superstar

so so so so so so
summer luzz me

thursday: senior bbq + (:
friday: (: + oaklandzoo?
saturday: sf with rissa&rinna
sunday: rinna's graudation + party
monday: nightatthemuseum with rissa
tuesday: terminator (chloe trina katt) + nightatthemuseum (+ vicki - chloe) + startrek ( - katt - vicki ) + danceflick (left) + chilis (long ass talk) + borders
wednesday: baldies + newpark + downtownhayward + garinpark + fattynap

(: hellosummer.
so so so i'll list stuff out cause i'm getting sleepy.
= i'm going to be a senior next year and it honestly scares me.
- i'm comfortable at moreau
- it does define me
- college bullshit isn't stressful considering i want to live at home and go to sanjosestate
- SAT shit isn't stressing me out since i don't think i'm taking it again this year, i'm satisfied with my 1450
- i'm scared i'm going to have to go summerschool for chem
- i'm scared that i'm not taking math next year
- i want to do good in school next year
- i'm taking shit classes like sculpture and clay and painting
= i'm breaking the fuck out, honestly its ugly
- i'm gaining weight, my whole family has let me know
- i needa lose weight but i refuse to diet
- i hate running and i hate working out
- i wish my hair would grow faster
- i haven't gotten my eyebrows waxed since prom
- prom was march 27th
- i haven't shaved my legs since before summer started
- i need to paint my nails

- i love when people drive me around, i just like talking. it feels good
- i love my cousins, i've missed them
- i like spending money
- i have a need to buy stuff
- i want to get married at a cathedral, maybe saint mary's in san francisco?
- i'm a jew and like watching many movies on the same day to get my moneys worth
- i can't eat and talk at the same time
- i like eating dinner with someone one on one
- i like walking around union landing with no where to go
- i like not having a specific place to go
- i want a job
- preferably somewhere that i can get discounts for myself
- i was upset today that sanrio wasn't hiring
- i was mad at the douchebag at zumies, don't flirt with me
- i'm not amused by games
- i'm sleepy.


goodnight world.
&&& i'm totally free this summer just in case you wanna hang out
my plans so far are
june 13: ashley's birthday party
august 7-9: government retreat.

honestly two things. great. invite me out !!!