surprise, my names kristina / hellokitty. call me kristie / kristine / krissy & i will subconciously forget your name (forever) , yep , that was your bad. i used to think i had trust issues, but i don't, i realized i talk too much to have trust issues. i wish i had some deep dark secrets, but i don't share something about you & i'll share something about myself. tell me about your grades, i'll tell you about mine. tell me about your bad habits i'll tell you about mine. tell me about your parents ill tell you about mine tell me about your nipples, i'll tell you about mine. show me your nipple & i'll point , laugh & talk about how dark they are. (: i like nipples. i'm not sure why. i still need $20 to see josephs, someone wanna help me out? damnit, i promised i'd have a normal about me. but i guess thats it though. kristina, open book , <3 nipples. yep. covered it. oh oh & i love hellokitty. &this is my last about me being fifteen. toodles! i'll rewrite something tomorrow.
p.s. raisin nipples make me laugh a lot, or when boysie nipples go through their shirts hahahha.
what i really want for my birthday : someone that will hold my hand no matter what. no matter if my hands are clammy and sweaty as hell like always or if i'm scared out of my mind. or or or when my family is around. or or or when i'm with their friends. neeegah , no one wants to hold my hands ): i tend to tickle hands at the same time /;
Friday, October 31, 2008
robocop
gahd damnit, this song is catchy after the third time!
okay okay okay okay you will never stop it now
robocop > lovelockdown
i think lovelockdown is like the worst song kanye has ever made in his whole career .
&i hate jockin jay-z , why does everyone like it? do i needa listen to it repeatedly?
i feel left outtttt!
Who are you "going out with"?
i'm going out with my babies tonight, hopefully (:
Who was the last person to call you?
ryan donidaaa <3
When was the last time you consumed alcohol?
ughm, sunday at mass, but r3al alcohol at nathan's baptism
When was your last encounter with the police?
cop killah
Did you sing at all today?
i kinda am right now, whendidjubecomearobocop?
i can't decide if i like it or not
When's the last time you argued?
i don't remember, i'm trying not to let little things get to me anymore , let me enjoy my youth!
Are you scared of spiders?
nah, mybrotherbear is , he always makes me step on them , which i do (withsocks)
Who were you with last night?
jenn trina katt lourdes maria chloe vicki (!!!) , justinx2 aaron ryan austin albert
What do you think of Fergie?
i think sammy souza likes her more than he likes me , but i think shes weird and i get embarrassed when fergalicious comes onto party shuffle, hahah but i refuse to delete it
Do you believe in love?
yes i do
When was the last time you were outside naked?
i don't recall ever being outside naked , ever hahah.
Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far?
yeah , i'm ridiculous. but , i'll take back my regrets next week
Do you miss anyone?
gramamamamamamama
Do you love them?
more than i'll ever love anyone
What color is your hair?
haylzah dark dark brown with streaks of black hahah
Have you ever drank with your number one?
she doesn't drink (: shes a good influence . LAVAJUU
Is there someone you wanna date right now?
nah dude, hes fucking me up right now, hes way to subtle OR he , gahd i don't know
Who knows a secret or two about you?
ashleeeey
Are you too forgiving?
never
Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
nestor & errol, they don't count though right? hahah
Do you have trust Issues?
i feel like i do , but i don't. i'm a open book , tell me about your life & i tell you about mine
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
yeah, but don't expect me to be like OMG LETS GET TOGETHER
Do you want someone you can't have?
i can have them, just in time but i'm not willing to wait. so in the mean time i'm bitter about it . hahah , i'm dunzo with it though. i'm having a fabulous week.
Are you a cuddler?
yes (: anyone , especially if jur chubboz
Have you ever punched a girl?
not like seriously
Gotten in a car with people you just met?
yeah, hahah it was funz though
Are you determined to have a better day tomorrow?
tomorrow is my birthday ! where are you taking me from 12-430 , 6-12?
How has your day been?
good, it just started but yesterdays emotions carried on to today (:
Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
i think the top of my head(notforehead) is extremely cute sometimes
How did you feel when you woke up today?
my back hurtsssssssss
Kiss on the first date?
normally yeah, i've known everyone i wanted to date since likkkkkkeeeee hahah , since i was still fat as fuck
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
i took a picture last night with justin asilo but i never take pictures for anyone, i ain't yo bitch. hhahah actually it was brianna & ashley (:
Would you ever donate blood?
i'm anemic , no one wants my blood it lacks white or red blood cells. you should donate your blood to me
Have you ever driven without a license?
nahp , i've never driven before. i'm way to pussy to take risks + if i fucked up my dada / mama's car i would fucking DIEEEE.
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
my best best friends forevahhz are mostly of the opposite sex
Do you want someone dead?
thats the worst thing i ever heard
*whispers ... misspattersonnnnn!
What are you thinking about right now?
i'm thinking that i needa do yoga today because my back hurts ):
Do you wish someone was with you right now?
no its too early, i'll be less lonely tonight. i need some time to myself
What time did you go to sleep last night?
1:32 is what my phone said right before i fell asleep and i knocked the fuck out last night so probably 1:33
Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
my papabear got it in saltlakecityutah hahah its cute! it has three girls on it on horses and it says bestfriends & its pink. &its from the little girls section & i love my dada
Ever kissed someone who smokes?
they do now, but i kiss my papabears cheek all the time & he smokes more than i eat hahah
What did you do last night?
i watched ... & saw & got sung to & ate so much chicken if i cut myself chicken grease would come out of my wrists.
Do you curse a lot?
what the fuck , fuck , asshole , shit , nigga . thats it , i'm trying to cut down on cussing causei noticed the more i cuss the angrier i get. & trying not to cuss with words like hekka and dang it is hellza funny to me
Who was the last person on your bed?
lets see, ryan was like crying on it , austin was laying on it , jenn was sitting on it. funny day , can we do that everytime someone has a get together?
Do you ever wanna know who you're going to marry?
yeah, sometimes i think about what they might be doing. likeee last week i was like dang , i wonder if the person i'm gunna marry is watching alwayssunny right now just like me. hahah , or sometimes during school i think about how they might be learning the same exact thing i'm learning. hahah its kiani's fault. she puts shit like that in my head.
okay okay okay okay you will never stop it now
robocop > lovelockdown
i think lovelockdown is like the worst song kanye has ever made in his whole career .
&i hate jockin jay-z , why does everyone like it? do i needa listen to it repeatedly?
i feel left outtttt!
Who are you "going out with"?
i'm going out with my babies tonight, hopefully (:
Who was the last person to call you?
ryan donidaaa <3
When was the last time you consumed alcohol?
ughm, sunday at mass, but r3al alcohol at nathan's baptism
When was your last encounter with the police?
cop killah
Did you sing at all today?
i kinda am right now, whendidjubecomearobocop?
i can't decide if i like it or not
When's the last time you argued?
i don't remember, i'm trying not to let little things get to me anymore , let me enjoy my youth!
Are you scared of spiders?
nah, mybrotherbear is , he always makes me step on them , which i do (withsocks)
Who were you with last night?
jenn trina katt lourdes maria chloe vicki (!!!) , justinx2 aaron ryan austin albert
What do you think of Fergie?
i think sammy souza likes her more than he likes me , but i think shes weird and i get embarrassed when fergalicious comes onto party shuffle, hahah but i refuse to delete it
Do you believe in love?
yes i do
When was the last time you were outside naked?
i don't recall ever being outside naked , ever hahah.
Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far?
yeah , i'm ridiculous. but , i'll take back my regrets next week
Do you miss anyone?
gramamamamamamama
Do you love them?
more than i'll ever love anyone
What color is your hair?
haylzah dark dark brown with streaks of black hahah
Have you ever drank with your number one?
she doesn't drink (: shes a good influence . LAVAJUU
Is there someone you wanna date right now?
nah dude, hes fucking me up right now, hes way to subtle OR he , gahd i don't know
Who knows a secret or two about you?
ashleeeey
Are you too forgiving?
never
Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
nestor & errol, they don't count though right? hahah
Do you have trust Issues?
i feel like i do , but i don't. i'm a open book , tell me about your life & i tell you about mine
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
yeah, but don't expect me to be like OMG LETS GET TOGETHER
Do you want someone you can't have?
i can have them, just in time but i'm not willing to wait. so in the mean time i'm bitter about it . hahah , i'm dunzo with it though. i'm having a fabulous week.
Are you a cuddler?
yes (: anyone , especially if jur chubboz
Have you ever punched a girl?
not like seriously
Gotten in a car with people you just met?
yeah, hahah it was funz though
Are you determined to have a better day tomorrow?
tomorrow is my birthday ! where are you taking me from 12-430 , 6-12?
How has your day been?
good, it just started but yesterdays emotions carried on to today (:
Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
i think the top of my head(notforehead) is extremely cute sometimes
How did you feel when you woke up today?
my back hurtsssssssss
Kiss on the first date?
normally yeah, i've known everyone i wanted to date since likkkkkkeeeee hahah , since i was still fat as fuck
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
i took a picture last night with justin asilo but i never take pictures for anyone, i ain't yo bitch. hhahah actually it was brianna & ashley (:
Would you ever donate blood?
i'm anemic , no one wants my blood it lacks white or red blood cells. you should donate your blood to me
Have you ever driven without a license?
nahp , i've never driven before. i'm way to pussy to take risks + if i fucked up my dada / mama's car i would fucking DIEEEE.
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
my best best friends forevahhz are mostly of the opposite sex
Do you want someone dead?
thats the worst thing i ever heard
*whispers ... misspattersonnnnn!
What are you thinking about right now?
i'm thinking that i needa do yoga today because my back hurts ):
Do you wish someone was with you right now?
no its too early, i'll be less lonely tonight. i need some time to myself
What time did you go to sleep last night?
