superstar

so so so so so so
summer luzz me

thursday: senior bbq + (:
friday: (: + oaklandzoo?
saturday: sf with rissa&rinna
sunday: rinna's graudation + party
monday: nightatthemuseum with rissa
tuesday: terminator (chloe trina katt) + nightatthemuseum (+ vicki - chloe) + startrek ( - katt - vicki ) + danceflick (left) + chilis (long ass talk) + borders
wednesday: baldies + newpark + downtownhayward + garinpark + fattynap

(: hellosummer.
so so so i'll list stuff out cause i'm getting sleepy.
= i'm going to be a senior next year and it honestly scares me.
- i'm comfortable at moreau
- it does define me
- college bullshit isn't stressful considering i want to live at home and go to sanjosestate
- SAT shit isn't stressing me out since i don't think i'm taking it again this year, i'm satisfied with my 1450
- i'm scared i'm going to have to go summerschool for chem
- i'm scared that i'm not taking math next year
- i want to do good in school next year
- i'm taking shit classes like sculpture and clay and painting
= i'm breaking the fuck out, honestly its ugly
- i'm gaining weight, my whole family has let me know
- i needa lose weight but i refuse to diet
- i hate running and i hate working out
- i wish my hair would grow faster
- i haven't gotten my eyebrows waxed since prom
- prom was march 27th
- i haven't shaved my legs since before summer started
- i need to paint my nails

- i love when people drive me around, i just like talking. it feels good
- i love my cousins, i've missed them
- i like spending money
- i have a need to buy stuff
- i want to get married at a cathedral, maybe saint mary's in san francisco?
- i'm a jew and like watching many movies on the same day to get my moneys worth
- i can't eat and talk at the same time
- i like eating dinner with someone one on one
- i like walking around union landing with no where to go
- i like not having a specific place to go
- i want a job
- preferably somewhere that i can get discounts for myself
- i was upset today that sanrio wasn't hiring
- i was mad at the douchebag at zumies, don't flirt with me
- i'm not amused by games
- i'm sleepy.


goodnight world.
&&& i'm totally free this summer just in case you wanna hang out
my plans so far are
june 13: ashley's birthday party
august 7-9: government retreat.

honestly two things. great. invite me out !!!

fake frowns

kristinanguyen. sixteen. senior? moreaucatholichighschool. shyasfuck. blindasfuck. stupidasfuck. loudasfuck. obnoxiousasfuck. meanasfuck. jealousasfuck. impatientasfuck. lameasfuck. don'tgiveafuck. letsgetfuckedup. assfuck.


its fucking summer, i'm slowly avoiding myspace. just text it, i haz no life. and i want you to take me out (:

(:

one day left of school!
yay yay yay.

so i've been looking at myspace pictures. damn dude, there is a fine line between thick and fat. haha its funny to see girls label themselves as thick. maybe its only funny to me cause i like coked out skinny girls with not tits and caved in shoulders. marykate <3 <3 <3 haha thats all i wanted to say.

i'm gaining weight /;
i'll work on it this summer.
...by not eating. ever.

>:[

oh what the fuck
i'm gunna call it
and its gunna happen
gay nigger shit.

whatever, i guess its karma on your part.

fuckmylife.

(:

finished my english, history and major religions finals.
i hope i passed the history final /; i hope i pass all my finals though.

haha so i was doing my major religions final and i was bubbling answers
(first scantron test) and freaks of the industries came on in my mind.
worst feeling ever

A) take the time to find a condom,
B) you walk right over and you pound her
C) tell her that you want her love,
Well the answer is D, alla the above

eye yah,
for every question.
not coolz.

wish me luck on spanish and bible as lit tomorrow
but but but pray for me on chem and algebra on thursday
ESPECIALLY chem! don't you wanna hang out with me during summer?
i don't wanna go to summer school ):

(:

so kennill walked up to me in the hallways today and hugged me
i asked him why he did it and he said 'no, i just wanted a hug from you'

aws, i luzzzz.

(:

i luzz weeks like this.

Do you have clothes that belong to other people?
no, well beside my brother's but i just take it out of his closet. or papa or mama.

