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today was okayy. amazing time hanging out with ashley&rizelle&jenny&josh&all those other assholes that don't go to moreau.

i just wanted to say, this is to two people in particular that i wanna say things to , but can't. & ramon is the only one that knows, he even knows my life story. i trust him with my deepest secrets & all the stories i'm scared to tell anyone else because i don't want to be a hypocrite . & you know what? he fucking listens, &he fucking remembers. gotta lava him. f0revaa. hes the best friend everyone is looking for. haii ramon!

kay.
1. fuckyou
2. why can't we be friends like before
3. LISTEN TO ME !
4. can you ever put me first?
5. i h8 waiting
6. i regret trying to be cool again,
its not working& its not making me happy
7. i'm disgusted by the things you do
8. i'm not gunna give anymore advice,
i figured you'll learn sooner or later
9. i don't wanna be here for you,
because deep down i know you
arent/werent there for me&you
10. your lack of memory makes me mad,
i constantly have to repeat myself
11. why do i even bother?
12. i miss the old you, not this version
13. i think i still stick around you because,
maybe, just maybe the old you will come back
14. i highly doubt it
15. if it does happen, goodjob, you proved me wrong
16. but i'm cutting off my effort
17. your turn , i understand if we never talk again
18. i'm a hypocrite for the things i say/do &believe, but
at least i have my shit together
19. what the fuck is wrong?!
20. r vs. g
21. oh&if we never talk again,
i take the blame, but i'm gunna let it happen
22. i'll regret it later, i'm okay with it
23. i'm off your ballsack for good
24. why don't you put me first anymore?!
its really really bothering me
25. you know somethings wrong with me
yet, you still refuse to ask me about it ,
but its okay, because i know you're
not a good listener/problem solver
26. i'll be here when you like me again
27. hopefully i never like you again,
but knowing myself i will


whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. whats done is done & i feel a little better. even though i was just typing, who knows what im talking about.