1:32 is what my phone said right before i fell asleep and i knocked the fuck out last night so probably 1:33
Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
my papabear got it in saltlakecityutah hahah its cute! it has three girls on it on horses and it says bestfriends & its pink. &its from the little girls section & i love my dada
Ever kissed someone who smokes?
they do now, but i kiss my papabears cheek all the time & he smokes more than i eat hahah
What did you do last night?
i watched ... & saw & got sung to & ate so much chicken if i cut myself chicken grease would come out of my wrists.
Do you curse a lot?
what the fuck , fuck , asshole , shit , nigga . thats it , i'm trying to cut down on cussing causei noticed the more i cuss the angrier i get. & trying not to cuss with words like hekka and dang it is hellza funny to me
Who was the last person on your bed?
lets see, ryan was like crying on it , austin was laying on it , jenn was sitting on it. funny day , can we do that everytime someone has a get together?
Do you ever wanna know who you're going to marry?
yeah, sometimes i think about what they might be doing. likeee last week i was like dang , i wonder if the person i'm gunna marry is watching alwayssunny right now just like me. hahah , or sometimes during school i think about how they might be learning the same exact thing i'm learning. hahah its kiani's fault. she puts shit like that in my head.
telephone wires
1. i only say lava when i feel like we've had a good conversation
2. bye is for when i'm annoyed / irratated / get outta here faster
3. byebye is me trying to be nice, but the fake 'i gave effort' kind
4. goonight is me trying to hurry up the process of me or you leaving
5. love you is when i'm extremely satisfied with our conversation / you said it first &i mean it
know where you stand
&'know your rank' shirt piss me off.
happy halloween!
2. bye is for when i'm annoyed / irratated / get outta here faster
3. byebye is me trying to be nice, but the fake 'i gave effort' kind
4. goonight is me trying to hurry up the process of me or you leaving
5. love you is when i'm extremely satisfied with our conversation / you said it first &i mean it
know where you stand
&'know your rank' shirt piss me off.
happy halloween!
creator
ashleybulayo got me, regardless if she wants to come over when i'm busy (: lavajubaby.
thursday was a goodie. i dressed up as hellokitty&it wasn't as cold as i thought it would be so i didn't wear tights & i didn't freeze to death. hms, HB - Kevin came ova to watch Saw. that shit is sooo scary when i'm watching it but afterward its naht. if i was ever chained to the wall and the only way out was to saw my food off, i'd fucking just hold my breath and die. DIEEE, and i hate when people that are kidnapped untye themselves, i'd never do that. that'd get you extra torture.
awsdude, it was nice having HB in one place again . i've missed you assholes. each one individually i love but its supz nice to be together again.
WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE DOING TOMORROW FUCK ME . shit! SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK THE PLAN IS PLAYZE!
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
cuando cuando
1. cigarettes are gr0ss
2. but i like the smell sometimes
3. my papa smokes more than i pee (a lot)
4. boys that smoke are normally fine (same page baby!)
5. if rissa ever smoked , i would be so mad i'd scream at her
bruddah do you need a smoke? GAHD DAWG! you're my idol dawgg chaplan
2. but i like the smell sometimes
3. my papa smokes more than i pee (a lot)
4. boys that smoke are normally fine (same page baby!)
5. if rissa ever smoked , i would be so mad i'd scream at her
bruddah do you need a smoke? GAHD DAWG! you're my idol dawgg chaplan
cop killah
DOG THE BOUNTY HUNTER IS BACK ON TELEVISION!!!!!!!!! <3 i fucking love it. regardless if he says niggER , he's good fucking entertainment. hes like pure badass with his blond hair with braids & with sunglasses on at ALL time and and and always wearing no shirt but all black. &the way he says bruddah. hahah s0 tightttt. then right at the end after he goes DONT RUN YOU FUCKING MUHFUCKA ITS FUCKIN ON YOU ICE SCUM he throws in some jesus in there. like CAN WE PRAY RIGHT NOW? or like jesus will help you in rehab (: makes me wanna be a better christi... wait , which one am i? christian or catholic? i really don't know. WHICHEVERONE wears crosses and that loves jesus. hahah, s0 tight. do you need a cigarette? hahahah, hes an angel!!!
"are you gunna let him smoke?"-ashleybulayo
gagagagaga shes so silly . i @in+ hi$ M@M@ !!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
nicehaircutfag.
rayymonstarr (10:43:06 PM): oh
rayymonstarr (10:43:07 PM): EW
rayymonstarr (10:43:08 PM): wtf
kristinacooties (10:43:09 PM): I KNOW
kristinacooties (10:43:10 PM): nigga
kristinacooties (10:43:13 PM): i said the same thing
kristinacooties (10:43:14 PM): i was like
kristinacooties (10:43:15 PM): ...
kristinacooties (10:43:16 PM): him!?
rayymonstarr (10:43:16 PM): bitch, he's mini-chris frosh year
kristinacooties (10:43:18 PM): ?!?!?!
rayymonstarr (10:43:18 PM): its so ew.
kristinacooties (10:43:20 PM): HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
rayymonstarr (10:43:35 PM): fuuuck, that kid's such a faaaaag
rayymonstarr (10:43:38 PM): and not pretty
kristinacooties (10:43:45 PM): HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
kristinacooties (10:43:46 PM): i agree
kristinacooties (10:43:47 PM): i was like
kristinacooties (10:43:49 PM): .. him!?!?!?!?!?!?
kristinacooties (10:43:58 PM): hes nice i heard
rayymonstarr (10:44:16 PM): hahahh, nigga i don't care if hes the pope
rayymonstarr (10:44:18 PM): he annoys me
kristinacooties (10:44:25 PM): haha why
rayymonstarr (10:44:31 PM): iono
rayymonstarr (10:44:46 PM): just his whole ensemble thing he has goin
kristinacooties (10:45:14 PM): (: i got stereotypes down son!
kristinacooties (10:45:25 PM): liddlebitchboysc3n3sk8erboii
rayymonstarr (10:45:37 PM): hahaha, ferseriooous
iloveramon, but in a i have a huge cawk and i like wet meat curtains kind of way. he doesn't even care if you are the goddamn pope. tighttttt. (: no one else knows how to be honest /;
rayymonstarr (10:43:07 PM): EW
rayymonstarr (10:43:08 PM): wtf
kristinacooties (10:43:09 PM): I KNOW
kristinacooties (10:43:10 PM): nigga
kristinacooties (10:43:13 PM): i said the same thing
kristinacooties (10:43:14 PM): i was like
kristinacooties (10:43:15 PM): ...
kristinacooties (10:43:16 PM): him!?
rayymonstarr (10:43:16 PM): bitch, he's mini-chris frosh year
kristinacooties (10:43:18 PM): ?!?!?!
rayymonstarr (10:43:18 PM): its so ew.
kristinacooties (10:43:20 PM): HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
rayymonstarr (10:43:35 PM): fuuuck, that kid's such a faaaaag
rayymonstarr (10:43:38 PM): and not pretty
kristinacooties (10:43:45 PM): HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
kristinacooties (10:43:46 PM): i agree
kristinacooties (10:43:47 PM): i was like
kristinacooties (10:43:49 PM): .. him!?!?!?!?!?!?
kristinacooties (10:43:58 PM): hes nice i heard
rayymonstarr (10:44:16 PM): hahahh, nigga i don't care if hes the pope
rayymonstarr (10:44:18 PM): he annoys me
kristinacooties (10:44:25 PM): haha why
rayymonstarr (10:44:31 PM): iono
rayymonstarr (10:44:46 PM): just his whole ensemble thing he has goin
kristinacooties (10:45:14 PM): (: i got stereotypes down son!
kristinacooties (10:45:25 PM): liddlebitchboysc3n3sk8erboii
rayymonstarr (10:45:37 PM): hahaha, ferseriooous
iloveramon, but in a i have a huge cawk and i like wet meat curtains kind of way. he doesn't even care if you are the goddamn pope. tighttttt. (: no one else knows how to be honest /;
feel me flow
joshmryos (9:24:16 PM): fred is hella awkward
joshmryos (9:24:19 PM): thats why you like him
kristinacooties (9:24:42 PM): I DON'T LIKE HIM!
WHY DOES JOSH KNOW ME SO WELL!? REEDICKJULUS!
1. i like awkward boys
2. i hate flowers/teddybears
3. i like boys when they get over me
4. i would never date a vietnamese boy
5. veins (forearm) & nice hands <3<3<3
joshmryos (9:24:19 PM): thats why you like him
kristinacooties (9:24:42 PM): I DON'T LIKE HIM!
WHY DOES JOSH KNOW ME SO WELL!? REEDICKJULUS!
1. i like awkward boys
2. i hate flowers/teddybears
3. i like boys when they get over me
4. i would never date a vietnamese boy
5. veins (forearm) & nice hands <3<3<3
ali for cody
wadupniggaaaa (: today was a good day. hahah fucking lourdes is such a fucking h0e. we agree that boys with nice nails / hands = heaven. we also came to the conclusion that people that play instruments have AMAZING hands. don't mind me if i stare / ask for your hands (: and and and i'll show you my burrito fingers (:
toodles! i habz homework. OMG tell me my face isn't getting fat! sooo fat. that picture is a 3/4 vietnamese picture (: and we both 100% wouldn't date a vietnamese boy.
Monday, October 27, 2008
supa GFK
1. i'm turning sixteen
2. my birthday is on saturday
3. i want you to take a picture with me on the third
4. i hate having birthdayparties because everyone is busy
5. i share a birthday with lawson hellokitty&allsaintsday
2. my birthday is on saturday
3. i want you to take a picture with me on the third
4. i hate having birthdayparties because everyone is busy
5. i share a birthday with lawson hellokitty&allsaintsday
in fear and faith
K : Wait, what are we talking about?