Is anyone mad at you?
not that i know of, i've been pretty nice/happy lately. even if someone is, get over it i don't give a fuck.

Look to the right, what's at the very end?
my sofa.

Look to the left, what's at the very end?
door.

Has the last person that texted you ever been mad at you before?
kevin fernandez is always mad at my vietcong monkey glass in coke ass.

How old do you wish you are when you die?
supz old. old enough to see my third generation.

Whos myspace page did you last look at?
none, i just signed on and saw that i had no comments or anything so i didn't bother clicking around. i have no friends anyways.

When was the last time you had to deal with the police?
never, don't get caught up. hahaha.

What time did you go to sleep last night and why?
supz late, i was fucked up.

Have you ever tried to break a couple up?
wtf? homewreckers these days. it happened on accident before though.

Have you ever had feelings for someone and then realized you didnt?
yes, isn't that what always happens? thats how relationships end right?

When will be the next time you text someone?
sometime tomorrow.

Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail and what was it about?
my voicemail isn't connected, who leaves voicemails? i'll call back i promise.

Have you ever touched a dead body?
never, grossies.

Do you do the dishes for fun sometimes?
...wtf? women these days.

How many people on your top friends are in college?
my brotherbear & rinna next week (congratulations! & happy belated).

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
its not summer, four days! <3

How do you feel about tattoos and piercings?
luzz them. not for me though, i'm too ugly. well hm, i do want a hellokitty tattoo though.

Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
always, thats why they are my friends.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
2-7, fux five hours haha. church always makes me get up early. its okay, i love jesus (christ).

Do you miss your past?
always, saintclement!!! ):

Believe ex's can be friends?
always, if you can't you shouldn't have even been together.

Who were the last people you were in a car with and why?
trina jeff benn kevinfernandez. to take my ass home.

Have you ever done something dumb?
not that i can think of, everything is pretty ordinary. oh, wait. me misplacing my clear glasses earlier in the day and me freaking the fuck out haha.

Bet you're missing someone now?
just my gramamama.

What would your name be without the first three letters of your first name?
stina.

What are your plans for the weekend?
SUMMER <3 iono i don't care it'll work itself out.

What do you currently hear right now?
captain save a hoe by e40

Is your heart broken right now?
never.

Is your myspace profile private?
i'm not sure, i'm leaning towards yes.

Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?
brady and coleman.

Is there someone you will never forget?
i can't make any promises, just stay in my life so i don't forget you.

Have you ever met a gay person?
i know some.

Are you happy with who you are?
i guess, i'm pretty lame though.

When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
depends how 'right' they are.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
never.

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
cheating on me, no.

Have you talked about marriage with another person?
i can't pin point a time but i'm sure i have.

Do you want children? How many?
yes, at least two. i think i want three. wait, it depends how fucked up the first one is.

Would you consider adoption?
only the chankiest chubbo

If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
a cool way, hahha. just tell me? i'm lames, i have no imagination

Do you believe love at first sight exists?
no, but if it exists i hope you have your glasses on and its not a mistake

Do you believe that you can change someone?
nah, i don't like changing people. in the end i won't like the monster i created.

What do you get compliments on the most?
on being cute (?).

Is there something you're looking forward to right now?
summer (: haha funny thing is, i have nothing planned.

Is there something wrong right now?
i have school in a couple hours

What are you doing tomorrow?
finals /; history + english

Are you happy with the way things are going?
yes yes yes, i saw trina today.

Do you want to see anyone this very minute?
trina, i miss her. and my grandma, i miss her.

What did you last buy?
(: don't worry.

Have you cried in the last week?
yes i did ): i'm a liddle bitch.

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
today, all day.

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
no, i try not to ask for advice cause i dont want anyone in the blame

What's the last piercing you got?
my seconds.

Is this summer going to be a good one?
it HAS to be, take me out?

Have you texted in the past 2 hours?
yes i haz.

Last restaurant you went to?
oh dang uhh... oh redchili on thursday. so yummy.

What's something that can always make you feel better?
nnz

Who hugged you last?
trina.

If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what?
marshmallow treasures, generic lucky charms from target <3.

