starvingggg

i can't find that jacket ): &can we take a normal picture?!
&there is nothing to eat at my house. i'm gunna dieeeeeeeeeee.
i feel lonely, why isn't anyone awake at this time? i'm such a fucking drama queen.

soooo, basically i miss sarah malik ): a lotz, who can i talk to about my dreamboatboy to?
we havent talked in so long i forgot our list! smart, license, personality, $$$, height.. i felt like there was more /;
SARAAAAAAAHHHHH, now that we don't talk about boys i want one! what's my problem? haha

i want a boy that will make me feel like its been nine weeks & five days. a boy that will tell me when my bangs are fucked up or when my makeups hella fucked up or when i'm wearing too much because he knows i'll fuss about it if he doesn't. a boy that cares about how my hair looks because i do. a boy that doesn't mind my clammy hands ahha because he'll have to put up with it cause they're ALWAYS clammy. a boy that will drive me to the park when i have a headache just so we can lie in the grass because its my favorite. a boy that will make me grilled cheese sandwiches when i'm starving (likerightnow!!!) because i love cheese & needa carb up . a boy that thinks the same cuntcakes are overrated (pamela&jessicaalba) because they are. a boy that can watch seasons all day with me because we both love em. a boy that will call me in the middle of the morning because he knows i can't sleep. a boy that will buy me scarves when i want to put my hair up because he knows my necks always cold. a boy that will help me with my homework because hes a genius. a boy that will buy me my green aveeno chapstick because he doesn't want my lips to bleed (even though its cute when it does).

i'm gunna stop because i highly doubt i'll find a boy that fits five of these things. where would i find a freak show like that? hahha, no seriously. where can i find one?