R : I'll fill you in later
E : Or I'll tell you about it
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH , &people wonder why i lava the band room. so , my ear piercing is bleeding on my left ear, its hurting. nigga, i'm can't stop bleeding. first its my toe , then its my knee, then its my hand, now its my ear, then i'm on my period next week , then i'm prolly gunna get shot. talk to me while you can.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
why can't you see
wow , if i tell you a story i assume we have a fucking trust & you won't tell anyone else. wtf , if i wanted other people to know i woulda told them myself, regardless of how close we are. i never repeat the stories you tell me regardless of the topic. jesus christ.
the shit i put up with these days.
this is why i don't talk to anyone about my shit .
cause by the end of the day everyone&their mothers will know.
wow dude, & i found out you're keeping hella shit from me.
don't even
the shit i put up with these days.
this is why i don't talk to anyone about my shit .
cause by the end of the day everyone&their mothers will know.
wow dude, & i found out you're keeping hella shit from me.
don't even
thriller
he made an effort , now i'm gunna ignore him cause i like that he does. too bad rissa doesn't like him hahah, it's late & i sound like a boy (literally) & i need a haircut & can someone help me dye my hair. playze? (:
my birthday is saturday , & i'm not excited.
UNLESS jj's part ii (: (: (: !!!
i'm excited for next next saturday cause i get new glasses (:
DSWG
1. steak burritos / tacos are my favorite
2. i dislike mejicans because spanish is hardz
3. sammy is my favorite messican cause hes supz racist
4. i can't pronounce uruapan (myfavoritemejicanplacetoeat!)
5. i LOVE tortilla chips after bbqs , LAVAA it , only with wataa
2. i dislike mejicans because spanish is hardz
3. sammy is my favorite messican cause hes supz racist
4. i can't pronounce uruapan (myfavoritemejicanplacetoeat!)
5. i LOVE tortilla chips after bbqs , LAVAA it , only with wataa
Thursday, October 23, 2008
window
1. i pay people in coins cause i'm broke
2. i sit on fire hydrants when i'm waiting
3. i get really comfortable in peoples backyard
4. i died of thirst today & was about to drink from a hose
5. i run fucking fast from indians
2. i sit on fire hydrants when i'm waiting
3. i get really comfortable in peoples backyard
4. i died of thirst today & was about to drink from a hose
5. i run fucking fast from indians
TBR
i saw my baby vicki today (: first time in a long time. me her &fob katt are the dumbest bitches ever. find me two more people that will run in a court and think we're on our way to my house and i'll give you a finders reward. find me two more people that hide behind cars. hahah. niggah, so i forgot my glasses , chapstick&keys in a indian backyard, i tripped balls & wanted to cry, so i ran back later RAN back &it was there <3 yay me. when in my life have you seen me run? yeah fuck you, it doesn't happen often.
nigga fuck creepy indian people that follow us
fuck the police , fuck fuck fuck the police
anyone wanna watch that movie with me soon?
<3 fruit punch
katt come over more often please
maybe ride our ride?
"nigga, i didn't offer you two, i only offered you one"
""I MISSED YOU!!!""
(:::: sup wid ittt.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
come see me
five facts about me, because in english class we were answering questions about ourselfs & if we know what makes us happy/unhappy and shit so , fuckyou i don't needa explain myself to you
1. i love twix
2. i love peanut butter candy (:
3. i love cookies&cream hershey bars
4. i love lollipops w/gum inside (no tootsie)
5. i love gummy worms especially the orange side (:
1. i love twix
2. i love peanut butter candy (:
3. i love cookies&cream hershey bars
4. i love lollipops w/gum inside (no tootsie)
5. i love gummy worms especially the orange side (:
my name is
do my hips look HUGE?! i'm getting fat, i'm going on a diet soon. remind me okay?
i'm waiting for him to miss me , its pathetic ! i don't like him i SUHWEAR i just want him to miss me so i can reject him. is that evil? well , i don't give a fuck. i'm in a bad mood & no one wants to cheer me up cause i'm a fucking bitch & no one can tolerate me anymore. i don't fucking blame you. i bet if i stayed online all day no one would IM me cause i always have to IM them first
i say this every week, fuck effort. hahah, its losing its meaning. just like when i say fuck you, normally now it means (: aw that was funny but i'm not gunna laugh cause i don't wanna laugh at myself. if ju wanna talk to me YOU call / text / comment / IM / message me.
no but really, i've been thinking about it and i have no idea , NO IDEA why i was attracted to you. everyone says you're hella cute and shit , i don't see it. hahah, i told you i'm in a bad mood! can someone get online so i can vent to them & not talk about spirit week shit.
i need new people to talk to /; i have no friends, thats why i let the world read my thoughts on my blog, i could have a 68 year old man with a shriveled up wiener staring at pictures of little boys stroking his PENIS while reading my blog then cutting his neck because he likes pain, then taking a ice cold shower right before he towels off with his dog. i'm a cr33per. i blame you!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
she loves me so
i listen to that song like five times a day , i don't care if you think its a shit song. i lava it more than i probably like you.
so today michael v. said i had the perfect nose & i got really mad cause i hate my nose, just another insecurity i developed over the last year. he said its a perfect filipino nose, &he genuinely meant it , like he r3ally likes it. ahaha , best compliment of the day i think. even though i don't want my nose /;
haha can't i just be thankful.
dude, but i'm in a bad mood & i iz sick
&can someone come over & make me feel better?
this time last year i liked a boy , but no ,oh goodness n0 thanks! get off my ballsack , please & thanks asshole!
AND I HAVE NO FUCKING LIQUID EYELINER LEFT, I'M GUNNA SHOOT MYSELF. & my oe was bleeding today , i think its infected FACK if i have to go back to kaiser i'm gunna cry. shit , fuck my fucking f33t. NO NO i dont mean that, god is gunna take them away. i ... love feet and .. toes.
Monday, October 20, 2008
stephen
BANANALUNA oh btw
BANANALUNA I named one of my art pieces in art after you today
BANANALUNA because the teacher said it needed a name if we wanted to put it in the gallery
BANANALUNA and I called it
BANANALUNA kristinaco0kies!?
Kristina Nguyen im happy right now
Kristina Nguyen iono why
ashleeeybash hahaha
ashleeeybash are you high
Kristina Nguyen NO
Kristina Nguyen ):
Kristina Nguyen hay thats not nice!
arroyo skanks these days.
three blogs in one day?! hahah , i'm hmm , refreshed? iono how to describe it. i don't have any feelings for these particular boys that i've been balls over the walls for. i don't think of them , at all. nothing reminds me of them and i feel no need to IM / text / call / vc / comment / message/ .. anything . i don't feel compelled to make any extra effort to talk to them. its wonderful. i've been thinking about how i'm losing a couple good guy friends by doing this, but dude, waevaaa. waeva waeva. i have no need to sugarcoat my words or double IM (you knowww, when you wanna be a liddle bitch & reply with whatever they said with 'oh okay' and then they don't reply & you go , ah fuck i'm such a liddle bitch lemme double IM and then you reply to your reply with 'sooo , wacha doing' HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAH) yeah , fuck you i used to do that all the time. dude fack that shit fu fu fuck that shit. haha girltalk always makes me laugh. or or or or when you see them online but you don't wanna pussy out and IM them first because the previous conversation was a waste of time and you want them to want you and you want them to talk to you first?
dude, i'm kind of a freak. everything has to go my way or i fr3ak out. hahah , iono why i'm saying all of this, i blame marc , he made me think about boys all night last night & now i'm just throwing up words.
oh! or when they are online & they JUST signed on & you don't wanna be a pussy and IM right when they sign on cause it seems desperate & you wanna take advantage of the time they have online? I'M NUTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. wow, thank god i don't have a boyfriend, ugh so me & my brother were talking about why we are both single. we came to the conclusion that its because we are both mean. he will probably beat his girlfriend and i will probably beat my boyfriend. yeah, &they'll probably have no self esteem & be broke. yeah , its best that i don't have a boyfrann DUDE, fuck i hate talking about boys fuck me!
oh dude, i blame ramon too, that asshole always asks me about relationship questions outta fucking nowhere.
YOU BETTER HAVE SMILED YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE ! (: toodles. i'm to lazy to upload pictures, so i'm just gunna cram them all in here s00n. hahha.
BANANALUNA I named one of my art pieces in art after you today
BANANALUNA because the teacher said it needed a name if we wanted to put it in the gallery
BANANALUNA and I called it
BANANALUNA kristinaco0kies!?
Kristina Nguyen im happy right now
Kristina Nguyen iono why
ashleeeybash hahaha
ashleeeybash are you high
Kristina Nguyen NO
Kristina Nguyen ):
Kristina Nguyen hay thats not nice!
arroyo skanks these days.
three blogs in one day?! hahah , i'm hmm , refreshed? iono how to describe it. i don't have any feelings for these particular boys that i've been balls over the walls for. i don't think of them , at all. nothing reminds me of them and i feel no need to IM / text / call / vc / comment / message/ .. anything . i don't feel compelled to make any extra effort to talk to them. its wonderful. i've been thinking about how i'm losing a couple good guy friends by doing this, but dude, waevaaa. waeva waeva. i have no need to sugarcoat my words or double IM (you knowww, when you wanna be a liddle bitch & reply with whatever they said with 'oh okay' and then they don't reply & you go , ah fuck i'm such a liddle bitch lemme double IM and then you reply to your reply with 'sooo , wacha doing' HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAH) yeah , fuck you i used to do that all the time. dude fack that shit fu fu fuck that shit. haha girltalk always makes me laugh. or or or or when you see them online but you don't wanna pussy out and IM them first because the previous conversation was a waste of time and you want them to want you and you want them to talk to you first?
dude, i'm kind of a freak. everything has to go my way or i fr3ak out. hahah , iono why i'm saying all of this, i blame marc , he made me think about boys all night last night & now i'm just throwing up words.
oh! or when they are online & they JUST signed on & you don't wanna be a pussy and IM right when they sign on cause it seems desperate & you wanna take advantage of the time they have online? I'M NUTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. wow, thank god i don't have a boyfriend, ugh so me & my brother were talking about why we are both single. we came to the conclusion that its because we are both mean. he will probably beat his girlfriend and i will probably beat my boyfriend. yeah, &they'll probably have no self esteem & be broke. yeah , its best that i don't have a boyfrann DUDE, fuck i hate talking about boys fuck me!
oh dude, i blame ramon too, that asshole always asks me about relationship questions outta fucking nowhere.
