figh daze

i'm a boy that likes drinking hot chocolate through straws. i almost like josh more than hellokitty. ALMOST.

so today, i realized how fake / faggity i am. everything i do contradicts who i am. i'm ALWAYS in the band room, but i'm not in band / don't play any instrument. i'm in anime club, but i don't read manga or watch anime. i hate azns, but i'm supz azn with asian friends. i like being tall, but i'm always in flats. i hate wearing pants, but i wear pants everyday to school. i always use humungo bags, but there never is anything in em. i say i hate everything, but i know deep down i'm in love with my life. i hate algebra but its my best grade besides digital graphics. i hate spanish but i'm so good at vocabulary. i have ocd but my room is a mess. i'm asian but i'm dumb as shit. i eat all day but i don't get hellza fat. i always fix my myspace, but i never go on myspace anymore. i like long hair, but i like cutting it. i listen to music all day, but i never sing. i listen to music all day, but i never dance. my nails are always fucked up, but i love doing them.

i can go on, but i wanna knock out right now.

i'm dunzo with you (: it feels great! (: (: (: (: (: (: i'll tell you (sebastian) about it soon.
i hope everyone stopped reading this already


p.s. RAMON! since i'm not gunna be here to IM you like i do everyday, HELLO & GOODNIGHT! (: lava.