crawl

so, the best compliment i got all weekend was that i look like a japaneee porn star. too bad i have a gut. hahah. being a pornstar has to be like the hardest thing ever. do you get editing rights? i mean personally i'd edit anything that makes my gut look huge. or any supz embarrassing faces. ahaha.

is it just me or does everyone think 'hey , i wonder if s/he was in a porno' , i was in one of my classes , i'm not gunna say which one cause anyone that knows the teacher will think i'm a uber freakazoid BUHHTTT i think s/he has been in a couple. they have this kind of look to them. yeah but sometimes when i go to church i think of the same thing like ' hey i wonder how many people in this room have made a tape' i think about that a lot too , especially when i first meet people. or aw ! when i see supz old people, i always think about what they look like young then i think about if they've ever been in a porno. i wonder OH, i wonder if their children have accidently watched them. i wonder if pornstars family members seen their shit. or like , when you meet people and they ask you what they do (..it happens in the movies) do pornstars say pornstars? or do they have a real job. not saying the porn industry isn't a real job i mean like a dayy job. or, do they get embarrassed when people say they love their work, i mean like 'hey! i love your work & your nonsquiggly pussy'. oh&with the jillion million pages of porn out there can people stop producing shit quality stuff? seriously, shit camera + shit soundquality + shitty angles + shitty actors/actresses i mean goodness. &can people stop gagging! please, it disturbes me i always feel bad cause the ending shot is always the girl tearing up ): makes me sad. &stop fisting! fuck thats so fucking nasty. i hate people & their fetishes, they're always weird. FEET?! dafucknigga. this is the longest blog i've writen in a while.

*squiggly pussy - when girls get fucked by m0nsters & their shit ends up deformed & their pussy attempts to take its previous shape but ends up all crusty and wavy. like when you try to rip a plastic bag & when you give up it ends up all like wavyy . try it. hahah.