YOU BETTER HAVE SMILED YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE ! (: toodles. i'm to lazy to upload pictures, so i'm just gunna cram them all in here s00n. hahha.
200
creepers as of now.
i don't remember when i put the counter up,
buttttt , i'm assuming lourdes&ramon refresh all day.
i don't remember when i put the counter up,
buttttt , i'm assuming lourdes&ramon refresh all day.
i cut myself
AND IT HURTS LIKE A MUHFUCKAAAAA ):::::
i was cutting my crown out & you knowww like between the index finger & the thumb , that like extra skin thing .. well i have like extra skin. & i cut too far & it cut meeeeee. omgggg ): ): ): ): ): niggah! & i cut my knee shaving last night ,shaving cream is bullshit! &my toe bled last night. thank god i just got off my period would died from lack of blood.
Do you have an older sister?
nope ): i wish i did sometimes, but i don't wanna be the freak middle sibling. highest percentage of committing suicide. YEAH .
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
marc
Who knows you better than you know yourself?
i think my brother knows me pretty frikken (hhahaha , attempting not to cuss is funnier than cussing) well.
Who was the last girl you talked to?
ashley richards (:
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
brobear
What does the last text message in your inbox say?
"I just want everyone to know that I wil no loger be telling or forwarding racist jokes. Cause racism is a crime.
And crime is for black people" - sammy , tell me he isn't the most racist person you've ever talked to & i'll show you someone that has no idea what they're talking about (you)
Whats the closest thing to you thats liquid?
wata bottle
Something you're happy about?
i'm happy that ramon can agree with me on daily annoyances.(:
What did you do Friday night?
i learned how to skate&saws quietdrive
What are you doing tonight?
i'm gunna make my PRINCE crown, i am not going to be a princess/queen tomorrow. PRINCEEEE.
Where are you right now?
my study room, where i don't study
Who else is in the room with you?
): thats not nice.
In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
cardigans > jackets / hoodies. sweaters > cardigans? i'm not sure on that one but i know that i need new sweaters. NOW.
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
duhs, i'd rather be upstairs sleeping, buhttt i miss ramon /;
How long can you go without your cell phone?
long time, ashleybulayo would shit herself though, she'd probably get so mad that i wasn't texting her back that she'd hate me. oh trina too she always gets mad when i don't reply within the five minutes after she sent her text to me.
Who did you last call babe/baby?
ryan donida (:
What/who woke you up today?
my mama
Are you excited for the future?
nooo! i wish i could stop growing up.
When was the last time you talked to your boyfriend or girlfriend?
yes
Things you did today?
hung out with my babybro (: talked about trannys & his bleeding asshole.
oh&hazel, if myspace is growing on you, add him on myspace, hes upset that you didn't
Do you own a polo shirt?
i have every color hollistrco polo EXCEPT this ugly blue and evergreen. yeah, i used to have an obsession.
Are you excited for winter?
(: yes yes yes! sweaters sweaters sweaters! especially mens/boys ones! (: (: (: lemme borrow, yes?
How old do you look?
12
What are you going to do after this?
maybe take another late night shower? alejandro said my hair looked really nice (cause it was dry & i had time to comb it ) & i'm a sucker for compliments hahaha.
Whose car were you in last?
nest0r & his papa
What was the last thing you drank?
wa wa
Do you have any kids?
not that i remember having, omggg amanda made me think of pregnancy today, ickkk! my kids better be fucking angels.
What is on your bed right now?
what bed?
When was the last time you threw up?
hahahahhaha! me&taylor always talk about how we always feel like throwing up, but we never throw up. last time was .. hmm , 8th grade when i was SUPZ sick & i threw up noodles, it was salty as shit when it came back up & it felt like worms.
Name 4 people who made you smile today?
dinosaur , monisha , taylor , ashley
What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
skewls.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
i was looking outside cause theres a stolen car right in front of my driveway, like blocking the world. hahahhahahah , i'm not even fucking joking.
jaysus
What is your favorite holiday?
the type that i get a long vacation from school
Have you ever been to another country?
asiaaaa
What is the last thing you said aloud?
JESUS IS COLD IN HERE! my house is no joke freezing, all year long. & my mom hates the heater & hates ACs .
WTF IS THE POINT of buying that shit if we aren't gunna use it?!
What is the best ice cream flavor?
coffee coffee coffee
What are you wearing right now?
dressie (:
Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
i bought a new cardigan yestaday its teal & lime green in the most non-hypebeast way (:
When was the last time you ran?
..... retreat hahahhah first & last time
What's the last sporting event you watched?
f00tball
Ever go camping?
cariitasss
Do you have a tan?
...niggah! i took this survey already! fuck me!!! gahd, i took this like yesterday SHIT . yes i do , hahah oh wells.
Are you someone's best friend?
i'd hope so , wait maybe i didn't take this
What do you think of when you think of Australia?
def. did. sailing.
What is your birthstone?
topaz
Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
mcdonalds <3 heaven
Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate?
def. didn't take this! okay i'm happy. nope, i delete 'friends' alls the time, i don't like people having the pleasure of saying they know me.
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
GUITARS / UKALELELALELELAELALELES. YOU CAN'T PLAY FOR SHIT, YOU CAN'T SING FOR SHIT , YOU ARE NOT JASON MRAZ GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE. ugh! oh passion too, fuck that niggah.
Last song listened to?
Eleanor Rigby <3 beatles. omggg i'm so obsessed with them now.
Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
silver talbot flats (:
Are you jealous of anyone?
DID SOMEONE FUSE TWOSURVEYS TOGETHER!? I SWEAR I TOOK SOMEOF THESE QUESTIONS. ASSHOLES ARE DELETING QUESTIONS. DAMNIT. i am not.
Are you married?
not that i know of
Is anyone jealous of you?
they shouldn't be, ever.
Do any of your friends have children?
I ANSWERED THIS BEFOREE! last time i said , i wish someone got pregnant, want a real .. or dramatic highschool experience.
Do you eat healthy?
nevah.
wait, yes i had apple sauce today & i want some peanut butter & ritz (:
Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
HAIIIIII in a weird cr33p voice
How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
sixteen ewza
How did you get some of your scars?
the one on my knee was from an iron , the one on my other knee was from falling in 8thgrade during PE and screaming hellza loud.
Your number two tells you they're pregnant, you say?
WOWZA , thats what i say.
then i probably laugh& ask WHO?! and freak out
Do you want someone?
nope (:
Your parents tell you they're moving to Mexico?
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA omg , thats the funniest thing ever. my parents would rather die. & i would too. haha , good joke good joke.
Whats your best feature?
my chimples , they are attractive no?
If you could change your eye color would you?
BLACK BLACK or hazel or gray or grayn
What is the biggest secret you know about your 2nd top friend?
you trickster
What was the last movie you watched in the theater?
nick&norah's infinite playlist with the bestfriend i never talk to anymore
The person you're in love with moves across the world, what do you do?
my gramamama does live across the world ):
What song always makes you sad?
i'm listening to only one by yellowcard like a fagget & i'll be honest it does make me ad , i do likes this song.(:
What are you doing this weekend?
sataday (: haii baby
Are there certain things that can't be joked about, if anything?
cancer & aids. &diabetes when people fuck with lawson ): makes me sad regardless if hes hurt.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
): yesss , everyone i've ever called my best friend. orrrrrr for some reason we stop talking all together whic hurts more than fighting.
Ever call somebody boo?
nah , boo. i'm gunna start saying that. damnit. hard choice. boo vs. bz. DAMNIT.
haii michael! i hope you're reading this because you stil continue to make my day regardless if we don't talk. you're amazing & you should reply to this because i wanna talk to ju & i hope i made your day like you made mine last time.
toodles! have a nice ____(insert day , week , month , year, century, life)
(: i iz happz.
i was cutting my crown out & you knowww like between the index finger & the thumb , that like extra skin thing .. well i have like extra skin. & i cut too far & it cut meeeeee. omgggg ): ): ): ): ): niggah! & i cut my knee shaving last night ,shaving cream is bullshit! &my toe bled last night. thank god i just got off my period would died from lack of blood.
Do you have an older sister?
nope ): i wish i did sometimes, but i don't wanna be the freak middle sibling. highest percentage of committing suicide. YEAH .
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
marc
Who knows you better than you know yourself?
i think my brother knows me pretty frikken (hhahaha , attempting not to cuss is funnier than cussing) well.
Who was the last girl you talked to?
ashley richards (:
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
brobear
What does the last text message in your inbox say?
"I just want everyone to know that I wil no loger be telling or forwarding racist jokes. Cause racism is a crime.
And crime is for black people" - sammy , tell me he isn't the most racist person you've ever talked to & i'll show you someone that has no idea what they're talking about (you)
Whats the closest thing to you thats liquid?
wata bottle
Something you're happy about?
i'm happy that ramon can agree with me on daily annoyances.(:
What did you do Friday night?
i learned how to skate&saws quietdrive
What are you doing tonight?
i'm gunna make my PRINCE crown, i am not going to be a princess/queen tomorrow. PRINCEEEE.
Where are you right now?
my study room, where i don't study
Who else is in the room with you?
): thats not nice.
In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
cardigans > jackets / hoodies. sweaters > cardigans? i'm not sure on that one but i know that i need new sweaters. NOW.
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
duhs, i'd rather be upstairs sleeping, buhttt i miss ramon /;
How long can you go without your cell phone?
long time, ashleybulayo would shit herself though, she'd probably get so mad that i wasn't texting her back that she'd hate me. oh trina too she always gets mad when i don't reply within the five minutes after she sent her text to me.
