are you that somebody?

fucks nigga, life is so weird. you think you like someone. like the whole fucking nine yards- everything reminds you of them, you get excited when you see their name, you can't stop talking about them, you repeatedly tell the same stories about them, you hope someone brings em up so you can talk about them some more, theyre the first person you check is online, you hope they text you back mega fast. anyways, i was thinking about fatty crushes i've had and its weird to think, DAMN WADAFUXXX?! I LIKED THEM?! like, i don't even remember what i was thinking dude. i remember i hated going on his myspace because i felt like a mega stalker and i was scared that he was hella legit and up to date with myspace (which he wasn't) and he had a myspace tracker and could tell that i went to his myspace once a week (cause i was too nervous to click it more) hahahaha. i'm so fucking gay dude. its normally really weird when i like a boysie, which is normally why i normally don't. its not healthy for me to think about someone that often. i like just thinking about me. but but but but, iono if i posted the blog about me liking a boy, but i'm over it, i misunderstood friendly/nice/polite/caring. hahaha. common mistake yeah? there was too much lying for that relationship to ever work out anyways. but but but on a lighter note i went to newpark today cause i needed to return this floral dress i bought from forevr21 hellza days ago but but but i was walking to my mamas car and this fucking messican ass nigga honked his horn and rolled down his window and said HIT ME UP!!!!!!!!! no no he was messican i meant #1+ m3 ^ (hit me up). i was disgusted. but to think about it anyone that doesn't already know me trying to hit on me is disgusting. shallow bastards dude. OMG OMG OMG OMG speaking of shallow. omgggggg the fucking cutest guy was at the apple store yesterday. omggggggg. him and his best friend. only difference was the fi0ne one had a lipring. mmmmmmmmmz. fucking asian ass motherfuckers that know how to rock liprings. but but but but damnit i'm sleepy as fuck someone remind me to talk about boys again later since its mega rare. m3ga. you know why? cause the ones i know are all too friendly for my liking. i like assholes. i think its fact. but like the nice kind of asshole. DAMNIT NO I'M SLEEPY. lava. everyone have a good spring break.. the last day ): happy saturday!