Where did you last drive to?
jeff drove me to vickisick's.

Do you like someone?
no ): i wish i did.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
nahp.

Is this year the best year of your life?
last year was better i think, well ask me after summer.

Think back to June 2007, were you single?
yesir.

How was your weekend?
amazing

Are you closer with your siblings or cousins?
me and my brotherbear are hella close. but then again me and rissa are hella close.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
not that i remember, i might have

What was the last beverage you had?
some icy jolly rancher alcohol, shit went down like candy..with glass.

Did you enjoy your summer?
last summer? <3 soo good.

Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
nahp.

What guy do you go to when you're upset?
christopher x2 + josh + top

What about girls?
nnz + baylay + top

What did you do this afternoon?
vickisick's

When was the last time you smiled?
earlier today

Can you use chopsticks?
better than i can use knives + forks

What do you order from Taco Bell?
t3, 3 soft tacos. or or or chicken quesadilla or or or that 89cent chicken burrito.

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
still best friends

Do you have unlimited texting?
yes i do, don't blow it up though.

Ever cried because of happiness?
last time i can remember was graduation

Who makes you laugh?
everyone. especially if you have crutches.

Do you ever turn off your cell phone?
never

Where was your default pic taken?
CH jewelry in valleyfair

Are you in a good mood?
yes i iz thanks for asking

Do your parents like your number one?
baylay? of course, they ask why they haven't seen her sometimes. brotherbear really likes her

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
nnz + top

What were you doing at midnight last night?
eadding (:

Were you happy when you woke up today?
yeah, i thought 'yay church'. honestly.

How many pillows on your bed?
the bed i'm on right now has two, the one upstairs has four

Are you single?
yes

i don't wanna sleep yet, but the world is sleeping /;

(:

oh! before vicki's i went to see my godson's brother whose 4 and he was talkin to his mom, hes so fucking funny i luzz it

aunt: ej willyou take care of me when i get old
ej: will you be in a wheel chair mom?
aunt: maybe, won't you take care of me?
ej: mom! wheelchairs have two wheels you can push yourself
aunt: you won't help me?
ej: how will i shop for toys?

HAHAHAHHAHA
then my godson said : i only love you mom

aw. i can't wait to bring kids into this fucked up world.

(:

my glasses were next to my bed. i was trippin out.
today was good (: vickisick is extra ballzy i love it.
and drinks tht taste like candy are bad for me.

"white power" hahahahaha. oh gahd kevin.

MISSING!

i'm giving up smoking weed until i find my clear glasses or get new glasses.
i'm so fucking upset i can't see shit dude. wtf! its times like these i wish i never smoked.
); ): ); where are you clear glasses?!

split screen sadness

i hate how things work out. karma never works out like i expect it to. good people have the worst shit happen to them. i hate it. can people just get what they deserve? i hate feeling like i can't do anything to make a situation better. i always want the best for alla my friends and its gay nigger shit when it doesn't work out like that. i hate seeing people cry, its such a uncontrollable action. the more you try to hold it back the warmer and faster the tears go down /; gay nigger shit. and when i see people cry i just want to do some shit that won't help the situation at all. i was hoping someone would pick a fight with me yesterday, i was in a vicious mood.

i'm starting to see past this juvenile high school bullshit. in two years we will look back on the shit we did/do and just be in embarrassment.

i volunteered to do a walkathon yesterday for saint clement at moreau. gahd damn, freshman. honestly the most annoying people in the world. otterpops are 2 cents stop 'stealing' them. hahah, you honestly think that stealing from an elementary school is 'badass' eye yah. you guys are so attractive. i'm glad i was quiet as shit freshman year, i don't have to think back on it and see if i was like that.

don't even get me started with functions. HA! honestly? what am i gunna do at a club with no alcohol? meet FI0NE boysies and grind on SKINNY girlies. ni0ce. $20?! pleaseeeeeeee.

i do wanna go to a rave though, with trina veronica and amanda. not joking.

i'm in a bad mood. cheer me up?

my good thang

haha, i really do like this song. i don't care how messican sounds.
giving into teenage vices is what i do
don't talk me out of it
don't lecture me
don't you dare
nigga, i'm not fucking up my karma. you are.
i'm fucking my body up but you're fuckin with emotions.