Who did you last call babe/baby?
ryan donida (:
What/who woke you up today?
my mama
Are you excited for the future?
nooo! i wish i could stop growing up.
When was the last time you talked to your boyfriend or girlfriend?
yes
Things you did today?
hung out with my babybro (: talked about trannys & his bleeding asshole.
oh&hazel, if myspace is growing on you, add him on myspace, hes upset that you didn't
Do you own a polo shirt?
i have every color hollistrco polo EXCEPT this ugly blue and evergreen. yeah, i used to have an obsession.
Are you excited for winter?
(: yes yes yes! sweaters sweaters sweaters! especially mens/boys ones! (: (: (: lemme borrow, yes?
How old do you look?
12
What are you going to do after this?
maybe take another late night shower? alejandro said my hair looked really nice (cause it was dry & i had time to comb it ) & i'm a sucker for compliments hahaha.
Whose car were you in last?
nest0r & his papa
What was the last thing you drank?
wa wa
Do you have any kids?
not that i remember having, omggg amanda made me think of pregnancy today, ickkk! my kids better be fucking angels.
What is on your bed right now?
what bed?
When was the last time you threw up?
hahahahhaha! me&taylor always talk about how we always feel like throwing up, but we never throw up. last time was .. hmm , 8th grade when i was SUPZ sick & i threw up noodles, it was salty as shit when it came back up & it felt like worms.
Name 4 people who made you smile today?
dinosaur , monisha , taylor , ashley
What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
skewls.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
i was looking outside cause theres a stolen car right in front of my driveway, like blocking the world. hahahhahahah , i'm not even fucking joking.
jaysus
What is your favorite holiday?
the type that i get a long vacation from school
Have you ever been to another country?
asiaaaa
What is the last thing you said aloud?
JESUS IS COLD IN HERE! my house is no joke freezing, all year long. & my mom hates the heater & hates ACs .
WTF IS THE POINT of buying that shit if we aren't gunna use it?!
What is the best ice cream flavor?
coffee coffee coffee
What are you wearing right now?
dressie (:
Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
i bought a new cardigan yestaday its teal & lime green in the most non-hypebeast way (:
When was the last time you ran?
..... retreat hahahhah first & last time
What's the last sporting event you watched?
f00tball
Ever go camping?
cariitasss
Do you have a tan?
...niggah! i took this survey already! fuck me!!! gahd, i took this like yesterday SHIT . yes i do , hahah oh wells.
Are you someone's best friend?
i'd hope so , wait maybe i didn't take this
What do you think of when you think of Australia?
def. did. sailing.
What is your birthstone?
topaz
Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
mcdonalds <3 heaven
Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate?
def. didn't take this! okay i'm happy. nope, i delete 'friends' alls the time, i don't like people having the pleasure of saying they know me.
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
GUITARS / UKALELELALELELAELALELES. YOU CAN'T PLAY FOR SHIT, YOU CAN'T SING FOR SHIT , YOU ARE NOT JASON MRAZ GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE. ugh! oh passion too, fuck that niggah.
Last song listened to?
Eleanor Rigby <3 beatles. omggg i'm so obsessed with them now.
Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
silver talbot flats (:
Are you jealous of anyone?
DID SOMEONE FUSE TWOSURVEYS TOGETHER!? I SWEAR I TOOK SOMEOF THESE QUESTIONS. ASSHOLES ARE DELETING QUESTIONS. DAMNIT. i am not.
Are you married?
not that i know of
Is anyone jealous of you?
they shouldn't be, ever.
Do any of your friends have children?
I ANSWERED THIS BEFOREE! last time i said , i wish someone got pregnant, want a real .. or dramatic highschool experience.
Do you eat healthy?
nevah.
wait, yes i had apple sauce today & i want some peanut butter & ritz (:
Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
HAIIIIII in a weird cr33p voice
How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
sixteen ewza
How did you get some of your scars?
the one on my knee was from an iron , the one on my other knee was from falling in 8thgrade during PE and screaming hellza loud.
Your number two tells you they're pregnant, you say?
WOWZA , thats what i say.
then i probably laugh& ask WHO?! and freak out
Do you want someone?
nope (:
Your parents tell you they're moving to Mexico?
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA omg , thats the funniest thing ever. my parents would rather die. & i would too. haha , good joke good joke.
Whats your best feature?
my chimples , they are attractive no?
If you could change your eye color would you?
BLACK BLACK or hazel or gray or grayn
What is the biggest secret you know about your 2nd top friend?
you trickster
What was the last movie you watched in the theater?
nick&norah's infinite playlist with the bestfriend i never talk to anymore
The person you're in love with moves across the world, what do you do?
my gramamama does live across the world ):
What song always makes you sad?
i'm listening to only one by yellowcard like a fagget & i'll be honest it does make me ad , i do likes this song.(:
What are you doing this weekend?
sataday (: haii baby
Are there certain things that can't be joked about, if anything?
cancer & aids. &diabetes when people fuck with lawson ): makes me sad regardless if hes hurt.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
): yesss , everyone i've ever called my best friend. orrrrrr for some reason we stop talking all together whic hurts more than fighting.
Ever call somebody boo?
nah , boo. i'm gunna start saying that. damnit. hard choice. boo vs. bz. DAMNIT.
haii michael! i hope you're reading this because you stil continue to make my day regardless if we don't talk. you're amazing & you should reply to this because i wanna talk to ju & i hope i made your day like you made mine last time.
toodles! have a nice ____(insert day , week , month , year, century, life)
(: i iz happz.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
that girl
DERF FRED LUPE (5:08:49 PM): I happen to save weed like money
kristinacooties (5:08:57 PM): ..so you don't?
jajaj , (: . i watched always sunny in philly allz day today. it's supz funny, i REALLY underestimated it. REALLLLY. "wait, so you saw me eat that hotpocket from the garbage?" (: i shall rewatch the whole thing this weekend, yes i do lame shit like that. get off my nutz.
scrubs nehhxt week? WHERE THE FUCK IS MY HEROES?!?? DAMNIT.
killa lipstick
This time last year, what was your love life like?
nahp, i only like guys right before summer.hahaha
Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad?
yeah, when i got in trouble for xangaz , i'm s00 tight.
Hook-up or the whole relationship thing?
isn't it a package?
Do you miss anyone?
josh! ): why doesn't he IM me anymore? &erik ): i haven't seen him in a year.
gramamaa ): like always
Have you ever received a fine?
not that i know of
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
yes & i'm not feeling it.
Have you ever thought you were going to marry someone?
never
Name one person who is the most like you?
noone, i'm kind of a freak. no one wants to be like me.
people are starting to type like a fagget like me though
What is something you really want right now?
hmm.more hot chocolate because albert was teasing me
If you could move somewhere else, would you and where would you go?
whats wrong with $0u+# #@yw@rd?
How many piercings do you have?
two pairs
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
..which fight with which best friend? i've fought with alla them , like fought enough to stop talking for a long time fighting./;
Do you still have items that belong to your ex?
kinda, haha, i guess?
When will your next kiss be?
when i meet someone taller than me
Do you have a best friend to lean on?
hahha, my whole top. but literally lean on, no, they're all supz skinny.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
couple weeks ago. ): gr0ss0l0ss0 , i'm ova it.
Can you touch your toes?
if i bend my legs, besides that straight down, no. my gut is too huge.
Do you know anybody who was abused?
yes ):
Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
nahp
Are you afraid to grow up?
alwayss, i'm getting too old. today started thinking about how you can't stop growing up. i'm not making sense, i'll just talk to ashley, she'll undadand.
If you had to marry someone on your top, who would it be?
at this point? none of them. couple months ago.. hahahha, nahhzzz!
Would you call yourself smart?
nevah
Is anything wrong?
my chimples hurt really bad.JUNIOR YEAR MADE ME BREAK THE FUCK OUT!
Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
not with their chapped lips.
Would you date anyone on your top friends?
not with their chapped lips.
Name something you CANNOT wait for?
saturday (: haiiiii baby!
Who’s making you feel the way you are rightnow?
ashleyrichards (:
Who do you want for President?
if i say mccain i'll be called a racist & if i say obama .. no i don't wanna say obama those shirts are s00 gay. yeah, i'm racist & i know it.
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
who?
If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
a lot of money? like how much. i would def. have my parents buy me a new house. THEN i'd get a bunch of bags. then i'd shop online till i throw up.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
YEAH , its the stupidest reason & by stupidest reason i mean it has to do with what we were both wearing.
hahahahha
What would make today better?
my chimple to go away !!! its bothering me soooo much ):
What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
amazing sleep (: there is nothing better than being out late so late that you don't change your clothes & just knock out
What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
ironing , all day. WHO DO YOU THINK IRONS MY BUTTON UPS/DOWNS?! i have s00 many. i haven't worn half of them to skewls yet.
What is your favorite candy ?
butterfingers vs. twix vs. cookies&creamhershies vs. lollipops with no tootsie inside.
yuckk
Have you ever been to a strip club?
nah, i don't needa pay money see to see bitches get naked.
(: i'm cute , no?
What is the last thing you said aloud?
you're hungry already?!
What is the best ice cream flavor?
coffee (:
What was the last thing you had to drink?
wataa
What is the longest you have gone without sleeping?
maybe 21 hours? hahah, i n33d sleep.
Have you ever made a promise you'd die to keep?
nahp, i don't trust myself
Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
NOOOOOOOOOOO! i'm planning on it tomorrow though (:
The last sporting event you watched?
UFC? or football
What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
butter vs.
cheddahhh
Who is the last person you sent a message on facebook?
....neva
Ever go camping?
caritas count?
