Tuesday, November 18, 2008

never loved me at all



fackthissong. it makes me happy but its such a depressing song, i'm f33ling it. not on repeat again.

i gave up completely on everyone that hasn't made my life happier, if you notice that i don't IM you first, you should prolly start IMing me before we stop being friends. i'm stubborn as fuck lately, if i don't get my way ohp, all hell will break loose in my mind&i will never forgive you &our relationship will suffer & things will never be the same & you'll sit here like i did & wish things were the same as before.

change is nice now that i don't have to go out of my way for it to happen.

in english we were talking about how love is like cocaine & how the same amount of dopamine and phorfianaineineine are released. &how at the same time you can get addicted to love & have withdrawls. &so, i hope you got addicted to me&now i hope you go nutz without me cause i'm dunzo. get off your ass & fix it! oh, there was hella bullshit in the article too about scents & shit & how there is this subconcious scent that everyone has & magically attracts people together. thats bullshit, how does that eharmony shit work then? no nose to nose time but magically it works. maybe i just didn't read it right. i am illiterate.

oh did i mention i applied for a job at the library? i don't think i'm gunna get it cause i have no experience & i can't read & i don't even have a library card.

oh& REMIND ME TO DO MY DRIVERS ED and i'll love you forever.
fuckyou fuckyou . this is my last blog like this for the rest of the year. i swear i say fuckyofuckyouigiveupimdunzo more than i comb my bangs (supz lot)

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