its probably because sometimes i for real wait for you to reply. but i can promise that i don't like you. double promise. i don't even know if i like your company anymore, maybe cause i know you don't like mine anymore considering we can't hang out alone (which is fine with me, i don't care) but yeah, i don't like talking to you anymore. i put way too much effort. if i scroll up and down super fast its mostly orange (me) which drives me nutz. i can't decide if i just talk too much or if you can't carry a conversation. i honestly don't know what my problem is. i go through all this trouble / thought even though i don't wanna be in a relationship. why can't things just be simple?

hey, p.s. don't play me. its bad karma.

sweet time

i'm feeling sad. ramon, hopefully you still read my blog since we don't talk anymore. but this isn't directed towards you i was just thinking about how we don't talk anymore.

but but but. i have a 60 in chemistry, and i'm pretty upset about it because i don't think i'm going to be able to pass this quarter and my semester grade isn't strong enough to support a D- thats me being optimistic considering there are still grades to be put in. but but but, dude, something is missing from my life. seriously. there is a void in my life that isn't getting filled. not with your company (no one in particular), not by eating (coming from a former fat kid), not trees (coming from someone that loves em), not alcohol (coming from someone thats willing to try it, even though i don't like it), not even winning gov. elections (coming from someone that really did want it). and i watched 30 rock and they made the point that there is always someone out there thats having a day worse than yours, that doesn't make me feel better! that makes me think of all those ethiopians in ethiopia starving to death and i'm complaining that i'm a lazy ass mother fucker that won't take the fucking time to read a god damn book and gain some knowledge?! are you kidding me. i'm spoiled out of my mind and i'm taking advantage of it by taking it for granted. i don't even know the value of a dollar, i charge my debit card like its never ending. i really do need to learn the value of money, i need a job. i just need to feel better .

dude, and i feel that i don't have any talents at all. everyone can sing or dance or write or whateverrrr. i don't have that shit. i'm pathetic nigga. and i have bad karma /; i feel like i have good karma on school related things. like if i don't do my homework god always helps me out and makes sure my teachers don't ask for it that day or i get enough time to bullshit. dude dude dude and its impossible for me to be happy for someone,especially grades. dude i have problems with everything. my parents raised me wonderfully, spoiled me with everything i want. i remember when i was young i used to always run up to the tv and scream at the top of my lungs I WANT THAT!!!!! and i would magically have it after the weekend. but but but /; now its not like that anymore. i don't know what i want! i don't know anything. knowing isn't my specialty anymore. shopping and being materialistic doesn't even make me happy anymore. to be honest i'm normally LAZY to shop, yep. somethings wrong. and and and dude, i can't stick to a song anymore. i wanna listen to music but i don't know what i wanna listen to. does that make sense? i'm like searching and searching for the perfect song for this specific time and there is NOTHING NOTHING at all. i want some metal bullshit to block my thoughts then i want something to sing to then i want some instrumentals then i want some shit to put me to sleep. damnit. fix me!

i need some more jesus in my life.

<3

K: have you ever shot a gun before?
D: me? no.
3 mississippi pause
D: wait! here?!
K nods
D: in vietnam
K: wa kind?
D: real shit, a riffle, military kind

HAHAHAHHAH. i love my papabear

D: $200 at victoria's secret!? do they charge by size?!!?!?!

i wish i could write down everything my papabear said. it would make the world a better place.
stay away from the mexican flu my dears, no swine please.

VOTE FOR ME!

PLEASE!