Do you take vitamins daily?
nahp , i take ferrous gluconate twice a day urryday
Do you go to church every Sunday?
yesuh, except last week cause i woke up a shower late
Do you have a tan?
i'd say no because i'm still white, but i have a bikini tan, i'm wayy whiter i swear
Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
chow mein no vegitables lots of chicken from hunan<333333 . oh damnit. chicken chow mein vs. pikespeak at mountain mikes?! gahd, i have no idea. depends who i'm with
Do you drink your soda with a straw?
nah, it loses the taste
What did your last text message say?
i'll pick you up if you want i miss you. ((: supz cuteee)
What are you doing tomorrow?
church & valleyfair , like every sunday.
What color is your watch?
i have a pink one, a blue one , a red one, a purple one & i wear my mama's silver ones.
What do you think of when you hear Australia?
sailing .. hahha i have no idea why
What is your birthstone?
topazzzzzz
Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
inside, my azn drivers don't wanna scratch their cars.
What is your favorite number?
25 / 26 ..not the fraction.
Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
babybro , he bought me Mcdonalds (:
Any plans today?
slayyp + always sunny + projectrunwayreruns <3
How many states have you lived in?
1 , same city too
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
apathy , towards everything
Last song listened to?
slow down by ghostface killah, him & clipse use the same cuban in their intros huh? .. or am i just imagining things?
Can you say the alphabet backwards?
no thanks
Do you have a maid service clean your house?
by maid service do you mean my mom?
Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
flats! specifically .. silver talbots. or no, black.
Are you jealous of anyone?
not that i can pin point
Is anyone jealous of you?
nevah, i'm not coolz.
Do you love anyone?
lotz
Do any of your friends have children?
NO! damnit, can someone get pregnant already?
What do you usually do during the day?
watchd always sunny
Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
nahp, they don't have the privlage of knowing me. but i know OF them & i do indeed hate them. the idea of a utopia makes me sick. i hate when people are happy and everyone likes everyone.
Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
no, i say hai a lot
What color is your car?
its blue, when my brother cleans it&when i get my license (: well, hopefully
Do you like cats?
kittys , hello.
Have you ever been to Six Flags?
long long time ago.
hayllowayn?
How did you get your worst scar?
the one on my knee, err one of them. i was ironing criss cross apple sauce & i brought the iron back too far and it hit my knee. its huge.
last cigarette?
summa , haha i like the smell of certain cigarettes but smoking them are supz gross. hahah&i seriously think its sexy for some people. i strange.
last CD played?
avalon <3 <3 <3
last BUBBLE bath?
likeee , wow .
maybe 6thgrade
last time you cried?
tuesday cause my toe was hurting hella bad
last meal?
mcdonald chicken nuggets , fries & yogurt par.. i can't spell
have you ever dated someone twice?
i've wanted to , but no.
have you ever slept until 1pm?
neva. i normally wake up at 1030, no matter what time i sleep
list people you can tell pretty much anything to –
ashley ashley rissa jen christopher trina lourdes nestor taylor ramon marc rizelle melissa matty albert ryan rinna brotherbear patrick hazel .. not my top.
list THREE favorite colors —
magenta black white
Laughed until you cried:
have i or when did i?
Lowering the drinking age?
people drink regardless of age so it doesn't really matter.
Who are the best huggers that you know?
kevin fernandez <3 def.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
shalloowwwwww
Is there something you want to tell someone?
not that i can't
What brand of shirt are you wearing?
starwars ..the brand might be walmart. hahaha.
Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
alla them (: well, minus my brotherbear.
nahp, i only like guys right before summer.hahaha
Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad?
yeah, when i got in trouble for xangaz , i'm s00 tight.
Hook-up or the whole relationship thing?
isn't it a package?
Do you miss anyone?
josh! ): why doesn't he IM me anymore? &erik ): i haven't seen him in a year.
gramamaa ): like always
Have you ever received a fine?
not that i know of
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
yes & i'm not feeling it.
Have you ever thought you were going to marry someone?
never
Name one person who is the most like you?
noone, i'm kind of a freak. no one wants to be like me.
people are starting to type like a fagget like me though
What is something you really want right now?
hmm.more hot chocolate because albert was teasing me
If you could move somewhere else, would you and where would you go?
whats wrong with $0u+# #@yw@rd?
How many piercings do you have?
two pairs
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
..which fight with which best friend? i've fought with alla them , like fought enough to stop talking for a long time fighting./;
Do you still have items that belong to your ex?
kinda, haha, i guess?
When will your next kiss be?
when i meet someone taller than me
Do you have a best friend to lean on?
hahha, my whole top. but literally lean on, no, they're all supz skinny.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
couple weeks ago. ): gr0ss0l0ss0 , i'm ova it.
Can you touch your toes?
if i bend my legs, besides that straight down, no. my gut is too huge.
Do you know anybody who was abused?
yes ):
Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
nahp
Are you afraid to grow up?
alwayss, i'm getting too old. today started thinking about how you can't stop growing up. i'm not making sense, i'll just talk to ashley, she'll undadand.
If you had to marry someone on your top, who would it be?
at this point? none of them. couple months ago.. hahahha, nahhzzz!
Would you call yourself smart?
nevah
Is anything wrong?
my chimples hurt really bad.JUNIOR YEAR MADE ME BREAK THE FUCK OUT!
Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
not with their chapped lips.
Would you date anyone on your top friends?
not with their chapped lips.
Name something you CANNOT wait for?
saturday (: haiiiii baby!
Who’s making you feel the way you are rightnow?
ashleyrichards (:
Who do you want for President?
if i say mccain i'll be called a racist & if i say obama .. no i don't wanna say obama those shirts are s00 gay. yeah, i'm racist & i know it.
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
who?
If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
a lot of money? like how much. i would def. have my parents buy me a new house. THEN i'd get a bunch of bags. then i'd shop online till i throw up.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
YEAH , its the stupidest reason & by stupidest reason i mean it has to do with what we were both wearing.
hahahahha
What would make today better?
my chimple to go away !!! its bothering me soooo much ):
What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
amazing sleep (: there is nothing better than being out late so late that you don't change your clothes & just knock out
What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
ironing , all day. WHO DO YOU THINK IRONS MY BUTTON UPS/DOWNS?! i have s00 many. i haven't worn half of them to skewls yet.
What is your favorite candy ?
butterfingers vs. twix vs. cookies&creamhershies vs. lollipops with no tootsie inside.
yuckk
Have you ever been to a strip club?
nah, i don't needa pay money see to see bitches get naked.
(: i'm cute , no?
What is the last thing you said aloud?
you're hungry already?!
What is the best ice cream flavor?
coffee (:
What was the last thing you had to drink?
wataa
What is the longest you have gone without sleeping?
maybe 21 hours? hahah, i n33d sleep.
Have you ever made a promise you'd die to keep?
nahp, i don't trust myself
Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
NOOOOOOOOOOO! i'm planning on it tomorrow though (:
The last sporting event you watched?
UFC? or football
What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
butter vs.
cheddahhh
Who is the last person you sent a message on facebook?
....neva
Ever go camping?
caritas count?
Do you take vitamins daily?
nahp , i take ferrous gluconate twice a day urryday
Do you go to church every Sunday?
yesuh, except last week cause i woke up a shower late
Do you have a tan?
i'd say no because i'm still white, but i have a bikini tan, i'm wayy whiter i swear
Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
chow mein no vegitables lots of chicken from hunan<333333 . oh damnit. chicken chow mein vs. pikespeak at mountain mikes?! gahd, i have no idea. depends who i'm with
Do you drink your soda with a straw?
nah, it loses the taste
What did your last text message say?
i'll pick you up if you want i miss you. ((: supz cuteee)
What are you doing tomorrow?
church & valleyfair , like every sunday.
What color is your watch?
i have a pink one, a blue one , a red one, a purple one & i wear my mama's silver ones.
What do you think of when you hear Australia?
sailing .. hahha i have no idea why
What is your birthstone?
topazzzzzz
Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
inside, my azn drivers don't wanna scratch their cars.
What is your favorite number?
25 / 26 ..not the fraction.
Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
babybro , he bought me Mcdonalds (:
Any plans today?
slayyp + always sunny + projectrunwayreruns <3
How many states have you lived in?
1 , same city too
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
apathy , towards everything
Last song listened to?
slow down by ghostface killah, him & clipse use the same cuban in their intros huh? .. or am i just imagining things?
Can you say the alphabet backwards?
no thanks
Do you have a maid service clean your house?
by maid service do you mean my mom?
Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
flats! specifically .. silver talbots. or no, black.
Are you jealous of anyone?
not that i can pin point
Is anyone jealous of you?
nevah, i'm not coolz.
Do you love anyone?
lotz
Do any of your friends have children?
NO! damnit, can someone get pregnant already?
What do you usually do during the day?
watchd always sunny
Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
nahp, they don't have the privlage of knowing me. but i know OF them & i do indeed hate them. the idea of a utopia makes me sick. i hate when people are happy and everyone likes everyone.
Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
no, i say hai a lot
What color is your car?
its blue, when my brother cleans it&when i get my license (: well, hopefully
Do you like cats?
kittys , hello.
Have you ever been to Six Flags?
long long time ago.
hayllowayn?
How did you get your worst scar?
the one on my knee, err one of them. i was ironing criss cross apple sauce & i brought the iron back too far and it hit my knee. its huge.
last cigarette?
summa , haha i like the smell of certain cigarettes but smoking them are supz gross. hahah&i seriously think its sexy for some people. i strange.
last CD played?
avalon <3 <3 <3
last BUBBLE bath?
likeee , wow .
maybe 6thgrade
last time you cried?
tuesday cause my toe was hurting hella bad
last meal?
mcdonald chicken nuggets , fries & yogurt par.. i can't spell
have you ever dated someone twice?
i've wanted to , but no.
have you ever slept until 1pm?
neva. i normally wake up at 1030, no matter what time i sleep
list people you can tell pretty much anything to –
ashley ashley rissa jen christopher trina lourdes nestor taylor ramon marc rizelle melissa matty albert ryan rinna brotherbear patrick hazel .. not my top.
list THREE favorite colors —
magenta black white
Laughed until you cried:
have i or when did i?
