ashley

(: (: (: FINALLY YOU FUCKING H0E. VISIT MORE OFTEN ): EVEN IF I WASN'T THE REASON. (; jennytoo.

soooo , my life iz aye yi yi. /; i like a boy, then i don't. i like a different boy then i don't .. all in a fucking week. wtf is this bullshit?! fucking gettin on and off ballsacks /; /; /; over it. i'm ready to go lesbian now. boys aren't even complicating my life, I AM complicating my own life. hahaha, but rizelle knows me too well /; . i suppose i'm gunna stop being scared & just accept it. EEEEEK! her advice always cheers me up, she always knows exactly what i need. so, i guess i like a boy? NONONONONO i don't like that idea. i am a boy. UGH!

UGH!oh & today i realized that i lost alllllllll hope in mine & this one boys friendship. he is boring beyond belief & i'm sick of the effort i constanty give because i don't think its worth it anymore . fucking walls! eye yi yi , what happened to our relationship!? i have no idea but i'm not in any mood to fix it , do it for me , i did enough. there is like no spark. /; hes not a mister me too sadly. &i never see him &when i do .. iono i don't even remember anymore. i don't feel anything. hahah. i'll miss him sooner or later, its been a like year since i liked him hahaha. YEAH I REMEMBER THIS SHIT.

haha did i mention i cried today? yeah, well yes.

...so i just reread last last paragraph & omg i just noticed it relates to two boys. >:[ where is ashley bulayo?!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.