sit down and shut up.
no one cares.

superlegend

i miss my nanay like crazy.
i'm seriously crying.
i wish i never took her for granted
everyone probably thinks i'm annoying
considering my nanay is still alive.
but its not easy to stay in touch.
i HATE talking through the phone.
the personal connection is lost through wires.
you can't see their reaction and it can never replace human contact.
laughs are filtered, mumbles are jumbled up. its not the same.
letters don't do very good if your grandmother has weak bones.

can everyone take advantage of the time they have with their grandmother? please.

i'm trying to find the picture i took of the last time i saw her (8th grade).
and i can't find it anywhere, i hate myself. honestly. how can i lose something like that?!
i wish she stayed for my graduation, i wish i took better care of her when she was here
i wish i was better company to her. i wish i was a better everything.
i'm an asshole and i know it.

as time goes on the memories fade and i suddently forgot important details about her.
what are her favorite cookies? whats her favorite ice cream? does she like ice cream?
the little shit i do know about her, i make sure i remember because i force myself so hard to liek it too.
reds her favorite color, reds my favorite color. she likes family fued i like family feud. she likes family matters i like family matters. she likes maury i like maury. she likes the green ponds face lotion after showering, i do too. she likes saying 'you're not the father' during maury, i do too. she likes sleeping on the side closest to the wall/window, me too. she likes swiffering, me too. she likes dalat, i love dalat. she likes watching cops before she sleeps, i like watching cops before i sleep. she likes going to sleep with the tv on, me too. she likes the cops theme song, me too. she likes cheap things and cheap places like ross, me too. she likes wearing that yellow sweater with the buttons going diagnoally across the left shoulder, me too. she likes wearing tights, me too. she likes dying her hair, me too. she likes going to church, me too. she likes being religious, me too. she likes jewelry, me too. she likes bags, me too. she likes the purple olay body lotion that makes her skin sparkly, me too. she likes chicheron with vinigar, me too. she likes those little crackeres that come in twos with the little snowman things on em, me too. she likes painting her nails, me too. she likes lipstick, i'm trying to. she specifically has a bag for church, i'm getting there. she likes cooking, i'm getting there. i strive to be a mini her, i want to be just like her. when she left in the THIRD grade she traumatized me. /; gahd. i hate when i cry so hard i can't see or breathe. gay nigger shit.

ilavamygrandmothermorethananythingelseonthisearth.

radiooooo

neega, i'm passing all my classes (:
i even has a 3.0 gpa. are ju proud?
please be. i dided my nails today too
theyre suppose to be watermelons
but but but they kinda look like strawberries

and and and take a picture with me @ skewl tomorrow
kay kay kay kay? i'm wearing royalblue + apple green + fushia
i'm not matching at all but you're feeling the jewel colors
i'm taking a break from my pastels + buttonups.

i'm gunna hmm, myspace?
i'll blog when i think of something

best i ever had

happymothersday
especially to the milf ones. (;

Your number 1 walks out of your life, do you go after them?
of course!

Something you really want right now?
my thumb nail to grow back, it broke and its hella deep. hella skin is showing it hurts like a bitch ) :

What were you doing an hour ago?
on the way homez.

Whats the greatest thing that happened to you today?
i held hands with herro kiddy (:

How many pictures do you have saved on your computer?
like 20, photobucket my nigga.

Is the room you are in right now clean or a mess?
its a clean mess, my room is naturally clean cause its empty but i have clothes on the floor.

What would you do if your #1 top friend told you they were preggo?
put a surprised face on and ask whose the papa

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
allz the time

Do you love the last person you called?
mama, of course, its mothers day

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
opposite, but its kinda equal.

What are you doing right now?
this survey

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
farthest from the door, closest to the wall. depends on what way you look at the bed.

What was the last pill that you took?
ferrous gluconate, i don't fuxx with pills.

When is the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
all the time

Whats the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
grades + $$$

Are you stubborn?
born that way

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a B?
not that i remember

Are you someone's best friend?
a handful i'd hope

Do your parents force you to go to church?
i force them to go to church.