Lowering the drinking age?
people drink regardless of age so it doesn't really matter.
Who are the best huggers that you know?
kevin fernandez <3 def.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
shalloowwwwww
Is there something you want to tell someone?
not that i can't
What brand of shirt are you wearing?
starwars ..the brand might be walmart. hahaha.
Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
alla them (: well, minus my brotherbear.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
quietdrive
you know when you wake up and realized you fucked a ugly girl? the car ride to take her home, that , THAT is a quiet drive.
giggle giggle giggle (: so i kinda watched them at school , but i decided to see them again because i wanted to spend time with ashley (: &melissa&megan .. &taylor? hahah (: ooos ooos ooos! &it was at sanjoseskate so i learned how to skateeeee (: (: (: i suck ballz but i lava itttt. take me out skating, PLEASEEEE. ice skating tooooooz. (: (: (: aws, & there was the cutest jew boy i've ever seen everrrr there. i was staring at him f0reverrr. he wasnt like 25. hahah, why do i like curly hair? s000 lam3.
i'm getting inconsistent with posting and its bothering me. i think i'm gunna post every time i have a random thought. just so i don't have to IM you (lourdes&ramon) (does anyone else read this?! i r3ally wanna know) (why am i making so many parenthesis?)
i'm gunna find a survey for me to do.
oh i forgot to mention, i'm in love with anthony green like in lavvvvvvvv. he puts me to sleep in a good way. too bad hes not cute (yeah, i don't think hes cute)
Thursday, October 16, 2008
0wn
i just realized how fucking annoying i am. okay so today , i have no idea why but i was hella irratated over fucking nothing. so i realized i HATE when people try to put themselves in my shoes .. or in my toe. (hahhaha, &ramon this reminds me of ju) anyways, ive told my toe story a milliontimes because i want everyone to know why my toe looks like hell whenever they see it. KAY so people are like .. that can't happen from dropping something on your toe i dropped a ______ and i was fine. NIGGAH WHY THE FUCK WOULD I LIE ABOUT THIS!? THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING. I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU FUCKING DROPPED ON YOUR FUCKING BIG FOOT TOES, I REALLY DON'T. IF IT CAN'T FUCKING HAPPEN THEN WHY DID IT HAPPEN TO ME?! SIT THE FUCK DOWN AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE. your fucking situations have nothing to do with mine. they won't be exactly the same jackass. i've fallen down the stairs so many times & i've never broken my hip, that doesn't mean it doesnt fucking happen. FACK . i'm gunna invite you to my house so we can cuddle and then i'll have you fall asleep & i'll put my broken brusied bleeding stitched up toe in your fucking mouth. then fucking tell me that my toes not fucked up and that shit like that doesnt happen. assoles these days just want me to be mad cause they know ill overreact. EYE YAHH.
"be ez bz" ): vicki IMed me again today (: it made my day / night / week .
ohz & gup gup came over today, hes the fucking dumbest bitch i've ever met. i hope hes boiling in his own fucking guilt cause i want him to cave in. dipshit.
p.s. you owe me ice cream still!!!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
limpinggg
i got my toe cut & stitched up & i didn't cry. i borrowed josh's ballz. yay me!
sooooooo , i waited at kaiser from 6-9 cause i had to get a x-ray then i had to get a mini physical. BUT OMG I WAS SO FUCKING MAD ON THE PHONE MAKING THE APPOINTMENT. so they were like whats wrong, i explained it. then after the eggot lady was like when was your last period? and i was like righhht now? and she was like okay, is there a possiblity you are pregnant. DID YOU NOT FUCKING HEAR ME EGGOT?! I SAID I'M ON MY FUCKING PERIOD NOW! SINCE FUCKING WHEN DOES HAVING MY PERIOD MEAN IM PREGNANT& RELATE TO MY FUCKING BIG TOE?! GET ME A FUCKING DOCTOR.
hahah , iono what else to tell you (lourdes&ramon)
OHH OH OH OH ! ERIK SAID HE'LL TAKE ME OUT ON THE 29TH (:
i'm the happiest girl alive, for the next two hours
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY,
ill do a dedication tomorrow
i iz layz bz.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
FUCKKKKKK
IM THE FUCKING DUMBEST BITCH ON THE FUCKING EARTH. I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE THROWING UP AND CRYING AT THE SAME TIME. I DROPPED A FUCKING GLASS PLATE ON MY FUCKING BIG TOE ANDDD OMGGG SOOOO
I have a island thing in my kitchen right? okay so my family came over for dinner - like old people. so on the island are all the yummys so i rested a plate on the island like halfway and half of the plate on my stomach okay so i reached on the other side to get grapes and the plate slipped and the edge of the glass fucking plate hit my big toe. OMGGGG HURT SO BAD so i walked it off caue i dont wanna be a little pussy about it. then after a hour it was like SUPZ bad pain so i went to see if it was bruising you know? to see how ugly it is. so when i took of my sock OMGGGGGGG s0000 bloody. so i limped upstairs to wash it and put neosporian on it and it was gushing blood. and now omgg still bleeding and it happened liek 12 hours ago. im not joking this is the worst pain of my life i wish i was exaggerating but im not. you probably think im a freak , but fuck you.
i'm gunna limp soo bad at school. if you step on my toe i swear to god im gunna cry.
):):): can someone come and kiss my .. nvm dont kiss my toe. toes are so gross.
feet are supz gr0ss x 755873 mine cause its bloody.
I have a island thing in my kitchen right? okay so my family came over for dinner - like old people. so on the island are all the yummys so i rested a plate on the island like halfway and half of the plate on my stomach okay so i reached on the other side to get grapes and the plate slipped and the edge of the glass fucking plate hit my big toe. OMGGGG HURT SO BAD so i walked it off caue i dont wanna be a little pussy about it. then after a hour it was like SUPZ bad pain so i went to see if it was bruising you know? to see how ugly it is. so when i took of my sock OMGGGGGGG s0000 bloody. so i limped upstairs to wash it and put neosporian on it and it was gushing blood. and now omgg still bleeding and it happened liek 12 hours ago. im not joking this is the worst pain of my life i wish i was exaggerating but im not. you probably think im a freak , but fuck you.
i'm gunna limp soo bad at school. if you step on my toe i swear to god im gunna cry.
):):): can someone come and kiss my .. nvm dont kiss my toe. toes are so gross.
feet are supz gr0ss x 755873 mine cause its bloody.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
candy
"i taste just like candy so dance with me." i can't get candy outta my head! ughh so annoyinggggggg!
junior retreat :):
takes forever to build a friendship, a short time to drift & less than two days to repair it? i learned more about some people in less then two days then i could since i met them. its weird to see people cry, i like it though. its ni0ce to see robots have emotions too. peoples fronts are so well played out i would have never evaa known people were hurting allz the time. crying feels good, especially if there are niggas there crying with you. you feeeeel like free. like maybe invincible to judgement? its like, i'm gunna say everything thats on my mind and i'm fucking crying about it, but i don't give a fuck because itll make me feel better fuck what you think give me a hug &i love you for listening. regardless if you are sobbing so hard that no one understands what you say (ME ME ME ME ME ME ME MEE!) words don't come out when i'm crying like they do in my mind. i bet i was going in fucking circles and just throwing up words. but whateverrrrrr. i'm glad i went.
i'm not sure if i'm the only one that feels this way - if i am then i'm the biggest asshole in the state but i don't care , i'm invincible to your (even if no one read this) thoughts. i'm cool with homegirls/homogirls again & i feels gooddd. if alla that was a front the other night, well fuck me. there isn't a beter time .. actually a better time to have fixed this was when it first started happening BUTT there is no beter time to fix relationships than now .. isnt that the saying? or no? maybe i'm making it up. BUHTTT. just in time for thanksgiving & christmas. hahha. i'm ridiculous. fuckyou.
melissa , you're a fucking angel &i'm always here to listen. don't ever for one second think that no one cares okay? i'll never pass judgement on you because you are as close to a saint of a friend that i have. minus those 105 year old nuns at the dominican center.
OMGGGG so the nuns there SUPZ cute. they all wear cardigans & hoods. its s00 tight. &they all smile & they are all supz old. aws, it made me wanna become a nun for a liddle bit. OH GAHD but the first one that i saw scared the shit outta me. so im sitting like back at the door and when i look back the fucking purest nun i've ever seen was walking behind me. i swear to god she was like glowing and wearing all white and smiling. gahddddd s00 scary. butttttttt thats weird to think about, the 105 year old nun there believes in god so much that she dedicate a majority of her 105 years on earth to spread the word of god. s0 g. s0 g.
Z0MG the beds we slept in were s0 scary i wanted to dieee most of the night. s0 s0 s0 the place we stayed looked like a fucking mental hospital. like soooothere are 4 beds in a room and there is a curtain surrounding everybed so its divided into 4 sections. every section has a bed next to the bed is a sink and a mirror CREEPY and next to the mirror theres a desk (the elmentary school type) or a rocking chair. then next to that is a waredrobe. 0MGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG supz scary and outside my window was a playground & GAHDD s0 scary ): so so so so right before i was gunna sleep someone was like I BET SOME OLD ASS NUN DIED IN YOUR BED. ahhhh! gahd i wanted to dieeee i thought about that the whole night. and the sheets were all crusty and white that i just layed on top of it. UGH and everytime i moved on the bed i could hear the coils insidee ahh ): and and and so i knocked out at like 12 cause i'm a liddle pussy and was tired of crying my face off and everyone else was awake so at like 2:00 i woke up and i didnt see melissa on her bed and could hear lourdes', trina&melissa (my roommates) voices through the wall and i got hella mad and scared i was liek WOW YOU FUCKING ASSHOLEYOU KNOW THAT I'M HELLA SCARED AND YOU STILL WENT WITHOUT ME, YOU COULDNT WAKE ME UP!? kay so then i was like sitting criss cross at the corner of my bed cause i was so cr33ped out so i texted lourdes&christopher&ashley&marc but of course none of them replied that night. ASSHOLES. so i was sitting there cr33ped the fuck out then i fell asleep some how then the next morning i found out trina and melissa were sleeping there.. no idea whose voice i heard .. so i creeped myself out for nothing. NOT TO MENTION THE MOVIE SHUTTER!!! you knoww like at the end where that pail sick azn girl is like draped over her braindead ex-lovers body? I FELT LIKE THAT. i look like that girl! and when i look in the mirror i get cr33ped out .. and there is a mirror right next to my bed.
can someone remind me how that christian song goes that has the ooooooos in it? playze&thankyou.
i typed hellza much. eye yi yi. i bet i'll post again tonight.
