cry me a river

.. tell me why the song i'm listening to always relate to how i feel /; /; /;
so i'm not in a good mood at all, lately i can't sleep & its the worst feeling ever.
has anyone ever felt so depressed they felt happy?
kay, so last night i stayed up till likkkeee 330? watching youtube videos.
(i'm addicted to 50 things!!!) anyways, at that point i was like i n33d sleep
so i was laying in bed for a good five minutes then i realized my feet were cold
so i got up and got some socks went back to bed. i layed there for 30 seconds,
i then realized that its mega cold so i should trn on my heater. got up did that.
another 30 seconds in bed realized i'm still cold so i layed in fetal position.
30 seconds of that i realized my back wasn't covered with blanket so i moved the blanket
but then my warm spots suddenly shifted so i needed to rewarm my spots.
then my bangs were in my face so i tied my hair up then i wanted to lay on my stomach
this continued ALL fucking night. did i mention that i'm on my period?
then suddenly around hmm i'd like to say 7ish i got fatty ass cramps.
it was a mixture between i'mstarving, theres a baby in my stomach , someone just roundhoused me.
SO then i had to sit up cause i was driving myself nuts. at that point i was so frustrated
i just gave up on sleeping & turned on george (my ipod)
earlier this week .. maybe it was two days ago who knows i don't remember,
anyways! i made three playlists. the breakdown goes:

freaky nasty - freaky songs that include strokeyabody-diligentz , itastejustlikecandy-foxyybrown , icantell-504boys.
freak nasty - betweenthesheets-isleybrothers , sexualhealing-marvingaye , canwetalk-tevincampbell
sleep - everythingsamiracle-swimmingwithdolphins , shelovesmeso-anthonygreen, closetoyou-carpenters

so i turned on george right?
turns out that my settings didn't enable adding fucking playlists
so i was fucking sitting there in the dark with mega bad stomach pains with freezing feet
just there.

worst feeling ever. i hope you don't waste your time like me
OH and since i didn't sleep i'm crabby & i have hella pimples.
you know whats sad? i don't have acne .. i have a small handful (4) of HUGE pimples
so its mega noticeable not to mention i'm mega light. wadafck.

CUT ME SOME SLACK JESUS! YOURE JUST BORN!

&is it sad to say that this is the happiest i've been in a while?
gahd damnit. fuck me.