eye yah, you know whats weird/lame/annoying?
hm, how will i explain this so you don't know who i'm talking about.
okay. lets say there is boysie a, b , and c
boysie a i've liked for a longgg time
boysie b i've liked for a mega long time
boysie c i've crushed on for a tad bit.
i used to talk to a&b a lot
but i used to put a lot of effort for A and start the convos
and B came naturally & it was waeva you know?
&i used to wait for A to IM me but it never happened
cause i always started the conversations
&i was needy& needed him to IM me
so id force myself to not IM him cause i dont like people knowing i'm needy
but then i started liking B so i started putting effort in B's relationship
but then once i liked B, A would IM me all the time
then i stopped liking B and now i ignore him
but then C talks to me now? but its whatever
then now A B and C will all IM me first
&i'm like wtf, why don't i needa give effort anymore?
then they all stop then i'm confused/lonely
gahd damnit , where is the consistency boysies?!
then now i don't like any of them but its weird that all of a sudden they care?
hahhahaha, i don't think you get that but i do so its okay (:
i have problem with tenses hahahhaha. fuckyou.
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