(: (: (:
vickiblahhh (11:53:38 PM): NIGGA
vickiblahhh (11:53:47 PM): i miss you mannnn
Two IMs that made me so happy i wanted to throw up.
yeah , fuckyou i miss her like crazy
suck mah cawk you'd miss her too.
she plays with my emotions like you don't even know.
COME BACK TO MOREAU PLAYYYYZE!
vickiblahhh (11:53:47 PM): i miss you mannnn
Two IMs that made me so happy i wanted to throw up.
yeah , fuckyou i miss her like crazy
suck mah cawk you'd miss her too.
she plays with my emotions like you don't even know.
COME BACK TO MOREAU PLAYYYYZE!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
figh daze
i'm a boy that likes drinking hot chocolate through straws. i almost like josh more than hellokitty. ALMOST.
so today, i realized how fake / faggity i am. everything i do contradicts who i am. i'm ALWAYS in the band room, but i'm not in band / don't play any instrument. i'm in anime club, but i don't read manga or watch anime. i hate azns, but i'm supz azn with asian friends. i like being tall, but i'm always in flats. i hate wearing pants, but i wear pants everyday to school. i always use humungo bags, but there never is anything in em. i say i hate everything, but i know deep down i'm in love with my life. i hate algebra but its my best grade besides digital graphics. i hate spanish but i'm so good at vocabulary. i have ocd but my room is a mess. i'm asian but i'm dumb as shit. i eat all day but i don't get hellza fat. i always fix my myspace, but i never go on myspace anymore. i like long hair, but i like cutting it. i listen to music all day, but i never sing. i listen to music all day, but i never dance. my nails are always fucked up, but i love doing them.
i can go on, but i wanna knock out right now.
i'm dunzo with you (: it feels great! (: (: (: (: (: (: i'll tell you (sebastian) about it soon.
i hope everyone stopped reading this already
p.s. RAMON! since i'm not gunna be here to IM you like i do everyday, HELLO & GOODNIGHT! (: lava.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
giggles
I now know why that guy at the mall selling straighening irons asked me if my hair is real. LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING WEAVEEEE. SO NAPPY AND SHIT. NASTIES. but i still likes
...i know i said i wouldn't
but todayyy TODAY TOODAYYY in history class. mister sh33tz wanted to embarrass me & give me a giggle attack & say "CINDERELLA , LOOKING FOR YOUR PRINCE CHARMING IN YOUR SILVER FLATS HUH?" and i was like .. trynna do work so i was like giggling like nutz. then he wanted to keep going "YOU LIKE BLOND BOYS?!" ... ahahha i told him no so he was like "OH SO YOU LIKE THOSE ISLAND BOYS, RINA CAN SET YOU UP" hahahahhahaha , funniest thing of my life.
he knows my type too well. sh33tz <3 no matter what grade i get in his class. fuck his test tomorrow. i'm gunna fail.
Monday, October 6, 2008
supz creep
cr33p. i always look like that, i swear. especially in chemistry.
ashleeeybash : I WANT HIM TO CLUTTER YOUR MIND
ashleeeybash : ITS FAAKIN MEANT TO BE
... &he is, /; n0t cute at all. okay, so have you ever liked someone& they are acting like how they normally act, but your brain twists the actions around so that you think they like you back?! my fucking dumbass brain keeps doing it & its pissing me off. &iknow its not just me that does that, ashley too! fucking shit. like , IMing me first is a big fucking deal. like, OMG DUDE HE S000 WANTS T0 T@LK T0 ME. dude, supz gay. i'm pretty sure he used to IM me first all the time, but now that i noticed he IMs me first I don't wanna start conversations anymore. s0000 high maintenance. AUGH!
i bet you have no idea what i'm talking about. oh well.
maybe its not that my brain is twisting situations , but maybe i'm just noticing the cute things he does ... UGHM since when does he do cute things?! see what i fucking mean? RIDICULOUS.
done with boys till i get back from 5 day weekend!
Sunday, October 5, 2008
(:
youthrallys = brainwashing / waste of time. DOPE FIENDS THESE DAYS! YES LORD YES LORD YES YES LORD! nico's girlfran!? jon spittin HAYLZAHHH GAME omgg. jenae leaving me so i'm alone. STEVE UIASDHNJWEAOKL. embarrassing ass 'guitar heroes' oh gahd.
(: i watched nick&norahsinfiniteplaylist. wah thuh hail in a cracking voice. omgahhd michael cera owns my heart with his black hoodies zipped up to the tippidy top & his awkward stutters <3 so yummy!!! &his weird left hand in pocket forever thinggg and his play with his hair so it goes to one side thinggg. and the unsurness in his voice (: CHRISTOPHER , TELL ME HE LOOKS LIKE A BIRD AGAIN & I WILL ROUNDHOUSE KICK YOU TO THE FACE. &stop pooping coins. thanks for giving me a stomachache&the roundabouts.
oh! did i mention that I LOST MY FUCKING CHAPSTICK. FACKKZ ME!
Saturday, October 4, 2008
/;
today was okayy. amazing time hanging out with ashley&rizelle&jenny&josh&all those other assholes that don't go to moreau.
i just wanted to say, this is to two people in particular that i wanna say things to , but can't. & ramon is the only one that knows, he even knows my life story. i trust him with my deepest secrets & all the stories i'm scared to tell anyone else because i don't want to be a hypocrite . & you know what? he fucking listens, &he fucking remembers. gotta lava him. f0revaa. hes the best friend everyone is looking for. haii ramon!
kay.
1. fuckyou
2. why can't we be friends like before
3. LISTEN TO ME !
4. can you ever put me first?
5. i h8 waiting
6. i regret trying to be cool again,
its not working& its not making me happy
7. i'm disgusted by the things you do
8. i'm not gunna give anymore advice,
i figured you'll learn sooner or later
9. i don't wanna be here for you,
because deep down i know you
arent/werent there for me&you
10. your lack of memory makes me mad,
i constantly have to repeat myself
11. why do i even bother?
12. i miss the old you, not this version
13. i think i still stick around you because,
maybe, just maybe the old you will come back
14. i highly doubt it
15. if it does happen, goodjob, you proved me wrong
16. but i'm cutting off my effort
17. your turn , i understand if we never talk again
18. i'm a hypocrite for the things i say/do &believe, but
at least i have my shit together
19. what the fuck is wrong?!
20. r vs. g
21. oh&if we never talk again,
i take the blame, but i'm gunna let it happen
22. i'll regret it later, i'm okay with it
23. i'm off your ballsack for good
24. why don't you put me first anymore?!
its really really bothering me
25. you know somethings wrong with me
yet, you still refuse to ask me about it ,
but its okay, because i know you're
not a good listener/problem solver
26. i'll be here when you like me again
27. hopefully i never like you again,
but knowing myself i will
whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. whats done is done & i feel a little better. even though i was just typing, who knows what im talking about.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
fight over me
ashleeeybash: IM DOING HOMEWORK IM SORRY
ashleeeybash: DO NOT REPLACE ME WITH JOSH
(; i get to see her tomorrow , along with josh? along with jenny? along with rizelle? early christmas f0r me (: nigga, to bad i have to shit up my pictures & wear all black haha , does it look like i live in the fucking matrix? i'm excited though. oh&i do say nigga a lot in person, suck my cawk, i do what i want! :(: look, sad and happy face!
today was a complete misunderstanding & it stressed me out, but my life works in mysterious ways & it fixed itself without me having to do anything. ahaha. so today i took a WONDERFUL nap & i realized, i can ONLY sleep when i'm practically naked. no pants/shorts , no bra , no socks , preferably shortsleeved shirt.
come take a nap with me! /; i wanna cuddle with someone ):
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
ashley
(: (: (: FINALLY YOU FUCKING H0E. VISIT MORE OFTEN ): EVEN IF I WASN'T THE REASON. (; jennytoo.
soooo , my life iz aye yi yi. /; i like a boy, then i don't. i like a different boy then i don't .. all in a fucking week. wtf is this bullshit?! fucking gettin on and off ballsacks /; /; /; over it. i'm ready to go lesbian now. boys aren't even complicating my life, I AM complicating my own life. hahaha, but rizelle knows me too well /; . i suppose i'm gunna stop being scared & just accept it. EEEEEK! her advice always cheers me up, she always knows exactly what i need. so, i guess i like a boy? NONONONONO i don't like that idea. i am a boy. UGH!
UGH!oh & today i realized that i lost alllllllll hope in mine & this one boys friendship. he is boring beyond belief & i'm sick of the effort i constanty give because i don't think its worth it anymore . fucking walls! eye yi yi , what happened to our relationship!? i have no idea but i'm not in any mood to fix it , do it for me , i did enough. there is like no spark. /; hes not a mister me too sadly. &i never see him &when i do .. iono i don't even remember anymore. i don't feel anything. hahah. i'll miss him sooner or later, its been a like year since i liked him hahaha. YEAH I REMEMBER THIS SHIT.
haha did i mention i cried today? yeah, well yes.
...so i just reread last last paragraph & omg i just noticed it relates to two boys. >:[ where is ashley bulayo?!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
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