colt45

kristinacooties. i'm pretty boring. i love things planned out ahead of time because i hate wasting my time. but i love wasting time...(???). i love being driven around by someone that makes good conversation with no particular destination/end point. i love myspace surveys, blogging, twitter..ing and reading fmylife(s). i'm scary obsessive when something new is brought into my life, then i get obsessively annoyed, then i obsessively hate that thing/action/person. you probably will only like me when you first meet me because you probably don't know anyone as lame as me/as fast as texting as me/that resembles hellokitty so much/loves hellokitty as much/with as many catch phrases as me. if i had my own talking action figure it would say lava, ju, lavaju, suprise, supplieses, undadand, keeskees, toodles, noh0e, and mega. if you ever have a conversation i can guarantee i'll say at least one of them. you'll probably think i'm funny if you think creepy bitchass whores with no personality, no tits, not ass, a gut, clear glasses or lion contacts, that wear pastels, fucked up eyeliner, lots of blush that looks like acne, and that don't smile, and are unable to read out loud or do any physical activity that includes driving are funny. if thats the case, you're a jerk because jesus didn't put me on this earth for you to find my flaws as entertaining you candyass. go online super late and entertain me, i'll love you forever. then then then when i sign off you can text me goodnight and i'll love you forever +1. but but but if you text me in the morning too i'll love you forever +2. but but but if you take me to australia + japan i'll fall in love with you. i like to talk about myself. i'm going to go make a new about me right .... NOW.

SHARKS PLEASE WIN!!!

joshmryos: dude
joshmryos: i love the way you say
joshmryos: yeah dude
joshmryos: it will be forever engraved into my brain
Kristina Nguyen: ???
joshmryos: the way you say
joshmryos: yeah dude
joshmryos: "yeah dude"
joshmryos: no one says it like you
joshmryos: to me
Kristina Nguyen: AW
Kristina Nguyen: promise?
Kristina Nguyen: like in person?
joshmryos: hell fuckin yeah i promise
Kristina Nguyen: or online
joshmryos: in person
joshmryos: but when i read it
joshmryos: i imagine it

(: yeah dude. made my day.
SHARKS! LEARN HOW TO PLAY DEFENSE

i need a girl

fucking pdiddy is so g.
i'm over you !!! i don't even think about you anymore (:
yay me, that was mega short but oh well

speeches tomorrow, i'm nervous. GREAT.
vote for me please (: kthanks.

night night
i'll blog a lot tomorrows tomorrow (friday)

nighttiming

i never wanted to

so i decided that i really really wanna go to australia.
preferably as soon as possible - graduation!? $864 for roundtrip
i just wanna visit there & japan before i die.
that would be amazing.

i just got back from church and i realized
that one of my biggest pet peeves is when people come during the homely
nigga, you missed the introduction, blessings (if they have em), first AND second reading.
basically you just came for the sparknotes + eucharist?
pet peeve! i mean good job for making it to church and i shouldn't be judging you
but gahd damn you missed 2/3 of the mass why bother?
i'm only saying that because i'm extremely early to church, how it should be

so i popped two chin pimples this morning and last night
and i scratched them on accident and they are pussing/bleeding
its not a pretty sight. and today is the last day of spring break. UGH.

are there giants too, in the dance?

bay lay picked me up today (:
it made the past two shitty days

sadly i'm home again and wish i wasn't
i wanna take a nap but i don't wanna take off my contacts

i'm a lazy ass motherfucker.
i'm regretting lots of today.
and lots of last week.
and lots of last month.
i'm my own waste of time.

1980

i removed it.
its in my drawer.
i need a new one.
i'm lazy.
it'll just be naked.

dunzo.

are you that somebody?