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
no ):

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
downstairs, i don't wanna walk down the stairs. such a pain

Would you ever date your number one?
if i was a boysie with a huge penis

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
if by hug you meant choked then this morning

When is your birthday?
november first

Think of the last person who said I love you to you, do you think they meant it?
never

Do you have any condoms in your room?
do people still use those? but, yes, yes i do they're in my hellokitty cookie jar if you're curious

Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
nah, i'm pretty open

This time two years ago, who did you like/were you dating?
cycle boy.wait no , that was last year. no one (:

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
allz

What do you wear to sleep?
shirt + panties.

Are you easy to get along with?
i'd think so

Whose the most attractive person you hung out with today?
nestor vs. my mom hahah depending on watchu like

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
mocha frappacino, i can't spell ):

Have you ever slept with a member of the opposite sex without having sex?
yesmam

Has anyone upset you in the last week?
always

Do you think it's cute when a boyfriend/​​​​​​girlfriend gives a random gift?
yes, i love presents!

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
YES! i wanted it, but i'm too innocent.

When did you last see someone you liked?
uh, a while a go

You've got the whole house to yourself with the last person you kissed, what would happen?
nothing, talk to me first

What are you currently listening to?
grimey by norega

Been disappointed in anyone this week?
always

If you could own a non- traditional pet what would it be?
ELEPHANT !!!

Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive, i have horrible memory thanks to a couple vices

Would you ever stay with someone just because of money?
by someone you mean bill gates then yes.

best i ever had

my brother was choking on noodles and he spit all over my room. ugh ew. distract me from old man sh33ts test. kthanks.

Why aren't you dating the person you like?
who is ...

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
vickisick. my gurrrrrrrrrrrl

Have you ever told someone to their face they were ugly?
i try not to, i feel like when i call people ugly i get uglier, when i call people fat i get fatter, when i tell people they suck dick i.. jokejoke (:

Do you go tanning?
i want to this year, i'm sick of being white

How did you and your number 2 become friends?
i've known her since birth

What are you doing right now?
trying to find a comfortable position to lay in w/my laptop

Are you someone's best friend?
small handful i'd hope

Do you have a dog?
no ): i want a maltese or a pug/

Do you drink a lot of water?
nothanks.

Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
hereeee

Is someone on your mind right now?
nope

Did you hug or kiss anyone today?
mama! happy mothers day!

Will you have a boyfriend/​​​​​​​​girlfriend in 6 months?
i'm too picky and stubborn

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
nope ):

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
nah, just my hair

Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
betrayed by bones? it made me cry and i really like it

Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoos?
i want a tokidoki or hellokitty tattoo

Are you ticklish?
does it matter? you'll tickle me anyways. creepy signs-of-a-rapist motherfucker

Has a girl/guy ever called you babe/​​​​​​​​baby/​​​​​​​​babydoll?​​​
the pig / cause i was[a baby] / [babydoll]dress

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
they found beer in my room, maa didn't say shit, prolly cause it tastes like it (yeah kevin, i said it)

What woke you up this morning?
my mother picking a cardigan out of my room

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
skewl? no thanks. sh33ts test? no thanks. living? no thanks. jokejoke (:

Who is your number one on your top friends?
ash bay lay

Number two?
REEEEEZAAAHHHH (:

Who are your last four texts from?
vicki , trina , vicki , anthony

What were you doing at 7:45AM this morning?
getting ready for eight o clock mass

Last song listened to?
back at your door by maroon five

How many hours did you sleep last night?
1 - 730, /; how many is that?

When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
poop? haha i talked to rissa.. now (:

Are you in a good mood right now?
yeah, i'm bored

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone for over 5 minutes?
never. that was prolly like a year ago. no need for phone calls just visit (:

Do you like to take walks?
obviously, i'm not in a wheelchair nor do i crutch around. &i'm allergic to running.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
alla them? do i speak morse code? of course i talk to friends of the opposite sex

Did you go out or stay in last night?
vicki + trina came over.

Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
mama drove me to valleyfair today

Do you like to text or call more?
text, i barely call.

