two of hearts

they are my bestfriends , i could never hate them , everrrr. <3<3<3
"whose arm is longest?" "...AYYEEEE *handsout" "somethingsomethingsundays"

dear r,
i'm a jerk to you & i know it .
i'm sawwy almost , kinda?
i'm not exactly sure why i'm sorry
but i feel bad for some reason
i didn't talk to ju/you didn't talk to me
it was weird & the gay kinda awkward
not the cute michael cera kind
i'm not even sure if its my fault
i'm probably just taking the blame
because we've stopped talking
but i'm not gunna IM you first okay?
if that means that we never talk again
(because i always start the conversations)
then , well , thanks for entertaining me
&kinda listening i guess (: &
(the happyface just seemed appropriate)
keeping me company when i can't sleep
even though laptops in the dark are bad for me
anyways, lavaju.
oh&no i'm not crushin on you ,
so please don't think that

dear x,
ihateyou, i get sick when i hear your name sometimes
everything reminds me of you , but at the same time
i knew i didn't like you anymore when nothing reminded me of ju
but now that everything does (remind me of you) damnit
i wish i had better language skills. HOW DO I SAY THIS?
mkay , lets see. everything reminds me of ju = me likes you.
nothing reminds me of you = i don't like you
NOW: everything reminds me of you - i don't like you.
its weird shit, i just end up thinkin about you
which i fucking hateeeeeee
to be honest, some of the shit you say is really annoying
like i can't stand it annoying, thats why i try not to talk to ju
cause i know i'll get mad cause you're pretty boring now
which kinda sucks , kinda makes me think about what we used to talk about
because now when i reread our conversations
it looks like i could be talking to my dad.
howaju?good wachadoing?nothing. cool. howareyou?good.whatareyoudoing?nothing
what the fuck is that bullshit, i don't know how to talk to you anymore
&you give out a lot of empty promises & i'm not feeling it
WHY AM I TRIPPIN OVER THIS!?
not lava.
p.s. i really really really REALLY am not crushin on you
if you think that , you're really concieted
because i said like 342 i don't
(DUDE YOU GOT HELLA MORE COCKY & ITS SUPZ ANNOYING!)
i never even really though that you were that cute
&now for some reason i'm not attracted to you at all
AT ALL! &i can type however i want okay? fuckyou

dear creeper1
why are you still on my nutz?
i got over you like last year
can you stop please?
its really really creepy.
even MAC thinks so
please don't rape me
notlava.

dear ick,
i miss you like crazy
things will never be the same
but , i still wanna hang out soon
is that really lame?
that i invite you EVERYWHERE
&you never go , but still
i continue to invite you?
i'm really desperate for your company
i don't even remember your voice anymore
IS THAT SUPER GAY OF ME TO SAY?
cause i feel supz gay for saying it
but realllllly , i don't remember your voice
&you never sweet talk me anymore ):
it makes me sad, really! REALLLLY!
&how come we don't watch crayons/p0rn/pr0n together?
or how come you don't tell me jokes anymore?
or how come we don't talk anymore?
or how come you don't call me anymore?
or how come when we do talk i'm bored?
like really really bored?
how come you're so vague with your shit?
whats happening in your life?
no joke i'm fucking dying to know.
i've known you for too long
&likED you for too long
please eat something , hahah
oh oh i have a peectar of me
and i'm trying to be you.
i'll post it up secretly. (: hahaha
imissju,callmeplease,
i'm never too busy for you i swearrrrr
&i hope its the most awkwardest convo ever
lavaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

dear ...,
i don't even wanna put his nickname.
*these are my nicknames behind their back,
so please don't assume its someone cause its their letter
anyways, so i i know you thought i was cute
which stays at the back of my mind allz the time
&now that we talk (not like that)
thats all i think about, i over analyze things.
&can ju not like me? that would ruin urrythangg.
lava.

dear ick2,
ever since ...
our relationship has been ewza dude,
its awkwarding out of my fucking mind
i'm trynna be cool with you i swear
but now i can't hold you hand
cause i don't want to lead you on
wait ,don't you like boys (:
lavaa

dear (youputaspellonurryone),
i never liked you (likelike)
but i used to love talking to you
but now you suck
and you take me for granted
notlava.

i have to get ready now, wow dude
this was ridiculous i was only suppose to do a few.
i wonder if any of them read this
&i wonder if they know which one they are
* all cycle boys are up. hahah