fucks nigga, life is so weird. you think you like someone. like the whole fucking nine yards- everything reminds you of them, you get excited when you see their name, you can't stop talking about them, you repeatedly tell the same stories about them, you hope someone brings em up so you can talk about them some more, theyre the first person you check is online, you hope they text you back mega fast. anyways, i was thinking about fatty crushes i've had and its weird to think, DAMN WADAFUXXX?! I LIKED THEM?! like, i don't even remember what i was thinking dude. i remember i hated going on his myspace because i felt like a mega stalker and i was scared that he was hella legit and up to date with myspace (which he wasn't) and he had a myspace tracker and could tell that i went to his myspace once a week (cause i was too nervous to click it more) hahahaha. i'm so fucking gay dude. its normally really weird when i like a boysie, which is normally why i normally don't. its not healthy for me to think about someone that often. i like just thinking about me. but but but but, iono if i posted the blog about me liking a boy, but i'm over it, i misunderstood friendly/nice/polite/caring. hahaha. common mistake yeah? there was too much lying for that relationship to ever work out anyways. but but but on a lighter note i went to newpark today cause i needed to return this floral dress i bought from forevr21 hellza days ago but but but i was walking to my mamas car and this fucking messican ass nigga honked his horn and rolled down his window and said HIT ME UP!!!!!!!!! no no he was messican i meant #1+ m3 ^ (hit me up). i was disgusted. but to think about it anyone that doesn't already know me trying to hit on me is disgusting. shallow bastards dude. OMG OMG OMG OMG speaking of shallow. omgggggg the fucking cutest guy was at the apple store yesterday. omggggggg. him and his best friend. only difference was the fi0ne one had a lipring. mmmmmmmmmz. fucking asian ass motherfuckers that know how to rock liprings. but but but but damnit i'm sleepy as fuck someone remind me to talk about boys again later since its mega rare. m3ga. you know why? cause the ones i know are all too friendly for my liking. i like assholes. i think its fact. but like the nice kind of asshole. DAMNIT NO I'M SLEEPY. lava. everyone have a good spring break.. the last day ): happy saturday!

who's sandie jenkin's

RAMON IS FUCKING AMAZING

rayymonstarr: you always get over people bein dumbasses and your boy stuff will come and go regardless
rayymonstarr: so just be happy
rayymonstarr: =]

lackluster

kristinacooties. if i can't read you then i'll automatically push you away. did i mention i can't read? i hate feeling used/abused/taken advantage of but i let it happen anyways. just remember i'll talk shit about you to anyone that asks how i am. hey, i have a right you shouldn't have fucked with my emotions. i don't give a fuck about a lot of things, only because i know in the morning my poor memory will kick in and you'll feed me some compliments & some iloveyous & i'm all dandy. i'm not the type to introduce myself because i know that i won't remember your name and you won't remember mine. plus i'm extremely quiet at first impression, but i'd rather be quiet then extremely obnoxious.

anyone with an amazing sense of humor & that can drive. anyone that won't feed me empty promises. anyone that can tell me what i want to hear. anyone thats a natural bullshitter. anyone that can feed me compliments. anyone that won't creep me out. anyone that won't make me change for them. anyone with a good memory. anyone extremely fast at texting. anyone with nice hands. &any hot messes.

mad

today was .. eyeyah.
juice wasn't worth the squeeze.
ALL DAY no matter what i did it was bad

i watched observe and report w/brotherbear
it was a pretty good movie, anything seth rogan <3
best buy was a waste of time, but i need a new ipod & camera

then i went to a party today, gahd for real hella squeezin for sour juice.
i didn't even smoke, i'm a wreck dude
you know there is something wrong when i dont smoke.
ridiculous right?

oh & i didn't have a ride till like 1130 and i was hella stressing the whole night
the whole nightttt. but it was fun. nancydrew! ellie! hardy brothers!
pencil , paper , magnifying glass, panaynis.

ah, i'm a wreck. and lazy as fuck.
i don't even have shit planned for the rest of the week
minus wednesday. fuck it.

fast and furious tokyo

i don't even know what i want anymore.
i wanna drop things and just make things simple for ju
but at the same time i don't get why i would.
but but but at the same time, AGAIN!?

for real, again kristina?
i'll question my thoughts/actions some other time
i'm sleepy as fuck.
today was a good day
happy belated easter

fucking that tokyo song by teriaki boyz or some bullshit
i fucking love that song dude, it plays hella much in this movie.

AHH my mind is still cluttered.
i'll come clean soon it'll make me feel better

i'm the ish

did i ever mention i got a haircut? it kinda looks the same but its kinda messy as fuck. or flat as fuck depending on how much i touch it and depending if i put hair products in it, its growing on me but its pretty short well to me she cut two inches but but but its okay because next week i'll lava it

chrischrisftw: i like it
chrischrisftw: it looks like you just had secks
Kristina Nguyen: thats why you like my hair?
chrischrisftw: yeah pretty much
chrischrisftw: (:

i guess thats how it looks to everyone else