What is on your wrists right now?
nothing, i had a watch on earlier

What song are you listening to?
get em high by kanye west

What does your hair look like right now?
up with messy bangs

Can you speak another language?
spanish kinda

Have you ever been on a golf cart?
nahp

Have you ever attempted to count to a million?
no? i've never been tempted with dumb nigger shit

Is there anyone you trust 100%?
yes, i trust a few with my life

Has your day been rough?
no, it was wonderful.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
yes

Will you be in a relationship next month?
nope

Are you happy with the way life is going?
yes, hello summamamamama

Are you looking forward to anything?
SUMAMAMAMAMA

Has anyone said they loved you today?
no, but god loves ugly

Last time you cried?
last week

How has this past week been for you?
good, done with bullshit projects

Do you tend to think about things or ignore them?
over think things then ignore them hahah

Will this weekend be a good one?
GOOD! i forget what i'm doing, but i'll have something planned. i hopes.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
HELLOKITTY!? older.

What did you do last night?
i went to valleyfair all day then at night i came home at like 8 trina asked to come over, she came over at 930, then vicki came at 10 then they left at 12ish. the end.

What friend has been there for you the most lately?
top, mostly nnz + SC niggas

Do you wish you had an older, protective brother?
yeah, hes annoying as shit

Are girls too dramatic?
alls day

Are you happy?
most of the day

Do you have a bad habit?
small handful

Who is the last person you called?
ma, i got lost in the mall

Do you always answer your phone?
nahh, its always on silent or vibrate and my gut eats it

Do you have to really know someone to kiss them?
no, as long as i know you don't have stds

How long has it been since you last liked somebody?
): like two/three months

Who was the last person to compliment you?
check my new picture

Does anything rhyme with your last name?
fool when? depending on how you pronounce nguyen

Is anything stuck in your head?
betrayed by bones by hellogoodbye

What's all you did today?
valleyfair with mama then valleyfair with nestor. met hellokitty. held hands with her. took pictures with her. home. this.

Do you often use the term "slut"?
no, i barely use slutbagg too

Have you ever tried training a dog?
never

What's the worst abuse you have done to your phone?
made it stop working

Do you regret anything you've done in the past 24 hours?
nahp, i've been good

Did you talk to anybody random today?
just messaged kyra

What will you be doing in 24 hours?
same shit

Where did you get your favorite pair of sunglasses?
metropark

When was the last time you dressed up for Halloween?
last halloween

Is anything currently frustrating you?
my brother spit all over the fucking place like a motherfucker.

Are the best things in life free?
ugh.. hmm. i guess

Are your parents proud of your recent behavior?
depends on what recent means. this weekend yes. wait minus friday.

Would you ever have a threesome with your friend and their bf/gf?
no thanks to third wheeling

Why do you like the person you like?
who?! ):

guillotine

nigga, you hurt her and i'll break your fucking knees
i'm not even fucking with you, i really will.
i'm overprotective of her.
i'm watching you and your comments.
if you feel like you're being watched.
you are. motherfucker!

finished chem

(: (: (:
be proud.

believe

i godded sick! swine flu maybe? who knows.
i'm not throwing up or anything but but but /;
i can't breathe! and my nose runs al day.
and i never ever have tissues.
and my bastard school/teachers don't provide them
and and and this is button up week
so i don't even have a sleeve to wipe my snot on
/; /; /; its horrible dude.

and and and! i'm breaking out.
i have a fatty witch pimple on my chin
two of them to be honest
very snakebite like. its fucking ugly.
i need sleep

to do list for week
extra credit- 3 pages on buchanan (15th president)
study for history test on monday
finish chemistry project
-finish powerpoint
-finish board
--paste powerpoint
--cut out construction paper pictures
-take pictures of me with
--iced tea
--ferrous gluconate
--gardening
--hairdying (box)
--with a bandaid on my hand
get sleep
clean my skin
wii fit (its been a monthish)
brainage, cause i suck at multiplication

i ran out of things to say
/; i'm sleepy
goodnight!

memory lane

what happened? you know whats wrong with meeee? i'm always backup / fall back. i don't even like you, i swearz on my life but i hate our relationship. we can't have a normal conversation without me thinking, "ugh, what do i say to this". i carry ALL our conversations, but thats fine with me because i talk a lot but it comes to a point where i'm just hearing myself talk. occasionally OH ZANGGS don't cut it for me anymore. however, your unusual memory is appreciated.

good god, you know what i realized? i'm the girl you run to when you just ended a relationship. think about it, i only become your friend when you're having girl problems honestly! i can think of seven boys off the top of my head without thinking too hard. SEVEN. for realz. i wish i was exaggerating. the worst part is after you're over her you're over me too. if any of you seven read my blog, don't even front i know you too well. i talked you through your most vulnerable times, trust me.

this is probably why i don't wanna get in a relationship, ever. i have to hear everyone else' problems [especially how rough break ups are] that after thinking about it hard enough i don't wanna be put through the same bullshit. trust issues? nigga i have those already no need to traumatize me.

i miss you all spoiling me, seriously. hahaha. i'm a fucking jerk.

on a lighter note




august 28,2008 ---> april 25,2009
i changed a lot a lot, or at least my hair did.
i died my hair yesterday, a redish color, it didn't change
i think it looks blacker than ever.
black like the niggers i like.

dear world,
stay young
love, kristina

call me up

we have nothing in common,
i just realized it. weird shit.

say yes

I'm not important in your life anymore, my feelings are hurt & I'm looking for your replacement. I'm smarter than you, you just haven't realized it yet. I'm mega fake to you but thats the foundation of our friendship. Stop giving me fucking attitude, I didn't do shit to you. Stop playing fucking mind games with me, I have you all figured out. I'm your backup and I know it, but I'll play along as long as you don't ask again. I stalk your comments, stop frontin about who you are/aren't cool with. I saved the ticket stub to the first movie we watched together, I lost it. Stop saying dumbass shit & not pull through with it, i'll continue to call you out. I miss talking to you, but you're so stupid. I miss being friends with you, but expecting me to start empty conversations all the time annoys me. I have a feeling you like me, please don't. I wasn't flirting, thats just my awkward-fill in laugh. Why do you continue to talk to me, its kind of annoying. You think I miss you, I really don't. I'm offended you like the way I dress, you're mega typical. I refuse to buy your friendship, its not worth it. You're so fucking smart, stop dumbing yourself down. I'M NOT IMPRESSED!!! yeah, thats what i think on a daily basis.

E! News

waiting for it to be 825 so i can wash this hair dye out
i hope it works. whenever i color my hair at home it never works
/; super black super thick asian hair.
dude i hope i'm not hella damaging it again
); i lava my thick hair. its like super straight pubes thick. loves it.

so so so, in english we are learning about transdentalism(sp)
and this nigga emerson bought a $29.00 shack and lived in it for 2 years 2 months and 2 days.
and and and his whole thing was about simplicity and shit and how we are unhappy because we have/need so much.
and and and we were given a exercise to pick 10 things to bring with you to live in the woods for two months
you are given a shack and the clothes on your back for spring time and a near by river.
1. AHH pot, not pot. to get wawa and boil it
2. a blanket, cause i can't sleep without one, preferably fleece
3. cookie crisps <3
4. marshmallow treasures (generic target lucky charms, theyre better)
5. frosted flakes <3
6. target fruit snacks <3
7. an ax, to cut my wood duh!
8. a lighter with hellza fuel
9. oreos
10. journal + pen to write about how much i hate life

everyone else had soap and facewash and toilet paper and shit.
nigga, i'd rather not be starving then smell good
and there won't anything to piss out/shit if you don't haz food + leaves.

i just remembered i needa do my bible as lit project.
fuckkkk

blackwedding

gahd, two songs outta the meg&dia CD are good.
they need to uncountry themselves. theysuxxx.

is it just me or is sarcasm not funny at all?
sometimes people overdo the sarcasm card and i really don't know.
YEAH I DID THE HOMEWORK ... wait did you really?
YEAH I CUT MY HAIR .. wait.. did you really?
not funny dude. keep sarcasm for the giggles.
actually, sarcasm is just for uber jerks.
the more sarcastic you are the more of a asshole you are in my eyes.

tone it down niggas.